Locktoberfest

[Bananaman88]

Day 16.

Had a bit of a mind fog with today's task. Really enjoyed being out while listening to chastity audio, found a 30 minute file, went into town and bought a coffee and slowly wandered home sipping it. Got about 22 mins into the 30 minute file.

Got me so horny (although not too hard in the cage, guess my subconscious knows not to try it when out and about) that I couldn't wait to get home and do my daily 10 minutes of sucking. About halfway through the sucking I realised I hadn't actually finished the task as I was supposed to continue once home.

So I finished my sucking and re-opened the page. That's when I saw the sentence stating that you had to listen to the whole file while out or you lose the task. Not wanting to forfeit the task I got dressed again and headed back out and started the audio where I had left off.

Having had a sucking break in the middle made me even hornier. It felt like I'd walked to someone's house, sucked them off and now I was walking home. Felt like I had cock on my breath even though I'd obviously only actually sucked a dildo. Think this was helped by the fact that I always watch a POV video of giving head while I'm doing my sucking and swear I get the taste of cum in my mouth when the guy in the video cums (coupled with the fact anything I leak goes on and dildo and gets licked up).

This next 2 weeks is going to be tough.....although seeing the point totals others are getting up to got me thinking I'm not going to have enough when the time comes. The thought of that excites me too though, I'm kind of hoping I don't have enough points so I'll find out on the day I've got to wait longer. It's the not knowing that I love.

Starting CP: 299
Daily baseline: 16
Task CP: 25
New Total: 340
Pledges: Get in shape - 60 (3/12) : Dildo sucking - 50 (3/7) : Porn Fiend - 60 (2/7)

[Chora]

Day 17

Wow, everyday I'm liking this more. Today's task was nice but not knowing how much time was required killed me. Having to lock back up before using all 50 strokes was very frustrating and felt like such a waste. I loved it

[SlenderSissyNewbie]

October 17th

Just a quick update

I watch really bad stuff for my porn today, so know sharing, unless one of you asks very nicely...

I worked up to our task by a little sidequest, I have from my friends and by blowing my dildo...

... then beautiful yasmin let me unlock and I found my clittly like wet... almost like a pussy. There was so much precum gathered under my foreskin from all the teasing. I felt so girly. Also it was quite challenging to get hard and the crazy thing, I didn't really mind. A year ago I would be so afraid, but now I thought: If you broke your clit, then you broke your clit... still glad everything is working...

I allmost gave in to temptation while getting hard, very close to just rubbing one out halfflacid, but could reign myself in. The task was very fun... I used a video I got as a treat today and allmost didn't need the strokes. I spaced them out, having like 15 left over at the end.

Baseline CP: 16 (Tiny Metal Cage Standard Mode)
Pledges: Pornfree (20 CP 7/7) Hypnoslave (40 CP 7/7) Show Off (30 CP 1/1), Keep 24 hours (20CP 1/1) Cocksucker (4/7 50 CP), porn-fiend (3/7 60 CP)
CP Total: 611CP+ 16CP BL + 30CP Task = 657 CP Total

[Bananaman88]

Day 17 was awesome, but only partially because of the task.

Managed to stay hard throughout the task by spacing out my strokes, 10 here, 15 there.

Told myself that after the task I'd use the time unlocked to have a proper wash and let the little guy breathe a whole. We're all in this for fun but I have learned that a couple of hours out every few days prevents more serious failings.

After a couple of hours though I was feeling a little naughty and ended up using the toy that I bought under Blake's instruction. Had tried last week but couldn't get it in. But taking my time and with perseverance I got it in today and it felt amazing. I stuck some porn on and did my daily sucking. Was so horny I just couldn't be done there though. I knew stroking would be a step too far in rule breaking, so I put some pegs on my nipples, kept the porn rolling and spent about half an hour moving a vibrator between the base of the plug and my free cock. Put tip of the dildo below tip of my cock to catch anything leaking out and periodically licked/sucked it off. Felt very slutty and loved it.
Eventually stopped, but left the plug in for another hour or so while I had a smoke, did some work etc. Then took it out and had a shower. Was going to lock back up after the shower but had plans with family this evening and didn't want to be distracted by cage and decided to give myself the night off. Had intended to put it back on tonight but I am fully prepared to take my punishment subtraction of points already so thought I might as well sleep without it tonight too.

I'm unsure which way to go so I'll leave that up to fate/you guys. I'll be going to bed in about 90 minutes, if I get a message from anyone telling me to lock up before then, I will. If not, I'll put it on in the morning instead.

(Looking forward to trying the plug again soon while caged)

Starting CP: 340
Daily baseline: 16
Task CP: 20
New Total: 376
Pledges: Get in shape - 60 (3/12) : Dildo sucking - 50 (4/7) : Porn Fiend - 60 (3/7)

[Bananaman88]

Day 18. Can't believe it's been 18 days.

No points for journaling and not going to write it all out here.
So with my punishment I'm actually losing points today.

Didn't expect a punishment task as well, but the half day and a night of freedom was worth a minute with my package in ice water.


Starting CP: 376
Daily baseline: X
Punishment: -8
Task CP: 0
New Total: 368
Pledges: Get in shape - 60 (3/12) : Dildo sucking - 50 (5/7) : Porn Fiend - 60 (4/7)
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[SlenderSissyNewbie]

October 18th

Well I kinda did put a lot in writing on here allready, but I'll try to describe my feelings for you. As my manhood is restrained my mind and my desires become more free day by day. It feels good, to suck my Dildo. It feels good to delve into the depths of pornography (even if stirring strange and stranger desires). It feels good thinking about my genitals as clit, even getting wet like a girl, having trouble getting hard outside... longing for chances to find new ways of pleasure . . . I didn't use a vibrator or stuffed my ass so far, since I'm afraid I could cum and displease Mistress Blake. Also I feel a lot more creative, even scripting a little here and there. Let's see, if something comes of it... Anyway chastity is good for me ... Thank you, Mistress Blake for reminding me of this daily...

That's all I got for now...

Baseline CP: 16 (Tiny Metal Cage Standard Mode)
Pledges: Pornfree (20 CP 7/7) Hypnoslave (40 CP 7/7) Show Off (30 CP 1/1), Keep 24 hours (20CP 1/1) Cocksucker (5/7 50 CP), porn-fiend (4/7 60 CP)
CP Total: 657 CP Total + 16 CP BL + 20 CP Task = 693 CP Total

[Bananaman88]

Day 19 (half)

I opened today's task but am unable to complete as I wasn't aware I'd need the key and it is inaccessible till tomorrow.

Not sure if I can put a pin in it and complete tomorrow, or if it just an auto fail as I'm unable to follow orders.

[Multivitamin]

Day 18 (Yesterday had no time to post it unfortunately)

I was never ever been so desperately horny. I feel the fullness (down inside) on the physical level.
The teases were very hot.
Spanking my feet and my ass till it's red. Enduring nipple clamps. Ballbusting. I liked it.
Handjob, blowjob, deepthroat. I wish I stroke and taste my own junk. But it's locked and I can not do anything with it.
Unlocking and teasing when not allowed to get hard. Good that I did bring enough of ice. Ice was the only thing that kept me from getting hard.
Teasing with feather was very pleasant. Because I locked for so long, my body got so sensitive to such light touches. So sensitive, that I leaked precum more that ever else.
Walking outside, when I'm listening sissy hypno and being locked in chastity was also very hot.
Unlocking with no release, only teasing, leaking, frustration.
And all this combined with cocksucking pledge. When my lil clit is helplessly locked.

Baseline CP: 18 (A tiny plastic cage, 24/7 mode)
CP Total: 735 CP + 0 CP Baseline (I got hurt and had to restore, so, no Baseline for me today) + 20 CP Posting = 755 CP Total

Pledges:
Pornfree (20 CP 7/7)
Hypnoslave (40 CP 7/7)
Keep words 24 hours (20CP 1/1)
Yes,Ma'am (50CP 7/7)
Get In Shape (60CP 8/12)
Cocksucker (50CP 5/7)

I didn't take Porn-fiend pledge, because I'm already too horny and frustrated, but time by time, I still think if I should give it a try. Maybe even not as a pledge (if it's too late). But I'm afraid it's too much of stimulation for me, and it will be very hard to bear.

[Multivitamin]

I watch really bad stuff for my porn today, so know sharing, unless one of you asks very nicely...

I didn't watch full videos yet, but I really like your chooses.
Maybe later, or even after locktoberfest, but I will review them fully!
Please, tell me/us what other videos did you watch

[SlenderSissyNewbie]

Day 19 (half)

I opened today's task but am unable to complete as I wasn't aware I'd need the key and it is inaccessible till tomorrow.

Not sure if I can put a pin in it and complete tomorrow, or if it just an auto fail as I'm unable to follow orders.

Well since you couldn't do it because of your want to obey your chastity, I'm sure you're free to do it, as soon as you can...

Btw. Out of interest: What timelock device do you use. Maybe I should get one myself...

[Substats]

This week was really tough for me.

Day 15 I obeyed the rules and teased myself for about 15 minutes earning me 15 points, 25 total for the day. My balls were aching so intensely after this task.

Sadly I ended up missing day 16, 17 and 18 because I got busy and had no energy left for anything. Even though I did follow the rules I won't give myself baseline for any of these days because I didn't check in at all.

Today I also obeyed the rules. I chose tease because I can't help myself and got 5 bonus points for fingering myself. Total of today a whopping 45 points. And now my balls are aching again. Why do I keep doing this to myself, I could've just chosen to be denied.

Baseline CP: 10 (Cageless)
Pledges: Hypnoslave (40 CP 7/7) Get-in-shape (60 CP 3/4)
CP Total: 392

[Bananaman88]

Well since you couldn't do it because of your want to obey your chastity, I'm sure you're free to do it, as soon as you can...

Btw. Out of interest: What timelock device do you use. Maybe I should get one myself...

That was pretty much what I settled on, can't wait for 5pm tomorrow!
Extra excited now I know I might get a chance to actually stroke, and then got tomorrow's task too, whatever that may be.

The lock I use is this one:
Weduspaty Time Lock, Timer Padlock LCD Display Time Lock USB Rechargeable Timer Lock Behavioral Habit Aid, Timer Padlock https://amzn.eu/d/747OGFq
Wire is strong and fits through holes in keys and around a heating pipe in a high corner of my bedroom.

[SlenderSissyNewbie]

19th October.

Obeying becomes so easy by day. But the nights are torture, especially, when I head to bed, right after my mandatory porn. Sometimes I can't get out of my cage, because I would immediately get hard and unable to loose the ring aswell, and the temptation is so high to touch... maybe I need to tire myself so much, that I can sleep with my cage soonish...

Wow, I think today was my favourite task so far. I chose tease as a naughty gurl, also off course I put a finger in my butt. Who would forgo such an offer. yeah I'm so teased up now, all without edging. It's amazing, but I'm very happy/sad no one is here to take advantage of me, especially since I fucked my brain and mouth before...

My porn (reminiscene of emma and 2023):

Spoiler: show

https://de.spankbang.com/8hb64/video/shecock+ahegao+hfo
https://hypnotube.com/video/bambi-tikto ... 46237.html

Baseline CP: 16 (Tiny Metal Cage Standard Mode)
Pledges: Pornfree (20 CP 7/7) Hypnoslave (40 CP 7/7) Show Off (30 CP 1/1), Keep 24 hours (20CP 1/1) Cocksucker (6/7 50 CP), porn-fiend (5/7 60 CP)
CP Total: 693 CP + 16 CP BL + 35 CP Task = 744 CP Total

[SlenderSissyNewbie]

20th October.

Today was interesting, while it certainly was more dangerous, I found yesterday much more erotic and also hard, because I had to stay away even from the edge. With all that tension I just needed like 30 seconds to be rock hard and another 30 till edge Number 1. I'm realtively new to edging, so I tend to stop rather far away... maybe the censoredger pledge will help with it.

I sucked my last cock for pledge purposes, while doing the task. Whoever's interested, those were the censored videos. The first two were much hotter to me, but I know I'm addicted to cock. Also No.1 had Mistress in it. Hooray!:

Spoiler: show

https://www.eporner.com/video-hiNapZTXc ... whitebois/
https://www.eporner.com/video-Mo83s9eGG ... whitebois/
https://www.eporner.com/video-PZKvZi2vv ... whitebois/

For porn I went full bambi:

Spoiler: show

https://hypnotube.com/video/bambi-tikto ... 46237.html
https://hypnotube.com/video/bambi-tikto ... 68081.html
https://hypnotube.com/video/bambi-chast ... 75092.html
I restarted Number 1 for the full hour...

Baseline CP: 16 (Tiny Metal Cage Standard Mode)
Pledges: Pornfree (20 CP 7/7) Hypnoslave (40 CP 7/7) Show Off (30 CP 1/1), Keep 24 hours (20CP 1/1) Cocksucker (7/7 50 CP), porn-fiend (6/7 60 CP), Censoredger (0/7 60 CP)
CP Total: 744 CP + 16 CP Baseline + 25 CP Task + 50 CP Cocksucker Pledge = 835 CP Total

[Bananaman88]

Day 19/20

Somewhat hoisted on my own petard having to do 2 tasks in the same day. Enjoyed the first one which I had been looking forward to, although I had to stop in stage 2 as I am not very good at edging and always concerned about going over the edge. Need to get more practice in, but now is not the time for that.

Then I took my time having a bath and giving everything a good wash. Got all dried.off and got back in the cage and opened up the second task. Did not expect to be out again so quickly and having just washed and put it on it was frustrating, in the wrong kind of way) to have to take it off again straight away and do more edging which I'm not good at.

Noticed she said "up to" 20 minutes, so did 3-4 edges (as close as I dared) and called it after about 6 minutes.

All left me a little pissed off and didn't end up putting cage back on for the night again and feeling a bit disillusioned and unsure if I want to continue. Usually I'd cage again ready for today's task but if I'm then told to take it off again it will just frustrate me again and I worry that will cause me to lose interest further.

On the bright side finished 1 pledge and 1 more to finish off shortly.
Although I have just no realised I've left it a bit late and will need to exercise almost every day.

Starting CP: 368
Daily baseline: 16/16
Task CP: 15/10
Cocksucker pledge: 50
New Total: 475
Pledges: Get in shape - 60 (4/12) : Porn Fiend - 60 (6/7)