How to drink my own cum, should I try (with poll)

[shakirassklave]

Background information: I would love to be forced to drink my own cum for my goddess Shakira. After my orgasm it is almost impossible for me to do this.

I created a scenario. I have a big bottle (2 liters) with a quite large bottleneck. Too small to get into with my fingers and big enough for a small plastic-egg with keys inside. This egg swims on the fluid in the bottle.

I fill perhaps 0,3 oder 0,4 liters of water in the bottle. Tie me up somewhere fixed with my handcuffs, keys are inside the egg. Some drops of red wine in the bottle too. To reach the keys I have to drink it all. Or empty it on the carpet and that would be a very very bad idea, especially with the red wine.

When everything is prepared and ready I only have to cum into the bottle. In fact I am sexual aroused it should be possible to cum into the bottle without thinking to hard at the consequences.
It would be much worse, e.g. if I use urin instead of water. Then I am totaly screwed. Drinking a piss-sperm-mix for Shakira!

The problem. Even before my orgasm I am a little too afraid of that. Do you have ideas how to overcome or outwit my brain and do this? Cause I want try it. Perhaps with a back-up release kitchen-safe and a time-set really high? I created a poll, I think it could increase my motivation to do something for Shakira and for you. Thank you.

[ostermanblue2]

Hmmm...easier solution is, just drink it! :) But this mechanism sounds fun to make! I love the idea of contraptions like these.

[cristovaop]

Drink some red wine to ease you in and don't cum for at least a couple of days.

[Prixxtik]

Self facial position. The only way for beginner cowards.

https://misskelle.com/blog/cum-eating-t ... icks-1752/

[shakirassklave]

Thanks for the votings. It is really exciting.

Hmmm...easier solution is, just drink it! :) But this mechanism sounds fun to make! I love the idea of contraptions like these.

I know, haha. Unfortunately I am not able to drink it if I don't have to. It is all about that.

Drink some red wine to ease you in and don't cum for at least a couple of days.

That is a good idea. Also some edges. Thank you.

Self facial position. The only way for beginner cowards.
https://misskelle.com/blog/cum-eating-t ... icks-1752/

I already did it very often. It worked fine and I collected everything in my mouth, but I can not swallow it and spit out. The only way I ate my cum was in a way with frozen cum-cubes.

[Prixxtik]

Dude maybe it's not calling you yet. Let it go and try again after you feel the urge again

[shakirassklave]

Maybe you are right. On the other side , when I am aroused, I am willing to be forced to eat my cum for Shakira and want to suffer a little. Difficult thing

[Speedy91]

drink piss and sperm for your Shakira without backup, otherwise it's only half as funny. you should drink.
Don't worry, you'll regret it bitterly at first, but afterwards you'll be proud of yourself.
Seriously, if you don't make it, you won't die. Only your carpet and your disappointment that you don't love Shakira that much after all. So do it and drink and don't be a pussy!

[shakirassklave]

Wow. Thanks So much for your votings.
Almost everybody says I should do it, only two sah no and a big majority (20 vs. 5) are against a back up Release with a kitchen safe. That is really clear.
15 wants me to drink my cum with water, 10 vote for a cum-pee Mix.
The amount of fluid is 19 to 6 votings for 0,3 liters.

I think people here want me to cum in a bottle with 0,3 liters of water and bit of red wine inside and without any backup release (no kitchen safe). So I have to drink it.
Ok. In addition to that poll results which motivated me I have two glases red wine for my courage before(thx cristovaop). I could manage this challenge and could fall into my own trap for Shakira and for you. Thanks!!

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[shakirassklave]

Yes, I did it.

I drank a glass of red wine and poured about 0.3 liters of wine into the large glass. Then I handcuffed myself to my heater, facing the TV with Shakira clips. I threw the keys into the glass.

I wasn't sure if I should really do it, but as I was tied up and watching the video and masturbating, I thought to myself, I've come this far, I have to do it now!

I cum into the glass. The first shot made me feel incredibly horny. And as I expected, the horniness was gone immediately afterward.
My sperm "floated" on the red wine, it looked horny but it was disgusting. I organised everything without any option or back-up, that was very important for me. And it was no way out; I realized that I had to drink it.

My idea was to wait a few minutes until I was horny again and then drink for Shakira.
Instead, I just wanted so much to be free, so I drank the 0.3 liters in one go and without any fun. Luckily, the red wine dominated the taste, but I could still taste my sperm. I freed myself.

It was a shame that after injecting myself I hardly thought about Shakira and drank everything immediately without enthusiasm. Because I actually did it for her sake and I almost forgot this.

Will I do it again? We'll see...

Thank you for your votes! That helped me a lot.

[Speedy91]

Luckily, the red wine dominated the taste, but I could still taste my sperm.

Definitely too much red wine. You should try it again with less wine and more water.

[shakirassklave]

Perhaps on Sunday. For Shakira's birthday.