Locktoberfest

[Medoria]

18th locktober update
Name: Medoria
Genderidentity: Male

Cage: Tiny Metal Cage
Mode: 24/7

Pledge: 1) to wear the key to my cockcage on a necklace or bracelet during the whole of locktober (potential 50 CP)
2) become a hypnoslave for a week (potential 40 CP) (completed)
3) get-in-shape three times a week for a month (potential 60 CP)
4) go to the spa appointment caged (potential 20 CP) (completed)
5) showing my purchase on the forum (potential 30 CP) (completed)
6) personal pledge, chastity hint to 20 people min in a month (potential 100) (completed)
7) yes ma'am for a week (potential 50 CP) 08.10 (completed)
8) body writing for a day (potential 20 CP) (completed)
9) deepthroat training for a week (potential 50 CP) 13.10 (completed)

First Weekly Pledge: no porn for a week unless permitted ( potential 20 CP) (completed)
Third weekly Pledge: daily porn for an hour (potential 60 CP)

Basline CP: 20

Cagepoints: 1198 (5 from 23.09 and 5 from 25.09 and 7 From the event, 10 from 28.09, 132 (/5) edges and 5 (*2) ruins from 29.09, 10 from the second event, 20 from 01.10, 5 from posting on 01.10 in the forum, 20 from 02.10, 20 from 03.10 and 10 compensation, 15 from 04.10, 35 from 05.10, 30 from 06.10, 20 from 07.10, 25 from 08.10, 20 from 09.10, 20 from 10.10, 15 from 11.10, 10 CP from sole hits and 10 from butt hits and 10 from nipple clamps and 10 for ballbusting from 12.10, 25 from 13.10, 30 from 14.10, 30 from 15.10, 25 from 16.10, 30 from 17.10, 20 from 18.10) + (Baseline CP 20x17) + (Pledges 4 (20), 5 (30), 2 (40), 8 (20), 6 (100), 7 (50), 9 (50)) + (weekly pledge 1 (20))

Something unfortunately bad happened today so not in the mood so my journaling today will be boring

It has so hard being unlocked without getting hard but it was redeemed by getting to be hard but almost no touching, I had like 30 left, I didn't use them
Then I was trained to suck and touched my whole body except where I wanted, this week is full of teasing and I am not sure if I can hold on, and if I can last next week too

[sub3604]

Just baseline points of 18 today so 684 + 18 = 702

[XD81]

Update Locktober 18th:
700 + 15 + 20 = 735

Spoiler: show

It's now been 18 days (eightteen days!) since my cock was has been locked every day from morning to bedtime late at night. I never thought i would last this long. My longest caged time was 4 days before, submitting to Miss Blue in TAI. I had only managed that with the outlook of furiously masturbating in my release session.
Mistress Blake and her teases hightened my submissive state, and i feel urged to obey her, keeping my dick locked up and doing stuff i normally wouldn't.
On that topic, i never thought i would post pics of myself in lingerie, how i smack my balls or how my limp dick was leaking because Mistress Blake was humiliating me! On the weekend i was so horny that i even ordered a small fucking machine, what is happening?
In the past week i learned to deepthroat a 7" dildo; i teased my body several times under supervision of Mistress Blake and her girls; and i resisted the urge of masturbating to a wonderful orgasm because Mistress Blake said so. I obeyed without hesitation, pushing the cage on my confused dick until the lock could be placed. Denying myself of pleasure to please her, and getting horny at the same time.
Between the highs of doing the teases and the frustrating lows of being denied, i sometimes feel like giving up. But i want so see what's next, too. Anyway, i wouldn't have come so far (in terms of time, but also in term of the "rabbit hole") if it wasn't for this tease and the forum.

[alex_horny]

day 18:

Spoiler: show

1 hour of porn is a long time. It's especially long time for someone locked up. At least I've took the dildo sucking pledge, so I have something to do for part of this time... Past two days were already hard with respect to the porn watching, but today was just off the charts. First ~45 minutes were like yesterday, really arousing for sure, but not brain-meltingly so. Then I've lied down on a bed and listend to Shibby's ode to your cock cage. I've reached a state similar to yestarday's stroking, but locked. I was tossing all over, it could have been "how it feels to chew 5 gum" commercial. Couple of times I was worried that I might cum just by straining in cage. Once the track ended, it took me good 5 minutes to calm myself down. Not only was my underwear drenched, even my pants had some wet marks on them. And there's still 4 more sessions...

If it's hard for me to control myself while locked, how am I going to survive next 3 days of "tease and denial"? I (barely) made it through the day when I was allowed to stroke 50 times (and wasn't even able to do that much), how am I supposed to go through potentially much more brutal teases? I guess going 2 weeks in chastity was also unthinkable for me before, but after going for a day, I thought to myself: if I could live like that for 1 full day and night, why wouldn't it be possible to repeat that 30 times? Maybe it also applies to teasing. Hopefully it does. It would be almost tragic to prematurely ruin this beatiful moment, that I worked hard to get to.

A week ago I thought to myself that this locktober I've probably spent more time locked up than in the rest of my life. Now I'm almost certain that this is the case. It's also the longest willful denial. And longest tease. And for sure the most horny I've ever been. I'm beating all the records, good job, me.

As I'm reading through some of the stuff I write, it's usually pretty disjointed, and it seems impossible to structure it better. I wonder if my writing is usually this unhinged, or is prolonged denial doing this to me? Either way, there for sure exists this deep psychological mindfuck in longer term chastity and denial. I was kind of afraid of it at the begninning, but I enjoy it quite a lot now.

points: 581 + 14 (baseline) + 20 (day 18 journal sharing) -> 615

[SlenderSissyNewbie]

18 Days in Lockup, constantly juggling my desires, my duties in real life and to the community. All the while meeting some of the funnest people I've known so far. I never thought to be able to last this long, not speaking to change to a super thight cage and harness, but now I kind a fear living without them. It's only a question of time before I'll finally try 24/7.

What am I doing to us? What am I doing to me?

I think I'm so free right now in this cage, in those two hours after everybody elses bedtime then ever before. If Chastity does this to me I'm not sure, if I ever want out . . .

On the twelfth O found out that I am very hesitant when hurting myself, more than I would like. On the plus side I think I need a lot more punishment then I thought, when scripting. I really want someone to spank me long and hard, while I strain and leak in my cage now. . .

Sucking dildo I enjoyed for a long time, but now I'm sure I didn't do it nearly enough. Especially in combination with my Pornbuddy emmas wonderfull Bambi video it get's me so wet. It's like there is a secret pleasure button deep in my throat just like in the movie.

Speaking of the porn buddy idea easy was the most enjoyable so far. I kinda feel like I've opened something I would very much like to continue after locktober and I didn't even look at all the other great stuff, you're putting before me.

Friday also was special, because my shopping arrived - I can't wait to try my outfit and - what I didn't think possible - will quite possibly share it with all you nice subs of Mistress Blake. I just wish, my partner would go out for a night soon, or even better catch me with it and like it. . .

Staying limp kinda was exciting, but I think the task was very unfair for the 24/7ers and I'm almost sorry. Almost! I loved the intensity of saying out aloud: I am a sub. I belong to Mistress Blake. And all I need is to be fucked. I've known for a long time that I only need to be fucked, but it is so great to admit it under Mistresses guidance.

Till sunday I thought my nipples weren't this sensitive but now with my dick unavailable I spent like 40 Minutes with them and it felt so good. I just wish they were bigger so I could get them pierced and then play with them. Only telling you this makes me very horny.

I still can't believe I walked through a busy street and two shops while hearing about getting my ass fucked, while wearing a tiny metal cage. And the funny thing is: Noone noticed (I hope). From this point on I didn't have to be afraid of longer periods of wearing chastity and this is so good, so freeing.

All the techniques I learned so far as well as again my porn buddies great find helped making feel the stay hard and don't touch task so easy. I dripped precum almost constantly and eagerly slurped it up. I love this taste!

Well this was my week. What a rollercoaster!

And what a Freedom!

Thank you all for helping create the wonderful spirit in the forum. It helped me get clear with so much. Now I just need to come out with it and I will truly be free . . . I hope.

[emma111]

Day 18
main post with all info
previous CP: 716
12 (from baseline)
20 (reflections)
=== + 32
current CP: 748

Reflections :

Spoiler: show

18 days already, meaning I am now closer than further from the goal. But it doesn't feel easier. Normally, at this point, during the third week, I would have probably calmed down, get accustomed to chastity, and stop being so damn horny .

But here this devious week, thanks to introducing more teasing, unlocking and even porn-watching with my buddy was probably the hardest yet. At this point, every Mistress Blake's order only makes me hornier. I'd probably even gladly repeat the ballbusting task from the beginning of the week, even though I still remember the pain.

I love how Mistress slowly removes layers of my inhibitions. I would never imagine posting photos of myself ( ), or going in public with dirty audio playing in my headphones when I started this tease. That's also an important lesson for my future partner. I have to instruct them to use chastity, to make me more agreeable and less annoying to control and it also suppresses my own dom side quite a bit.

I also love how sensitive I am right now, getting hard just by unlocking, sucking my dildo, or playing with my nipples, how I explore every other possible outlet for my horniness. Maybe my body is starting to understand it won't get the release it craves the usual way so it heightens other senses?

At this point, I am starting to get desperate enough that I regret I wasn't doing 24/7 chastity instead. Every time I unlock, whether it's for cleaning or because of pain during the night I get nasty thoughts of failing my Mistress and it's getting harder to get back into my cage . I will manage though. I've spent way too much time and energy to fail at this point.

I hope to form even more thoughts about myself and summarize them next week, because this tease, starting merely as a hot thing to jump into (I even made an account after years of lurking) made me learn some things about myself.

In conclusion, my body wants this month to end, but my brain doesn't want to get out of this blissful subspace it is currently in .

[JetBlackF]

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Spoiler: show

30 NIce and hard the hole time, i had to use the 50 strokes.

Name: JetBlack
BS:16 CPO:588 CPE:30 CPT:634
pledge active:
Porn-fiend (22/10) [+60 -30] in progress [15/16/17////]
Get-in-shape (31/10) [+60 -30] in progress [03/05/07][09/12/14][//][//]

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Spoiler: show

This week was a litle strange the first teas where i had to take care of every part of my body but the one craving i hadn't much fun so i quited. on the other hand having the erotic audio in my ears id something very exiting and il will do it again XD. i stayed cage from the 15 night to the 17 evening when i got that sweet release, even without cumming touching and keep it up was enough to enjoy te moment. if i'm seeing where this is going last untill the last day is going to be challenging.
I'm not feeling that submissive, even in cage, since when there are humilation task i'm not getting into it.

20 for sharing
Name: JetBlack
BS:16 CPO:634 CPE:30 CPT:670
pledge active:
Porn-fiend (22/10) [+60 -30] in progress [15/16/17/18///]
Get-in-shape (31/10) [+60 -30] in progress [03/05/07][09/12/14][18//][//]

[wompi72]

pulbic was exiting, the unlocked parts where tortures. I shouldnt have picked the porn pledge, im so leaky after and its hard to stop after the hour and concentrate on something else. I cant remember the last time I was denied for more than a week and now it so long already. Exploring other teases (only reading) and decided to buy an e-stim, when they releases a new version.

Woke up with boner and humped my matress 5 times before realising (I decided to stay unlocked at night). Can I sill answer yes when asked for my daily cagepoints, or do I have to answer no?

[SlenderSissyNewbie]

pulbic was exiting, the unlocked parts where tortures. I shouldnt have picked the porn pledge, im so leaky after and its hard to stop after the hour and concentrate on something else. I cant remember the last time I was denied for more than a week and now it so long already. Exploring other teases (only reading) and decided to buy an e-stim, when they releases a new version.

Woke up with boner and humped my matress 5 times before realising (I decided to stay unlocked at night). Can I sill answer yes when asked for my daily cagepoints, or do I have to answer no?

I think you technically didn't touch your dick in a sexual way. So you obeyed. BTW Thank you for posting!

[hubsi82]

October 18:

Locked from 0:00 until 7:06 am and from 7:19 am for the rest of the day.
+ 14 base cagepoints

I reflected for about 30 minutes and published my thoughts here on the forum. + 20 cp

Does anyone know how I can link a forum post here?

Had a great time with my glorious dildo for the 7 day cocksucker training pledge +50/-25 cp
10 mins per day.
Also I watched 60 minutes of porn for the tease and denial pledge +60/-30 cp

Summary:
396 + 14 + 20 = 430 cage points

[SneakyGeoff]

My thoughts (updated points are in my signature)



This last week hasn't been too bad, I think I have come to terms with denial now, Miss Blake is in control of my cock and that makes me happy.
The pain task on Thursday was fun, I'm a big pain slut and enjoyed hurting myself to please Miss. The hits to the balls were especially brutal.
The cock sucking task on Friday was also fun, and I'm disappointed in myself for not getting far enough in for the pledge. I still enjoyed worshipping my dildo though!
Saturday was interesting, seeing Miss Blake got me hard straight away so no points :(
I was sadly too busy for Sundays task, but the audio task on Monday was intense, I was in a shop caged and a listening to ASMR which really made me struggle.
I messed up yesterday's task and stroked too much so no points again, I of course didn't cum though!
Lube and gloves sound like they will be fun tomorrow though!

[malachiconstant]

I loved every moment of the pain test. I oozed something sticky and stringy with all 10 pieces attached to my chest. I am a pain slut I have discovered.

Don't need to read my blog.

Spoiler: show

Thursday – I had an issue this day. I met a friend of mine at the gym (a pledge of mine). We had a great session focusing on glutes and lower body. I asked her to come back to my place afterwards and she said “Would you make a protein shake for me?” I should give some background; we have had sex a long time ago and she knows I enjoy certain things… to an extent. I of course said, “Oh, Yes, I have got some protein for you.” Note: I was taking the Yes Ma’am pledge so I couldn’t say no anyways. She laughed and then tossed her bicycle in the back of my truck and we went to my place.

To assist with inflammation I offered her a gummy (legal in my state) and then got to making our whey protein shakes. She had one and so did I. The night went on and at some point a bottle of Cabernet was opened. She started noticing I never said no to anything she asked.” Could I get a refill?” “Oh, a little more sauce on this?” “Could you move the heat up a little?” “Could you get me that blanket?” “I need a new fork.” She jokingly asked why it seemed I said yes to everything she would suggest.

I said, “Oh, just a thing I am doing this month.” ” Oh, what month is that?” “Oh, it’s Locktoberfest”

Looking back I realized at that point, the cat was metaphorically out of the bag. I had opened Pandora ’s Box. “What’s that? Like you lock something away? Like something special to you?”

I said “Well, you could say that.” She responded with, “Like what?” I was unresponsive and sort of froze. My brain, even through the THC/CBG and delicious cabernet, was frightened.

Then I had a thought, “She didn’t actually command, so my pledge is still good.” I awkwardly went to fill my wine glass. I thought Mistress would hopefully think this was a grey area. But it wouldn’t matter.

I think she realized it wasn’t phrased in a command (sounds like a jeopardy rule).

“Tell me what you locked up.” “My penis.” ‘What????”

“My penis has been in a cage since the start of this month. I take it off only at night.”

“Yeah right. Show me.” I pulled my gym shorts down, exposed my tight boxer briefs (am I the only one that needs tight briefs or panties to keep their cage in place?). I was terrified to show anymore.

She could see the outline of the cage. “What are those two indentions?” I guess I didn’t have to answer her, but I said “That’s where the lock goes.”

She got up, put her wine glass down on the counter and said “Where’s the key then?” I told her I had buried it outside under the mums plant. She said to go get it. I did as commanded and got the key. She looked at the key and then told me “I want to see this lock box. Just show me you little bitch.” We jokingly shit talk each other, this wasn’t unique back and forth for us. I pushed down my underwear and exposed it all. My heart just raced, I did it so fast.

She started to touch the cage, seeing the tip of my dickhole squirting out the opening. She asked, “Does it hurt?” I said, “Sometimes.”

She said, “What if I do this?” and she started to jiggle my case around.

For what it is it worth, I have never cum in a cage while not having something vibrate me.

She asked at the same time, “Can you cum in this?” I said, “Uh, I have but it’s sort of difficult.”

She said, “Oh, like why?” She jerked my cage a very small amount back and forth, the pinches on the bottom my cock and ring were actually pleasurable.

She responded, “I bet I can get you off. I want you to get off” Those words triggered me. That command. Fuck me. Sissy does what it is told.

I came this time. No vibration. Just ruined cum goo spilling out. My asshole squeezing as I try to hold back. I don’t know if it was the last 2 weeks of buildup, the training sessions, the porn pledge, the physical abuse I crave, but I felt my dick start to orgasm. It was so quick I didn’t know how to respond.

She pulled her hand back as the first strand of goo popped out the tip and sides of my cage all at once.

My legs trembled, my head so gone in the sky, my dick wanting so much more. I was euphoric.

She said, “Oh I am so sorry. I should probably get going. My bad”. I told her, “I am sorry, you just excited me too much. I dunno what came over me”

We talked for the next 10 minutes until her Uber showed up. Everything was fine, I just think I surprised her.

I of course had to ask Mistress Blake about my situation. I asked for leniency. My punishment was to repeat the pain day and go above and beyond (and count this in my orgasm total). I did. I beat my ass until it was near purple. I slept on my stomach that night. I attached my weighted clover clamps and went 20 minutes as they ripped my nipples. And then I crushed my balls until they hurt for two days straight. I wanted Mistress Blake to forgive me for my transgression. I hope she was satisfied.

For the dick sucking, I was hesitant to do this but I followed Mistress’ commands after failing her. I didn’t want her to feel like I wouldn’t commit to her commands post ruinanation. It seemed like forever but I believe that was the point. I didn’t commit to the pledge as I don’t think I loved it as much as Mistress’ would like me to.

I followed Mistress’ commands on being limp. Completely limp, lifeless bump attached to me.

Teasing day – This was difficult. Just moving a feather around my balls and asshole was enough for me to start leaking; it felt worse than anything pre ruined. That feeling of pre-cum as I squeeze my PC muscles and it oozes out. I had never felt such a thing before. Kudos to Mistress for having me explore this.

Monday – Picked some hypno and walked around my dorm common areas. I did feel some tightening as I have been trying to focus on bambi hypno lately (started from a link on this forum). Definitely felt a leak at some point. It was heavenly.

Tuesday – So horny. My dick needed maybe 5 strokes and was hard the entire time. I needed no porn for the max time. That ruin and this locktoberfest has me even amped up higher than before. I used all the remaining strokes the last 30 seconds. Sorry Mistress, you offered, and I am a greedy bitch.

Weds – This was a difficult day. Taking the cage off and then putting it on after a shower was very difficult. Everything seemed swollen, my balls and dick. There were a lot of pinches.

I am beyond excited for tomorrow.

[Pvcsissy]

Update

767 cp

[ChrisHolm]

Update: plus 12 CP base plus 5 CP plus 30 CP from 583 CP to 620 CP

[SlenderSissyNewbie]

I loved every moment of the pain test. I oozed something sticky and stringy with all 10 pieces attached to my chest. I am a pain slut I have discovered.

Don't need to read my blog.

Spoiler: show

Thursday – I had an issue this day. I met a friend of mine at the gym (a pledge of mine). We had a great session focusing on glutes and lower body. I asked her to come back to my place afterwards and she said “Would you make a protein shake for me?” I should give some background; we have had sex a long time ago and she knows I enjoy certain things… to an extent. I of course said, “Oh, Yes, I have got some protein for you.” Note: I was taking the Yes Ma’am pledge so I couldn’t say no anyways. She laughed and then tossed her bicycle in the back of my truck and we went to my place.

To assist with inflammation I offered her a gummy (legal in my state) and then got to making our whey protein shakes. She had one and so did I. The night went on and at some point a bottle of Cabernet was opened. She started noticing I never said no to anything she asked.” Could I get a refill?” “Oh, a little more sauce on this?” “Could you move the heat up a little?” “Could you get me that blanket?” “I need a new fork.” She jokingly asked why it seemed I said yes to everything she would suggest.

I said, “Oh, just a thing I am doing this month.” ” Oh, what month is that?” “Oh, it’s Locktoberfest”

Looking back I realized at that point, the cat was metaphorically out of the bag. I had opened Pandora ’s Box. “What’s that? Like you lock something away? Like something special to you?”

I said “Well, you could say that.” She responded with, “Like what?” I was unresponsive and sort of froze. My brain, even through the THC/CBG and delicious cabernet, was frightened.

Then I had a thought, “She didn’t actually command, so my pledge is still good.” I awkwardly went to fill my wine glass. I thought Mistress would hopefully think this was a grey area. But it wouldn’t matter.

I think she realized it wasn’t phrased in a command (sounds like a jeopardy rule).

“Tell me what you locked up.” “My penis.” ‘What????”

“My penis has been in a cage since the start of this month. I take it off only at night.”

“Yeah right. Show me.” I pulled my gym shorts down, exposed my tight boxer briefs (am I the only one that needs tight briefs or panties to keep their cage in place?). I was terrified to show anymore.

She could see the outline of the cage. “What are those two indentions?” I guess I didn’t have to answer her, but I said “That’s where the lock goes.”

She got up, put her wine glass down on the counter and said “Where’s the key then?” I told her I had buried it outside under the mums plant. She said to go get it. I did as commanded and got the key. She looked at the key and then told me “I want to see this lock box. Just show me you little bitch.” We jokingly shit talk each other, this wasn’t unique back and forth for us. I pushed down my underwear and exposed it all. My heart just raced, I did it so fast.

She started to touch the cage, seeing the tip of my dickhole squirting out the opening. She asked, “Does it hurt?” I said, “Sometimes.”

She said, “What if I do this?” and she started to jiggle my case around.

For what it is it worth, I have never cum in a cage while not having something vibrate me.

She asked at the same time, “Can you cum in this?” I said, “Uh, I have but it’s sort of difficult.”

She said, “Oh, like why?” She jerked my cage a very small amount back and forth, the pinches on the bottom my cock and ring were actually pleasurable.

She responded, “I bet I can get you off. I want you to get off” Those words triggered me. That command. Fuck me. Sissy does what it is told.

I came this time. No vibration. Just ruined cum goo spilling out. My asshole squeezing as I try to hold back. I don’t know if it was the last 2 weeks of buildup, the training sessions, the porn pledge, the physical abuse I crave, but I felt my dick start to orgasm. It was so quick I didn’t know how to respond.

She pulled her hand back as the first strand of goo popped out the tip and sides of my cage all at once.

My legs trembled, my head so gone in the sky, my dick wanting so much more. I was euphoric.

She said, “Oh I am so sorry. I should probably get going. My bad”. I told her, “I am sorry, you just excited me too much. I dunno what came over me”

We talked for the next 10 minutes until her Uber showed up. Everything was fine, I just think I surprised her.

I of course had to ask Mistress Blake about my situation. I asked for leniency. My punishment was to repeat the pain day and go above and beyond (and count this in my orgasm total). I did. I beat my ass until it was near purple. I slept on my stomach that night. I attached my weighted clover clamps and went 20 minutes as they ripped my nipples. And then I crushed my balls until they hurt for two days straight. I wanted Mistress Blake to forgive me for my transgression. I hope she was satisfied.

For the dick sucking, I was hesitant to do this but I followed Mistress’ commands after failing her. I didn’t want her to feel like I wouldn’t commit to her commands post ruinanation. It seemed like forever but I believe that was the point. I didn’t commit to the pledge as I don’t think I loved it as much as Mistress’ would like me to.

I followed Mistress’ commands on being limp. Completely limp, lifeless bump attached to me.

Teasing day – This was difficult. Just moving a feather around my balls and asshole was enough for me to start leaking; it felt worse than anything pre ruined. That feeling of pre-cum as I squeeze my PC muscles and it oozes out. I had never felt such a thing before. Kudos to Mistress for having me explore this.

Monday – Picked some hypno and walked around my dorm common areas. I did feel some tightening as I have been trying to focus on bambi hypno lately (started from a link on this forum). Definitely felt a leak at some point. It was heavenly.

Tuesday – So horny. My dick needed maybe 5 strokes and was hard the entire time. I needed no porn for the max time. That ruin and this locktoberfest has me even amped up higher than before. I used all the remaining strokes the last 30 seconds. Sorry Mistress, you offered, and I am a greedy bitch.

Weds – This was a difficult day. Taking the cage off and then putting it on after a shower was very difficult. Everything seemed swollen, my balls and dick. There were a lot of pinches.

I am beyond excited for tomorrow.

Mistress told me, she forgives you and is proud of the obedient little sissy she's making out of you.

I for one say thank you for sharing and you lucky dog!