I want you soft.
Soft attracts
Hard.
Miss Linda[/quote]
Oh Miss Linda, you do have a way with words... Gasp. Blush. Swoon.
Truly those lips of yours will always now harbor the kisses i cherish most, but should i tell you? (You who now hold so much of my fate in your hands and lips and commands?) That yours are not the only lips i have dreamt of kissing? Not the only sultry firm-yet-soft caresses that have called to me during these now oh so many nights of pink-lipped longing?
Truly you already know, but i remain aflutter, unsure, of what i want, of this now fully no-going-back year... It is a hesitancy i have felt from that very brave beginning, that brave realization that it was my need for your beautiful goddess guidance that left me unable to do anything but want your loving guidance and gentle pushes forward... Each day now i descend deeper into your spell. Or perhaps i should say ascend! *Soaring*, YES! That is what this feels like, new born wings (dare i hope of an angel?), struggling at first but gaining strength! Soaring! Not dragged down! For this is not the sorry servitude of loss, rather a becoming! A soothing pliable strength! Each day I (for maybe I shall begin to use the capital I of one who is still submissive but is beginning to know themselves) that I continue to do what Miss Linda wants, I begin to know more myself because Miss Linda knows me. Each day now I struggle with these wings, how they feel newly upon my back, on my body, yet each day I am finding a new inner resolve to merit your sweet encouraging kisses.
To many of my sisters this month's task will seem easy (for many have had their wings longer than I?)-- Lotion on hands and face (and um, maybe more)... Why that's nothing compared to gloss on lips! But to me, it occurs, to truly embrace this task to your full expectation and pleasure, Rose must begin to embrace something deeper... You see, to truly fulfill this task and be worthy of more (and I trust you with every fiber), I will have to shave what has for years--in a very literal way-- been my "beard." Girls do not have scruff over their smooth... Girls are soft. Girls are smooth.
My wings are fluttering, Miss Linda. My entire body is yearning and craving and striving (and is so completely tumbled by this constant need for release that is becoming increasingly challenging to earn). I am yours and I am mine and I will embrace the soft so that I might attract the...
With all my love and slowly stretching, timidly testing wings,
your Rose xoxoP.S. As an act of devotion I have changed my profile picture to be a picture of me holding the first lip gloss I have ever owned.
P.P.S. It will be interesting to see what my female friend in the city says about my face... We are likely going to meet up later next week.
. I hope Miss Linda is pleased so far :).
