Have you ever had one of these? I'm fascinated by them after I experienced one of them in my mid puberty - by accident

. I remember it being an amazing earth shattering orgasm, not just in my penis but in my whole body, literally head to toe in orgasmic bliss.
I'm not sure how I did it, all I know is I had been playing with myself for a *long* time, several nights in a row, without cumming, because I didn't want to cum in my pyjama pants and have my mom find out

. One night I had been on the edge for hours (pretty much literally) and I suddenly felt this incredible blissful feeling in my whole body, so I layed down on my side and very very softly stimulated the head of my penis; and after a certain time I shot into this indescribable cosmic orgasm. I know it sounds cheesy but there's really no way to explain this, it was absolute perfect exctasy. Due to it being caused by teasing myself and not allowing myself to cum I became interested in it, and many years later found this site to find out other people are interested in it teasing as well - for whatever reasons. Unfortunately after all these years I have not been able to experience this type of orgasm again...
I've been reading up a lot and it seems like in things such as Tantra and Toaism these orgasms are called whole-body orgasms. I've been trying for years now to experience this again but I can't seem to do it. Does anyone have experience with this? It also appears women are more likely to experience these since it is a very emotional experience and not so much caused by physical stimulation, and women are generally more in tune with their emotions..