Tease and denial week was great. I stayed in a Hotel most of the week, so I had quite some freedom to play along.
The cage has become somewhat addictive. I feel the need to be locked up and I have been quite a lot. I love to squeeze some more locked time in my routine. It has become a challenge and a need. Oh dear
At first the unlocked teasing was strange and pleasant. It began to be difficult when it was time to lock up again. The true effect started only then. It really started to sink in. It’s Mistresses cock, not mine. And I can’t play with her toy.
Sleeping caged was still a challenge. I usually woke up at around 4 am with my clitty trying to get hard, straining against the tiny nub cage. But even more painful was the ring pulling at my testicles. Now I can report, that I have slept fine the last two nights. Maybe clitty has given up now.
Anal and being plugged added another level to locktober. I tried to learn sissygasm but was not successful as of yet. My list for cock has gone through the roof. Change is happening.
Looking forward to the days to come. Unbelievable that it has been 25 days.
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for me, but it will likely just serve to strengthen the experience and make me remember it more vividly in the future. Locktoberfest would not be as exciting or unique without a little bit of challenge.
. The constant teasing, remainders, and tug of war that is going on in my brain keeps it fun! 
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. This will probably be a good exercise of that mindset. I am already brainstorming ideas of stuff that I could do.
