Hi everybody,
Been four days since my orgasm, that wonderful, fabulous, toe curling and screaming release...giggles, no, not starting a new denial period, yet!
Sunday was still so drained, wasn't really horny enough to want to cum again, geez, sounds so amazing me not wanting to cum...Monday, submitting my post here about my orgasm, replaying the events in my mind, could feel my excitement levels increasing, the desire to have an orgasm was back...hooray, my pussy and clit still work properly!
You know, not being "on the boil", not being a horny "bitch in heat" feels so strange. It was so long i was boiling and in heat, i sort of miss the feeling...being so aware of my wet pussy, the throbbing clit, my every thought was about sex...now just being slightly aroused is not quite the same...no, i'm not asking Miss Arianna to start a new denial leg on my journey, think with the holiday season upon us, the stress of shopping, finding the right gifts for the family, would be to difficult to handle being "on the boil", besides we both have lots of things to do, so a small vacation from being totally controlled seems in order...plus, Miss Arianna may need a little time to cook up new ideas! SUPER!
Tuesday, had some squirmy moments while chatting with Miss Arianna...confirmed with Her, i did have permission to orgasm...cool, decided i would have one last night...before i got started thought about how...just seems so "vanilla" just to "jill off", even watching a video...so i decided to make a little game out of it...took a bit off thinking...gawd, me the dumb blonde thinking...strange i know but i did...took awhile cause my mind kept drifting off topic...
One thing that popped into my mind was Miss Arianna said i had permission to cum, She didn't say i had permission to touch myself...giggles...guess you could say the dumb blonde still around, i never asked if i could touch myself...grrrrr

as i feel IQ dropping once again.
Another thing that popped into my mind was since i really seem to love T&D, Milo and orgasms...why not incorporate all three into my game.

No i'm not crazy, just how my mind works! Picked a silly name for it too, "The Orgasm Game"
Not going to go into all the details of my game...yet, still have some things to work out about it...maybe even a surprise or two!
It involves a six sided die (tribute to Milo webtease tasks), edging (for the tease crowd) and then a chance to cum, not a lock to get an orgasm but a definite chance!
Had a test run last night, since i mentioned earlier, it's been four days since i last had an orgasm, guess you figured out i did not get the orgasm last night...grrrrr (guess the denial crowd gets something out of this also).
Details of the test run...had to edge two times, did ok...seem to remember how to do that! Of course guys, i was naked and yes had legs spread nice and wide, draped over arms of a chair...used a vibrator...was so cool...arousing and denying myself twice...stopping after each edge was difficult, especially hard because i did have permission to cum...the chance to cum in my game did not go with me...permission to cum denied...major scream of frustration! i designed the game and still don't get to cum!
Going to try again tonight, have been thinking about it all freaking day!
Have a good day folks...will let you all know tomorrow what happened.
kristin