More brainwashing from my Mistress

[baybbluesboy]

My Mistress (hottubbunny) has been teasing me for the last few months. She has allowed me to have an actual orgasm in February. Since then, no orgasms, just teasing. I live with Her and take care of most of the domestic chores for Her. I have been trying real hard to please Her lately. She can easily see how horny and desperate I have become. She has, over the past few years, slowly taken complete ownership of me. I crave Her touch always. I am not allowed to even touch Her property without Her permission. Even if I did try to get away with stroking, I would not be able to cum, as She has seen to it that I can't cum without Her touch.
Yesterday morning, She was just out of the shower and I knocked to come in and start my shower. I walked in and She was totally nude in front of the mirror applying lotion to Her face and arms. I have not seen Her naked in quite awhile, as She teases me all day with clothes on. I was so excited instantly and knelt behind Her and gently kissed Her ass. She just smiled and giggled. I put my face in the crack of Her ass and hugged Her like I could not get close enough to Her. She turned around and allowed me to lick my world, as She likes to call it, (Her pussy has become my universe).
Well, all day long She allowed me to touch my world through Her clothes, as She teased me. She says She doesn't allow me orgasms because Her orgasms are my orgasms. She calls me Her cum vessel and keeps Her cum built up for me to hold it for Her and carry it around for Her.
Last night, after teasing all day, She came in to Her bedroom and told me to take my shorts off and lay down. She had a t-shirt on and nothing else. She lay down and put Her head on my chest and I put my arm around Her. She reached down to Her property and slowly, lightly rubbed, barely touching. Once She got it nice and hard, She lightly stroked, then faster, until She new I was right on the edge, then stopped, smiled and giggled. She kept this up til I was teased to Her satisfaction. She then straddled me and slowly lowered Herself down so Her property was twitching on Her clit for awhile. I was going insane. She then slowly sat all the way down. OHHHHH God, did it fell good after so long. I got a little caried away and started to thrust my hips to meet Her and She stopped, looked down at me and said, "You are My toy, you don't move unless I tell you to. Now stay still. This is my pleasure, not yours." I said " Yes Misterss". She moved just the way She wanted to totally satisfy Herself. Then, after awhile, I had been riding the very edge for some time now, She sat up and began riding me hard and fast. I thought I was going to lose it, but it is all about Her. She exploded into the greatest orgasm. It is my greatest pleasure to watch Her orgasm. It is a beautiful sight. After She settled down, She looked down at me with a smile on Her face that made me feel so good. She asked me if I came, and i told Her that I had not, that I know better. She said "good boy" , and began riding again.
She asked if I was on the edge, I said, "Yes Mistress". She asked me if I needed an orgasm. I said, "no Mistress, I don't need an orgasm, I only want one". She smiled and said, "good boy". She was slowly riding and asked if I really wanted to cum after so long. I said, "Yes Mistress, Please". She began riding harder and asked if I was right there on the edge. I said, "Yes Mistress". She said, "good boy, now ride that edge for Me. Hold that edge."
She then told me to cum for Her. I was in heaven, and I immediately started to cum. Just then, She quickly got up and off of me and layed next to me and smiled and giggled as Her cum just dribbled out of Her cock and on to my stomach and down to the sheets. Most of the time, She has me recycle Her cum for Her, but I think She liked it the way it ended.
It's these sessions that put more and more of the feeling of ownership into my brain. To me, it's all about the control and ownership that take me farther and farther into submission to Her.
Thank you all for listening. Time to get to the chores.

[pink_panties]

oh my goodness that was so hot

wow! thanks for the writing!

[johnsmith3x]

How did you arrive at this state? I'm curious what the process is.

You seem happy, congrats.