Day 1
Thank you Della for letting me join your game and for being generous with your target and starting point, I won’t need to worry about going months without release, now I only need to concentrate on maintaining control and worry about the fact that my begging skills might be rubbish as I’ve never had to beg before.
I started off this evening stroking quite slowly, not wanting to get too excited too soon and confident that my target would show up quite quickly. I was taking time to drink in each picture and really paying attention to details of pictures I may have previously scrolled past when I wasn’t playing the game if they didn’t instantly catch my eye. Pages and time ticked by, and after more than an hour of stroking that first edge was still nowhere to be found, I started to wonder if my target would turn up today. I really want at least one edge on my first day, to get off the mark as it were. Eventually my target did raise its head and I was surprised as just how happy to see it I was when I finally spotted it.
After my edge had subsided, and heartened by having found my target, I carried on hoping for a second before calling it a night. Alas, after completing page 115 and over 90 minutes stroking, I was quite sensitive and an accidental edge was becoming a real possibility, so I thought it best not to be greedy and be content with the one edge that I had today.
The length of time spent stroking, the time between edges, and not even knowing if I will get to edge during any given session is going to make this a very different experience to the jerk off instruction videos and web teases that I’m used to, but it’s an experience I doubt I’ll regret taking part in.
Now I just need to try to get some sleep despite still being very much aroused.
