Locktoberfest

[sub3604]

points update previous points 1016 +20 base points +10 for today is a new total of 1046

[emma111]

Day 25 & 26
main post with all info
previous CP: 1025
Day 25:
12 (from baseline)
10 (forum share)
Day 26:
12 (from baseline)
10 (honesty)
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current CP: 1069

Day 25-Reflections:

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Sharing it only on the forum, but honestly it's probably way more public than any blog I could publish this to .

Wow, I can't believe it's the last assigned reflection post I am writing. Of course, I'll continue to include my reflections in daily posts, but they'll probably be shorter. This one I had to rewrite many times because it was a mess with how many different thoughts I was trying to put out there.

The time flew by so quickly (excluding times when I got incredibly horny ). I started this tease with little experience in chastity and created an account after years of lurking. That was perhaps my best kink-wise decision of my life (at least yet). The exploration and learning I did will likely result in changes in my life in the future that I am probably not yet completely aware of. It sparked my interest in the BDSM community, and I began researching books, youtube channels and other resources on the subject (and not just unrealistic porn like before). I'll also aim to connect with my local community soon.

To be honest, before, when I was doing teases myself, I occasionally cheated, skipped tasks, and merely imagined actually performing some of them; it was enough to suppress my urges. I mean, they were just jerk-off material to me .
But Locktoberfest is different; actually reporting tasks, seeing other real people struggle, and having an organizer who pours their heart and soul into their work made me obedient. If I cheated right now, it would feel like cheating myself and all of you, by extension.

So even though I can separate the illusion, and fantasty part from reality well, this aspect of accountability made me feel very submissive and at the mercy of Mistress Blake. And I really enjoyed letting go of control. Mistress pushed my boundaries like nothing else did before .

Last week was full of ups and downs for me, but it will likely just serve to strengthen the experience and make me remember it more vividly in the future. Locktoberfest would not be as exciting or unique without a little bit of challenge.
I guess if I just put on my cage on October 1st and did not do anything else for a month, then I'd probably be frustrated for a few days, but at some point I would just forget about the cage without much trouble . The constant teasing, remainders, and tug of war that is going on in my brain keeps it fun!

And if your level of subservience keeps getting higher and higher day by day, then a crash or subdrop is inevitable upon intense session or failure. It was a really teaching experience to feel such a crash for the first time and learn how to get out of it thanks to this tease (and personal help from SlenderSissyNewbie ). I hope that all of you who have not experienced it yet will steel your minds for end of Locktober.

Overall, this month made me learn a lot:
- from practical skills thanks to pledges and daily tasks, where, for example, regular exercising improves my mood and regular sexual tasks keep me on edge .
- different kinks that are there, and what part of them I find arousing , why do I enjoy them, and which parts are not so fun in reality,
- about struggles of different kink-minded people doing this with me ,
- a lot about myself, how my mind operates, both when being subby and not, and how I and my future partner can use this to improve myself ,
- a little more about who I want to be and with whom I want to be
- and obviously as you see, that I really like journaling .

The most important thing this tease made me realize though is that the fantasies that have been bottling up inside of me for years can have an outlet. I am now looking towards finding a partner to explore these together. A step I probably wouldn't have considered a month ago. It's a lot easier to just read some erotica, play some quick tease, watch a femdom video, and be done. But that's a temporary solution, an easy cheat to something that is hidden deeper and needs a lot of hard work, both on myself and on the relationship part. I have solidified that my sexuality, orientation and identity are a lot more complicated than what is considered "normal", or "expected", and I want to express and free that part of me. Chastity helped me to shift my focus from just satisfying my temporary lust to satisfying my long-term desire. It also freed my of layers of inhibitions and expectations placed upon me externally and subconsciously. Lust and quick relief probably also clouded my thinking. It's a long journey ahead of me, but I know I'll come out a better, stronger, prouder and more satisfied person afterwards.

I love that the tease left a lot of room to explore. There were a lot of adjustments that were possible, and nothing was necessarily strict. That kept it realistic; taking preferences and experience into consideration is something a good dom would do, and not a lot of teases do that (and they don't have to if they want to cater to a specific audience). This allowed me to keep my own pace and also see different experiences people had with the same tasks. But in the end the task part was only a small part why I liked this tease so much, what I like the most is everything around it.

When talking about different experiences, then making an account, posting those lengthy updates (sorry), and reading your updates felt really unique. We are all a bunch of strangers on the internet, sharing only the fact of being locked and serving Mistress Blake for a month, but nevertheless, I feel a connection to each of you and your struggles.

I really want to thank SlenderSissyNewbie for organizing this, making forum events, keeping track of the results, being helpful, and accommodating in the DM's. It wouldn't be possible without your massive amount of work, sis. I also want to thank all of you participating, especially those who post here. I read everything (including yours, XD81 thanks for the shoutout ). 

And for some reason, this sounds like the tease is ending right now with all the thanking I did, but no, there are still some days left. But being honest, I am not really looking forward to the grand finale, as in the back of my head, there is a thought that I don't really need to unlock my cage, and what matters more is the journey not the goal. I really enjoy the current state of my mind . I wonder if we will meet for the next Locktober and what changes would have occured in our lives since.

Day 26-Thoughts:

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Bringing other (imporant to them) people pleasure should be a pleasure itself to a good sub . This will probably be a good exercise of that mindset. I am already brainstorming ideas of stuff that I could do.

[SneakyGeoff]

Update in my signature

I misbehaved yesterday and didn't wear my cage.

I have of course punished myself as instructed but also wanted to apologies to Mistress Blake publicly for my failure.

[hubsi82]

October 26:

Locked from 0:00 until 3:22 pm. Longest stretch yet at 58 hrs.
+ 14 base cagepoints

Plugged my ass from 3:55 pm for one hour as demanded by the pledge.

Had to admit to Mistress Blake that I had been naughty the other day with Paige and therefore got - 30 cp

Summary:
808 + 14 - 30 = 792 cage points

[alex_horny]

day 26:

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Eh, I thought that Paige wasn't that naughty, she didn't try to convince me to do anything wrong? There were couple of slip ups, but it can happen to anyone? Maybe I just enjoyed her teasing too much. I've earned a whole -6 points today, I don't like to see my score going down.

I have no idea who and how to please. It doesn't help that it should be a "deserving" women, I could probably write an essay about desert, or why the concept doesn't make sense. I don't know, maybe I'll figure something out, but I doubt it.

cagepoints: 1029 + 14 (baseline) -20 (day 26, I said that Paige didn't do anything) -> 1023

[malachiconstant]

My reflection +10

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The glove was wonderful. I think Latex is something I would be interested in the future. The censor porn is sort of fun. I had to do a lot more searching than I would have liked to find usable porn for the uncensored pledge. But it definitely is more arousing than I had ever thought of before.

Lucky 21, blackjack! This was a day. I wasn't sure what Mistress wanted me to do as this day unfolded. I had the vibe on my cage for minutes and minutes, taking the long route. Something erupted. Globs of cum as I continued to vibe and touch all of myself. The success of doing this felt incredible. But it wasn't a full O. I wanted to rub it all out but I couldn't, locked away. Then Stop! Mistress instructed me to lap up all of my juices and rewarded me with extra cagepoints for the entire situation that just happened. I was worried I broke a rule, but instead I was very thankful to slurp all my reward up.

I thought the next day I might lose some of my nerve, but I didn't, in fact I felt it even more difficult to tease and do the edging program. I continued to leak this day with my edging program. On Day 23, I was so close to my first non-vibe sissygasm. I pounded away in all different positions until I couldn't go anymore. So frustrating. If I could just rub my dick even in the slightest I would have exploded. Instead I leaked the most I have this entire calendar month. Even remembering it as I write this down, I strain against my cage, that feeling was so close. I wanted to take the plug pledge, but I just wouldn't be able to commit the entire way. slightly disappointing personally.

The 24th was a nice break. After hammering away at my ass, I needed to recover. I don't know what Mistress has in store for us, but it can be a little rough doing sequential ass days. Especially during the normal Monday through Friday grind. I ended up just watching some Netflix anime, Cyberpunk Edgerunners. I think some may have felt this was too easy of a day. My reflection would say that is the whole point. You have come so far and you are one with your cage. You would have been rubbing your cock and balls as you please, instead you show restraint, even if purposefully restrained by your cage.

My personal goal for this entire event was 1000 points and I cleared that the 25th. Three open pledges and two more days to make sure I reach that mark. Thank you Mistress and SlenderSissyNewbie for all the effort!

Current Cage Points included today: 1025

[JetBlackF]

Day 25

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Today i feel like want to cum so far the stimulation with the glove and the daily edging is gettin soo much intense i want cum bady, i heve to lock it up as soon as possible or i can't stop touching it.
I'm finding myself in a limbo where i want to cum really bad and i also want to do another month.It's my first time not cumming for so long, I'm almost scare to cumming will it be my best orgasm or the worst??

+10 forum post
Name: JetBlack
BS:16 CPO:931 CPE:10 CPT:957
pledge active:
Get-in-shape (31/10) [+60 -30] in progress [03/05/07][09/12/14][18/20/21][24//]
censoredger (27/10) [+60 - 30] in progress [20/21/22/23/24/25/]
lick it up (29/10) [+50 -25] in progress [23/24/25////]
buttplug (31/10) [-30] in progress [24/x//////]
i coudn't do it medical reason. i don't know if consider it a fail or not. Let me know.

Day 26
+10 she was obvious lol XD
+60 from the pledge
Name: JetBlack
BS:16 CPO:957 CPE:70 CPT:1043
pledge active:
Get-in-shape (31/10) [+60 -30] in progress [03/05/07][09/12/14][18/20/21][24/26/]
censoredger (27/10) [+60] DONE [20/21/22/23/24/25/26]
lick it up (29/10) [+50 -25] in progress [23/24/25/26///]
buttplug (31/10) [-30] in progress [24/x/x/////]

[Medoria]

26th locktober update
Name: Medoria
Genderidentity: Male

Cage: Tiny Metal Cage
Mode: 24/7

Pledge: 1) to wear the key to my cockcage on a necklace or bracelet during the whole of locktober (potential 50 CP)
2) become a hypnoslave for a week (potential 40 CP) (completed)
3) get-in-shape three times a week for a month (potential 60 CP)
4) go to the spa appointment caged (potential 20 CP) (completed)
5) showing my purchase on the forum (potential 30 CP) (completed)
6) personal pledge, chastity hint to 20 people min in a month (potential 100) (completed)
7) yes ma'am for a week (potential 50 CP) 08.10 (completed)
8) body writing for a day (potential 20 CP) (completed)
9) deepthroat training for a week (potential 50 CP) 13.10 (completed)
10) censoredege for a week 15 mins (potential 60) 20.10

First Weekly Pledge: no porn for a week unless permitted ( potential 20 CP) (completed)
Third weekly Pledge: daily porn for an hour (potential 60 CP) (completed)
Fourth Weekly Pledge: lick it up precum (potential 50 CP)
Basline CP: 20

Cagepoints: 1598

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(5 from 23.09 and 5 from 25.09 and 7 From the event, 10 from 28.09, 132 (/5) edges and 5 (*2) ruins from 29.09, 10 from the second event, 20 from 01.10, 5 from posting on 01.10 in the forum, 20 from 02.10, 20 from 03.10 and 10 compensation, 15 from 04.10, 35 from 05.10, 30 from 06.10, 20 from 07.10, 25 from 08.10, 20 from 09.10, 20 from 10.10, 15 from 11.10, 10 CP from sole hits and 10 from butt hits and 10 from nipple clamps and 10 for ballbusting from 12.10, 25 from 13.10, 30 from 14.10, 30 from 15.10, 25 from 16.10, 30 from 17.10, 20 from 18.10, 10 from 19.10, 25 from 20.10, 35 from 21.10, 40 from 22.10, 20 from 23.10, 20 from 24.10, 20 from 25.10, 10 from 26.10) + (Baseline CP 20x25) + (Pledges 4 (20), 5 (30), 2 (40), 8 (20), 6 (100), 7 (50), 9 (50)) + (weekly pledge 1 (20), 3 (60))

[Pvcsissy]

Update

1128 cp

[ChrisHolm]

Update: plus 12 CP base plus 70 CP seven circles from 934 CP to 1025 CP

[SlenderSissyNewbie]

UPDATE

Hi,

just wanted to let you know that I just finished the finale - I hope it will be enjoyable to all.

Unfortunately I have a bad cold at the moment and so use the medical clause so I can rest a little easier. I don't know, how much participating I'll be able to do. In any case, I sure like our community here. Score updates may lack a little as well, but I will do a tally eventually.

Take care!

Iona

[Drewstix57]

UPDATE

Hi,

just wanted to let you know that I just finished the finale - I hope it will be enjoyable to all.

Unfortunately I have a bad cold at the moment and so use the medical clause so I can rest a little easier. I don't know, how much participating I'll be able to do. In any case, I sure like our community here. Score updates may lack a little as well, but I will do a tally eventually.

Take care!

Iona

Vielen Dank, dass Sie sich die Zeit für das Update genommen haben. Sie haben hervorragende Arbeit geleistet und ich hoffe aufrichtig, dass es Ihnen bald wieder gut geht.

Translation:
Thanks for taking the time to update.You have done an excellent job and I sincerely hope you get well soon.

[der_Schwede1990]

Update of my Player-Profile for 27.10.:

What I liked so much about yesterday:

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I love the Idea of negative points (I got time to play through the other answers after completing as I often do when I can) - though in my Opionion it would have been a wonderful Idea earlier in locktober.

Today:

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I've gone the whole way - last circle was simply hell (used homemade hot sauce). I took my cleaning opening immediatly afterwards, but it still stings. Never tried it before and I sure will never again.

Cagepoints Total: 1422 (Day 27 completed)
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Locktoberfest '23 - Player Profile:

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Name: der_Schwede
Genderidentity: Male

Cage: Midsize metal cage
Mode: 24/7
Baseline CP: 9 + 10 = 19

Cagepoints-Log:

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23.9=5
25.9=5
Event1=5
28.9=7
29.9=5
Event2=10
D1=25
D2=15+20
D3=15+15
D4=15+5+10
D5:15+20+15
Weekly pledge 3 completed:20
D6:15+15+15
D7:15+20
Weekly pledge 1 completed:20
Weekly pledge 2 completed:40
D8:15+25
D9:15+15
D10:15+20
Weekly(2) pledge 2 completed: 20
D11:19+5+10
D12:19+40
D13:19+25
D14:19
Weekly(2) pledge 3: 50
Weekly(2) pledge 1: 50
D15:19+30
Weekly(1) pledge 4: 30
D16:19+25
D17:19+30
D18: 19
D19: 19+5+30( )
D20: 19+20 (11 edges)
D21: 19+15
Weekly(3) pledge 1: 50
D22:19+25+15
D23:19+10(eager)+20(big)+10(bally)+10(leaked)
D24:19+20
D25:19+10
Weekly(3) pledge 2:60
D26:19+10
D27:19+70

Pledges:

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Monthly:
1. I hereby pledge to wear my key on a Necklace during the whole of locktober. If I manage to keep it there I'll earn 50 CP at the end of locktober. If I fail to do so I'll loose 25 CP.
2. I pledge to do 20 Minutes of excersise three times a week for the remainder of locktober (W1: 3/3; W2: 3/3; W3: 3/3; W4: 1/3)(60/-30).
3. (Event): I pledge Go eat any cum and precum which exits my locked up clit during locktober. This includes ruined orgasms and nightly leaking (polluarche, subconscious ejaculations). Includes sucking on panties if there's anything in them. (60/-30)

Week 1:
1. I'll abstain from porn for seven days in a row. (+20 CP earned)
2. I pledge to watch a video (10 min) or listen to an audio (20 min) for the next seven days every day. (+40 CP earned)
3. I promise now that I'll keep my spa appointment (partial massage 06.10.) and go to it with my cockcage on (20 CP earned)
4. I pledge to post a picture of me wearing my shopping items when arriving (30 CP earned)

Week 2:
1. Whenever a woman asks something from me, I'm only allowed to answer "Yes" (50 cp earned)
2. I pledge to wear my body-writings for full 24 Hours. (+20 CP earned)
3. I'll practice sucking and deepthroating my dildo for 7 days 10 minutes a day. (+50 CP earned)

Week 3:
1. I will watch minimum 60 Minutes of porn every day for seven days in one setting. (+60 CP earned)
2. I pledge to edge to censored porn for 15 Minutes everyday for a week (7/7). (+60 CP earned)

Week 4:
1. I pledge to lick up and savour all (pre-)cum I'm release from now for the next 7 days (50/-25)
2. I pledge to wear a buttplug for at least an hour a day till the end of locktoberfest (60/-30)

[curiouser_32]

Todays update :

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I did go the whole way through, though I slightly regret my actions as I’m still feeling the burning from the hot sauce I couldn’t back out after the 6 other circles though..! Hopefully an ice bath will help hahah

Points earned 12+70

New points total: 1105 points

[ChastitySlave2017]

27th Day Locktoberfest:
Baseline cage points - 20 points
Extra cage points - 70 points

Active Pledges:
Censoredger Pledge (till 27.10.23) - +60 points <- Successfull
Analplug Pledge (till 31.10.23) - +60 points or -30 points

Current points:
997CP + 20CP +70CP +60CP = 1147 points