The plea.

[Tillit]

(This post will be written in stages in effort to produce the best results - once it' complete there will be a note saying so exactly under these brackets)
-Finished.


{In my ears} *After a quarter of an hour with the vibrating lime toy humming underneath me sitting in-front of a blank 'post a new topic' page i decide i should first introduce the topic to the entire site's community*

Well..... *Breaths deeply and feels the humming amplified within me as i inhale*.........

After a short chat with Morbid i went to talk and even ask shell about Lady X.. which in turn said Lady X is craving to have me crushed by Her awe.....

Sooner then i could imagine my hopes started inflating a balloon of fantasies.....still drifting aimlessly inside my Pandora's box.......

A day before today, i wrote on ballsfull's topic (which he has offered me to participate) the main reason why i can not join the list....

Lady X picked up on the very small almost hidden letters composing Her name which i have daringly wrote...

Today..... i logged as i do daily into the chat........got bored and opened another window on my computer...

As soon as i return my mind and spirit were struck my the density of Lady X's presence i immediately dropped almost falling to my knees and begging for Her attention..........

She in return showed me a small demonstration of what's installed for me................

With a few beats of my heart missed my briefs needing to be washed and my toes twitching uncontrolled i found myself begging Her to be allowed and publish my soft and hard limits and my wishes for Her (what i can hope to be given by Her).................

It is now 55 minutes i am posed like this and again i need to change my panties...... i will right after i finish the finishes of this post.

It is now exactly an hour after i set to sit as instructed by my Lady.....
i will now fold myself to sleep... hide my shame filled briefs and vibe.... Good night my Lady, good night everyone *Stands up and walk to my bed in my mind are racing two words repeatedly and rapidly echoing and numbing my thought* "Thank Y/you(Lady X and shell)"


First edit; a five minute long new colour picking.. Although for me the background so gray and not white, i've darkened the tone a little


Second edit; i sit to continue the editing and realise what i'm listening to is....................... inappropriate........... to say the least

The humming continues as i search for a more suitable tune on my folder..............past a quarter of an hour since i've begun the writing.... not a single stain yet under me... but i find something..... better.......

i will now list the things that i will under no circumcision do

Hard limits:
i will not make any sexual contact with animals and children or elderly... of any age.
i will not expose a single detail that might expose me.
i will not make contact with anyone from the web other then typed words.
i will not damage or hurt myself(excluding limited physical pain) or anyone.
i will not change my appearance, only in the confined space of my room.
i will not meet anyone i do not know.
i will not eat or drink anything risky and/or weird
No urine, blood or scat what-so-ever

This is it for now, after 45 minute of sitting with the humming bird pinned under me..... still there is no sign of dampness ..............

The boiler by now finished heating the water i'm about to shower in..... and now i'll be off....
i will continue adding more limits hard or soft when they pop into my mind

Third edit; *sitting still in complete silent i only here the buzzing of the vibe leaning with only it's tip against my clit i try rushing thighs up by twitching and pressing it harder against me in vain... i am still bone dry and senseless.. only my spine now feels the chill crawling chill swirling at it's bottom*

i will now list the things that i never tried and i fear doing

Soft limits:
Flashing
Humiliation
Public (not hidden) sexual actions
Cum eating/drinking
Intense pain
Pain to my sensitive areas

This list is a harder list to fill since my mind is quite open to most things but i do fear them at some level... please Lady X forgive me if i will on our next meetings find a thing you command me to do having to be added to my soft limits list.. or removed from it

This is my forth and last edit of this post of the topic, excluding the listing..
*Settles down and the humming begins like a small sax' blown between my thighs vibrating the skin and muscles giving a soothing sensation i could get used to very happily*

i am expected to write my wishes and hopes for Lady X and what i want Her to force me to do......
i sat like thinking and thinking for almost an hour was my briefs started getting moister as my mind drifted in thoughts and came to conclude i can not write anything at the matter.. i will happily oblige myself to Lady X and will let her lust lead me to any direction i'll be lead by my thirst for excitement...

Lady X........... i ask of You only this................. do with me as You please................... conduct the orchestra of sensations You want me to play for You......... please...... and thank You, *over again and again like a broken CD i mindlessly repeat the words* thank You, thank You




lily

[Lady X]

*I listen to the music that the girl has listened to, pleased that she has shared it with Me...U/us.*

*I read down through the beginning of what the girl has shared...how she lays out for all to see, the intimate intentions that I have for her and her hopes of the journey I will take her on.*

*I find that I am smiling, pleased at her choice, of how she displays this...pleased for many reasons.*

****

lil one, I have received great pleasure from reading down through this with you. you have brought Me joy.
One thing that only those that were in the chat room know, besides shell's Master, who has first hand knowledge of all of the details, no one knows that you were told that you would not cum today.
Nor will you cum until I have all of this post before Me, to analyse, to consider, to contemplate and to prepare your journey with. *a wicked smile slowly creeps along My lips*

*My fingers reach out and grasp the wet panties that you have tried to hide and I put them on a stick, pushed into the ground, at the entrance to this that you write, so that each person that enters, will be able to smell your sweet scent of excitement.
I lean down and I take the first long draw of scent.............................and I smile*

I look forward to what you shall lay before Me.
Thank you for giving Me such sweet pleasure.

Lady X

[Human]

Tigerlily, could you use a darker color? Yellow is a bit hard to read on white background.

[Tillit]

Added the first and second edits

[Morbid]

I hope Y/you two will have fun
Wondering how are the two tempests colliding between shell and Lady X. It's hard to be both black and white on such a scale

[Tillit]

*I listen to the music that the girl has listened to, pleased that she has shared it with Me...U/us.*

*I read down through the beginning of what the girl has shared...how she lays out for all to see, the intimate intentions that I have for her and her hopes of the journey I will take her on.*

*I find that I am smiling, pleased at her choice, of how she displays this...pleased for many reasons.*

****

lil one, I have received great pleasure from reading down through this with you. you have brought Me joy.
One thing that only those that were in the chat room know, besides shell's Master, who has first hand knowledge of all of the details, no one knows that you were told that you would not cum today.
Nor will you cum until I have all of this post before Me, to analyse, to consider, to contemplate and to prepare your journey with. *a wicked smile slowly creeps along My lips*

*My fingers reach out and grasp the wet panties that you have tried to hide and I put them on a stick, pushed into the ground, at the entrance to this that you write, so that each person that enters, will be able to smell your sweet scent of excitement.
I lean down and I take the first long draw of scent.............................and I smile*

I look forward to what you shall lay before Me.
Thank you for giving Me such sweet pleasure.

Lady X

*As i set to replay to what you have written i start feeling a slowly creeping chill at the bottom of my spine... crawling inside my upwards so very slowly*

Thank You Lady X for spending Your time to tend my needs!... i am very very very very and some more 'very's very very pleased that i please You

i will do whatever it takes to please You and i will enjoy Your excitement and Your presence watching carefully for me.. Thank You again my lovely Lady X.. Thank You

[Lady X]

Tigerlily, could you use a darker color? Yellow is a bit hard to read on white background.

Before I respond to the lovely lily, I am going to respond to you.

You did the same thing to shell on a thread she started, bringing up her use of italics and how difficult it was for you to read. She was respectful as lily has been, but I wish to say something.

You need to except people for who they are and their choices of font size, color or what ever else they want to do to express themselves.

lily's font color was just fine. It's okay now as well, but it was fine before.

I do not want this thread to become all about fonts. I want this to be in the end of this discussion!

[SexualChoc]

May the music you make help you to entwine so that the rhythm
the beat the measure brings you nothing but pleasure.

A song of joy and bliss
that is deeper than a kiss
and yet lighter
and brighter
than a pure note sounded on a clear night
which bright great light
even in the darkness of the stars

So sing and play. The two entwined
with passion and softness and firmness and heat
all the contradictions and all the beauty
of that pounding rhythm, beat

[Tillit]

i've just finished reading what your wrote to Human...
i find myself sitting posed as you instructed me only without the vibe my finger racing on my lower lip from side to side repeatedly and my panties getting warmer when i see You name written on the list of the users browsing this forum....
what spell is this that have You cast upon me?...

Fairly.. i find joy in it

[Lady X]

*As I enter this sweet place, I am immediately washed over by your scent as I walk past the panties that smell of your excitement.*

Sweet lily….as I slipped online to see if you had added more….I was very, VERY pleased to see that not only You had added more, but had come to a conclusion to your plea.
Already, you have given Me such pleasure that I am excited to move forward with you, to explore you…………………to hear you beg Me to allow your orgasm to break free.

First edit; a five minute long new colour picking.. Although for me the background so gray and not white, i've darkened the tone a little

I have already expressed to Human My displeasure at the request made of you. you did nothing wrong and I admire your wishes to please others. Thank you for seeking to bring pleasure to those around you. *soft smile*

Second edit; i sit to continue the editing and realise what i'm listening to is....................... inappropriate........... to say the least

*chuckles* I can not disagree with You. I started to listen to it and quickly turned it off, it not being something I enjoyed. It’s interesting how that type of music always makes Me tense……..

The humming continues as i search for a more suitable tune on my folder..............past a quarter of an hour since i've begun the writing.... not a single stain yet under me... but i find something..... better.......

Ahh, yes, this music is more to My liking……

Would it surprise you to know that it was not surprising to Me, that you are having a little trouble getting your motor running, so to speak. I expected it, because of your warnings to Me, and it does not surprise, shock or worry Me. *gentle smile*

i will now list the things that i will under no circumstance do

Hard limits:
i will not make any sexual contact with animals and children or elderly... of any age.
i will not expose a single detail that might expose me.
i will not make contact with anyone from the web other then typed words.
i will not damage or hurt myself(excluding limited physical pain) or anyone.
i will not change my appearance, only in the confined space of my room.
i will not meet anyone i do not know.
i will not eat or drink anything risky and/or weird
No urine, blood or scat what-so-ever

To each of these, I am in agreement and will not ask You to do any of them when that time arrives that I can enjoy all that you offer Me.

At no time will any pain, marks or discomfort that is felt will ever last longer then one hour after our time together ends.

This is it for now, after 45 minute of sitting with the humming bird pinned under me..... still there is no sign of dampness ..............

Again…..this does not surprise Me…….nor concern Me…..*gentle smile*

Third edit; *sitting still in complete silent i only here the buzzing of the vibe leaning with only it's tip against my clit i try rushing thighs up by twitching and pressing it harder against me in vain... i am still bone dry and senseless.. only my spine now feels the chill crawling chill swirling at it's bottom*

i will now list the things that i never tried and i fear doing

Soft limits:
Flashing
Humiliation
Public (not hidden) sexual actions
Cum eating/drinking
Intense pain
Pain to my sensitive areas

*soft smile* I appreciate knowing these softer limits of yours. I understand the fear that they bring and will be very cautious should any be approached, that I believe you will benefit from.

A question.....the public sexual actions...are you speaking of the outside world public, or the public that is in a chat room?
If it is the chat room in which you speak of......sweet lily...this is one area I will take you, for I will not keep you hidden away. you are too precious, to keep hidden away.
If the chat room is which you spoke of.....will you allow Me to gently lead you into the light?

This list is a harder list to fill since my mind is quite open to most things but i do fear them at some level... please Lady X forgive me if i will on our next meetings find a thing you command me to do having to be added to my soft limits list.. or removed from it

sweet lil one....know this...know it in your heart of hearts. I will not do anything that you have not asked....begged of Me to do. Until I know a submissive well, they must beg of Me, what they desire. For until they do.....their pleasure nor Mine can be fulfilled.

So, if changes in the list take place......it is not a problem. I will guide...you will follow....and lily.....you WILL cum! *My eyes look deeply into yours*

This is my forth and last edit of this post of the topic, excluding the listing..
*Settles down and the humming begins like a small sax' blown between my thighs vibrating the skin and muscles giving a soothing sensation i could get used to very happily*

*smiles as you begin to relax and get lost......knowing I will find you.....*

i am expected to write my wishes and hopes for Lady X and what i want Her to force me to do......
i sat like thinking and thinking for almost an hour was my briefs started getting moister as my mind drifted in thoughts and came to conclude i can not write anything at the matter.. i will happily oblige myself to Lady X and will let her lust lead me to any direction i'll be lead by my thirst for excitement...

*My smile grows not only wide, but wicked as I hear those words uttered.....the consent to allow that which is to come....to begin to realize that the only way this thirst of yours will be quenched, is when I quench it.*

Lady X........... i ask of You only this................. do with me as You please................... conduct the orchestra of sensations You want me to play for You......... please...... and thank You, *over again and again like a broken CD i mindlessly repeat the words* thank You, thank You

*I hear the begging, the need, the desire....and I smile*
As you wish sweet lily, as you wish.

*My eyes take in your beauty and My lust grows............* you are welcome sweet one.........*The corners of My lips turn upward as the wicked smile takes over My face*

*As i set to reply to what you have written i start feeling a slowly creeping chill at the bottom of my spine... crawling inside my upwards so very slowly*

Thank You Lady X for spending Your time to tend my needs!... i am very very very very and some more 'very's very very pleased that i please You

i will do whatever it takes to please You and i will enjoy Your excitement and Your presence watching carefully for me.. Thank You again my lovely Lady X.. Thank You

To this be quite sure of....................there is not a shred of doubt in My mind, that you will bring Me more pleasure then I will know what to do with.

The time draws closer to when you shall give Me all that I desire of you.

*I lean forward and lightly brush My lips to your forehead....lingering for a moment*

Lady X

[Lady X]

I hope Y/you two will have fun
Wondering how are the two tempests colliding between shell and Lady X. It's hard to be both black and white on such a scale

You pose thoughts that have been discussed at length. I can not speak for L/lily, but for Myself and for shell.
Things have been discussed with Dr. D. and limits have been set, to ensure that nothing that goes on between Himself and shell will at anytime be in jeopardy.

Yes, it is difficult to be both black and white.....therefore I choose purple.....shell chooses blue.........*soft smile* If there is a will, the way will make itself known....the impossible, made possible.

Shell has an amazing Master who meets the needs of the totality of who she is....who I am. He is a Master that others should watch and learn from. *smile*

[Lady X]

May the music you make help you to entwine so that the rhythm
the beat the measure brings you nothing but pleasure.

A song of joy and bliss
that is deeper than a kiss
and yet lighter
and brighter
than a pure note sounded on a clear night
which bright great light
even in the darkness of the stars

So sing and play. The two entwined
with passion and softness and firmness and heat
all the contradictions and all the beauty
of that pounding rhythm, beat

That is very, very beautiful. *warm smile* Thank Y/you.

[Lady X]

i've just finished reading what your wrote to Human...
i find myself sitting posed as you instructed me only without the vibe my finger racing on my lower lip from side to side repeatedly and my panties getting warmer when i see You name written on the list of the users browsing this forum....
what spell is this that have You cast upon me?...

Fairly.. i find joy in it

A spell that you can not escape from...........nor do I wish you to escape from.*warm smile*

[shell]

*sits the shadowy places, watching quietly...smiling*

[Tillit]

*After my four minutes...... sitting infront of a blank replay window open............. my mind repeating the scene of colission between our mouths.................... Your finger there was just the biggest tease of the whole situation my briefs are just to uncomfy to wear............. again i need to hide them under my mattress*

You are amazing i love and enjoy You and i really really really really hope You also do

My finger was washed and my mind cleared..
Thank You for rushing adrenalin and lust into my vains i enjoyed every bit of it