For all these reasons I am so ashamed to have disobeyed her so soon. As part of my punishment, she has instructed me to tell you all about it and to "make it good."
My last orgasm was early in the morning of Saturday, March 7th. My Goddess had given me permission orgasm, after a little more than two weeks of denial. The conditions were that I could only cum if a lady-friend of mine was the one to give me the orgasm, and that whatever mess I made, whether in her mouth, her hand, or her pussy, I would have to clean up with my mouth. Her other rule for me is that I must email her a daily report before bed each night. This night she had instructed me to email her after completing my tasks.
Well, the task was completed, and far better than I could have hoped. After making out with my friend for a while, she took the initiative and started jerking me off. I was surprised and so excited because we had been talking about taking things slowly, and I hadn't expected her to initiate things. She gave me an amazing hand job, which was all the more incredible because I hadn't touched myself for two weeks, except for a few brief times when my Goddess had allowed. I managed to make the hand job last for a while and then came quite powerfully. Most of it got on my friends hand, while several drops landed on her and a few more landed on me. After fully enjoying the orgasm, I pulled her hand up to my mouth and began kissing it. It was obvious that she found this weird and probably a little bit distasteful, but now I was committed. I got the rest of it off of her hand and then kissed down her body to the spots I had gotten on her stomach and thigh. I kissed them off of her, and then excused myself to go to the bathroom. Once in the bathroom I scraped off what cum had gotten on myself and sucked it from my hand.
Up to this point I had obeyed my Goddess to the letter and was very pleased, not only with my behavior, but also with the outcome.
Getting back to bed, I snuggled up to my lady-friend, and we spooned for a while. My plan was to wait for her to fall asleep and then email my Goddess the good news. After about ten minutes my friend reached behind her and started jerking me off again. I thought I was completely spent, but pretty soon I was hard and not long after that, I came all over her back. Again, I licked up my mess, hoping that since Lily hadn't specifically limited me to one orgasm, and since they had both been at the hands of my friend, she might be lenient on me. Unfortunately, my weakness caused me to further disobey.
Normally I take much longer to fall asleep than my friend, but having been doubly spent, I couldn't stay awake. When I emailed Lily the next morning she was impatient and upset with me. I know that she had every right to be. I deserve whatever punishment she gives me.
I post this here for your amusement and humbly beg Goddess Lily's forgiveness once again.
Before my Goddess let me post this to you, she had me finish my punishment. I was first instructed to get a few things from the refrigerator. I got a carton of eggs, brown mustard, a large container of yogurt, and some guacamole dip. The dip was my idea. Goddess Lily had asked me to grab anything that I thought she might like. Once back in front of my computer, I was instructed to put on a bra, blouse, and skirt to accompany the panties I've been wearing since Goddess Lily found out about my disobedience. Then she had me get some lipstick, paint my lips with it, and write "WHORE" on my forehead. She laughed as I started way too big and had to rub out the letter and start again.
Then she had me grab an egg and instructed me me crack it over my head. I cringed as I thought about cleaning egg out of my carpeting, but after a moment raised it and cracked it on my head. Goddess laughed and said, "another". I cracked a second egg over my head. It ran down past my ears and onto my blouse.
She told me to crack an egg against my chest. For a while I tried slamming the egg against my chest but couldn't get it to break. Finally I jabbed my thumbs into it and it exploded at my collarbones and gushed down under my blouse. All this time, bits of egg were sreaming down my body and falling to the floor. Then my Goddess had me take two eggs, stand up, open my skirt and panties and crack them in my crotch. They immediately wetted the front of my panties and gushed to the floor.
Next she had me empty half of the yogurt on my head. It streamed down the sides of my head and covered my chest. I now felt not only cold, wet, and humiliated, but sticky as well.
After this, she instructed me to take the guacamole and smear some of it all over my face. It felt cool and chunky--not unlike vomit. Next I had to strip off my skirt and drop some dip into the crotch of my panties. The coolness, felt good, but didn't come close to compensating for the humiliation I was in. Finally she had me cover my ass with the dip and then deliver 25 hard spanks to each ass cheek. I knew exactly what the point of this was. Not only was it humiliating, but every spank scattered more guacamole across the room. Some of it is on my monitor, some of it is on my sheets, some is on the walls, and most of it is on my floor. I imagine I'll be finding droplets of dried guacamole for quite a while.
After this she told me to finish my post and submit it. So now I kneel in front of my keyboard trying desperately to keep the keys as clean as possible, and squinting one eye tightly shut to keep the spicy mustard out of it. The other I've wiped against my shirt several times, but it is watering freely.
I am sorry. And now I know just how vindictive and devious Goddess Lily can be when she is disobeyed. I will do everything in my power to make sure I never need to be punished again. Thank you, Milovana, for reading my confession. I hope it has amused you. Thank you, Goddess, for teaching me obedience and giving me incentive to continue to obey. Thank you so much!
Humbly Yours,
Jace
