Locktoberfest

[Medoria]

17th locktober update
Name: Medoria
Genderidentity: Male

Cage: Tiny Metal Cage
Mode: 24/7

Pledge: 1) to wear the key to my cockcage on a necklace or bracelet during the whole of locktober (potential 50 CP)
2) become a hypnoslave for a week (potential 40 CP) (completed)
3) get-in-shape three times a week for a month (potential 60 CP)
4) go to the spa appointment caged (potential 20 CP) (completed)
5) showing my purchase on the forum (potential 30 CP) (completed)
6) personal pledge, chastity hint to 20 people min in a month (potential 100) (completed)
7) yes ma'am for a week (potential 50 CP) 08.10 (completed)
8) body writing for a day (potential 20 CP) (completed)
9) deepthroat training for a week (potential 50 CP) 13.10

First Weekly Pledge: no porn for a week unless permitted ( potential 20 CP) (completed)
Third weekly Pledge: daily porn for an hour (potential 60 CP)

Basline CP: 20

Cagepoints: 1108 (5 from 23.09 and 5 from 25.09 and 7 From the event, 10 from 28.09, 132 (/5) edges and 5 (*2) ruins from 29.09, 10 from the second event, 20 from 01.10, 5 from posting on 01.10 in the forum, 20 from 02.10, 20 from 03.10 and 10 compensation, 15 from 04.10, 35 from 05.10, 30 from 06.10, 20 from 07.10, 25 from 08.10, 20 from 09.10, 20 from 10.10, 15 from 11.10, 10 CP from sole hits and 10 from butt hits and 10 from nipple clamps and 10 for ballbusting from 12.10, 25 from 13.10, 30 from 14.10, 30 from 15.10, 25 from 16.10, 30 from 17.10) + (Baseline CP 20x16) + (Pledges 4 (20), 5 (30), 2 (40), 8 (20), 6 (100), 7 (50)) + (weekly pledge 1 (20))

It was the easiest day ever, I was so horny and frustrated so staying hard wasn't hard lol

But the worst part is getting the cage on, it just doesn't want to and I ha w to work extra hard to put it in

[alex_horny]

Spoiler: show

https://spankbang.com/6flye/video/joichastity
https://spankbang.com/8jeq9/video/chastity+joi
https://spankbang.com/8jesf/video/chastity+orgasm carefully with this one

Wow, joi while in chastity is pretty cruel (in a good way). I'd probably fail the game from first video pretty fast, maybe it's a good thing I'm not allowed to unlock myself.

Also I'm glad I'm not the only one enjoying Shibby's stuff.

[alex_horny]

day 17:

Spoiler: show

This was as close to impossible as it gets. At first I was like "stay hard? easy!", so I've chosen the longest time. And staying hard was in fact as easy as I thought it would be, if not easier. But there was a hidden, implicit difficulty in the task: not cumming, while being allowed to stroke. I'd say my stamina is rather poor normally, but after 2 weeks caged, teased and denied, an hour of porn shortly before this task, and with really hot material in the background I think it took me 4 strokes to get close (or maybe I wasn't, but even a tiny bit of stimulation just felt like it? I'm not going to test that). Four strokes, within the first minute. The next ~16 minutes were like a fucking war within my mind. I had to nuke the thoughts about cumming as soon as they appeared. Even though I wanted to use up all resources I had, I only managed to stroke 17 times in total. At least I think so, counting beyond 2 in that mental state isn't all that easy. That's pretty much 1 per minute. I still don't know how I managed to hold myself back, I seriously doubt I'll be able to repeat my restrain if anything remotely similar to this day happens. It's half of "tease and denial" week though, so I'm afraid this was just a beginning. Fortunately, tomorrow is journal day, so I'll be able to make it at least a day longer...

points: 537+14 (baseline) + 30 (day 17) -> 581

[hubsi82]

October 17:

Locked from 0:00 until 6:24 am and from 6:34 am until 10:55 pm when I unlocked as instructed for todays task. Locked for the rest of the day from 11:05 pm
+ 14 base cagepoints

I selected the short time period to stay hard. Just about managed it with 42 of 50 possible strokes. Locking right back up again felt cruel but I followed along. + 10 cp

Had a great time with my glorious dildo for the 7 day cocksucker training pledge +50/-25 cp
10 mins per day.
Also I watched 60 minutes of porn for the tease and denial pledge +60/-30 cp

Summary:
372 + 14 + 10 = 396 cage points

[locktoberfest]

Spoiler: show

https://spankbang.com/6flye/video/joichastity
https://spankbang.com/8jeq9/video/chastity+joi
https://spankbang.com/8jesf/video/chastity+orgasm carefully with this one

Wow, joi while in chastity is pretty cruel (in a good way). I'd probably fail the game from first video pretty fast, maybe it's a good thing I'm not allowed to unlock myself.

Also I'm glad I'm not the only one enjoying Shibby's stuff.

Well only the first one actually instruct you to stroke, and if you paired it up with today's task you actually can follow all of Goddess' instruction just fine (I watched it before). But seeing your response to today's task, maybe it is good that you watched that ahead of time lol. The other one just have joi in the title but you don't get to unlock and stroke or nothing like that.

[SlenderSissyNewbie]

UPDATE

Just a quick word to the state of this game.

I'm running on fumes unfortunately, because I'm enjoying my pornbuddyship a bit to much . . .
. . . but I'm optimistic on getting this Locktober over the finish line.

4/7 Days complete on next week, which means only 6 days left to script!

I hope we don't loose more players. I really appreciate all of you!

[Drewstix57]

Also I'm glad I'm not the only one enjoying Shibby's stuff.

Shibby is amazing...

Update Locktober 17th

For the 1 hour porn pledge i watched some of the older videos from Marie Kaefer. I think her chastity vblogs made me buy my first cage.

I've watched Marie Kaefer's videos in the past - very classy and authentic

Personally, I'm a big admirer of Goddess Alexandra Snow

Spoiler: show

https://www.pornhub.com/view_video.php? ... f3374f0818

[ChastitySlave2017]

17th Day Locktoberfest:
Baseline cage points - 20 points
Extra cage points - 0 points

Active Pledges:
Get-in-Shape Pledge (October) - +60 points or -30 points

Adjusting CP: -70CP

Current points:
637CP + 20CP = 657 points

[hubsi82]

Reflections:

This week is all about tease and denial. Today is already day 18 of loctober 2023 and I can feel the cage doing its thing. Putting it on was difficult at first but now it just fits and clicks in place. Locking up has become somewhat normal and to be truly honest something exciting. Interesting how my sexual stimulation shifted away from my little cock and into my brain.
Going out in public, to work or to run errands, to restaurants and to visit friends locked up was unthinkable before. I was so ashamed. Now it’s just part of my nature. Annoyingly I missed the going out in public and listening to audio task because I started the tease to late in my day. This has led to me changing my priorities and I now open milovana first thing in the morning.

I try to stay locked up even in the nights. It has been quite distracting at first. I wake up once or twice a night with my cock straining in the cage and my balls almost exploding. I usually practice my cock sucking skills when this happens. Guess I might as well make myself useful.

The first unlocking a couple of days ago was a surprise. It was very easy for me to stay limp. Who would have guessed. Did my cock shrink already?
The second unlocking yesterday was another welcome surprise. I looked at my little thing and now I am sure it has shrunk. As have my balls. Staying hard was quite difficult without touching. Just about managed the short time period. Going back into my tiny pink cage was the cruel part. It fit easily but of course I felt very denied. And that was the point, right?

[ChrisHolm]

Update: plus 12 CP base from 561 CP to 573 CP

[Pvcsissy]

Reflections.

I can't believe it's the 18th, the longest I have ever made it through locktober was 16 days so I'm so thankful for this tease.
I enjoyed going to a busy shopping centre while listening to sissy audio even though I was constantly paranoid that someone would hear what I was listening to.
Being allowed to unlock myself and get hard was unexpected and a true test of my inner cage but as aroused as I got I felt like I was doing something wrong and should be back in my cage.
I feel like I can actually complete the whole month now and the only question is whether when it's over I will want to be released or if I will be so brainwashed that I will want to remain in chastity as the perfect sissy.

[Pvcsissy]

Update

734 cp

[Drewstix57]

Day 18
Weekly Reflections – Week Three

What a trip!

With all the thoughts and feelings that this week so far has brought, and looking back over the last seven days and beyond from my last musings that Mistress Skye sets as part of the mental chastity re-enforcement of this challenge the only word that can sum up where I am right now is ‘surrender.’

And this is the thing. I do not know what is more sad or pathetic. The way I try to rationalise my desire to submit or the way that when I do give in to my submission how ridiculous I feel I can be to myself and in the eyes of others (lesson learnt from day 16). I have thought long and hard about all that has happened and is happening to me. How it makes me feel? What does this all say about me? And the thing is, when approached in this way, my thoughts and conclusions do not seem rational anymore.

And this is the point of my reflections this week. I recognise now that it is all hyperbole…

The degree of anticipation, the excitement, the desire of seeing Mistress in front of me now causes me to leak a little every time. Three weeks in and I am waking up every morning with a tortured hard on (exquisite), waking in the middle of the night at times with the same situation, and all through this I have no urge to unlock my tiny cage and gratify that urge. I absolutely adore being in chastity! I have known right from the beginning of this challenge the kind of power Mistress and this tease will have over me, and at first, I have tried to deny it. In the beginning I even tried to fight it, but in taking part in this tease it has caused me to confront and acknowledge the fact that it has been a long time since I last tried to fight this, as I have done so many times before in the past with the experiences I have had. Not anymore.

I know, looking at Mistresses face, the fact of being given permission, even ordered to look at Mistresses ridiculously stunning body openly in an overt and sexual manner, engaging in the dialogue that Mistress shares that she knows exactly what I am. I am a pathetic little wanker. A man who could not even acknowledge and accept his submissiveness, and I will be honest, I could not, and I am still struggling although I have acknowledged and embraced it through trusting Mistress in this tease.

This is the reason for the beginning of this reflection in saying that the only word I can find to sum up the last seven days is ‘surrender.’ I am tired of being stuck in this limbo. I cannot deny it anymore that I want to be submissive to a ridiculously hot, strong, powerful woman, yet I keep trying to rationalise it. This is what I think is honestly most pathetic in truth and that this is what the last seven days has brought me to.

Is this what I think of my submissiveness; like a fantasy?

Is it a fantasy?

And the reality is that my submissiveness is not a fantasy anymore. It is who I am and I’m currently living it.

Being in chastity for so long and taking part in this amazing tease has caused me to wake up to this fact. My need to be controlled is as much part of me as my eye color, my body shape, my tiny locked dicklet, my genetic makeup. I simply am who I am. I am a submissive.

So, every time I think I am going to shake the habit, anytime I think I am going to want to get away from this dynamic, I realise now that I never am. This week, and especially the porn pledge has shown me that it is the person who can accept being a sub to a beautiful, dominant, assertive, controlling woman, who can realise it, internalise it, that truly can be authentic to themselves with it finds that in return can be happy. I am never going to be happy denying this. I am never going to be happy being a pathetic little wanker who only wants to satisfy their own urges for self-gratification, and I am never going to be happy wallowing in this never-ending futile cycle.

This little jerk zombie that I realise through being in chastity is who I have become now realises that I have always been looking for answers in porn to validate who I am sexually, kinkily, when the answer truthfully, I now recognise is to just accept the fact that sexually and kinkily I am submissive; this is what turns me on. Just let it go. Do not fight it. Just surrender to it.

I can be all these necessary non-submissive, centered, and self-regulating attributes required as a person to everyone else except Mistress. And that is OK. That is how it should work. And I now recognise that I can just give in and let go. I can allow myself to accept and admit that in this power dynamic, that in truth I have no control over the fact that it turns me on, I am submissive.
That this is not a fantasy. This is not a game. This is my life. This is my reality and I am so lucky that in having found this web-tease and challenge with such a beautiful, dominant, assertive, and controlling woman as Mistress is that the biggest thing, I have learnt over the last seven days, and throughout all this tease so far is that Mistress desires more than anything else this admission of vulnerability. It is that which excites her. Controlling and dominating submissives who can’t control their own urges - It gives her pleasure, dominance, power.

So, to finish this week’s reflection, life invites me from time to time to grow through challenges. Safe, sane, and consensual boundaries allow me to honor my own mental, physical, emotional, and spiritual needs. Your steady confidence Mistress reminds me that it is possible to navigate change and challenges from an expanded perspective and balanced state — rather than from fear and anxiety.

Thank-you Mistress and SlenderSissyNewbie for giving me the space to appreciate and recognise all this within this tease.

What a trip!

[ChastitySlave2017]

18th Day Locktoberfest:
Baseline cage points - 20 points
Extra cage points - 0 points

Active Pledges:
Get-in-Shape Pledge (October) - -30 points <- unsuccesful

Current points:
657CP + 20CP -30CP = 647 points

[Kaelis]

Player Profile: Kaelis

Spoiler: show

Genderidentity: Transmasc, Bi as fuck
Cage: Metal Nano thingy
Mode: 24/7 mode
Cagepoints: +5+7+10+10+20+5+20+20+20+20+5+20+20+5+20+15+20+10+20+25+20+40+20+15+20+20+5+20+10+10+10+10+10+20+25+20+15+15+20+30+20+25+20+30+20
Daily Cagepoint Baseline: 20
Pledges:
- Wear Key on Person all month (50pts)
- Week 1 Pornfree (20pts) complete
- Week 1 Hypnoslave (40pts) complete
- Month-long Excercise Pledge (60pts)
- 24hr bodywriting pledge (20pts) complete
- Week - 10 minutes of sucking a day (50pts)

Cagepoints Tally: 777

Spoiler: show

Prep Week:

Spoiler: show

23/9: 5 points
24/9: baseline +10 points (Metal, Tiny)
25/9: baseline +10 points 24/7 mode
28/9: partial shave - 7 points
29/9: 32 edges, 2 ruins: +10 points
30/9: achieved dry orgasm, +10 points from Dry as a Desert event.

1/10: Daily: +20pts+5pts. +20 pledge, +40 pledge. No baseline cagepoints. Searched chastity and hypno themed thingies. Did one of Shattered's teases, looked through some chastity captions, listened to some audio by Shibby, watched a 10 minute vid. Took Pornfree and Hypnoslave pledges. Shared image.
2/10: Baseline +20pts. Task +20pts. +60 pledge. Maintained "No other porn" pledge. Listened to a 20 minute hypno chastity file. Went down to the gym and did leg day a day early (hour and a half). And took the excercise pledge cuz its a gimme with my existing routine.
3/10: +20 baseline. +??? Task - got booted back to the main menu super fast after the timer, so not sure what the task was. Seems to be an issue that's been caught, maybe I'll have another look at it tomorrow. Listened to a 20 minute audio while jogging.
4/10: +20 baseline, +5 task - maintained excercise, hypno and no porn.
5/10: +20 baseline, +20 for being shaved. Had a really nice bath at home. +10 cagepoints. Kept up with pledges.
6/10: +20 baseline. +15 for cleaning + tasks. Got the names wrong. Maintained other pledges.
7/10: +20 baseline. Went naughty shopping - got a lovense vibe on order. +10 points. Skipping the pledges.
8/10: +20 baseline, +25 from the task, skipped the pledge, marked hypno and porn free pledgesas complete. Some good fun this one, really looking forwards to this week now
9/10: Baseline +20. Task +15. 24 hour pledge (20pts). Excited for the bondage task tomorrow!
10/10: +20 baseline, +20 from task. Good bit of fun this one! Looking forwards to Thursday!
11/10: Baseline 20, +5 for journaling, don't feel like posting.
12/10: 20 baseline + 10pts feet hits + 10pts ass hits + 10pts clothespegs.
I don’t have testicles to smack… uhh… unless you count the silicone gel prosthetic thingies that I got with my bottom surgery, but I don’t think that’s quite the same as what you were chasing with ball spanks. So I just completed the day a second time, doing 10 points worth of the other three tasks a second time. I’m tentatively marking this as “10 points earned” but won’t add them to my total until I get approval from you, or a different task you’d like me to complete instead.
Loving this event so far, and I’m kind of missing the daily hypno I was doing during week 1.
13/10: +20 baseline, +25 from sucking, took 50pt sucky glucky pledge.
14/10: +20 baseline, +15 for obeying + 15 for admission.
15/10: +20 baseline, +30 for slow and sensual teasing
16/10: +20 baseline, +25 for going shopping with the cage on and one bluetooth earbud in listening to some horny hypno.

Missed a day, so I've got some catching up to do. Two sessions back to back will be fine, surely
At least one of those days is just nice and relaxing journalling though.

17/10: +20 baseline, tried for the long timer and just barely managed it - lots of focus on my nipples. 30 points.
18/10: +20 baseline, not posting.