im not sure. i may find out later or it may be thursday as she is away with work this week, and she did remind me its from when she get the keys in her hand that the clock starts. so in someways i hope they arrived yesterday, in some ways i kinda hope they arrive in the week.
after i calmed down a bit on friday night GOD was i horney as hell. i dont know if it was just time based or if it was more to do with the opredicament and not knowing what was going on or if i was stuck. i am actualy thinking it was the latter as of late my chastity fantasys have been shifting a little from just the lockup and orgasm denial to more controlling aspects of how i could be controlled with out knowing whats going to happen to me.
im starting to get there, all thse minerl supliments are workingas intended and god are my balls feeling swollen and heavy today. infact right now it feels like they are lead weights.
a massive jump from yesterday.
and thanks for the tease, you sadist :) im giving it the once over now and ill do it fully tomorrow. so i know the gist of it. as i have had a few beers and im going back out in a bit to watch the american football.
OH MY GOD WHAT HAVE I DONE :w00t:
Mornings are the worst.
well time for an update with a semi clear head.
its day 13 scince i locked my cock into the cage, and the keys have still not arrived despite being posted a week ago. . the keyholder is away until thursday so she wont get them untill then anyway.
i was realy worried when she said she hadnt got them. but a mate who lives in london said the post there was totaly ballesed up so its probably just that.
AND the agreement is based on from when she gets the keys not when they were posted. soits having the effect of tacking on a few weeks of extra torment.
i think it was the shock again of this isnt just a game now where when it gets to much i can stop or if its a bit uncomfortable i can let msyelf out for a few hours to get some kip,
and also that this isnt with a female mate who is haiving a laugh, who i can pop down and see if it gets tough.
its been hammered home to me several times now just how much controll has been given away.
its is still a massive rush for me. and the added knolage of not knowing when i will get the keys back for definite is even more thrilling.
day to day life
well its pretty much status quo for me. i can do pretty much everything i would do anyway, the only exception is scuba diving where the cage would be likea cold magnet. but given the weather i wont be diving anyway so its not a big loss.
if i go for a walk in the cold then as mens balls will do, my balls will retract which can be a little painfull if i havnt put some lubrication on them first. as the skin gets all caught up and pinchy.
i am tending to not wear boxers at the moment because its just more comfortable not to.
urination when i am out is being the only real headache. im uncut so my foreskin has a tendancy to roll up the front of my dick blocking the ureathra and i need to use something to move it out the way. i use Q tips but i keep forgetting to take them out with me. so i use my house key which is much less comfy.
remembering is soemthing i need to watch as well.
Physical
well the obviouse is that my balls are HUGE at the moment, and just getting bigger.
i am taking supiments to increase sperm production, and will be nipping out later to get some more to give a much better mix of what they need.
i think as a result of this my body is getting healthier. as its not juts nutrients for that but which my body needs.
they are far and away at there largest in the monrnings and then they reduce a bit during the day. then BANG back to being like small apples hanging down when i wake up.
walking especialy up and down stairs takes a little more care as the shear size of my balls, coupled with the way they end up hanging means they sometimes get squished between my legs.
emtionaly
as per last time, i becomming much more polite to women. i wasnt a cock but all i think aboiut are there needs and desires not my own.
i am also able to let the little things pass over which before would have pissed me right off.
mornings
these are both the worst and best parts of this at the moment from a pure frustratin perspective
the worst parts are the invetiable morning glory which whilst not massivly painfull make me get up and walk around to get it to bugger off, so i can get back to sleep. i get woekn 4 times anight by this. the worst being the 7.30 AM ones which takew the longest to go away.
as soon as i wake up i am just going nuts at the moment because all i can think about is cumming. i would do ANYTHING to cum right now. and i know its just going to get worse. ALOT worse.
my balls are always fullest at this time of day for some reason. and it takes an hour or so for them to settle down.
some of the ones i am taking at hte moment are just drving me
as to the effects.
its day 13 scince i locked my cock into the cage, and the keys have still not arrived despite being posted a week ago. . the keyholder is away until thursday so she wont get them untill then anyway.
i was realy worried when she said she hadnt got them. but a mate who lives in london said the post there was totaly ballesed up so its probably just that.
AND the agreement is based on from when she gets the keys not when they were posted. soits having the effect of tacking on a few weeks of extra torment.
i think it was the shock again of this isnt just a game now where when it gets to much i can stop or if its a bit uncomfortable i can let msyelf out for a few hours to get some kip,
and also that this isnt with a female mate who is haiving a laugh, who i can pop down and see if it gets tough.
its been hammered home to me several times now just how much controll has been given away.
its is still a massive rush for me. and the added knolage of not knowing when i will get the keys back for definite is even more thrilling.
day to day life
well its pretty much status quo for me. i can do pretty much everything i would do anyway, the only exception is scuba diving where the cage would be likea cold magnet. but given the weather i wont be diving anyway so its not a big loss.
if i go for a walk in the cold then as mens balls will do, my balls will retract which can be a little painfull if i havnt put some lubrication on them first. as the skin gets all caught up and pinchy.
i am tending to not wear boxers at the moment because its just more comfortable not to.
urination when i am out is being the only real headache. im uncut so my foreskin has a tendancy to roll up the front of my dick blocking the ureathra and i need to use something to move it out the way. i use Q tips but i keep forgetting to take them out with me. so i use my house key which is much less comfy.
remembering is soemthing i need to watch as well.
Physical
well the obviouse is that my balls are HUGE at the moment, and just getting bigger.
i am taking supiments to increase sperm production, and will be nipping out later to get some more to give a much better mix of what they need.
i think as a result of this my body is getting healthier. as its not juts nutrients for that but which my body needs.
they are far and away at there largest in the monrnings and then they reduce a bit during the day. then BANG back to being like small apples hanging down when i wake up.
walking especialy up and down stairs takes a little more care as the shear size of my balls, coupled with the way they end up hanging means they sometimes get squished between my legs.
emtionaly
as per last time, i becomming much more polite to women. i wasnt a cock but all i think aboiut are there needs and desires not my own.
i am also able to let the little things pass over which before would have pissed me right off.
mornings
these are both the worst and best parts of this at the moment from a pure frustratin perspective
the worst parts are the invetiable morning glory which whilst not massivly painfull make me get up and walk around to get it to bugger off, so i can get back to sleep. i get woekn 4 times anight by this. the worst being the 7.30 AM ones which takew the longest to go away.
as soon as i wake up i am just going nuts at the moment because all i can think about is cumming. i would do ANYTHING to cum right now. and i know its just going to get worse. ALOT worse.
my balls are always fullest at this time of day for some reason. and it takes an hour or so for them to settle down.
some of the ones i am taking at hte moment are just drving me
as to the effects.
Re: OH MY GOD WHAT HAVE I DONE :w00t:
last night it was confirmed that my keys had still not arrived.
after a docussion with the keyholder i removed the lock. i have relocked with adifferent one but as its a ocmbination one cant send keys off.
after a docussion with the keyholder i removed the lock. i have relocked with adifferent one but as its a ocmbination one cant send keys off.