update from me: life has been really busy again lately
Anyway: FB on FB
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- Really glad you enjoyed it! I just got carried away writing so it got longer than I had initially thought! I actually had feared the ending was going to be too cruel, on the other hand I know from experience that I get so submissive during multi day sets I almost don't want a happy ending - if that makes sense
I actually got turned on a lot writing this so I had fun myself
Posting my rules, but I don't have much time to play
I will try and write a couple of sets in between.
My rules UPDATED
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I can't really deny myself a lot in real life, therefore I prefer multi day sets for specific days during which I know I'm on my own. This way I can fully dive in to the excellent writing and have a full immersive denial experience I miss in real life[/i]
Next opportunity: May 1 (evening) to May 3 (evening) - completely to myself and at home for the 48 hours.
Whatever set I receive, it's highly appreciated.
If you are interested in a multi or full day set yourself, I'd be happy to provide one.
Update under favorites: Anna Claire Clouds
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General Rules
There are two modes: normal mode and cuck mode (caged)
- normal mode (standard) as the most here I want to serve and please the girls of Milovana (esp. my favourites below) by stroking, edging and doing what they please.
- Cuck mode (in chastity) : Although it's not a fantasy in real life I do enjoyed being cucked by some favourites while caged, the hornier I get. Cucking can be girl on guy or girl on girl
Regardless of caged or not: I get most turned on by the models showing me want I can't have: their body and pleasure - either by teasing me with it or especially during cuck mode giving it to other guys instead
Both modes can work on their own, be combined and altered however you wish.
detailed rules & explanation for both modes below
Normal mode
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I start with this unless told otherwise.
Stroking
I'd like to wait a few images (at least 5,6) for my first edge
* 20 strokes for any girl on image
* +10 for bare feet
* +10 for bare breasts
* +20 for pussy
* lesbian scenes: no stroking, only frenulum massage (45sec per image)
strokes stack, if I edge too soon I'll slap my balls for the remaining strokes of the pciture lightly
Edging
*1 for Pussy reveal
*1 for soles
*1 for cumshot
Edges stack.
I edge fast after my first, so strokes will automatically result in edges soon.
Instructed edges welcome as well as additional rules, variations and moderate CBT
Cuck Mode (in chastity) - Spoiler: show
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This can be the main narrative of a set, an element or not part of it at all, though some models are ideal for it (see favorites). -> must be activated by model
During this I'm locked up while the model teases me with her words, images and actions: Not only is she taking away my orgasms, no, she's taking away my only pleasure (strokes & edges) and giving my desired orgasms to others (and herself). Cucking can also be a lesbian scene!
without further instructions I do the following:
- spend at least 30secs per image watching
- squeeze my PC muscle 10 times for penetration and instead of edges
Here is an especially hot example from GoodGirl (spoiler)
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- I can’t believe you’re actually so pathetic that you’d sacrifice your orgasm just to watch me give it to someone else

Well I was kidding before but I’m not now

Can you guess why there are 2 of them?

That’s right, because not only did you forfeit your orgasm last time, you also forfeited it today

And I decided they’re going to these two gentlemen here instead of you

How does that make you feel?

I don’t really care. You did ask for this

You’re going to sit there and watch me get fucked and you’re going to enjoy it like the cuck you are

Unlike you, these 2 can cum whenever they want and do so all the time, this’ll probably be the second time they’ve each cum today

I think they’re getting close, are you ready?

Just think that this is the result of all your hard work and the 2 orgasms that you gave up for this


Come on, just a little bit more

Oh fuck, yes! Both of you cum at the same time!

Fill my mouth and pussy!

I hope this was worth it. Enjoy the blue balls

If you want to keep watching me maybe I’ll make it so you never get to cum again

I do get very excited during this - cumming inside cage is actually possible when desperate - edges however are rather dicy
Images are preferred, short videos are fine for this too (hqporner is great), some gallery recommendations are below.
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orgasms
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Each complete set ends with exactly one release - that means either at the end of the normal set or at the end of the final day of a multi day set.
Release can be - from most likely to least likely:- ruin
- partial ruin (eg 1 stroke/finger, certain spot)
- full orgasm (though this should be a bit likelier for multi day sets
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Rare Exception for multi day sets and/or desperation status ON: *If* you end with a ruin another build up (perhaps after a break) is worth a try.
OFF (automatically *ON* from day 2 for multi day sets)
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- if this is ON, I'm especially horny and probably have been denied for some time. It's my highest level of arousal and therefore submissiveness. that means:
I enjoy the girls to be especially evil
and like noted under "Cuck Mode" to be shown what I can't have, or what I'm desperate for is taken away from me and given to others - either to the girls or by the girls to someone else
I become so submissive that...
- ...I really want to be used/abused by the girls
- ...I almost don't want a full/normal orgasm at all (at least not the easy way) and instead to be left crushed (eg with a ruin
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- ...I have low stamina. So more "cage time" might be adequat - I can actually cum/ruin inside my cage
- ...I am quite turned on by the thought of CEI and more likely to pull through - probably only if ruined

- ...another build up (perhaps after a break) is worth a try *if* the set ends with a ruin. See example below.
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- when very desperate: Ending an intense (multi day) set with a crushing ruin - then gently building me up and tricking me into the thought of a fulfilling reward just to ruin me again is end level mean

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- chastity device (balls accessable)
- Riley Reid Fleshlight (doesn't need to be connected to her character) - note: I cum very quickly using it / lose control easier
- condoms
- shoelace
- cock sleeve: I can stroke the sleeve, e.g. as a form of punishment (less sensation, more stamina) and probably could cum using it
- small paddle
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- I like anything from soft solo shots, over lesbian, hard core, feet, anything (not a great fan of anal - it's ok if it's not the focus of the shot/narrative). Harder content like BBC, group is fine, especially/preferably for cuck-mode, the longer the set goes /the more desperate i am.
I prefer pictures that belong together/scenes (stories, games) to videos - however the latter is awesome for a chastity-part or so.
(no male bi, I'm 100% straight)
Favorites
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Liya Silver my favorite dominant character
She is untouchable for me. That means: She wants me in chastity for her - stroking is the absolute exception, unlike making me watch her get fucked in any ways possible, teases me with words, body and by making others cum. Very dominant, will never grant a full orgasm and could find ways to ruin without stroking *if* she wants...she can push limits and actually was the first to make me follow through with CEI (only likely when desperation mode is ON) and I even ruined when granted my only real orgasm recently?
Uma Jolie my favorite visually
always weak for her - especially her feet
. She can be bossy, cruel, slutty cuck me what ever, but has given me some rare orgasms. Desperate to cum for her right now
- Emily Willis number 3 right now! So dirty, loves to fuck and cuck me. could perhaps challenge Liya for some power shifts and similar character traits. 10 tight head strokes for her pussy - recently announced some time with me
- Scarlit Scandal - great body, pretty feet, devilish expression while fucking- recently cucked me with another girl which was very hot. Recently me three strokes to cum, I came with the third and continued stroking. She didn't say if that was allowed but she didn't say it wasn't
1 additional edge for her ass 
Anna Claire Cloud new character tbd. Go wild. Intrigued by some shoots of hers. (see below)
- Sydney Cole - forced my first double ruin which was crushing - very dirty and slutty. loves making me watch her get fucked
- Agatha Vega - much nice and playful than the others - recently granted me a full orgasm after Eciks multi day tease with Jia
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- Naomi Swann: moving up the ranks, pretty feet, devilish expression.
- NEW: Dakota Tyler - cute - character tbd
- NEW: Riley Reid - was confused why I had her Fleshlight if she's not on my list. What does that mean for me?
- NEW: Clara Mia - haven't met her: looks cruel, playful and strict.
- Eva Lovia very devilish and dirty
- Anna Claire Cloud character tbd.
- Vanessa Alessia character tbd.
- Vanna Bardot - haven't met here yet! pretty feet, slutty, I'm intrigued
- Melena Maria She loves breaking rules and edging
- Sonya Blaze - Helped me cover up that I allowed a huge party at Liya's and even let me cum. But told her later. mean but not as strict as liya
- Gloria Sol - very soft and gentle nature while being sexy dominant. She's trying to guide me while improving my ruined orgasms to keep me aroused and desperate after. (still one is generally the max, but she might want to continue to work on me)
- Nancy A - host of the Lust B&B, let me cum last time as I had a voucher
- Katya Clover - classy but dominant, not an "easy girl"
- Alina Lopez - got jealous for not having a description here! Changed that by teasing me and ruining my orgasm last time out. fun and playful but can be quite moody!
- Caprice - was the first to cuck me of these girls while using chastity - tried to make me a full time chastity-cuck, but Liya intervened.
- Foxy Alissa- haven't met her before, looks fun
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Uma
Liya Emily- especially for Cuck mode PAUSED
Kali Roses
Melena- any mode PAUSED
no self anal, male bi (nothing of the kind), blood/watersports etc.). CEI I'm unlikely to follow through, but occasionally it can work if it's a very exciting theme and I'm in desperate mode.

















































































































































































































































































































