for slave2abuse and anyone else interested...

[curiousSK]

I feel the same way about the italic font thing just for the record =]

[shell]

I feel the same way about the italic font thing just for the record =]

Ahh, two people now speak up. I really appreciate this. Thank you. *smile*

I have sent a note to Master asking Him about this. For now though, until I hear from Him, I will remove the italics......and if He desires that I leave them off, I will change my comments on this thread tomorrow, so that no italics are present, in all past comments.

I do apologize for making it difficult on you, on Human and anyone else. That was never my intention. *soft smile*

[shell]

sweet slave.......I have read down through your comments and will respond tomorrow. you are such a good boy!! *warm smile*

[Human]

, I will change my comments on this thread tomorrow, so that no italics are present, in all past comments.

Thanks, and no need to do all that work, normal font in future posts suffice!

[denton]

I prefer a normal font as well, but then again I don't really care. Typography is interesting and all, but on a forum like this, there are more important things. Hell, shell's posts would be worth reading even if they were typeset in comic sans, and that is one truly atrocious font

[dr.d]

I feel the same way about the italic font thing just for the record =]

Ahh, two people now speak up. I really appreciate this. Thank you. *smile*

I have sent a note to Master asking Him about this. For now though, until I hear from Him, I will remove the italics......and if He desires that I leave them off, I will change my comments on this thread tomorrow, so that no italics are present, in all past comments.

I do apologize for making it difficult on you, on Human and anyone else. That was never my intention. *soft smile*

Shell I don't have a problem with your italics but because you are willing to change for others who are having trouble I think you should be rewarded .

not your regular reward but something special.

I need to think about what to reward you with

[mastah007]

Not without mixed emotions. But that was hot reading about this punishment.

[shell]

I prefer a normal font as well, but then again I don't really care. Typography is interesting and all, but on a forum like this, there are more important things. Hell, shell's posts would be worth reading even if they were typeset in comic sans, and that is one truly atrocious font

*giggling* If I could figure out how to change the font to comic sans, just to be ornery I would. *laughing*

Thank You for the sweet, sweet compliment and the honesty. I appreciate it. *bright smile*

[shell]

In the literary world, the use of italics generally symbolizes handwriting for whatever font you happen to be typesetting ... sometimes it's also used to emphasize deep thoughts ...

In Shells case, it's almost as important as a signature. It's her style, how she does things ... I don't think she should have to change an intrinsic part of who she is on the forum, simply because it makes things "easier" on some of us.

Shell, I felt this was important enough to crawl back out of the shadows to respond to ... you're a valued, contributing member here, and a personal friend, to boot. Your style on the forum is completely unique, and original. It may have a bit of a rough flow to it, but that simply adds to what you write, if that makes any sense. I, for one, would actually be saddened to see you edit your style now ... We are, who we are, and you're wise enough to realize that editing who we are for the sake of others is really a disservice. Pretty soon, we begin to question other things as well. A wise man once said ...

"And to thine own self, be true..."

Give it some thought, please ...

*hugs you warmly* My goodness... You came out of the shadowy places, for meeeee???...*blushing like crazy* Indy, I'm almost speechless.....................almost! *wink* *giggling*

Those words spoken are so rightly stated..."And to thine own self, be true". *smile*

If I may, before I speak directly to your comments, I would like to share a brief story. *smile*

***

To any of you that do not know.....I have more then one persona, only two have been here to Milovana though. The other persona is Lady X. She is Dominate and presently, except for a tiny visit to the chat room the other day, has been resting behind my shoulder, looking at the screen every now and again, interested in this or that, but quiet. She is allowing me the freedom to explore all that I can with my Master, Dr. D. *smile*

Lady X was at Milo, before me. I did not plan on ever coming to Milovana and I believe She even said that in The Penetration of Lady X Task.
She was talking to Master and I heard His voice and woke up from the slumbered state that I was in, due to being hurt by a Dom several months before.

He and I began to email, but I wanted more. I wanted to interact with Him here. I wasn't sure at the time if I would disclose to anyone who I was, other than Master. I knew some that had followed the Penetration Task would know, but I wasn't sure what I was willing to share my identity. I knew if I was asked, I would be honest, to that, I knew in my heart.

When I began to post the first time, I knew that Lady X sometimes posted in purple. I knew that I wanted something different, something like a "disguise" I guess. There was not a choice of changing the font, at least none that I could find.
I played around and used the italics button and liked what I saw.
And that is why everything has been in italics from the first moment I arrived. *soft smile*

I discovered that there was not animosity towards me for having two persona's, like there had been in my previous chat site. So, it became common knowledge. I left the italics, simply because that is how I began. *smile*

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The italics are not who I am, they just surround me like a gentle breeze on a warm sunny day.

Who I am is someone who will make choices to please those around me, as long as it does not compromise who I am. Taking away the italics, to make it easier for someone, perhaps even some that can not bring themselves to say so, taking the italics away is a gift I can give to that person.
That's who I am. That's the core of what makes me....me. *smile*

I have consulted Master and He is okay with or without the italics, for He has seen the core of me and knows, that to not change, when it bothers another would bother me, each and every time that I clicked on the italics button.

So, Indy.....*gentle and respectful smile*.....please do not fear.......I am changing the italics because of who I am.....and in by doing so.....I validate the core, that much more and I am being true to myself and that makes me content and joyful. I beg you, please feel my joy and do not be sad. *warm smile*

I appreciate your comments Indy. It touched my heart deeply that you felt this topic so deeply in your heart, that you came out of the shadows to say something. From the deepest part of me.....thank you. *bright smile*

[shell]

I had problems with the quotes, I had to improvise.....

slave2abuse - Hello Dear shell and Sir *smiles*
Y/you keep on by surprising me everyday, creating a want to get to know you better as we go along.

Surprises make life wonderfully exciting! *grin*

slave2abuse - I thank Y/you for taking the time to allow me into Y/your lives, Y/you have no idea how good i feel whenever i chat/mail to Y/you. To see Y/you in the chat room lightens up my life. Sir a big special Thank You to You, for being good to shell and allowing me to enter the life of You and shell. i will not disappoint You. *smiles*
i must admit that i'm so grateful for the both of Y/you for letting me into you wonderful world of TLC and understanding for each other *big smile*

W/we are confident that there will be no disappointment given to U/us. *soft smile* W/we are pleased to call you friend and to enjoy time like this with you.

slave2abuse - oh shell if only Y/you knew what effect you and Sir have on my life, and yes i fully agree that it's due to actions *blushing* Thank You Sir for allowing this to take place

And you think W/we don’t know what effect W/we are having on you? *grin* W/we know perfectly well……..for it is written in everything you do and say. *smile*

slave2abuse - shell, i have no problem of this being public as i was wrong in a public room for all to see, i love the fact that W/we can be open with each other, and should not be ashamed for our actions...right or wrong...or lust...lol *smiles*

It’s a good thing you don’t have a problem with it. No telling what would happen if you begged not to have this be public. *grin*

slave2abuse - It was a very long night indeed and to resist the urge to touch not always easy...but then i would just spoil it for myself and more important...i would spoil it for you and Sir

And each night that you have to endure the touch of the warm cloth, thinking of it being my hand wrapped tightly around it, each night that passes without release…will be that much more difficult. *wicked smile*

slave2abuse - shell, i know its suppose to be a punishment, but it excites me so much, i'm so happy that i'm allowed to be punished by you and Sir. *soft smile*

*chuckles* How did I know your response would be full of excitement??

slave2abuse - your so clever to use your own shoe size, and thank the pope its USA shoe size.

The Pope had nothing to do with my choosing not to go with the European size. Perhaps, I should change it, since you were thanking the wrong person. *grin*

slave2abuse - i will live by these rules for the next 8 days *smile .... cant stop smiling*

Good boy! *smiling brightly*

slave2abuse - i will not disappoint you or wonderful Sir, i will give it 100% and if for what ever reason i fail to reach Monday Y/you will be the first to know *smiles*

you will not fail……you would not do that to U/us. *smiling knowingly*

There is just one little comment I would like to make. If for any reason, the outside world presents you challenges that make this punishment impossible to finish. You are to tell U/us straight forward, here, without delay. *soft smile*

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slave2abuse - i think the world of Y/you , i want to hug you so much. Sir do you think a hug here and there would be in order *begging smile*

I know you addressed Master in this question, but I will offer a response and then if He desires it, He can add to mine.
boy, have you forgotten what I told you in chat the other day? Hugs to and from me are always welcome. *soft smile*
When you hug me, just always remember to hug so that your boy parts do not touch me. *warm smile*

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Well done in your explanation to Chocolate about the warm wash cloth. *bright smile*

[shell]

However, just like les uses purple as an extension of himself,

I am not fond of that either
*shakes fist at les*

Moi?

Human you are not the only one with an Alter Ego

les

*giggles* Awwhhhh, your alter ego is so cute and cuddly! *giggling some more*

[shell]

Shell I don't have a problem with your italics but because you are willing to change for others who are having trouble I think you should be rewarded .

not your regular reward but something special.

I need to think about what to reward you with

*blushing like crazy* You are so good to me, Master. Thank You!!! *soft blushing smile*

[shell]

Not without mixed emotions. But that was hot reading about this punishment.

007!!!!! *hugs you enthusiastically* It's been soooooooooooooo long!!!!! It's wonderful to see you!!! I hope you are well????

So, ya liked reading about his punishment. I suppose you could always join him.......punishment for staying gone for so long. *grin*

Please don't be such a stranger from now on!! *warm smile*

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Master....have you met 007??? If not.....Master this is a sweet sub that Lady X simply adores!!! *bright smile*

[slave2abuse]

Hello Dear shell and Sir

It’s a good thing you don’t have a problem with it. No telling what would happen if you begged not to have this be public. *grin*

This is true, but i'm sure that Y/you already knew that i would have no issue with this and will only be stimulated more by it *smile*

And each night that you have to endure the touch of the warm cloth, thinking of it being my hand wrapped tightly around it, each night that passes without release…will be that much more difficult. *wicked smile*

oh dear...the hand.....i'm sure that will stir my dreams tonight *blush*

*chuckles* How did I know your response would be full of excitement??

*shy...pushing toes into carpet, tilting head to the side* could be that 6th sense thingy

The Pope had nothing to do with my choosing not to go with the European size. Perhaps, I should change it, since you were thanking the wrong person. *grin*

*smiles* thats so clever...made me laugh out loud, Y/your right the Pope had nothing to do with it *on knees* oh please shell, lets keep it USA shoe size.....please..i beg of Y/you and Sir, i still have so much to learn from Y/you

There is just one little comment I would like to make. If for any reason, the outside world presents you challenges that make this punishment impossible to finish. You are to tell U/us straight forward, here, without delay. *soft smile*

i will indeed let Y/you know, i do not wish to be interrupted when serving Y/you, but if i'm not able to change plans i will speak off it, there might be a problem as from Friday to Sunday as my brother might come and visit, but he is not sure yet if he would be able to travel, but Y/you know i'm very loyal and honest, i will notify Y/you immediately *smile* it's so funny that Y/you should mention it....its as if Y/you know everything in advance *cold shivers*

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I know you addressed Master in this question, but I will offer a response and then if He desires it, He can add to mine.
boy, have you forgotten what I told you in chat the other day? Hugs to and from me are always welcome. *soft smile*
When you hug me, just always remember to hug so that your boy parts do not touch me. *warm smile*

Indeed i did not forget dear shell, i would just feel so much more comfortable if Sir would give His blessing on it, and i would never hug Y/you in any indecent manner dear shell *smile*

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Well done in your explanation to Chocolate about the warm wash cloth. *bright smile*

*smiles* jumping up and down, thank Y/you *thinking to himself..."i did it...i did it*

[slave2abuse]

Hello shell and kind Sir

Waking up this morning with the cold wet cloth still wrapped around my manhood, the first thing i thought of was Y/you....made me smile....frustrated but happy, i knew i had to do 7 edges and 7 ball slaps, knowing i had the whole day to do it, so decided to split it up by doing 2edges and 2 ball slaps in the morning...1 of each during lunch and the rest once at home.

After putting the kettle on it was time for action, laying in bed.....using slow strokes to bring myself to a wonderful frustrating edge...nothing like an edge on morning glory .... then it was time.....opened my legs wide....and yes....OUCH...my first ball whack of the day, the pain so intense..nature pulling my knees closer to my chest....but leaving a smile on my face...several minutes later that is *smile*

and then as if i was clever...decided to do the second edge in the shower.....oh....i was close...it happened faster than what i expected...must have been the warm water....it was extremely hard to stop....but the though of what was to follow helped.... yip, right there in the shower....warm water...balls exposed..*WHACK* ....kneeling down to the floor...as water rushed over me....but knowing i wont allow myself to be late for work...i forced myself up....

during work.....i kept a close eye on the clock...yip...lunch time

this time i decided to go for the whack first.....*not a clever idea* with each stroke i felt my aching balls....but indeed it took me longer to edge *smiles* ..... after a 15 minute resting period i imagined myself to another edge with fast strokes.....but waited for a while before a had the will to do it...yip...my last lunch time whack...what a feeling....pain and pleasure...imagining Y/you looking onto me as i obey with a happy heart.

After work i got to it as fast as i could....driving home with a hard-on...knowing what was to be done.

did 2 edges......fast strokes....happened so fast as i was excited..and "happy"....had a nice cup of coffee.....and teased myself to the last edges of the day .... frustrated....free flowing pre-cum, but my heart was beating fast.....yip...i still needed to round it off with 4 descent ball slaps *gulp*

not knowing if it would be better standing or laying down...or whether i should have ice close by.....the first whack was not that bad.....but the idea of doing it 3 more times...that was the hard part...lifting my hand high again....."bam" ....almost screaming out loud.....feeling the pain shooting up into my balls.....i opened my weak legs...but could not do it...i just had to try and walk it off first, so had a nice stroll to the beach and back...i was ready....shacking hand...."bam"......its as if the pain intensified ..yes...i struck it way bad....smacking my balls apart....almost forces tears in my eyes......breathing heavy.....slowly lifting myself up from the carpet.....crawling to the couch.....aaah...so nice to sit back, but i just had to get it over.....spreading my legs...letting my balls hang free from my body as i sit on the edge of the couch..."whack"...what intense pain......and let me tell you...jumping up and down...or walking on your heels...its not working....

then.....i took my little list...yes...i know.....7 penis slaps *knowing how much Y/you enjoy the penis to jump...... looking down at my member...thinking..this is for shell...as it looks back at me with pre-cum slowly appearing .....bam bam bam...7 of them.....taking the pain...feeling the warmth of each slap....collapsing into the couch ...its not the physical.....but the mental of it.....knowing that 2morrow we start again.....*shaking head* and i thought this would be easy *smiles*

i had a super day thanks to Y/you.... missing you in chat...its ok....i know that Y/your thinking of me too, have a splendid day..... *loving smile*

oh...how i miss Y/you

slave