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i have just arranged a new chastity challange for myself.

i have been self locked for the past 3 days, and i have just arranged with a total goddess not only how long i should stay locked into my chastity belt for, but she has also told me where to send the keys so its a HUGE step for me with my chastity!


i am posting the keys off, with a small tribute as is only fitting, tomorrow and she has told me that it will be 60 days from when she gets the keys before she will send them back.

given the post thats going to be 70 days of chastity if i am lucky!

total hornyness will be garunteed

oh god this is going to be so awsome!
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Just Curious, Which device you found comfortable enough to wear for that long?

I hope the best for you.
Because it does not sound like you kept your emergancy key
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Hopefully you are able to contact your keyholder quickly if you have a major problem.

Still I wish you luck. :lol:

You should be glad though, My wife tends to suprise me
I don't know when my next relase date will be
Could be One day could be 100, I don't know.
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I don't think it's a good idea to make 1st time for so long.
I think you should do it step by step.
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its not the fisrt time for me, the first tiem for so long yes, but it is doable. i started out doing month lockups and have done several times. and now is the good time for me to go for longer,

and the no way out if i decide i dont want to "play" any more is even better for me.as a few times i have bailed just when it gets tough before the realky fun part starts.


if there is an incident well then its up to either, me cutting the lock off, which is easy as im rarely more than 20 feet from some form of metal cutting tools, the docs to cut me out if in at AnE or the fire brigade.


and as to the device. well. its taken me 4 to get one i think is a good fit. and is also sitting properly. as with all of them i can see simple things which would make it so much comfyier.and easier to wear but thats buy the buy
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I ask because I finnally found one I can do long term wear in.
http://www.dungeondelights.com/store/pr ... cts_id=119

So I was curious if you're wearing Plastic, or Metal.
What's your's?
I would seriously like to know, Please
(sorry for asking again just very curious)
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the one i am in is similar

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but its a solid ring not a hinged one. much harder to get on at first untill you get the knack, but once in its much mroe secure, and comfortable. but it does need to be shifted around a fair bit, or atleas it does on me because of my large balls, to reduce pressure sores forming due to constant contact.

my lori belt has a hinged ring which is nothing but trouble. it never closed perfectly which caused pinches at the top, at the hinge itself left alot of space for skin to be trapped in. and was pretty uncomfy mosre a show belt than a wearing belt.

ive been out today to get a the things i need to post the key off to the godess.


the envelopes for the keys,
a key fob with the legend Her Keys
a few small items as a gift
some photo printer paper so i can give her a full A4 copy of my pic
and some paper for a letter

so this afternoon is based purely around sorting the details out like addressing the envelopes, writting a letter so she know who it is from and what has been agreeed and just what this means to me.

god i am feeling so excited about this.
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well the die is cast as of tonight.

up untill today i could still bail out as i still had the keys in my posession but i did as the delightful lady requested, and printed a load of my chastity pictures out to sent to her, put the keys into an enevelope and arranged the postage both there and back.

the walk to the postbox was one of the most bizare of my life. i wanted to run to it, but also i was shying away a little form it as i knew this was it. the final moment of truth will i or wont i?

i was both wanting and dreading it at the same time as as much as i want this to happen, it is scary giving all that power away like this. but also exillerating at the same time

i got to the post box and had it half in ahlf out and then i just shoved it in and heard it drop to the very bottom of the empty box. that was it. no going back at all. no spare keys, no way i could plead for them back as i know there is no point.

and its left me kinda in shock. do i realy want this? i do so much but there is allwasy that bit which says no why are you doing this.

but it is done.
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Totally keep us updated!
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darkstar wrote: the one i am in is similar

but its a solid ring not a hinged one. much harder to get on at first untill you get the knack, but once in its much mroe secure, and comfortable. but it does need to be shifted around a fair bit, or atleas it does on me because of my large balls, to reduce pressure sores forming due to constant contact.

my lori belt has a hinged ring which is nothing but trouble. it never closed perfectly which caused pinches at the top, at the hinge itself left alot of space for skin to be trapped in. and was pretty uncomfy mosre a show belt than a wearing belt.
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The original version I got did pinched with my orignal version of this
But I called Rick, the person who actually creates the belts, and He tweeked it, Tightning the clasp no longer opens slightly catching skin. Also He rounded some of the coners near the clasp
Result-NO pinching. I believe he will be using the improved model for those who order new CB's.

Hope you do continue updating us?
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well today was the day it all became totaly real for me

up till now i have been floating an bit, but today is when i dropped into reality fully for me

i realised that yes i have done it. it wasnt a dream, there is no way out of this untill i get the keys back.

it hit me when i went for a shower and relaised that i no longer had the option to choose to take the tiem or if i was in a rush unlock for 10 mins and wash that way. i HAD to carry on the hard way. it drove it home to me just that this isnt in the realm of fantasy now or easy play where i can unlock and stop playing. i dont have the option it has been given away and i wont get it back untill the agreeed time.

today has still been a rush, as i am taking gensing suppliemnts to make me feele ven more horney and zinc trablets to increase sperm production. my balls are nicly filled and tender now and its only been 7 days.
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i spoke to the kaeyholder today and the keys havnt arrived.

im kinda freaking out now. they were posted on a 3-5 days delivery but i can only hope the weather has delayed it

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Well it sounds like you sent them off on a Saturday. No mail on Sunday. Monday would make it one day... Tuesday, Wednesday for three. Thursday, Friday, Saturday for five. Something like that. Wouldn't worry too much.

Did you mail it in a plain letter envelope?
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Evals wrote:Well it sounds like you sent them off on a Saturday. No mail on Sunday. Monday would make it one day... Tuesday, Wednesday for three. Thursday, Friday, Saturday for five. Something like that. Wouldn't worry too much.

Did you mail it in a plain letter envelope?
Yeah, you should not worry too much ;).. In our latitudinal lines the mail is also currently delayed a little (: ...

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yeah now i have clamed down a bit more then i realise thats probably all it is. just delayed in the mail.

but i couldnt sleep last night because i was so fucking horney all the time.
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I go crazy with 5 or 6 days locked up! :lol:

Oh I wrote a tease that you can do Dark
I wrote a section for those that don't have they're keys as a nod to you.
hope it helps allievate some of the pressure.

Just curious,
Does she have the keys yet?
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