FattsDynamo wrote: Fri Oct 25, 2024 10:39 am
I need to quit the game.
NOT right this second—but
soon ... I need to take a break of an indefinite length.
I guess consider this my "two weeks' notice" 
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Whelp, a little later than two weeks, but ... I am FINALLY making good on my promise to quit.

"Life" is the short answer, but ... if you're interested in reading a longer one ...
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I've been dissatisfied with my life for a long time. This site has been a nice reprieve from the misery, but, it's no long-term solution.
378 hours spent on set construction since April is *no* small amount of time, but ... after many discouraging setbacks and pitfalls, I'm going to try working on my book again.
Maybe this time SOMETHING will happen with it!

I'm going to try to mend my relationship with God. Probably reading my Bible every day will be a LOT better for my mental and spiritual health than playing a porn tease a day—probably
... not that it fixed my life before—because it DIDN'T
—but MAYBE this time will be different
... I haven't lost the faith, after all
... I'm just so TIRED and worn out
... maybe the old Augustine quote is ACTUALLY TRUE, and PERHAPS it will be true for ME ...
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“Thou hast made us for thyself, O Lord, and our heart is restless until it finds its rest in thee.”
-Augustine, “Confessions” (Book I)
I would like that—LOVE that to be the case, because THEN my life wouldn't suck so bad
... and then this passage from Hebrews has been a great encouragement to me these last few days:
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12 So take a new grip with your tired hands and strengthen your weak knees. 13 Mark out a straight path for your feet so that those who are weak and lame will not fall but become strong.
-Hebrews 12:12-13, New Living Translation
So, I'm going to give things one more try.
Maybe I'll meet my real life "dream girl" and NEVER have need of this site again—because I'll have the
real thing ... Maybe with the extra free time, I'll make some moves and change the trajectory of my career and find something
worthwhile to do with my life (
again) ...
... or
maybe after a month or two, NOTHING will change, and I'll find myself JUST as purposeless and lonely as I have been these last seven months and find myself
RIGHT BACK HERE ... who's to say?

Only God knows

...
... BUT ... If I DON'T come back, then ... PROBABLY that means I "made it" and things are better!

Actually, if I DO become wildly successful, I'll be sure to come back and post and tell ya'll ALL ABOUT IT!

So
thank you for ALL of the well wishes and support!
Can't say that I am a "proud" Milovanan, because ... well, if my friends and family ever found out what I do on here, I would just DIE FROM THE EMBARRASSMENT!

But I AM a Milovanan, 100%, and hanging around here with all of you "lovable degenerates"

has been a GREAT honor and privilege. I'm
proud to have been a member of this community.
Proud of what we have built ... and I hope that all of the sets and social interactions I have contributed have brought you some pleasant diversion from life's unrelenting onslaught—because it's a TOUGH WORLD out there, so ... I hope that my sets and interactions and encouragement and PMs and feedback and collaboratively plotting out
killer sets

—I hope that it
enriched your life and made it better. Yeah, they were "just porn teases" that we have been exchanging on here, but ... if you've swapped sets around here, then you know this thread is about more than "just that"

... and if you miss me, well, I JUST finished tagging ALL of my old sets, so ... PLENTY of my work is now more accessible if for some reason you feel like you can't get enough.
I wish you all the best.

Thanks for all the wanks.

Stay classy.

Maybe I'll see you again ... or not!
-FattsDynamo
PS You all can keep all of your
fake "Nancy Aces", but ... just know—the REAL ONE is coming with ME!
Ecik17 wrote: Sat Nov 16, 2024 3:42 am
@Ecik: Feedback on my "final" set

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Nancy and I have discussed it, and we have decided that the NEXT owner/operator of the Lust BnB will be ...
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Foxy Alissa
We had a redhead (Penny Pax), a blonde (Nancy Ace) ... I think it's time to have a brunette be in charge! 
Elsa's offer was ... yeah, uh ... no.
What makes the Lust BnB SO SPECIAL is how SMALL and UNIQUE it is.
It's our little HMCP getaway community, where people can sneak away to have AMAZING sexual adventures!
And THAT takes a small, DEDICATED staff who REALLY KNOW the clientele and can provide that personal, intimate service
... Turning it into a franchise would just ruin it.
Elsa doesn't need our blessing and franchise to start her own chain. She can just do it
... but the Lust BnB is irreplicable. She can try to copy it, but she will NEVER replace it
... Imitable, but NEVER reproduced. 
Michaela's offer, yeah ... what about all of the male switches and doms?
With her rules, it would just be a center for lady dommes—which is fine, but ... we have enough of those spaces. I want the Lust BnB to be a place where ALL are welcomed and ALL kinks can be explored.

And so then Foxy
... her cute ass DID have a SMALL effect on me *ahem*, but ... though I don't know her, I HAVE seen her appear on a LOT of favorites lists lately, so ... new and up-in-coming—fresh face ... I LIKED that ... and Nancy and I LIKED that she was going to "keep things the way they are"
... that would be THE BEST way to honor Nancy's YEARS of service (at this point), so ... Congratulations to Foxy Alissa as the new Owner/Operator of the Lust BnB! 
Naturally, I think you should retain your position as chair of the Lust BnB's board, Ecik
... and DEFINITELY Angela should help with the transition—assuming she can find time—AND interest to do such a thing
... but, if you and Angela decide on someone else or Foxy just doesn't work out, feel free to replace her with someone else, but ... ALREADY you had a hand in selecting the three finalists, so ... given THOSE picks, I think Foxy Alissa will be the best choice!

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10/10 PERFECT set. LOVED the ending
... and you forgot
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Guerlain

and Melena
So NATURALLY I added them to the good-bye brigade
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PERFECT ending.
My FAVORITE PART of the set was that Nancy was with me THE WHOLE TIME!
When she said we were going to decide "together", that word, "together" got me hard
.... I just LOVE the idea of spending time with Nancy, which ... is pretty much the MAIN REASON I wanted to retire away with her!

It's funny, your goodbye montage was VERY similar to the "good bye credits montage" that I wrote in my head but never wrote for the end of my LeeroyJerkins Saga
... Nancy's "theme song", by the way, is "The Tide Is High" by Blondie.
During my Leeroy run, I was pursuing Caprice, but ... Nancy was always there, waiting patiently for me ... She "was going to be my number one."
AND ... when my 2022 NNN betting ring went sideways and a HORDE of angry women were after me, it was NANCY who came and saved the day ... and we escaped and "retired" to a beachy Island ... with Caprice, but ... THIS TIME, there is no Caprice, but ... anyways, during the final sequence, I played that song as everyone was saying goodbye—and it was the PERFECT ending!
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For one..I think
cumming is a top priority… which I want you to do, right now!
Nancy washes off your cum in the ocean…
And…let’s do it again…
And that…is how you and Nancy spent your days…swimming, fucking… cumming on the beach…

Well done, Ecik. PERFECT final set. 10/10.
Best of luck, and I wish you success as you "climb every mountain." 
SEE YOU SPACE COWBOY ...