Locktoberfest

[Medoria]

This was the 30th update, got deleted by mistake

[hubsi82]

October 31:

Locked from 0:00 for the rest of the day. Even during shower.
+ 14 base cagepoints

Plugged my ass from 4:05 am for an hour as demanded by the pledge.

I successfully finished the anal plugging pledge + 60cp

Summary:
983 + 14 + 60 = 1057 cage points


My Fate:

I pledged to eagerly attend no nut November 2023.

I accepted an additional chastity sentence from Mistress Blake. I am grateful for the 17 days, I still get to be under her control.

[ChrisHolm]

Last update: plus 12 CP baseline plus 50 CP for necklace pledge from 1249 CP to 1311 CP
I want Mistress Blake to continue teasing and denying me. I owe here 132 edges before I may cum normally again.

Thank you very much for all your work and this fantastic locktober game 2023.
It was a pleaseure to attend.

Take care, all of you.

[Drewstix57]

Final CP Score update
up until and including the 31st October

Final CP score - 1792


"I agreed to stay in chastity for Mistress Blake, until I had 17 caged orgasms for her!" - so I will be staying caged for November


Thank you everybody for letting me be part of this journey.

This has been quite an experience.

[sub3604]

"I accepted an additonal chastity sentence from Mistress Blake.
I am grateful for the 20 Days, I still get to be under her control."

Yikes this is scary a extra 20 days

Final total 1261 cagepoints

[lmax42]

Hey I've been lurking on this tease, doing some of it time willing (I'm actively doing locktober on chastisafe with Miss Joan, so stuff like "get unlocked" wouldn't work.

All in all, a very enjoyable tease, nice companion on "downtime" for me (I still do have the full cagepoint totals AND a few pledges and bonuses, so between 900 and 1300, I'd guess... the exercise pledge was trivial for me and didn't change my daily routine, for instance)

I do have a few (very few) criticisms:
- some of the pauses are a big longish. When you're doing this day in, day out, and with work in-between, it takes a lot of time
- likewise, some of the recaps are long-winded, and probably mostly unnecessary
- it would be cool if the text was proof-read a bit more. It's still understandable, but there are quite a few spelling/grammar mistakes which detract a bit from the overall effect (what ? Mistress is not perfect ? Oh right, it's her slave who did a bad job and deserves more chastity).

Looking forward to a tighter (pun intended) locktoberfest 2024 tease. Hoping to get a real-life kh before then, hopefully.

[sub3604]

I have decided I am going to do the extra 20 days chastity but also work my way though stroke for me series by Chewit it is 22 parts long so can just do 2 on 2 of the days as it will keep things interesting and just staying locked with no guidance probably wouldn’t work since it going to involve daily stroking ci suspect it going to be hard but the first day was amazing. I have also gone back to the mid size cage for the extra 20 days

https://milovana.com/webteases/showtease.php?id=6321

[SlenderSissyNewbie]

I have decided I am going to do the extra 20 days chastity but also work my way though stroke for me series by Chewit it is 22 parts long so can just do 2 on 2 of the days as it will keep things interesting and just staying locked with no guidance probably wouldn’t work since it going to involve daily stroking ci suspect it going to be hard but the first day was amazing. I have also gone back to the mid size cage for the extra 20 days

https://milovana.com/webteases/showtease.php?id=6321

Sounds like a creative and fun solution!

[SlenderSissyNewbie]

30.10

Final Journal:

Spoiler: show

The last few days of locktober were kinda of a hot mess – but as it turned out in a VERY good way.

On the 26th day Mistress wanted to teach me about putting womens pleasure first – but it was something else asked to be put first. I felt terrible during the day – while coming down from the incredible embaressment high of having stayed in chastity 24/7 while visting my parents – what a slut! Unfortunately it wasn't a guilty feeling but a cold taking hold

With a beginning fever I decided to use Mistresses medical clause and unlock, so I could rest more easy and thus recover more quickly. Also I was allowed to it felt wrong. Just 5 days in perma-lockup in my tiny metal cage – still a new personal record. My cock and balls felt so confused and it was not a relief at all but like they were terrified without their guidance and it was much harder to sleep thusly – more so then in the last nights in perma-lock.

Missing Lilly's seven circles of pleasure and pain because of a cold felt like such a waste. I will have to repeat them some time, when I've gotten better. When Mistress gave me a choice I denied being unlocked, if I could, but maybe it's a kind of cheat, since I allready was, so the test really didn't fit my situation. Though in the evening when alone I touched for a bit just to know if I could get hard – I was punished for it accordingly but it still felt like a big misstep and brake of trust.

My partner and I went to a vaccation on saturday and I was glad not to to have to wear my cage, so I bore the cold with dignity – as far as this is possible. Since our vaccation home has just one room, participating in Mistresses final taskathon was quite risky, so I only did the safer tasks, when she was aslepp – although I wonder if she heard me gag on my dildo.

So now we come to yesterday evening, when – driven by this months incredible experience – my partner cuddled up to me on the sofa and I just kinda told her about my struggle with coming to terms with my genderfluidity / quite possibly trans identity and how I denied myself (I didn't mention chastity since she never cared for it) and was incredibly submissive at the moment.

I planned to make coming out to her my final promise to Mistress, but that kinda was that. What was truly amazing is that she wasn't at all surprised or shocked, but very supportive. Her only doubtful comment was that she quite likes my cock – which she proved later:

We went to the bed and she went to town on me. Once I had the courage I mentioned my new vibrator and she edged me over and over with it – my cock never felt so good and – against Mistresses orders – she finaly made me cum. I will accept all necessary punishment but still am very grateful for this turn of events.

I don't now what will happen but my thoughts are circling about how to gently further my transition at this moment. I'm still very much afraid but on the other hand soooo free. And I think I couldn't be more happy about, how this locktober turned out . . .

. . . to be continued hopefully.

What I learned is:

Spoiler: show

. . . it is okay to be, who you are.
. . . chastity and community are great guidances towards selfrealization.
. . . that my partner is the most wonderfull human being in my life and that I want to be married to her in a nice white dress (with fitting cage ;) ) someday.

My pledge:

Spoiler: show

If Blake would ask me, I would pledge to continue working on getting more in touch with myslef and will be available to help all in the community here do the same. (This includes making nice prices for them, replying to DMs and continuing locktoberfest next year.)

[SlenderSissyNewbie]

31.10

Final Points: 1314

I take my pledge as specified above gladly!

I'm still glad for yesterday, but wished I had made it to the highest bracket a lot . . .

I want Mistress Blake to continue teasing and denying me.
I owe here 132 edges before I may cum normally again.

With my inexperience at edging I'm open for punishment suggestions already . . .

Thank you Mistress Blake and all of you for this incredible ride!

[emma111]

Day 31
main post with all info
previous CP: 1397
12 (from baseline)
60 (workout pledge)
50 (lipbalm pledge)
60 (buttplug pledge)
=== +182
current CP: 1579

I completed the pledge to do 20 Minutes of exercise three times a week for the remainder of locktober. (02.10, +60pts)
I completed the pledge pledge to use pink lip balm 3 times a day, once of these 3 in public for the remainder of locktober. (09.10, +50pts)
I completed the pledge pledge to wear a buttplug for at least an hour a day till the end of locktoberfest. (+60pts)

"I agreed to stay in chastity for Mistress Blake, until I had 16 caged orgasms for her!"

Day 31 - Thoughts:

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I completed the lip balm pledge last (btw, it worked; my lips are in better condition than ever and it's now normal to reach for lip balm) so that I can say that I've done everything and get my evaluation.

I am really happy with how many points I got. I've really tried to push myself, and I am proud of it .

And for a final piece of reflection, I've really enjoyed writing these, and I am thankful to anyone who wants to read them.

This makes me kind of sad, but overall, I am really happy with what I've achieved this month. I am really glad I had the luck of stumbling upon this tease when I randomly opened Milovana during week 0. I am also thankful that everything worked out (the author was on time, didn't drop the project, the site was working, etc.).

I didn't even plan to ever do a Locktober. It was a spontaneous decision.
I didn't think I would last 30 days, I didn't think I would try new things, and I didn't think I would actually commit.

Thanks again to the wonderful community in this forum. I felt safe and understood sharing (sometimes really deeply personal) stuff here, and I enjoyed reading about your experiences. I hope to see you next year, and I hope some of the lurkers join in on the forum fun. Believe me, it's a different experience when you participate here too .

I was thinking about whether to select acceptance (which sounds fitting for my current relationship with my cage) or the last option, as I knew that edging would probably be a failure for me and didn't really have an idea what submission might mean in this context.

I selected the orgasm in cage one because I thought that it would allow me to explore those different methods of achieving pleasure (anal, vibes, humping, dildo as a ghost penis, hell even ballbusting works for some slaves) . Also I correctly guessed that's it's kind of a reward for achieving over 1350 points . My njoy wand replica that just arrived might have aslo contributed to that . I didn't expect there to be so many orgasms required, though. It will take a long time (if I don't get good at it), and who knows, maybe I'll decide that caged orgasms are enough for me by then?

[alex_horny]

day 31:

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I was more nervous than usual, and I think for a good reason. It was really hard to pick one of the options, especially since I didn't really know what to expect. Eventually I've chosen edging. I want mistress Blake to continue teasing and denying me. I owe her 138 edges before I may cum normally again. I'm shaken by the sheer number of edges I'll have to do. On top of that because of 10 edges per day limit, I'll be edging for next 2 weeks. The limit is a very good idea, without it I'd probably try to do that in one sitting, and chance of failure would be off the charts. But I can almost feel the agony right now. I had a sinking feeling of fear mixed with excitement first when I learned about how much I'll have to edge, and then when I realized how long it will take. It was pretty similar to day 8 and I did reasonably good back then, so hopefully now mistress' trust isn't misplaced as well.

I couldn't help myself, and looked at what the other paths were. Caged orgasms were my second choice, and I probably wouldn't regret it (although they could be a little too easy?). Just being caged would be fine as well, though it could get a little bit boring, especially when compared to 2 weeks of edging. Ruin and no nut november is the only option I'm kind of glad I didn't choose. It sounds appealing for sure, but would I be able to ruin my orgasm after all this time? Overall I can't imagine more fitting conclusion to this amazing event. Thank you SlenderSissyNewbie!

Yesterday I was rather calm and collected. Now, after sentencing, I can barely sit still. I can't even imagine what 2 weeks of edging after a month of (mostly) denial will do to me.

Scaling rewards with points is a great idea. I enjoy the thought that maybe some subs who didn't do so well were punished by additional denial, but those who did a little bit better are likely thankful for being denied longer (I know I kind of am, although like always I'm a bit worried if I can do it).

Even though there's a lot of edging ahead, I'm already masochistically starting to think about doing some other path as well. Maybe 14 caged orgasms, as well as edging? I think caged orgasm isn't "cumming normally", so it's not explicitly disallowed, but it could detract from edging anyway? Are there any rules, or at least guidelines on what is and isn't allowed? Obviously no cumming "normally" (from stroking I suppose), but can I pleasure myself through cage and is anal allowed? Locktoberfest barely ended, and I already feel a bit lost without mistress' rules and instructions. If anyone has thoughts on this, go ahead, I'm all ears.

I wanted to write some closure, but I have a feeling I'll probably post how's my edging going in a bit. For the time being, thank y'all for the wonderful event that propelled me light years ahead in my chastity/sub/whatever else it was journey. I hope you will all do what's required of you. Wish me luck as well.

cagepoints, final score: 1364 + 14 (baseline) -> 1378

[alex_horny]

I want Mistress Blake to continue teasing and denying me.
I owe here 132 edges before I may cum normally again.

With my inexperience at edging I'm open for punishment suggestions already . . .

I was abysmal at edging before, and I'm certainly no expert now, but I did manage to edge for 7 days without accidents, and I think the most important thing that kept me from going over (besides really wanting not to cum) were the rules I've set up for myself: I removed all stimulation for a set time after an edge (20 seconds), and I constantly reminded myself that trying to get closer and closer is a bad idea. I think the second point is crucial, if you're trying to get closer with each edge, you'll get too close eventually. So my sessions might not get particularly close, but the feeling after locking myself up is still brain-melting (and maybe more importantly, I haven't cum by accident yet). Hopefully you won't need a punishment. I believe in you, if that helps.

[XD81]

Update Locktober 31:

1485 + 15 + 60 (buttplug pledge) - 30 = 1530 CP

I completed the buttplug pledge successfully. I think i have failed the Get-in-shape pledge. I did quite a lot during week 2 and 3 and managed to lose 5 kilos, but failed to do much during the last week.

"I agreed to stay in chastity for Mistress Blake, until I had 16 caged orgasms for her!"
First i thought this would take forever, but with the option to rub through the cage i'm already down to 15
I'll try different methods though, e.g. stroking a dildo as a substitute - hopefully my brain can be tricked...

I gladly accept my previous pledge to roll a dice every day for two weeks. Odd means to edge 5 times to a picture of Mistress Blake and lock up for the rest of the day. Even means cumming to censored porn or (Mistress') feet, eating (pre)cum of course. Rolling a six adds two days to the pledge.
I guess this starts after the first pledge is over, so my November seems to be fully planned now.

Once again, thank you Mistress Blake and thank you SlenderSissyNewbie for this Locktober experience.
And thanks to everyone who participated and wrote their updates here in the forum. As some others already said, it wouldn't have been possible for me to finish Locktober successfully otherwise.

[XD81]

Spoiler: show

So the pledge had to be:
- easily achievable and measurable, but also extendable depending on my mood,
- vague enough, so it doesn't feel like a chore,
- benefiting me in the long term.

"If Mistress Blake asked me to, I would pledge to spend at least 15 minutes, twice per week, learning about my sexuality."

And I'll have to specify that doing something like achieving sexual release, watching porn, or reading erotica doesn't count. What counts is a deep effort that makes me think, so it might be journaling, writing my own erotica, researching topics related to my kinks, reading books, talking with people with similar interests, etc. Basically, anything that makes me feel like I am exploring and learning more than just mindlessly consuming.

The 15-minute clause is so that I start doing it regularly. I am a person who has to use discipline to get started but then easily does more than planned, so I can see that those 15 minutes will probably be extended most of the time and at the same time not feel overwhelming to sit down to do. I mean, everyone can find 15 minutes, right?

That's nice thinking, and a really wholesome pledge, why didn't i think of that, lol.
I went the opposite route with my daily gamble. I'm happy with that too, but i have to admit that yours is something that can be benefitial for a long time after Locktober is over.