John and My lifestyle i guess is kinda complicated and is pretty hard to explain. I guess you could say John and i are both switches. Except i am more on the dominant side and John is more on the submissive side. I had never heard of teasing and denial before john introduced me to it but now i find i have a few fantasies relating to the subject.
Even though we have fun with teasing and denial, me being dominant and everything, there are some times when i give in to my womanly desires and we have a break. On a break we basically hide the belt in a drawer and completely forget we hve ever used it. On a break we are like a normal young couple. Which is really fun, and it keeps us refreshed. Its good for me because there are some days where i just want to picked up and thrown on the bed. And also i know john gets frustrated and angry that he cannot cum when he wants.
Although we practice bdsm, chastity etc. There are some things we have fantasies about but we will never do. I know for instance we both have had cuckolding fantasies. I would be interested to see what it would be like to fuck another man while having John tied up watching, and staying in his prison. But its weird, i have dreamt about this, but i wouldnt ever want to do it full stop. I do love John and wouldnt want to disrespect him like that. I think the closest thing to this i would ever do is to experiement with a woman and have john watch while being frustrated, or even letting him join in so we could tease him. But i dont think it would ever happen.
So i guess, like Jenna, i find that being dominant all the time becomes stale, so we just have breaks regulary so counter that. It works and we are both very happy
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