A Summer of Abstinence

[Banquo]

Thursday Jun 21st

Yesterday i came up with a way to get the most (pleasure AND frustration) of the single morning edge i'm granted every day. I have repeated alarm set to 7:00, 7:10, 7:20 and finally 7:30 on working days so i put that to good use. At 7am i wake up and start stroking slowly, only the shaft and only three fingers, at natural angle, about once in two seconds, and no other stimulation. By the second alarm (7:10) i go to stroking the whole length with full grip and pushing a little bit down, but still very slowly, the other hand slowly caressing my inner thighs or playing with my nipples. Finally at 7:20 i go at full speed, firm grip, pushing down on my cock and most importantly tickling my balls. It's actually very hard for me to edge/cum without touching my balls.

So that was morning.

This sounds like a very frustrating way to wake up! Good Work Sett.

Despite it being very hot outside, there isn't much sun to be seen so again i was stuck today with only my task. Well "only". I tried this tease, one of my favorites. Let me tell you it's hard. I've been through it couple of times so i know correct answers to most of the questions asked. So i answer wrong on purpose of course Which is not a good idea, obviously, but somehow that's the way i thing the teases should be done. However, doing 70 strokes in 20 second when you start at the edge is just about impossible. I tried couple more times, and even spilled few drops, but i wasn't able to finish it. That got me thinking:

What should i do if i fail to finish a tease? Should i impose some punishment on myself? Should i just repeat until i succeed? Should i only try and repeat it next day? Should i maybe put myself on no touch in the mean time?

I think no touch is a very good "incentive" for me, as it increases my responsiveness, thus working towards the same goal (hornyness), but at the same time it takes all the fun from it until i'm allowed visits down there again.

Also: What if i have an accident?

Firstly if you fail to do a tease, then you will spank yourself 10 times on your bottom. And if you have an accident.....well you better hope you don't have an accident. *evil grin*

It had some consequences later today though. What started as a nice tingling in my prostate area turned into very intense sensation of itching/burning. Not really that uncomfortable, but very distracting. Normally i would resort to bathroom and jerk it off, but since i'm only allowed free touch in direct sunlight, that would have been really difficult at work, so i just had to take it. It faded away eventually, but i wasn't able to think straight for a good part of the morning and i even had to apologize to a colleague that i yelled at for no real reason. I'm SO looking out for the afternoon and free weekend! Just hope sun will show up...

Hmmm this doesn't sound normal, you shouldn't be getting this kind of pain, even when denied. I would recommend going to a doctor.

Banquo

[Sett]

Hmmm this doesn't sound normal, you shouldn't be getting this kind of pain, even when denied. I would recommend going to a doctor.

It wasn't painful, more like the feeling just before precum shows, but stronger this time. Anyways it went away by itself so unless it happens again, i think i'll be just fine ;)

[Banquo]

Hmmm this doesn't sound normal, you shouldn't be getting this kind of pain, even when denied. I would recommend going to a doctor.

It wasn't painful, more like the feeling just before precum shows, but stronger this time. Anyways it went away by itself so unless it happens again, i think i'll be just fine ;)

I'm glad to hear that *smiles*

[frakker2]

Watched some porn last night as well.

This morning I was prevented from edging after waking up because there was stuff to do immediately.

This afternoon I caught some free time and did a patr of a tease here before I was interupted.

[Banquo]

Watched some porn last night as well.

This morning I was prevented from edging after waking up because there was stuff to do immediately.

This afternoon I caught some free time and did a patr of a tease here before I was interupted.

Don't worry about it we all have lives and interruptions happen.

[golden_ecco]

Well, I savoured another day of calm. While it wasn't an issue today, I expect this one lonely edge in the morning is going to become quite the way to start my day.

I was out quite late today, so no extra edging for me. I took a gamble and rolled the dice. I only rolled a one, so I edged while watching my evening porn. It's already somewhat frustrating to be watching yet unable to touch. I can't yet imagine how terribly horny that will leave me in a few months. God. Look at that word. Months. And I'm only on day two.

[Banquo]

Well, I savoured another day of calm. While it wasn't an issue today, I expect this one lonely edge in the morning is going to become quite the way to start my day.

I was out quite late today, so no extra edging for me. I took a gamble and rolled the dice. I only rolled a one, so I edged while watching my evening porn. It's already somewhat frustrating to be watching yet unable to touch. I can't yet imagine how terribly horny that will leave me in a few months. God. Look at that word. Months. And I'm only on day two.

*wicked smile* Yes it won't be long till the denial really sets in. Tell me ecco, what is the longest you have gone without release?

Banquo

[Sett]

rest of Friday Jun 22nd, Saturday Jun 23rd
I'm merging these together as there really isn't much to report. It was sunny so i went crazy, did some of these teases, figured i'd consider one of them to be the daily task. There was a period when my balls felt really nice and full, but eventually i was so spent up i couldn't even reach the edge anymore. Saturday afternoon i had to give my friend a ride of couple hundred miles (he's good friend you know? ), so i only managed few edges when i got home.

Oh there is something to report. I bought myslelf panties. I'm really not into the sissy/feminisation stuff in general, but i like to try a little bit of everything. So i bought myself tiny black g-string. I went to the changing room, tried it over my shorts, figured smaller one would feel tighter around my balls and in my asscrack, so picked smaller one and went home. I had to shorten the middle string anyways, but now the seam that connects the front triangle with the middle string is directly on my anus, which is a nice bonus. I wore it for the afternoon trip with my friend.

day 5, Sunday Jun 24th
As i said i felt pretty spent up yesterday. Well, there's no sing of it today. I frist woke up at around 6am with a HARD on and incredible urge. I usually sleep with a fold of blanket between my legs, and i subconsciously started to grind it. I realised it very fast however as the ONE stroke got me to about 8.5/10. I had to remove the blanket or i wouldn't have been able to stop. It was a very long time before i got back to sleep... I was still pretty hard when i woke up again at 9.

I took time with my morning edge again, and figured it's about time i reported some more ideas:

After morning edge, the dayly task should be the first affection a receive on any day. That way there will be no doubt as to what the task was, whether i did it, or how.

I need a limit to the amount of stimulation i receive, so regardless of wether the sun is up or not, i''ll limit the edges per day to current temperature (in Celsius degrees). That can be as much as 35 or as low as 10.

I also need some incentive to keep my hands off me when i'm not allowed to touch. A wooden spoon can take care of that.

3b. No touch except daily task and morning edge, until both morning edge and daily task is done.

4b. Before each edge i will check current outside temperature. If it's higher than the amount ef edges i already did that day, i'm okay and go on. If it's higher or equal, it's red light for me, until that changes. I may do more edges as required by a tease or mandatory morning edge, but those will be substracted from next day's pool.

7. Every touch, stroke, squeeze or scratch when i'm on no touch (that is so far: bad weather, reached edge limit, not done daily task yet, didn't report in a week, or denied by tease ), each means one smack of tfairly big wooden spoon on each of my asscheeks. That includes bathroom and any cleanup (e.g. after masturbation), insuring my ass will receive it's affection, due after daily task, but before any subsequent fun, every day. I'll also submit to additional punishment on the count of 100, 200, 300 etc. total smacks, and if it comes to that, extra at 1000.

Also, i earn one each time i touch my dick and my balls at the same time, unless instructed to by a tease, and a failure to finish started tease gets me ten.

[Banquo]

rest of Friday Jun 22nd, Saturday Jun 23rd
I'm merging these together as there really isn't much to report. It was sunny so i went crazy, did some of these teases, figured i'd consider one of them to be the daily task. There was a period when my balls felt really nice and full, but eventually i was so spent up i couldn't even reach the edge anymore. Saturday afternoon i had to give my friend a ride of couple hundred miles (he's good friend you know? ), so i only managed few edges when i got home.

Oh there is something to report. I bought myslelf panties. I'm really not into the sissy/feminisation stuff in general, but i like to try a little bit of everything. So i bought myself tiny black g-string. I went to the changing room, tried it over my shorts, figured smaller one would feel tighter around my balls and in my asscrack, so picked smaller one and went home. I had to shorten the middle string anyways, but now the seam that connects the front triangle with the middle string is directly on my anus, which is a nice bonus. I wore it for the afternoon trip with my friend.

Well sounds like you had a fun couple of days there. And it is a good idea about checking out the shout out thread, its always good to get user recommendations.

And Panties? Well *chuckles* I hope you enjoy wearing them, I wonder if you will be going back to the shop for more soon hehe.

day 5, Sunday Jun 24th
As i said i felt pretty spent up yesterday. Well, there's no sing of it today. I frist woke up at around 6am with a HARD on and incredible urge. I usually sleep with a fold of blanket between my legs, and i subconsciously started to grind it. I realised it very fast however as the ONE stroke got me to about 8.5/10. I had to remove the blanket or i wouldn't have been able to stop. It was a very long time before i got back to sleep... I was still pretty hard when i woke up again at 9.

*wicked smile* Just think yourself lucky I never included a rule about wearing a wet warm cloth wrapped around your cock at night. I can tell you the urge to grind and hump increases at least ten fold.
Sleep or trying to can be a difficult time for denial, you are alone with your thoughts and invariably they tend to turn to sex hehe.

I took time with my morning edge again, and figured it's about time i reported some more ideas:

After morning edge, the dayly task should be the first affection a receive on any day. That way there will be no doubt as to what the task was, whether i did it, or how.

I need a limit to the amount of stimulation i receive, so regardless of wether the sun is up or not, i''ll limit the edges per day to current temperature (in Celsius degrees). That can be as much as 35 or as low as 10.

I also need some incentive to keep my hands off me when i'm not allowed to touch. A wooden spoon can take care of that.

3b. No touch except daily task and morning edge, until both morning edge and daily task is done.

This sounds ok

4b. Before each edge i will check current outside temperature. If it's higher than the amount ef edges i already did that day, i'm okay and go on. If it's higher or equal, it's red light for me, until that changes. I may do more edges as required by a tease or mandatory morning edge, but those will be substracted from next day's pool.

I love this Idea!

7. Every touch, stroke, squeeze or scratch when i'm on no touch (that is so far: bad weather, reached edge limit, not done daily task yet, didn't report in a week, or denied by tease ), each means one smack of tfairly big wooden spoon on each of my asscheeks. That includes bathroom and any cleanup (e.g. after masturbation), insuring my ass will receive it's affection, due after daily task, but before any subsequent fun, every day. I'll also submit to additional punishment on the count of 100, 200, 300 etc. total smacks, and if it comes to that, extra at 1000.

Also, i earn one each time i touch my dick and my balls at the same time, unless instructed to by a tease.

Ok I'm not sure I am keen on you doing quite that many spankings. 1000 in a day seems quite extreme. Have you much experience with spanking are are you new to it? I do like the idea of spanking as a incentive not to touch though but maybe not quite so many

There is no real need to spank yourself for touching your dick and balls at the same time.

Other than that keep up the good work and keep having fun

Banquo

[Sett]

Panties? Well *chuckles* I hope you enjoy wearing them, I wonder if you will be going back to the shop for more soon hehe.

Nah, i don't think so. I'm not rulling iot out entirely though

*wicked smile* Just think yourself lucky I never included a rule about wearing a wet warm cloth wrapped around your cock at night. I can tell you the urge to grind and hump increases at least ten fold.

Hmm, how exactly do i do that?

I love this Idea!

Summer time right?

Ok I'm not sure I am keen on you doing quite that many spankings. 1000 in a day seems quite extreme. Have you much experience with spanking are are you new to it? I do like the idea of spanking as a incentive not to touch though but maybe not quite so many

There is no real need to spank yourself for touching your dick and balls at the same time.

Other than that keep up the good work and keep having fun

No no no no, you misunderstand. I will obviously try to keep the numbers as low as possible (although preliminary test with today's task earned me 21 smacks, i had to clean up at one point) (and 24 out of 25 possible edges for that matter). Also i might have to revise this rule, but for now i'll stick with it. Those hundreds are supposed to be collected over several days, and with any luck i will NOT reach 1000 over summer. I consider about 20 at time to be reasonable number...

As for touching cock and balls at the same time, as i mentioned earlier, that gets me on edge very fast, too fast in fact, so i should try to avoid it. Well, maybe some compromise is in order, i really like the feeling...

[golden_ecco]

Sorry for no update yesterday, I was out for most of the day and didn't get home until late. There's not a whole lot to say about yesterday, it was pretty overcast, so no extra edging for beyond the one in the morning. Had to do the ice task yesterday simply due to time constraints.

Today I can definitely begin to feel not having had an orgasm. Four days into a period of four months... well, I guess it was nice while it lasted. It's another overcast day today, which means that on the day I've wanted to edge the most, I'm not allowed. Brutal. For today's task I did a webtease, last month's totm winner to be exact. I got a decent amount of edging that I wouldn't have otherwise, though I don't think that did a whole bunch to sate my frustration.

*wicked smile* Yes it won't be long till the denial really sets in. Tell me ecco, what is the longest you have gone without release?

The longest was the 26 days that I finished on Monday from this thread. What's another 110 days on top of that?

[Banquo]

The longest was the 26 days that I finished on Monday from this thread. What's another 110 days on top of that?

*chuckles* Exactly!

[golden_ecco]

Uhg. Not much of a reply from me tonight, I was out quite late for a Monday. I have to say that the singly morning edge is going to be quite difficult. It makes me so horny and frustrated to only edge once... The rest of the day was mostly cloudy, and, getting home so late, I only had time to do the ice task. So frustrating, not being able to do more edges. The porn before bed only adds to how badly I want to stroke.

[Banquo]

Uhg. Not much of a reply from me tonight, I was out quite late for a Monday. I have to say that the singly morning edge is going to be quite difficult. It makes me so horny and frustrated to only edge once... The rest of the day was mostly cloudy, and, getting home so late, I only had time to do the ice task. So frustrating, not being able to do more edges. The porn before bed only adds to how badly I want to stroke.

*wicked smile* just imagine how long left you have to go....but there is nothing to stop you begging for more edges *chuckles* who knows when you will catch me in a good mood.

Banquo

[Sett]

day 4, Sunday Jun 24th
Most of it is already there more or less. I stopped counting my "transgressions" at about 80. Mostly because i lost track, but also because it became obvious it wouldn't work. Being left with one edge after daily task on a sunny day had me pondering the other rules too, but those 26 edges turned to be just enough to enjoy, yet not enough to feel spent.

day 5, Monday Jun 25th
Monday was a bad day, and i've been a bad boy. I got home late plus the weather got worse, so i tohught what to do as a daily task. Started with one thing, figured i'd rather do another, then realising i only get to do one thing, and while the thought of denial excites me, actual denial means no edging. I don't really know what i ended up doing (probably another tease) but i couldn't focus on it anyways, and then the accident happened. I managed to keep most of it in my balls by squeezing, but despite not enjoying it for psychological reasons, i certainly felt it physically. Wave after wave for several seconds in fact. It was nowhere near a full one, but it was a moral letdown nevertheless. An when i say moral letdown, i mean that I LET my MORALe DOWN. Meaning, that i just watched porn and edged regardless of any rules for the rest of the day, and, in fact, today's morning as well.