Nezhul wrote:I thing there's two things to it for a sub. First is physical, and I doubt that anyone really enjoys pain from a physical side. The other is mental, and here's where sub's enjoyment from pain is. I think enjoying pain, is more about enjoying your position, the situation itself, where someone can inflict pain on you and you have to bear it. It just rings your submissive bell, that's why the experience is enjoyable. And I think it also have a great dependance on who is doing this.
Am I wrong? Maybe it does feels nice after all? I'm actually not into pain at all, as well as I'm bominant. and the most thing I'v ever done in this direction is spank a girl's ass a bit - and not too much and too hard.
I think there is a 'gray' zone
that seems to depend on how sexually excited you are
I mean a second degree burn, that hurst like HELL! is not sexualy no matter how into pain you are
But Get a nice hard on and now
Swats to the rear, or balls are now not nessisarily negatively stimulating
The Marque de Sade was the first to comment on the 'change' Where pain and pleasure can mix together
I am still not a big fan of pain by itself.
But I wrote this when I realized That I actually wanted to use my Home-made Humbler
Or something pulling on my balls when I edge now
Where I would not have thought of that before.
Perhaps it is a sign of that 'change' That De Sade talks about
Obviously I am not at the point where I slam my hand with a hammer just for fun
Maybe my pain tolerance has rissen? I think that's it,
and Have learned to associate some pain with an edge?
Sorry I have not posted much lately been sucking up still to the Misses
Also thought the details of what is going on might be more intresting than I edged X number of times today.
I am still doing daily Edges, every day.
