Miss Shell and The Case of The Ice Sounding Id

[froodly2005]

Frodo wrote:
*naked, kneeling, and spread as described above* [...begs...]

That was very lovely begging boy.....very pleasing.
So, please have at your ready....a container of Icy Hot and a pair or two of latex or vinyl gloves. And then, be a good boy and beg me again. *wicked smile with eyes twinkling*

*wry smile* You're making me beg over and over again just because you like it, aren't you? Or maybe you're giving me opportunity to practice begging? *laughs* Those are perfectly good reasons, I have to admit.

So... "once more unto the breach, dear friends, once more", as I believe is traditional to say at moments like this:

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Having checked that id is securely hiding under the frammistamper, I take an evening shower, brush my teeth, brush my hair, trim my beard, and attempt to become generally presentable for you. I kneel naked before you. I place 3 objects on the floor between us: a new and rather frighteningly large tube of IcyHot (purchased this afternoon), a new box of 150 pairs of nitrile gloves (just in case you want to do this over and over and over until I learn how to take it), and a bottle of dishwashing detergent. [*]

Still kneeling seiza, I again spread my knees as far as possible to emphasize my vulnerability and availability to you. You notice that I have partially shaved around my cock, balls, and perineum; you will have easy and complete access to my tender skin with IcyHot if you should approve this begging. I lock hands behind my neck again, spreading my elbows wide to emphasize vulnerability and availability, as always.

I look down at your feet, and whisper very, very softly:

Miss Shell, thank you for permitting me to beg again. While my skills at this art are negligible, I appreciate your generosity in permitting me to learn to beg. I am very happy to know that in begging I contribute in some way to your happiness.

Miss Shell, I beg you to help me overcome fear of IcyHot on my cock.

The word picture you painted was lovely, exciting, and compelling. But I could never do such a thing myself. I ask your guidance, instruction, and encouragement in learning to take this. Every single time you've asked me to do something difficult, the result has been good... sometimes nearly glorious. Please, would you show me that again?

I am deeply, achingly needy to be guided through your painful nurturing, to the place beyond pain where I can just... be. I crave to be emotionally healed this way. Please, would you help me that way?

Most importantly, very most importantly of all, you have hinted that you would enjoy guiding me and helping me in this way. You have in the past been a model of compassion and joy in helping me through pain. If that is the case, then I crave most desperately to add to your happiness by learning from you to take this. Please, would you permit me to contribute -- even in a tiny way -- to your happiness by learning about IcyHot from you?

*looks up at your eyes, still whispering* Please, Miss Shell? Please?

I bow my head to the floor, wondering if I'm doing any of this right, and withdraw to await your decision. And any decision is right, given how well you understand me.
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[*] Wait... what? Dishwasing detergent? Yes, because IcyHot is a mixture of menthol (cold) and methyl salicylate (burn) in a lipid base (grease, basically). The point of the grease is to get it to stick to skin, and work its way in. If there's an emergency and I want it off there now, water won't work. Soap helps, but probably not enough. Research earlier this evening recommended dishwashing detergent, since it's good at cutting grease that makes food adhere to dishes. So as an emergency escape hatch, the dishwashing detergent might remove IcyHot in a hurry. It's a safety thing for me, but I also hope it helps you to feel comfortable and safe.

[froodly2005]

*GIGGLES* I did nothing. Ivy had me tied up all night for something she Claimed I did. Maybe it was the idea of Shell looking for shackles that scared id off.

Li_______

Actually, I think it was the Eyebrow burns. He's a little singed around the edges right now. (Also, purple. Good hack, that. Bravo.)

*Steals the Keyboard* Um, No You are not allowed to tell them your name. jsut leave it at

The "Pink Monster"

Tsk. I would never truename Pinky without permission; that would be barbarous.

[froodly2005]

I had to chuckle, when I thought you were doing the ice sounding on Tuesday night and found that you had done this task instead. I am not upset.....and honestly preferred it this way, so I actually got what I want....you planned that, didn't you? *giggle*

No, just dumb luck on my part. You're the one who is always 4 moves ahead.

I enjoyed reading down through your experience. I smiled when you discovered that you had to do something in order to keep the water from coming back out.....that really did make me smile....thinking about you....sitting there.....and all of a sudden.....your hard work came rushing out. *giggle* PERFECT!!! *big smile*

I felt very silly, and laughed at absurdity of it. Also, got wet.

Both of these comments...

Contracting the PC muscle drives the cold water back up into the penis shaft. So every time I twitched thinking a sexual thought, there was a bolt of cold that went up my cock, from the inside.

Squeezing near the top forces the cold water back down the penis shaft. So every time I pinched the head or squeezed the shaft of my cock, there was a bolt of cold that went down my cock, headed inside. Combined with PC muscle contractions, the cold could be moved around quite precisely.

...excited the hell out of me........*moans softly*

This was perfect......all of it....you did great Frodo......you have pleased me very much! Thank you for being such a good boy!! *warm smile as I touch your cheek with my lips*

Ahhhhhhh... it's very good to know you are pleased and excited. ("good boy"? ... now I'm excited too.)

[DellaRoss]

It is not about true names really, more that the more people know the more they want to talk to alters. And there is a reason that we call her the pink monster. so i would like it avoid giving her any more power by using her real name. And i feel as if i have taken up enough time on this thread. so i will just stick to comments that are actually relevent to what is going on.

Ciao,
Della

[shell]

It is not about true names really, more that the more people know the more they want to talk to alters. And there is a reason that we call her the pink monster. so i would like it avoid giving her any more power by using her real name. And i feel as if i have taken up enough time on this thread. so i will just stick to comments that are actually relevent to what is going on.

Ciao,
Della

Pffftt....*smiling* I love seeing what you and all of yours and Frodo and all of his will come up with next..... I give you my word.......I am enjoying you....no need to dash away. *smiling softly*

[shell]

For Frodo:

You did very, very well on your begging. *warm smile* You have come such a long way since we first met. *smile* I'm very proud of you.

***

Okay.....this is the Icy Hot task....first.....take a breath.......and focus on relaxing your body, as you read down through these instructions.

As to dish detergent....hmmm.....you aren't a dish. If you wish to use that, you do so without my orders.....that has to be a decision you make, not me. I personally don't think it should be used on your skin, but if you desire it.....you will have to take responsibility if it makes you sore. I really want to order you not to use it......but I will not.

Okay......this is what I want you to do....OVER THE WEEKEND...not today!!

First, look at this picture.

icyhot.jpg (11.15 KiB) Viewed 1822 times

Do you see that very small white dot? That is the size, in comparison to your body, that you are to use of the cream, and where it is to be placed. *soft smile*

I want you to stroke your cock and get hard.

You are to put on one glove, and using something such as a Q-tip, get a small amount of cream on the Q tip. Then you are to dab at your cock....NOT RUB.....one dab, so get it right the first time. I don't want you to touch and re-touch it.

Then, I want you to put a clothes pin on the left side of your balls, the right side, and one right in the middle. Be mindful of the dab, and don't brush against it.

You are to pick up an ice cube and run it over your cock head......and along your shaft, everywhere but the bottom side of your cock for a few minutes, (2-4).

Next, take your index finger and rub in small circles, right on the dab. Do not get it on the head of your cock. By now, you will begin to feel the heat. Do this for 1 minute.
Stop rubbing......and use the ice on the head of your cock again. Wiggle the clothespins. Feel and experience the sensation for four minutes.

Remove the clips.......and use soap and cool water and wash the cream off...repeat.

Then go back.....put the clips back on.....same place only turned a quarter turn. Stroke your cock hard......and then let go and feel..............then stroke and edge...........and then feel......edge...feel....edge feel....and on the next one......cum......cum hard.

Remove the clips.

There will be some sensation......in that one area. You can wash again, if you want. Or you can just sit back and feel the sensation....soak it in......think about me.......and if you desire to.............you may have another orgasm, if you like.

*warmly smiles*

You can call your safe word any time before or during this experience and I will NOT be disappointed in you, at all. *soft smile*

Now, tonight.....I want you to get the same dab amount that you will use on your cock over the weekend.....and dab someplace, like.....your shoulder, the back of your hand or your knee and rub it for four minutes and then wash it off.
I want you to feel someplace else, on your body, what your cock will feel, so you know what to expect and when the sensation begins to leave....please mark the time, so that you have a reference point to keep you calm during the experience. *warm smile*

*leans over and gives you a soft kiss*

[shell]

For Frodo:

So.......now.....when are you going to do the ice sounding???? Hmmmm??? *grin*

I think you should post an updated version of what you are fixing to do, when you tell me when you are going to do it. *smile* I was going to do it....but heck......you gotta earn your keep. *giggling*

[froodly2005]

You did very, very well on your begging. *warm smile* You have come such a long way since we first met. *smile* I'm very proud of you.

*contented smile* Thank you, Miss. It is a pleasure for me to do things that please you.

Okay.....this is the Icy Hot task....first.....take a breath.......and focus on relaxing your body, as you read down through these instructions.

*breathes* *relaxes* *closes eyes and smiles gently*

As to dish detergent....hmmm.....you aren't a dish. If you wish to use that, you do so without my orders.....that has to be a decision you make, not me. I personally don't think it should be used on your skin, but if you desire it.....you will have to take responsibility if it makes you sore. I really want to order you not to use it......but I will not.

Yes, Miss. How about if I voluntarily put the detergent away, and promise not to touch it unless it seems like an emergency for which soap and water are insufficient? It's important to me that you be comfortable as well.

Okay......this is what I want you to do....OVER THE WEEKEND...not today!!

Spoiler: show

First, look at this picture.

icyhot.jpg

Do you see that very small white dot? That is the size, in comparison to your body, that you are to use of the cream, and where it is to be placed. *soft smile*

I want you to stroke your cock and get hard.

You are to put on one glove, and using something such as a Q-tip, get a small amount of cream on the Q tip. Then you are to dab at your cock....NOT RUB.....one dab, so get it right the first time. I don't want you to touch and re-touch it.

Then, I want you to put a clothes pin on the left side of your balls, the right side, and one right in the middle. Be mindful of the dab, and don't brush against it.

You are to pick up an ice cube and run it over your cock head......and along your shaft, everywhere but the bottom side of your cock for a few minutes, (2-4).

Next, take your index finger and rub in small circles, right on the dab. Do not get it on the head of your cock. By now, you will begin to feel the heat. Do this for 1 minute.
Stop rubbing......and use the ice on the head of your cock again. Wiggle the clothespins. Feel and experience the sensation for four minutes.

Remove the clips.......and use soap and cool water and wash the cream off...repeat.

Then go back.....put the clips back on.....same place only turned a quarter turn. Stroke your cock hard......and then let go and feel..............then stroke and edge...........and then feel......edge...feel....edge feel....and on the next one......cum......cum hard.

Remove the clips.

There will be some sensation......in that one area. You can wash again, if you want. Or you can just sit back and feel the sensation....soak it in......think about me.......and if you desire to.............you may have another orgasm, if you like.

*warmly smiles*

You can call your safe word any time before or during this experience and I will NOT be disappointed in you, at all. *soft smile*

Mmmmmmm... ice... clothespins... two of my favorite things, right there. *yet another contented sigh*

But I have to wait another 36 hours to do it ON THE WEEKEND?! *small laugh* After getting me this hot with your description, an interval of denial is totally your signature move, isn't it? Well, you've earned my trust, so... weekend. It's highly likely I will be dreaming about this for the next 2 nights -- so thank you in advance for improving my dream life. (A couple times, now.)

Saturday and Sunday will be busy days: your morning tasks, an IcyHot task, and I was hoping to do the ice sounding task. (See below for some suggestions re timing the ice sounding.) You've given me something to look forward to this weekend. While I admit I want to do this right this minute, it also is kind of a happy feeling to look forward to having leisure to do it slowly on the weekend. Thank you.

It sounds quite gentle, actually, with such a small amount of IcyHot (though I certainly could be wrong, and experience no doubt will teach me). You have it on the bottom, not the top of my cock, so the dorsal nerve won't feel the burn (which is the thing that's hurt way too much in the past). *shy* If I take this much well and it amuses you, I hope we can go on to using more IcyHot?

Now, tonight.....I want you to get the same dab amount that you will use on your cock over the weekend.....and dab someplace, like.....your shoulder, the back of your hand or your knee and rub it for four minutes and then wash it off.
I want you to feel someplace else, on your body, what your cock will feel, so you know what to expect and when the sensation begins to leave....please mark the time, so that you have a reference point to keep you calm during the experience. *warm smile*

*leans over and gives you a soft kiss*

*hugs you gratefully* Thank you, Miss Shell. The care with which you prepare instructions always makes me feel warm and safe. *goes off to find the IcyHot*

[froodly2005]

So.......now.....when are you going to do the ice sounding???? Hmmmm??? *grin*

I think you should post an updated version of what you are fixing to do, when you tell me when you are going to do it. *smile* I was going to do it....but heck......you gotta earn your keep. *giggling*

Well, as long as I get kept. *brief, soft laugh*

Initially, I was thinking of making & photographing some ice sounds tomorrow night (Friday). Then I could write a post about what we are doing, and why, and maybe even some how-to under a spoiler tag. That would give you some time to look over the new sounds, and see if you want to permit their use. I want to build into the schedule some chances for you to get familiar and comfortable with the things.

That would then free up Saturday for the ice sounding.

However, last time you put me in denial for the day of the ice sounding. May I assume you want to follow the same script this time? If so, the IcyHot task could not be done on the same day. I was thinking one way it could fit together would be:

• Would you care to modify Saturday morning's task to start a day of denial like last ice sounding attempt, and then do the ice sounding on Saturday evening?
• That would free up Sunday for the normal morning task, and the IcyHot task later in the day.

Does any of that sound reasonable to you, Miss Shell? Because to me, it sounds like a wonderful weekend. :)

[Banquo]

As to dish detergent....hmmm.....you aren't a dish. If you wish to use that, you do so without my orders.....that has to be a decision you make, not me. I personally don't think it should be used on your skin, but if you desire it.....you will have to take responsibility if it makes you sore. I really want to order you not to use it......but I will not.

Yes, Miss. How about if I voluntarily put the detergent away, and promise not to touch it unless it seems like an emergency for which soap and water are insufficient? It's important to me that you be comfortable as well.

Mistress and Frodo, if I could just interject a little here as I know Mistress values safety very highly, and I know you are a little anxious about getting the icy hot off if needs be. Dishwasher detergent should be safe, I have used it for cleaning oily parts etc in the past, it does leave the skin a little dry though. But as you have said it isn't designed for washing skin, or being in contact with it even. However and alternative could be plain washing up liquid that you would use in a sink to clean the dishes. I often use ordinary washing up liquid as a hand cleaner, if for example I have grease or oil on my hands, it is designed to shift grease and the like, and also tested to be in contact with skin. It works really well, and I have never had any ill effects from it. So it may be an alternative that will be a good compromise for you both.
Hope this has been helpful

*smiles*

oh...and good luck Frodo!

Banquo

[shell]

For Banquo and Frodo

Banquo wrote:
Mistress and Frodo, if I could just interject a little here as I know Mistress values safety very highly, and I know you are a little anxious about getting the icy hot off if needs be. Dishwasher detergent should be safe, I have used it for cleaning oily parts etc in the past, it does leave the skin a little dry though. But as you have said it isn't designed for washing skin, or being in contact with it even. However and alternative could be plain washing up liquid that you would use in a sink to clean the dishes. I often use ordinary washing up liquid as a hand cleaner, if for example I have grease or oil on my hands, it is designed to shift grease and the like, and also tested to be in contact with skin. It works really well, and I have never had any ill effects from it. So it may be an alternative that will be a good compromise for you both.
Hope this has been helpful

It was VERY helpful darlin. *hugs you* Thank you. *soft smile*

I use the liquid dish soap all the time....heck, so does the whole family for that matter. So, yes....that kind sounds perfectly fine to me.

I guess if truth be told.....here is what happened.....when I saw the word "dishwasher" soap. It's not pretty, and I am not going into a lot of details......but when I saw that......I was thrust back in time, to when soaps of every variety were used in ways it should never be used.
I know that is what influenced the reaction that I wrote.

Yes, there is probably nothing harmful about using dishwasher soap on your cock.....and Frodo, if it makes you more comfortable to have it nearby....do what you need to, for you.

For Frodo

Frodo wrote:
But I have to wait another 36 hours to do it ON THE WEEKEND?! *small laugh* After getting me this hot with your description, an interval of denial is totally your signature move, isn't it?

Maaaaaaaayyyyyyyyybeeeeeeeeeeeee.... *grin*

Frodo wrote:
It sounds quite gentle, actually, with such a small amount of IcyHot (though I certainly could be wrong, and experience no doubt will teach me). You have it on the bottom, not the top of my cock, so the dorsal nerve won't feel the burn (which is the thing that's hurt way too much in the past). *shy* If I take this much well and it amuses you, I hope we can go on to using more IcyHot?

*chuckles* If you keep this up, I just might increase the dab to a glob. *grin*
And yes....where I have you putting it, "for this first time".....was well thought out. *smile*

Frodo wrote:
Does any of that sound reasonable to you, Miss Shell? Because to me, it sounds like a wonderful weekend. :)

It sounds fine...you just need to remember that I don't get much time on the weekends.....so, do your post thing......if you have not heard back from me afterwards, and if you haven't received ANY negitive feedback from Master, or Banquo...then proceed, assuming that I have given permission. I trust you to be safe, as you always are. *smile*

[froodly2005]

I made some new ice sounds this weekend, and verified that they can be handled and won't immediately melt on contact with my fingers. I took some rubber tubing (both 3/16" and 1/4" inner diameter, just to experiment) and some tube clamps. These were all boiled for a few minutes to sterilize them, and allowed to cool. Using gloved hands, I then clamped the ends of the tubes shut and transferred them to the freezer.

When they were frozen, I took one out and ran it under warm tap water for a second to dislodge the ice from the tube. Removing a tube clamp from one end, the ice can then be extruded like toothpaste. (If, I suppose, your toothpaste is frozen. Which sounds like a bad idea, so perhaps never mind the toothpaste metaphor.)

Here's what the ice looks like, partially extruded from the tubing in which it was frozen. I put a clothespin next to it for scale, because... umm... I just happened to have a few clothespins lying around... for some reason... I forget exactly why right now.



It looks like I can make any length from very short one-inch sounds up to maybe six-inch. The easiest to handle is a six-inch piece of tubing, from which a short 2" sound could be extruded and broken off.

Does this look like something you can approve, Miss Shell?

[froodly2005]

Thank you for the IcyHot instructions, Miss Shell. The experience was overall very nice: mildly painful in a way I wasn't used to but could grow to like a lot, reassuringly safe, and in some ways comforting.

I first put a small dab of IcyHot on the back of my hand, to learn how it felt as you instructed. That wasn't bad at all, so I tried a few other places: inside of elbows, behind knees, nape of my neck, nipples, and arch of my feet. (Not all at the same time!) I left it on for 4 minutes as you instructed, and rubbed it in a bit. I sat still, with my eyes closed, feeling what my body was saying. It was saying, "This is pretty new, but not scary, and possibly fun." I very much liked the meditative exercise of sitting still and just feeling whatever happens to be going on in my body. Thank you for that.

Next you ordered the following:

• Stroke and get hard... well, that's pretty easy when you order me to do it. :)
• Your instructions said to glove one hand, and I didn't quite understand what you meant, so I gloved both hands, just in case.
• I put the small dab of IcyHot on the underside of my cock, just at the boundary between foreskin and shaft skin, as shown in the picture you provided. I wasn't really afraid any more, but cautious enough to leave it alone until you told me to do something with it.
• 3 clothespins on balls, check. Very, very nice feeling from the clips.
• Ah, ice. I had forgotten how nice that is! I ran the ice cube (well, ice cubes plural, because it feels good) up and down my cock, except for the underside. That was initially a shock of cold, then a nice caress of deep cold and dripping. I ran it over my cock head too, initially concentrating on the head and the slit. But the best -- and I mean really best -- place for ice was on the corona, the rim of the head. That's where I'm most sensitive, and where the cold got inside quickest. This was worth the trip, all by itself: to be happy, hard, and iced.
• Ice usually removes my erection, though I stay excited -- it's a matter of blood flow, not mood. But when you instructed me to rub in the IcyHot, I got hard again. Now, that was unexpected! The IcyHot spread out into a blob about 1cm to 1.5cm in diameter -- call it half an inch. Now I really began to feel the cold burn... but it was ok. Perhaps it was because there was only a little bit of IcyHot; perhaps it was because it was on the underside, away from the dorsal nerve; perhaps it was because you were guiding me and I could let go and trust you. Maybe all 3 of those theories, but I like the last one best.
• Then I used the ice again on my cock shaft, cock head, and especially on the corona. It was very, very calming and centering to feel the burn, feel the pinch of the clothespins, feel the ice just below my cockhead... and not worry about anything, just feel. It was like I was emptied out emotionally, just submerged in feeling what was going on in my body. It was very like meditation.
• Then I washed, which actually increased the sensation for a few minutes, but it was still pleasantly painful. Not really painful even, just sort of the promise that Good Pain might be possible here.
• Then it was back to the meditation cushion, to do it all over again. The sensation did appear to build a little bit; maybe washing didn't quite remove everything. I really liked putting the clips back on in the same place. Initially I was worried about there being only 3 clothespins, but putting them back on in the same place had a pleasant bite to it, consistent with the evening's theme of mildly painful, meditative experience.
• After that, you told me to put the clips back on again, rotated 1/4 turn. Now that hurt, in a very nice way! I got hard, and then just sat there for a few minutes, feeling everything. There was a little bit of the cold burn on the underside of my cock, just sort of an echo of the previous feeling, reminding me that something nice had just happened. Then I edged 4 times, and came as you instructed.

Overall, this was a sweet, quiet, meditative experience with the possibility of pain on the horizon, but not really present pain in any persistent fashion. I was at all times calm and happy (though you do seeem to have that effect on me, IcyHot or no). It made me hope that we can do this again... perhaps with more IcyHot, perhaps in more places, perhaps with more clothespins?

*looks at you with excited eyes* Please, Miss Shell? Can we do this again? Either at this soft, gentle, calming level, or gradually at a more intense level? You are such a good teacher, a good guide, and make me feel safe even when I'm in pain. I would absolutely love to learn to take this more from you... may we please do that, Miss Shell? Please?

*leans over and gives you a soft kiss*

*gently hugs you back, with gratitude and happiness* Thank you, Miss Shell. This felt very safe, and very nurturing. It was a lovely experience.

And so to bed: with a slight sensation of cold burn on the underside of my cock, which I mightily hope will inspire exciting dreams. :)

[shell]

Spoiler: show

I made some new ice sounds this weekend, and verified that they can be handled and won't immediately melt on contact with my fingers. I took some rubber tubing (both 3/16" and 1/4" inner diameter, just to experiment) and some tube clamps. These were all boiled for a few minutes to sterilize them, and allowed to cool. Using gloved hands, I then clamped the ends of the tubes shut and transferred them to the freezer.

When they were frozen, I took one out and ran it under warm tap water for a second to dislodge the ice from the tube. Removing a tube clamp from one end, the ice can then be extruded like toothpaste. (If, I suppose, your toothpaste is frozen. Which sounds like a bad idea, so perhaps never mind the toothpaste metaphor.)

Here's what the ice looks like, partially extruded from the tubing in which it was frozen. I put a clothespin next to it for scale, because... umm... I just happened to have a few clothespins lying around... for some reason... I forget exactly why right now.



It looks like I can make any length from very short one-inch sounds up to maybe six-inch. The easiest to handle is a six-inch piece of tubing, from which a short 2" sound could be extruded and broken off.

Does this look like something you can approve, Miss Shell?

*gets out my rubber stamp.....and places my stamp of approval on your experiment* *giggle* Looks good boy. *smile* I hope it feels good... *wicked smile*

And yeah...right...like you can't remember why there are clothespins laying around. *giggle*

[shell]

Spoiler: show

Thank you for the IcyHot instructions, Miss Shell. The experience was overall very nice: mildly painful in a way I wasn't used to but could grow to like a lot, reassuringly safe, and in some ways comforting.

I first put a small dab of IcyHot on the back of my hand, to learn how it felt as you instructed. That wasn't bad at all, so I tried a few other places: inside of elbows, behind knees, nape of my neck, nipples, and arch of my feet. (Not all at the same time!) I left it on for 4 minutes as you instructed, and rubbed it in a bit. I sat still, with my eyes closed, feeling what my body was saying. It was saying, "This is pretty new, but not scary, and possibly fun." I very much liked the meditative exercise of sitting still and just feeling whatever happens to be going on in my body. Thank you for that.

Next you ordered the following:

• Stroke and get hard... well, that's pretty easy when you order me to do it. :)
• Your instructions said to glove one hand, and I didn't quite understand what you meant, so I gloved both hands, just in case.
• I put the small dab of IcyHot on the underside of my cock, just at the boundary between foreskin and shaft skin, as shown in the picture you provided. I wasn't really afraid any more, but cautious enough to leave it alone until you told me to do something with it.
• 3 clothespins on balls, check. Very, very nice feeling from the clips.
• Ah, ice. I had forgotten how nice that is! I ran the ice cube (well, ice cubes plural, because it feels good) up and down my cock, except for the underside. That was initially a shock of cold, then a nice caress of deep cold and dripping. I ran it over my cock head too, initially concentrating on the head and the slit. But the best -- and I mean really best -- place for ice was on the corona, the rim of the head. That's where I'm most sensitive, and where the cold got inside quickest. This was worth the trip, all by itself: to be happy, hard, and iced.
• Ice usually removes my erection, though I stay excited -- it's a matter of blood flow, not mood. But when you instructed me to rub in the IcyHot, I got hard again. Now, that was unexpected! The IcyHot spread out into a blob about 1cm to 1.5cm in diameter -- call it half an inch. Now I really began to feel the cold burn... but it was ok. Perhaps it was because there was only a little bit of IcyHot; perhaps it was because it was on the underside, away from the dorsal nerve; perhaps it was because you were guiding me and I could let go and trust you. Maybe all 3 of those theories, but I like the last one best.
• Then I used the ice again on my cock shaft, cock head, and especially on the corona. It was very, very calming and centering to feel the burn, feel the pinch of the clothespins, feel the ice just below my cockhead... and not worry about anything, just feel. It was like I was emptied out emotionally, just submerged in feeling what was going on in my body. It was very like meditation.
• Then I washed, which actually increased the sensation for a few minutes, but it was still pleasantly painful. Not really painful even, just sort of the promise that Good Pain might be possible here.
• Then it was back to the meditation cushion, to do it all over again. The sensation did appear to build a little bit; maybe washing didn't quite remove everything. I really liked putting the clips back on in the same place. Initially I was worried about there being only 3 clothespins, but putting them back on in the same place had a pleasant bite to it, consistent with the evening's theme of mildly painful, meditative experience.
• After that, you told me to put the clips back on again, rotated 1/4 turn. Now that hurt, in a very nice way! I got hard, and then just sat there for a few minutes, feeling everything. There was a little bit of the cold burn on the underside of my cock, just sort of an echo of the previous feeling, reminding me that something nice had just happened. Then I edged 4 times, and came as you instructed.

Overall, this was a sweet, quiet, meditative experience with the possibility of pain on the horizon, but not really present pain in any persistent fashion. I was at all times calm and happy (though you do seeem to have that effect on me, IcyHot or no). It made me hope that we can do this again... perhaps with more IcyHot, perhaps in more places, perhaps with more clothespins?

*looks at you with excited eyes* Please, Miss Shell? Can we do this again? Either at this soft, gentle, calming level, or gradually at a more intense level? You are such a good teacher, a good guide, and make me feel safe even when I'm in pain. I would absolutely love to learn to take this more from you... may we please do that, Miss Shell? Please?

*leans over and gives you a soft kiss*

*gently hugs you back, with gratitude and happiness* Thank you, Miss Shell. This felt very safe, and very nurturing. It was a lovely experience.

And so to bed: with a slight sensation of cold burn on the underside of my cock, which I mightily hope will inspire exciting dreams. :)

Oh Frodo!!! *big smile* Good boy!!!! I am so very proud of you!!! I really, REALLY enjoyed reading down through this.......it made me feel.....really good inside.....on several levels...which I am sure you will understand, with the reading of the email earlier. *soft smile*

It also made me very, very horny!!!! *moans softly*

Yes, we will do it again.....but I want to give it a few days first. How does your cock look today, where the Icy Hot was? Any irritation? Any problems at all?

I'm so very glad this went well.....very, very glad!!! *big smile*

Good boy...I'm really pleased with you!!!! *bigger smile* *hugs you for a long, long time*