Oh my goodness... No way. I can't believe it ended up this way! I'm kicking myself!
Okay, from the top. I found some time late this evening and I was so excited to finally experience that mind-blowing orgasm we've been waiting all week for. The ten minutes of stroking were blissful, imagining your lips all over me
I was in heaven.
While resting I thought about how I could reach orgasm. I didn't know whether you thought the Fleshlight was cheating or not, and even though it feels absolutely amazing I thought maybe it would be too easy and not in the spirit of making us work for that release. I thought about what might impress you, and I decided I would come without touching my penis at all.
I did something I haven't done in quite a while - I got out my dildo. Now I knew this wouldn't be easy, but I have managed to have a "hands-free orgasm" once before and I felt really worked up from all your teasing and denial this week, so I thought it was worth a shot. And it felt great to use it, I was really in the mood for it! I made sure not to touch, only to focus on what I was doing. I thought back to what you've had us doing this week, I thought about all the images you've uploaded in the past, I thought about the webteases you wrote all those years ago, and how honoured I am to be doing these tasks for you after only knowing your legacy... I thought "Oh wow, I feel myself getting closer, closer to the edge, I think I might be able to do this" and then I noticed the time - I'd gone way over the 10 minutes!
Aarrggh, I'm still not over it
I felt so torn. There was such a strong primal urge to just stroke myself to an explosion, but the stronger part of me will always be to obey your instructions, and so I stopped and tried to calm down. Wow, I was so frustrated. I still am frustrated! That'll teach me to try and be clever, haha!
As I lie in bed, horny and jealous of the subs who managed to enjoy happier endings, I'm wondering about what happens now. I failed to reach orgasm today, so can I just have one tomorrow if things go back to normal?
Most of all I'm feeling grateful. You've put so much effort into this and I'm so happy to have experienced being under your control. I hope you've enjoyed yourself too and I hope there's more to come!
Thank you, Miss Jay.