30 Day denial challenge

[EasilyStopped]

I'm seven days in, so I started last Tuesday. I have a lot of free time on the weekend.

I've not seen that vid or any of Ms. Julies. I've been so busy lately that I've been catching up on the backlog of porn I bookmarked but never watched.

[tantricforever]

Still hanging in there?

[edit Feb 12th]
I'm on day 14 with 1520 points. Hoping to last until at least day 15, which will be a new personal record.
Just one more day to go for a new record... and half way of the entire goal. I doubt I'll make it to 30, hitting 15+ will still make me happy.

[EasilyStopped]

Afraid not. I got to twelve days with a total of 2471. My girlfriend was in the mood over the weekend, but at least I got 15 minutes of doubled blowjob time before cumming almost immediately after penetration. I'll probably give it another shot after Valentine's Day.

[Ms. Julie]

A video to give you guys a challenge. Short, but I think you'll still have a hard time lasting.

https://mega.co.nz/#!59EH3BIb!OOBk0onls ... rDHTH4xbmU

[tantricforever]

Day 15!
1650 points. :) Exciting to be in new territory.

@Ms. Julie
Thanks for the video! I love the idea of the hypno videos (and audio I tried after your previous posts) but I have trouble letting go. In particular I can't accept that this random girl is going to be the 'most important thing to me', etc. etc. That spot is reserved for my wife. If they took a pure 'desire/lust' angle I might be able to relax enough to feel those effects.

[Ms. Julie]

trantricforever,

Yes I definitely understand that. You have to treat it as fantasy (because of course it is just fantasy), but if you can't let your mind do that then you won't enjoy it. It's like watching a sci-fi movie where the abuse of the "laws of physics" bothers you so much you just can't accept the premise and get into the story.

[tantricforever]

That is an interesting angle and it seems like it would be difficult to pull off. If you are actually in a trance state wouldn't that mean you truly accept the reality internally? That seems like it would be totally different then passively suspending your disbelief for a movie.

It's like you'd have another meta-layer in your head. Yes, I'll honestly accept that 'you are my world' but not really, its just a fantasy?

There have been times I've realized I was dreaming and as such I did things in that dream that I wouldn't do in real life. I've never been hypnotized before but would it feel something like that?

[Ms. Julie]

Your dream analogy is a very good analogy. You might have an amazing dream of being dominated by Taylor Swift and may even have a real orgasm during this dream, but you don't wake up feeling like you love her or are controlled by her and somehow 'bound' to her. You might become temporarily obsessed with Taylor Swift as you search the internet trying find new material to help you relive the arousal you felt during the dream, but this quickly fades.

Hypno dommes can create feelings of arousal and they can create associations (such as associating the arousal with them or an object), but that is basically the limit of their power and control. This can be done outside of hypnosis as well, like Tara Taintain and other JOI dommes do. They need to constantly create new material that feeds this fantasy or the association will die. Fetish and fantasy need constant novelty or the association loses it's potency and fades away, so even this 'power' is limited.

[tantricforever]

Hi, my two cents on it, if I may...

For me it gets easier after first couple weeks, yes. And then it goes easy for like two weeks, then it's hard again for few days, then easy again for a while and so on. It might be just me but I find that it is not an even ride for me. Sometimes there are ups and sometimes there are downs for how much horny I am or how bad I wanna orgasm. I don't know is it mental or are those just my hormone levels that are fluctuating but it's like that. Horny periods are way shorter than easy periods tho. But when I get back to horny mode it's so much harder than first few weeks because I know how long it's been and it makes me even more horny - the thought of it.

So I still enjoy it when I go for longer. Maybe not so much just pure physical arousal due to hormone levels , like for the first few weeks, but different aspects of it - the mental arousal, if that makes sense.

I'm experiencing something similar now. It's much easier now then it was in days 7-12. Although I thought I'd be disappointed at the lower intensity its actually very nice. I'm decently relaxed and even feel satisfied at times. Making it to 30 days actually seems like a realistic goal. To be honest the 'frenzy' level when this stuff peaks makes it pretty hard to function normally and have a productive day. I don't think life would let you stay in that zone for weeks on end.

[Ms. Julie]

trantricforever,

But frenzy is the fun part! That why when your arousal starts to ebb slightly you need to be instructed to tease and edge and other fun things to keep you there. Just think, WWJD?

[tantricforever]

This next week will be interesting. My wife is in Florida for a week with some of her girl friends.

That will push me back to videos which doesn't have the same natural 'time to stop' that regular sex always ends with. I'll try to work through all three of yours again. ;)

Edited Feb 22nd. Frenzy video knocked me out. :(
Still, it was a good run and I'm excited to have gone a week longer then previous record.