It's Friday again and I wish it would just go away. My progress has come to an absolute stop and I have been quite close to giving up. I suppose that the next 2 weeks will determine whether I go on to reach my goal or chicken out.
I'm set to work hard on avoiding option no. 2 .
even though I cann't seem to avoid my weekly ration of punishment however hard I try
@WhatsInAName: You're pretty brave to restart almost at the end of the thread. Let me aplaud you
@Banquo: It's good to see you back. I surely missed you.
@Uce: If you can keep going at the present rate, how many orgasms would you have before you reach the end of the thread ? (Just envy talking - it's nice to have you on board )
@illtaket42 Assuming this rate would keep going and that Della allows me an orgasm everytime I beg (and does not add a twist), I would have about 75-85 more orgasms before I reach the end of the thread. Of course there will be new posts added in that time, so probably around 100.
It happened again : I took one edge too far. In an attempt to get to the end of the thread I became overeager. The breaks after each edge became shorter and were insufficient to cool down.
I ruined it of course but that doesn't make me feel any better. After more than half a year I messed it up.
Uce wrote:@illtaket42 Assuming this rate would keep going and that Della allows me an orgasm everytime I beg (and does not add a twist), I would have about 75-85 more orgasms before I reach the end of the thread. Of course there will be new posts added in that time, so probably around 100.
Now that sounds like an interesting journey. Perhaps you should try it
Uce wrote:@illtaket42 Assuming this rate would keep going and that Della allows me an orgasm everytime I beg (and does not add a twist), I would have about 75-85 more orgasms before I reach the end of the thread. Of course there will be new posts added in that time, so probably around 100.
Hmmmmmmm keep going Uce, try again in 15 targets maybe you will get lucky again. Honestly you would think I was counting this stuff out for more entertaining reading lol. But no I just pull targets out of hats and hope for the best
"To anyone who has stood at someones side and looked into the abyss and found both charm, attraction and love, for we are not made up only of our light and happiness but also our darkness and sorrow. To deny the darkness of yourself is to deny half of who you are, and when you love, truly love, you need to love the whole person not just the part that smiles and waves, but the part that thinks murderous thoughts and knows that pain is both pleasure and temptation, but still thinks puppies are really cute" -LKH
"I am Nature's arm. Her spirit. Her will. Hell, I am Mother Nature, and the time has come for plants to take back the world so rightfully ours! 'cause it's not nice to fool with Mother Nature.- Poison Ivy
"I pray you pass out drunk with your best friend and wake up with his and her tattoos"- Jared and the Long Road to Love
"You do what we want, or I will peel your mind away like the layers of an onion. You DO believe I can do that, don't you?"- Nikolaos
illtaket42 wrote:
It happened again : I took one edge too far. In an attempt to get to the end of the thread I became overeager. The breaks after each edge became shorter and were insufficient to cool down.
I ruined it of course but that doesn't make me feel any better. After more than half a year I messed it up.
I'm sorry Della. I await your verdict.
*hugs 42* I am sorry this happened again and that I took so long to respond. Hmmmmm take a couple of days if you need it to recompose yourself. I know the twist and punishment have been slow going lately. Maybe just take a week off. This is not me kicking you out, it is me looking out for your mental wellbeing we all get burned out sometimes.
"To anyone who has stood at someones side and looked into the abyss and found both charm, attraction and love, for we are not made up only of our light and happiness but also our darkness and sorrow. To deny the darkness of yourself is to deny half of who you are, and when you love, truly love, you need to love the whole person not just the part that smiles and waves, but the part that thinks murderous thoughts and knows that pain is both pleasure and temptation, but still thinks puppies are really cute" -LKH
"I am Nature's arm. Her spirit. Her will. Hell, I am Mother Nature, and the time has come for plants to take back the world so rightfully ours! 'cause it's not nice to fool with Mother Nature.- Poison Ivy
"I pray you pass out drunk with your best friend and wake up with his and her tattoos"- Jared and the Long Road to Love
"You do what we want, or I will peel your mind away like the layers of an onion. You DO believe I can do that, don't you?"- Nikolaos
DellaRoss wrote:*hugs 42* I am sorry this happened again and that I took so long to respond. Hmmmmm take a couple of days if you need it to recompose yourself. I know the twist and punishment have been slow going lately. Maybe just take a week off. This is not me kicking you out, it is me looking out for your mental wellbeing we all get burned out sometimes.
Thank You Della for keeping me.
The last few hours - not even 2 days - have left me horny and desperate to stroke to an extent where I find it hard to control the urge. I guess it will be a tough 7 days keeping my hands to ... errr NOT to myself
And I guess You are right. A break or a change of pace should put me back on the rails again
DellaRoss wrote:
Hmmmmmmm keep going Uce, try again in 15 targets maybe you will get lucky again. Honestly you would think I was counting this stuff out for more entertaining reading lol. But no I just pull targets out of hats and hope for the best
Alright 15 more, I'll get there. No touching and just waiting for an answer is actually much more frustrating than edging.
I could not wait and immediately started stroking again and it felt soooo good Also I already got 6 more edges
WhatsInAName wrote:Della provided me with a new target.
As of now, I'm playing again, and falling back to my "check the thread in the weekend"-routine.
Have fun with these, and see you all next week!
So here we go on a hunt for your new target. I just hope, we don't find it too fast
Della: Thank you for the warm welcome :) Nonexcistent cookies or no.
I am however very sorry to say that real life took over for a while and forced me to drop out of the game. I hope you will allow me to start again with the same target (or of course something else if you desire), and if you feel like it a twist for having to start over again. It will not happen this time, your game is far too exciting for yet another distraction :)
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(and does not add a twist), I would have about 75-85 more orgasms before I reach the end of the thread. Of course there will be new posts added in that time, so probably around 100. 
It's good to be back. 
