Learning to be without: N.E.D.'s Journey :)

[N.E.D.]

Here it is, the new thread, where I will be posting my progress while I develop the ability to live without (for however long that may be) the use of my cock for sexual practices, IE- Masturbation. This first page is for any wanders who my pass by and wonder what this is about.

Well, the fact is that I love sex, I am addicted I guess you could say and have a real hard time *no pun intended* not having fun :). Recently, it was suggested that I might try to curb this addiction and learn to go without. Of course being who I am I agreed, I just couldnt say no.

So here I am, first day and I am starting this thread, knowing full well I just sealed closed the doors to......well......my needs, and frankly I have no idea how i'm going to pull it off. But here I go.

So now you know, in case you were wondering :)

[N.E.D.]

Ok, night one. After you so graciously gave me the opportunity to deny myself :), I set off to bed later that night. Right before bed (I was extremely horny btw) I got a hot towel and draped it over my already erect penis. Despite the fact that it wanted to fall off and kept getting my bed wet lol, I fell asleep. I awoke several hours later to the throbbing of my cock, so very full and seemingly wanting to burst. It felt as if I had been going at it all night but I new better, this was the handywork of that darn towel, or at least I surmise. At any rate, per your instructions, I re wet the towel, draping it over my now super erect penis and tried to nod back off asleep, which much to my dismay didt quite happen. Further more, I found when I awoke later on after what seemed like an eternity awake, I had to use the bathroom so very badly, and per your instructions, I couldn't use my hands. Now I was still very erect, and couldn't for the life of me successfully pee straight (shooting from the hip isnt very accurate) so there I stand, cock not in hand, wetness all over the place and me with a very full bladder. Needless to say I cleaned it up and held my bladder for some time before I was able to go and sit down on the toilet, tuck my now receding cock in and use the bathroom as some might refer to "like a girl". I slipped on fresh pants, shirt and proceeded with my day. It is now 3:27 eastern standard time and I only wish for one thing...TO CUM.... I am ashamed to say that I used to cum 3-4 times a day, then I got it down to 1, but I found when I denied myself I was always inclined to do crazy things in order to cum, I'm feeling that now, but I'm committed. It's been hands off for only a day and I'm already feeling the affects of denial, this is gonna be a long....well, however long it lasts! With work tonight, this is gonna be hard!

[ukickedmiperro]

This should be interesting to keep a watch on over the next however long shell decides. I share your habit, so you may inspire me to actually follow through on abstaining from it. If only I had someone like shell to suggest I do so.

[shell]

Very nice intro darlin *bright smile*

And what a wonderfully thorough explanation of your first night. Now I just have to figure out what to suggest next. *wicked smile*

Since I know you are online and know that you know I am.....you may rest your hand on your cock while I respond....in my next post...........*wicked smile* Do not move your hand, simply rest it there.

[shell]

Well, let's see.....first.....I am very proud of you for deciding to travel down this interesting road.....it shall be fun, I believe. *Smile*

Okay, for starters.....if you are hard and need to pee.....simply stand in the tub/shower and let it rip.... *giggle*.....so to speak. That way it will be less mess. If you are not hard...then yep...sitting is the best option.
If you are at work and get a hard on and have to pee, you may use your palm of your hand to direct your cock downward so that you do not make a mess at work.....so urinals are out right now....only use stalls. *smile*

Now, let's see.....no wash cloth tonight...you need some sleep. So, before bed....do the following........if you want to, that is. *wicked smile*

Get a glass of warm water and stroke your cock in and out of it. You may do this for.....10 minutes, or shorter if you get to excited and feel as if you will cum if you keep going. NO CUMMING!

Splash around, if you splash too much water out.....fill it up again.......

Splash, splash...splash........isn't playing in the water fun??? *wicked smile*

Enjoy those sweet, sweet WARM dreams you will have. *wicked smile grows*

[shell]

This should be interesting to keep a watch on over the next however long shell decides. I share your habit, so you may inspire me to actually follow through on abstaining from it. If only I had someone like shell to suggest I do so.

You can always join him in his quest... *grin*

[N.E.D.]

I feel good knowing your proud of me :)
I will do all of your suggestions. And I am pretty sure I know what that glass of water and that little exercise is for, should be an interesting night.

[shell]

I feel good knowing your proud of me :)
I will do all of your suggestions. And I am pretty sure I know what that glass of water and that little exercise is for, should be an interesting night.

And what do you think it's for? *grin*

And yes, a very interesting night!!! *wicked smile*

[N.E.D.]

pulling ones cock in and out of a glass of warm water forces their muscles to relax and thus makes them pee themselves

[shell]

pulling ones cock in and out of a glass of warm water forces their muscles to relax and thus makes them pee themselves

maybe....*grin*....it might make you so horny you can stand it too. *wicked smile*
Just think....warm, wet...pussy........or maybe you shouldn't think that. *giggling*

[N.E.D.]

This is unbearable, your such a tease! lol It's hard not to think of dirty things when I know cant do anything :)

[shell]

This is unbearable, your such a tease! lol It's hard not to think of dirty things when I know cant do anything :)

*grinning* You know......I have been told that before....I just don't get it...me....a tease???? *giggling*

And remember......you have free will...I am only suggesting..........*wicked smile*....things!

[N.E.D.]

I know, but, I cant help myself, I just want to do whatever you want, I guess I'm eager to hand over the reins, I dont know why but it's just nice not to be in control, even if it means I cant touch for the time being :)

[shell]

*grin*

Don't look at the shadow!!! *laughing with a wickedness about me...*

[shell]

I know, but, I cant help myself, I just want to do whatever you want, I guess I'm eager to hand over the reins, I dont know why but it's just nice not to be in control, even if it means I cant touch for the time being :)

I wonder how long the "time being" will be for.....*wicked smile*