11.
As mentioned I haven't got time to go online yesterday, nevertheless I fullfilled 11. October today in the morning and kept being in chastity over the night until finished with the task (for the first time this year locked longer than 14hrs in one session).
My thoughts are therefore quite "influenced" by this experience, I think
As for my Journal, first written by hand (in german) in my analog journal:
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When going to the second stage the pain turned into a mix of pain and pleasure as i felt myself trying to grow - thrilling and frightening. The pleasure part now has been gone since the second Hit of the sockweapon - the pain took quite longer to leave
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