Which incidentally is why Im here
We all have things that make us tick. As Im a student, this usually means going out on a wednesday evening with friends, getting completely off my face and ending up in someones bathtub. Irresponsible? Probably. Lots of fun? Definitely. 
But then of course, we have our "real" desires. The thoughts and desires buried deep inside us that show our true persona.. some hide them, some don't.
So the real me.. aside from the fun I do have on that wednesday night, I am a submissive through and through. No doubt about it, and that hasn't changed for a large amount of my life. My core tells me I feel best when at a Mistresses feet, and being involved with local D/s rl scenes around the UK, as well as adventures of a more one on one kind, have only strengthened this.
I'm obedient to say the least, if I wasnt, I would hate myself, because disobeying is something that makes my skin crawl. Thats not to say I am a robot. I am full of life, dynamic and always ready to try something new, something exciting, something different. We dont have to talk about D/s all day. Debates of those kind are interesting, but I know a twist of vanilla is always welcome. I wouldnt be straying, becuase I know, and my Mistress would know, that at the end of the day, I run happily back to her feet, ready for the next task.
I fear I may have gone on quite a bit here, but one final thought.. why Milovana?
A year ago, i set my own personal record. 7 weeks, 4 days. If youve felt the long term burn that comes from chastity, you will have an idea of how I felt on that final day where my ex-Mistress allowed me to cum. But Im a person who pushes myself, so I say to all the people I look forward to meeting.. Mistresses, submissives and those unsure, push me past 8 weeks. I know I can do it.
And with that, I will leave you all for now. Talk soon,
-Brad
...eventually