My first post here

[Madden]

Hello, my name is <ahem> Madden, I'm 46, and live in North Carolina. I thought I'd take a moment to introduce myself. Last week I followed a link to this site. I didn't know it was a Web-tease for an Aneros. I don't own one, but I looked around, and was amazed by what I saw and read.

I always suspected that I was perverted. I'm kinda submissive, with fantasies about being done with a strap-on (my wife used a dildo on me a few times, but she really wasn't into it, which spoiled the mood for both of us), creampies and cum eating (once on my birthday, she sat on my face after sex, an made me lick her clean. I enjoyed it, but she thought it was gross.), and spanking (she will occasionally spank me, but it's playful, not Role-playful.)

For years, I've had bi-curious fantasies. They started after she gave me the most incredible blowjob I've ever had. Lying there afterwords, gasping for air, I said that I wished she had a dick, so that I could show her just how good that felt. She looked at me shocked, and asked “You'd suck a dick?” I replied that I wasn't sure, and really wouldn't know, unless I was put in the situation of being on my knees, with one in front of me.

The thought of having sex with another man, doesn't interest me, except for the whole submissive part. I wonder what it would be like to be lying face down on the bed, and have some one enter me, knowing that it was for their pleasure, and wouldn't be ending until they were satisfied.

My wife has a medical problem, if we have sex with or without a condom, she tends to end up with a urinary track infection, so I usually only get to have sex when she really needs it. This leaves me alone to take care of myself. Due this, and the fact that I've been unemployed for over a year, I've become, as one of my English friends put it “a bit of a chronic wanker.” It's become more routine and less of a thing to do for enjoyment.

I used to just take two or three minutes to “take care of business”, but last year I found a series of six audio stories on Literotica.com. They are called “Feeling Bossy” and were unbelievable.
The woman who recorded them, takes control. In the first couple, she has you sticking fingers in your anus, and masturbating. The third one, she has you use a dildo on yourself, while she guides your stroking. The fourth one, required panties. I found pink pair of my wife’s in the rag bag, that were stretched enough to fit. As I listened to the recording, I was literally dripping precum through the material. The fifth one was a fantasy of hers, where she brings two of her male subs together. That one had me squirming, but I played along. The sixth and final one She teases and talks you through jerking off into a cup and drinking it. For years I had wanted to try that, but always lacked the will, after cumming. With her encouragement, I did it, and have played that tape several times since.

Recently, I discovered Hypno Erotica, and have had some fun with various recordings. Before I found this site, I'd never tried edging, stroking or denial. One of the first Web-teases that I did told me to do those things, and I really enjoyed it. The tease ended with me to ruining my orgasm. I looked it up and gave it a try. OMG! It felt like someone was siphoning the sperm out of me, as it slowly flowed up my shaft and dribbled onto the desktop. I went to wipe it up, but looking at the huge puddle, I felt compelled to lick it off the desk instead. It was odd, I was both disgusted and turned on at the same time. Meanwhile, I felt no relief, and my erection refused to go away. I tried it again, the next day, but went too far, and ended up having a full blown orgasm.

Having read the files of Princess Penny and Mistress Jennifer's recent games, I joined the site, hoping to enter the next such game.

Then I decided to deny myself for awhile, the next day I played the “Journey for my Body” Tease.
After performing acts I never dreamed of doing, at the end, when told to cum, I flipped a coin. I guessed wrong, and had to abstain.

Thursday I decided I would try to reenact the Princess Penny game, just to see if I could survive it. But first having never even heard of an “Edge Ladder” on Friday I thought I should give it a go. I laid back on the bed and tried the 10 rung one from the challenge. All I can say is WOW. After yesterday's denied orgasm, getting to the first edge was easy. Holding it for 10 seconds wasn't hard. 10 seconds later I had grabbed some hand lotion and was stroking again. Holding it for 20 seconds was a bit more of a challenge. I found that if I stopped stroking and instead rubbed my thumb and forefinger on the shaft just behind the head, I could maintain the edge without fear of going over. The 30, 40, and 50 second rungs breezed by.

At 60 seconds, I was leaking so much precum, that it was difficult to get enough friction to reach an edge. After what seemed like an eternity, I reached it and successfully held it. After the pause, the 70 second rung was easier to reach and hold. During the cool down, something changed. My erection,, wilted away. As I stroked for the 80 second edge, I didn't begin to swell again, until right before I hit the edge. The same thing happened on the 90 and 100 second rungs.

During the 100 second rest, I was overcome with a feeling of euphoria, the kind you get when eating chile peppers. The 100 second edge came quickly, and the hold seemed to take forever, it felt so good, I was tempted to go all the way, but I held out. 90 seconds came quickly, and 80 seconds equally so. While rubbing to hold the 70 second edge, I think rubbed the edge of the crown too much because I suddenly got the urge to pee. During the rest period, I ran to the bathroom and did so. There wasn't enough time to get back to the bed, so I was forced to perform the rest of the ladder in the bathroom. While standing in front of the mirror, I got to stare into my own eyes as I accomplished the 60, 50, and 40 rungs.

The next crisis occurred on the 30 second rung. I had left the hand lotion by the bed, and was drying out, so in desperation I ran splashed some warm water on my hand and began stroking. The built up lotion got incredibly slick, and the added warmth from the water felt incredible! When I hit the 30 second edge, my cock had become swollen harder and thicker than I have ever seen it. The head usually a light pink, was almost plum colored. The 30 second rest went way too quick, I don't think I came off the edge. 20 seconds took no time at all, and it was all that I could do to keep from thrusting my hips as I edged for the final 10 seconds.

I succeeded, but was forced to stand there shaking for a few minutes, before I dared to wash myself, and get dressed. I spend the rest of the day with a minor case of “Blue balls.” My wife was going out with some friends, so I was left alone. Still extremely sensitive, I decided to tempt fate. I would roll a 6 sided die. On a 1-2: I could cum, 3-4: I would ruin it onto a saucer of rice and eat it or 5-6: I wait another day. I rolled a 6 and went to bed incredibly horny that night.

Speaking of going to bed, the rules for Princess Penny said that the players are required to sleep naked. I've never done it before, preferring to sleep in a pair of underwear, and a sleeveless t-shirt. Stripping naked, and crawling between the sheets was not a big deal, but around 2:30am I found out just how devious this rule would be. I awoke with a throbbing erection. As it twitched, it would rub against the sheets, the friction provided just enough stimulus to keep it twitching. Every time it started to go soft, it would slide along the sheet, starting the whole process again. Sometime during the ordeal I managed to fall back to sleep.

Saturday I decided would be a normal day, with no touching except bathroom breaks and showers. And todau I will attempt the first “Penny Task”.

[Madden]

Last intercourse: 12/25/13 Weight: 297.6
Last orgasm: 1/28/14 Stomach: 53”

Denial Challenge: Day 1

The challenge for today is to stroke to an edge. Easy enough, except, that in order to earn strokes, you have to answer 13 questions. Each correct answer wins you 10 strokes. Each incorrect gives you 10 ball slaps!

I didn't do very well. I only got 4 of the 12 multiple choice questions correct. This equals 40 strokes and 80 ball slaps. Question 13 is an essay question that based on whether the Princess likes or dislikes your answer, awards strokes/slaps for each word. Rather than writing an essay, that wouldn't be graded, I took a random sample of the submitted entries and got an average of 66 words. I then flipped a coin, Heads: She liked it, Tales: Not so much. Naturally I got tales, and the extra 66 slaps.

So today after delivering 146 stinging slaps to my balls, I get to try for an edge with 40 strokes. Failure will result in an additional punishment tomorrow.

First the ball slaps. I chose to do 50 standing with my legs spread, the slaps coming from below. 50 kneeling, balls hanging down, the slaps coming from behind. The final 46 were delivered lying on my back, knees drawn up, the slaps hitting the front. For a slapping device, I chose a rubber spatula with a 4” wide and 6” long thick rubber blade. The other day, I used it for a tease, and it delivers a nice stinging slap. My nipples are still a bit tender <smiles>.

After completing the slaps, one delivered every 3 seconds, and hard enough that I'm sure Princess would approve, I began to stroke slowly so as to enjoy each of my meager 40 strokes. Sadly, I must report a failure. It felt fantastic, and with another 10-20 stokes, I could have made the edge, but it looks like I'll be doing some additional punishment tomorrow.

I put the weight and stomach measurement on the post, because today, my wife and I are starting a 6 week, supposedly lifestyle changing food plan. Putting the numbers out in public, adds some incentive to report good news. I'll update them weekly.

And now for a long, touchless day, waiting for the Superbowl to begin.

[arthurb]

If you are going to work your way through Princess Penelope's thread, you are in for an amazing journey.

You be will missing the delight of Her Highness's direct control, but it looks like you can be inventive and dedicated.

Enjoy.

P.S. You would already be on Princess's shit list, since your profile isn't filled out

[Madden]

Last intercourse: 12/25/13 Weight: 297.6
Last orgasm: 1/28/14 Stomach: 53”

Denial Challenge: Day 2 (Part 1)

Last night (Thank you arthurb) I was informed that because I hadn't followed instructions and properly filled out my profile, I would be starting the game on the “Shit List” great way to go WOFO!

Because I am on the “SL” I should have performed a punishment task prior to yesterdays task. I will do the punishment first today. The Punishment is to kneel on uncooked rice for 5 minutes. I then have to pick up each grain one at a time while repeating the mantra “I will obey Princess Penny's orders” If I lose track of count, I will need to dump out the bowl and start over. I then get to do a slow stroke once for each grain of rice.

In preparation for my punishment, I took a scoop of rice from the container, stripped naked, kneeled, and apologized for my transgression. Asking permission to begin my punishment, I scattered the rice in two piles, set my timer for 5 minutes, positioned my knees in the middle of the piles, and hit start. Sliding the timer behind me, so I couldn't stare at it, I bowed my head in submission, placed my hands behind my back, and waited.

Kneeling on the rice didn't hurt as much as I expected it would, but I'm in no hurry to repeat the process. After what seemed like an hour, the timer went off. I brushed the imbedded rice from my flesh, and began the next part of the punishment. For the next 48 minutes would I pick up a single grain of rice and stated “I will obey Princess Penny's orders” and set the grain in a cup. I did this 693 times. The irritation of the grains getting under my fingernails, actually began to hurt more that the kneeling had. Finally after ensuring that I has gathered all the rice, with a sweep of my hand. I once more bowed, apologizing to Princess Penny for not following orders, and for wasting rice. Rose unsteadily to my feet, and got dressed.

Now it's time for 693 slow strokes. I set a metronome to 30bpm. After 40 strokes, it started feeling good enough that I knew I wouldn't last, so I slowed down to 20bpm and was able to maintain this pace, only speeding up when I started to go soft. The punishment strokes took me 39 minutes in total, leaving me a dripping tingling mess. Looks like I'll have to wait till later to attempt today’s task, and yesterdays punishment.

[Banquo]

Great to see new people joining, sounds like you are having fun doing Penny's tasks

[Arushita]

Looks like you will have a great Time with Princess Task´s and i hope you will last until the end

I am curious what you decide to do for the Last Day, we all got a Special Task

Anyway Keep it up, you will have such an amazing and frustrating experience

[Madden]

Denial Challenge: Day 2 (Part 2)

I'm sitting here trembling, having just completed the task for today. It was a 10 rung edge ladder. I had successfully completed one the other day, so I knew I could do it. However, it's been 6 days since my last orgasm. This longer than I've gone in months, so I was afraid it would be an even bigger challenge this time.

Lucky for me it wasn't as hard as I feared. It took much longer than I thought it would to reach the first edge. Hold for ten, rest for ten. The 20 second edge came much quicker, and I held with no trouble. The 30 second edge was on me really fast, and it felt so good! It was tempting to let it go and fail, but I held it. The feelings must have flipped a “pleasure circuit breaker”, because it took over a minute to get to the next edge, which I held while thrusting into my hand.

The 40 and 50 second rungs, took less time to reach, and were easy to hold. During both rest periods my erection went completely away. This happened the last time as well, so I stroked on, the closer I got to the edge, the harder I became. The 60, 70, 80, and 90 second rungs were much the same. When I finished holding the 100 second rung, I was overcome with the need to pee, so I grabbing the lube, and sprinted to the bathroom.

Once again I was forced to do the rest of the ladder, standing in front of a mirror. The 90 and 80 second rungs, felt so good, that I spent the entire hold time, thrusting my hips. Once again it was so tempting to just let it go.

At the 70 second rung, my dick looked huge, If only it were that long and wide all the time! The rest of the ladder passed without incident. When it was over, I leaned on the sink, happy to have pulled it off, but frustrated that I was finished stroking for the day. The next part of the task is to write something on my body. In honor of being on the “Shit List” I wrote “P P S L” on my balls. The entire ladder took just over an hour.

Because, I wasn't in too bad shape, I decided to attempt the punishment that I owed for failing to edge on the first task. The punishment is to lube up and palm for 5 minutes without reaching an edge. Having never tried this before, I didn't know what to expect. Now that I'm finished, it seems more like a punishment that a pleasure technique. At the end of 5 minutes, my head was irritated, and the pee hole burning. I was never in any danger of hitting a edge, and I hope I don't have to try that again anytime soon.

Here it comes, as I sat here typing this, I starting to get that slightly uncomfortable blue balls feeling.

[Madden]

Banquo,

Thanks. I'm glad I discovered this place. There's a certain liberation in the anonymity, of posting like this. I can tell secrets, that would have me tossed out of "polite society" :)


Arushita,

Thanks for the kind words. I only read the game messages up to the first task, so I have no idea what's coming next. If by chance I should last till the end, maybe someone in the forum could offer up a suitable replacement task? We'll burn that bridge when we get there. I don't think I've ever gone more that 10 days without some sort of relief. :)

[SexualChoc]

I noticed your foot note with denial dates and weight..
Brovo!! for working on you wight and waist line As well as sexual denail
that is a LOT of denial!!!

to milovana as well!!!

[Madden]

I noticed your foot note with denial dates and weight..
Brovo!! for working on you wight and waist line As well as sexual denail
that is a LOT of denial!!!

to milovana as well!!!

Thanks, My wife's church has decided to try the 6 week version of the Daniel Plan. I'd be pretty dickish, if I continued to eat pizza and cheeseburgers, while she dined on the biblical version of rabbit food. Plus I'm not getting any younger, so it really is time to try get into some kind of shape.

Every year, we usually do the Special K diet for two weeks, just to detox from all the crap we eat during the holidays. I can usually lose 15 pounds during this period. If we keep up the healthier eating I can get get down around 260. I'm still overweight, but I feel good. Then in November, my parents come to visit for two weeks. I really don't think they like skinny people. They bring an ass load of home made cookies, and fruit breads, plus we end up eating out every night. By the time they leave, and the holidays are over, I'm right back where I ended the previous year.

So far, I've managed to make some minor changes. I've stopped using sugar in my tea. We switched to Almond Milk, instead of our usual 1% milk. I'm eating Greek Yogurt with fruit on it instead of sandwiches. Last night for dinner we had roasted brussel sprouts, carrots, and cauliflower, with chicken breasts cooked on top. Tonight I'm making spaghetti squash with homemade tomato sauce and some turkey sausage cooked in it.

I really don't eat that much, but like my baseball coach used to say "Anyone can get fat, the trick is to be able to maintain." Hopefully the little changes will have an effect, and we can keep at it. I'll find out next Sunday when I check the numbers.

[Madden]

Denial Challenge: Day 3

Last night was interesting, the foreskin of my penis, was slightly swollen (probably from all the recent abuse.) It didn't hurt, but did cause a gripping sensation. Twice in the night I awoke, with a throbbing erection. I think if I had thought hard enough, I could have had a hands free orgasm. Instead, I got a cold drink of water, and tried not to think happy thoughts, until I fell back to sleep.

It was suggested that the participants answer the following 12 questions. So here are my answers:

1)When did I lose my virginity? I was, 19 going to school in Phoenix AZ. It was our weekly poker night. Entry was $5 and a 6 pack of beer. During the game, I managed to lose my laundry money, but drank enough beer to get pretty drunk. I went out on the rear patio, for a quick smoke, stretched out on a patio chair and fell asleep.

My friends roommate came home from work and found me sleeping. He woke me up and told me to go sleep in Mark's room, because everyone else was sleeping in the living room. I crawled into bed, and was later awakened by Marti, she had come looking for a more comfortable place to sleep. I said she could join me, I was too drunk to molest her. She laid down, but couldn't get to sleep, saying she need to fuck. “What about you" she asked, as she rubbed my crotch. I said, I would rather sleep, and she got “drunk chick whiny”.

Finally wanting to go back to sleep, I told her, I was still pretty buzzed, but if she could make it work, she could use it. She took off her clothes, pulled off my pants, and went down on me. When I was hard she
climbed on me and rode me till she came. She then went down on me again, until I came, and the went to
sleep. I didn't enjoy it very much, because the room was spinning, and the bouncing of the bed was making want to throw up. But Hey! Everybody has to start somewhere.

1)What is my favorite spanking implement ? Until last week, I would have said a hand, but during a webtease, I used a wide bladed rubber spatula as a spanker / flogger. It was perfect, just the right size and gives a nice sting. I've used it on my ass, balls, and nipples. I love it.

1) Next, what is my favorite sex toy? My computer. It opens up an entire world of sex.

4)What are my Favorite pair panties? The only pair I've ever worn a pink pair, that I got from the “rag bag”.

5)On the subject of my clothing, what is my favorite of pair of shoes? I've been unemployed for over a year, I've gotten used to not wearing shoes, when I do have to wear them, I've got an 8 year old pair of black leather Reebocks, that fit like a second set of skin.

6)What type of girl do I prefer? I'd like a girl that was confident enough to be dominant, yet comfortable enjoy switching. Someone willing to try new and kinky things.

7) Have I ever been denied before? No, I've always been a instant gratitude kind of guy, If I felt like getting off, I did it.

8)Who is my favorite Disney princess? The last Disney movie I watched was “The Lion King” So I'll have to go Old school and say Snow White.

9)Here is a popular question: How do I keep my pubic hair? In the summer time I shave it all off. I let it start growing back in the fall.

10)What is my favorite film? This depends on which one is on at the time, either “Outlaw Josey Wales” or “Goodfellas”

11)What did I buy my wife for her last birthday? A giant bag of Dark chocolate M&M's and I took her out for dinner at our favorite Mexican Restrant.

12)What is my Bra Size? I've never tried to wear one, so I have no Idea.

Next we were instructed to keep a log of all our Random Erections. If last night were any indication, I might need a bigger hard drive to store that data.

The task for today is to look up Princess Penny's playlist, and use “Random.org” to select 5 of the songs to stroke to. One look at the playlist and I think “Doesn't anybody listen to Tammy Wynette anymore?” Sigh, looks like I'll be stroking to songs I've never heard before. So without further ado...

#1: I want your bite by Chris Cocker. Ugh, a little faster beat than I would prefer, but I got through it.

#2: S&M by Rihanna. This song wasn't too bad, it was a little faster than the first one. I could
probably listen to it if it started playing on my car stereo.

#3: I was supposed to stroke to Bow Chika Wowow by Mike Posner, but could not get any of the YouTube videos to load. I rerolled and got I rerolled and got:

Let's get it on by Marvin Gaye. Oh crap! “Old school” seduction music. My hand slides up to my cock, winks, and seductively whispers “Hey Baby!” The stroke...stroke, stroke...stroke, stroke beat to this one is trouble, the almost 5 minute play time had my balls drawn up, screaming for it to end.

At this point I no longer need lube, I'm so slick with precum, it's all I can do to maintain a grip. Next up:

#4: I knew you were trouble by Taylor Swift. Wow that's not country. The frequent tempo shifts got
me worried here. The fast beat had me getting close to an edge, then it would slow down, just long
enough for me to gain control, before speeding up again. If the song was a little longer, I might have
been in trouble.

#5: Smash by Cast of Smash. Thankfully this is a short one. The last thing I need to be looking at
right now is large breasted, long legged women dancing around!

Finally, because it is the only song I've heard before, I chose to perform my striptease to I Kissed a Girl by Katy Perry: All I can say is Damn I'm out of shape! Dancing for 4 minutes had me winded. I dressed in my black slacks, light blue button down shirt with my favorite blue and gray Jerry Garcia tie, black socks and brown dress shoes.

When the music started, I strutted into the room, put my left foot on the chair, untied and removed my shoe. I did the same with my right foot. I stepped back and started dancing to the beat, while playing with my tie. Eventually I stripped off the tie and twirling it around my head tossed it to the side.
Swaying my hips from side to side, I slowly unbuttoned my shirt until I reached the waistband of my pants. I winked, and undid my belt, and pants dropping them to the floor. Stepping out of the pants, I kicked them to the side,and finished unbuttoning my shirt.

I was flapping the sides of the shirt, like bird wings while dancing. Before slipping out of it and twirling it above my head, letting it fly across the room. Wearing nothing on but my white briefs, and my black socks, I danced for a minute, twirling around, before bending over and pulling the back of my undies down. I pulled them back up, and turned to face the front, slowly pulling them down just enough to show some pubic hair.

I suddenly dropped them to the ground, kicking them straight ahead. I alternated shaking my shoulders, and thrusting my hips forward, while dancing until the music ended. Gathering up my clothes I walked out of the room.

One final bit of good news for today, I read that before going to sleep tonight, and everynight for the rest of the challenge, I get to hump my pillow, almost to an edge. I love my Sobakowa pillow, now I guess I'll get to show it just how much. Instead of taking a nice relaxing shower, and heading off to sleep, I now get to get all hot and bothered, before trying to sleep. Well played Princess Penny, Well played!

[Madden]

Denial Challenge: Day 4

Before I went to bed last night, I make sweet love to my pillow. It was pretty good <smiles>. Trying to go to sleep with a aching balls and a hard on is nearly impossible, so I ended up lying there for about an hour, before drifting off. Slept all night long.

The task for today is in a 12 hour period, to edge as many times as you want. I planned to take it easy on myself, and shoot (bad choice of words!) for one an hour. I got up at 7:30 with a pretty stiff one, so edge number one was over and done rather quickly.

At 9:30, I ate a banana while watching a short porn flick, and got number 2. After breakfast and the first real cup of coffee I've had in two months, I decided to play a game: I would play video Parcheesi, and edge every time I rolled a one, waiting at least 30 seconds between attempts. If anybody decides to run another denial challenge, I can't recommend this enough!

The game lasted about 90 minutes. I really wish I recorded the dice results, and my comments. By the time the game was over, I had rolled double ones 5 times, and rolled back to back edges 7 times. I finished second in the game, ending up with 24 edges! As the game went on I found myself pleading not to roll a one!

I wish my wife was more adventurous, because this would make a really sadistic couples game. You could stroke your partner to an edge every time they rolled a one.

I'm at 26 edges, and have had to ice my groin, to help relax the throbbing. I don't think I'll be trying for anymore today, but you never know. I'll update this later, before I post it.

It's now 12:45, I just spent the last 20 minutes icicng my groin, trying to get rid of some of the pain. I know for sure that I'm done edging for the day. If it keeps me on the “Shit List” I'll have to deal with it. For awhile just the pressure of my balls resting on the chair, hurt, and walking was awkwardly painful.

I got double my goal plus two. So I'm happy. No more stimulation until bedtime.

[Arushita]

You asked in the other Thread if this Edges are enough for leaving the Shitlist and i would like to give you the answer, No it´s not, with this you would be still on the Shitlist

[Madden]

You asked in the other Thread if this Edges are enough for leaving the Shitlist and i would like to give you the answer, No it´s not, with this you would be still on the Shitlist

Thanks for the confirmation, I thought so. It doesn't matter though, because I didn't think to ask permission before starting this challenge, thereby entrenching myself firmly on the list.

Denial Challenge: Day 5

Where should I start? Waking this morning, I feel much better than I did yesterday. As the day went on, the throbbing in my crotch seemed to get worse and worse. The slightest contact against my testicles caused pain. However the discomfort was even worse in my groin. I think the cords that connect the rest of my reproductive system to my balls, were also swollen. Overall, it was painful enough, that I thought about giving up.

A nice warm shower, followed up with a long blast of cold water to my lower body relieved most of the discomfort. I can honestly say, my testicles have never been this large before. It feels like I have two golf balls hanging between my legs.

After my shower, I used the computer for an hour or two, and I seem to have become more emotional. I sat there reflecting on past events in my life, feeling slightly sad. Probably where the term “waxing nostalgic” comes from. I wonder if this is a hormone thing?

The erection I got when edging with my pillow, was the only one I recall from overnight. Which is a good thing, because humping my pillow, started the throbbing up again. I didn't what to get out of bed today, It's turned cold again, and the house temperature is around 67 degrees. If felt nice just huddling there under the warm blankets. I finally got the motivation to drag my sorry ass out of bed at 10am.

One other interesting thing I've noticed. All morning long, at random time, I've been having these contractions, similar to the very end of an orgasm. I'll twitch a few times, and a tiny amount of fluid will drip out. I'm thinking its part of the body's natural pressure release system?

Anyhow, The task for today is “No Touch”. One side of me is relieved, a day off will be nice. The masochistic side of me is saddened by the lack of torment. The only condition to the day off, is that I have to maintain an erection for 30 minutes while watching porn, and give a movie review.

For my porn review, I dipped into my VHS stash. Does anyone remember back before the internet when you had to go to a seedy little shop, on the bad side of town, to buy your porn?

I chose the 1989 Heavenly Productions flick “The Big Squirt” Starring Fallon. The words “Once upon a time, there was a young lady with a remarkable ability... When She came, She came buckets... And She came often.”

Scene One opens on the deck of a sailboat. Fallon is between a guys leg, giving him a blow job. It takes him about 3 minutes to get hard, at which point she takes off her shorts, and they begin to “69”. Another guy walks on deck, and seeing them asks “Who's steering the boat?” Fallon replies “Auto-pilot” the guy responds “Dammit, we're in a race!” Fallon looks at him and says “I'm busy”. The captain says “That's mutiny, in the Navy I could hang you from the yardarm.” Fallon smiles and says “And you'd still have to steer the boat yourself.”

After about 6 minutes, they switch to a reverse cowgirl, Fallon begins to finger herself. She finally cums gushing fluids everywhere.

Scene Two Girl on Girl. Fallon is on her knees, licking a girl sitting in a chair. There is some really good tongue action, as the girl moans “Oh! Fuck me with your tongue!” The scene switches to a girl in a bathtub, wondering what it would be like to have sex with a girl, as she rubs herself to orgasm.
Cut back to the first pair, now on the floor, with Fallon getting licked. Switch back to the girl in the tub dreaming of making out with Fallon in a steam filled room. Back to the Original pair, Fallon being licked and fingered.

At this point in our feature, I the humble reviewer am rock hard, and leaking. The scene shifts to the steamy bedroom, the two girls are tribbing. God that is so hot!. And back to Fallon and friend, who is using her breast to fuck Fallon. The scenes switch back and forth with Fallon cumming all over the face and chests of both women. In one scene, it sprays everywhere, reminding me of a garden sprinkler.

10 minutes left on the 30 minute timer, and keeping hard is not going to be an issue. I think I could get myself off, just with the friction of my underware as I thrust my hips.

Scene Three, Fallon now a blonde, is laying there as a guy goes down on her. They switch places and she begins to lick and suck his nipples. “I love to have my nipples licked, sucked, and played with. Damn I want to touch myself.” Back the movie, she has worked her way down, and is licking his bellybutton, as she undoes his pants and releases a rather small looking cock. As she licks and sucks it, It grows to at least 8 inches.

She straddles and begins to ride him. They flip, and with her knees up above her head, he begins plowing into her. He pulls out, and jacks off shooting a load all over her stomach. She gathers it up with her fingers and licks it, before rubbing herself off.

Scene Four, the hottest of the video, but my 30 minutes is almost up. The scene is a slumber party with four girls teaching each other how to “French Kiss” Sigh, the timer rings in the middle of the kissing, leaving me a throbbing, leaking mess.

[Madden]

Denial Challenge: Day 6

Well here we go again. The day off did wonders, most of the discomfort is gone, although I continue to leak fluids. The only erections were during the movie, and the nightly pillow party. It took a long time for that one to go away.

Slept great, but was awakened by a cat walking up and down my body, from my feet to my chest, and back down. Naturally the sadistic bastard made sure to step on my balls both time.

The no touch yesterday was frustrating, but luckily, all the lotion I've been using for lube kept my balls from itching all day. By my second trip to the bathroom, I had become skilled at aiming my urine stream by tilting my hips, and legs. I noticed it's become a little harder to start going. My prostate, is probably swollen enough to impede the flow. I sympathize with old men, and am not looking forward to that problem, later in life.

The change in diet I'm attempting seems to be going well. I've only been really hungry once. Last night we had spaghetti squash in a turkey sausage tomato sauce. Even my wife, who's not big on vegetables liked it. Not bad for a bad dish for only having roasted squash, a can of diced tomatoes, a can of Italian style tomatoes, and a can of roasted garlic and basil tomatoes. I browned the sausage, caramelized some sliced onions and bell pepper, and added it to the three cans of tomatoes. Simmered the whole thing for an hour. Delicious and easy.

The task for today it to ruin three orgasms. One by palming (gulp), one by stroking, and the final one all over my pillow tonight, which I then get to sleep on (I used to make the old lady sleep on the wet spot. Karma you fickle bitch!) Because I'm on the “Shit List” I get the added pleasure of using Icy Hot instead of lube.

Not looking forward to the palming one, I decided to do it first. In order to get in the right frame of mind. I watched some ruined orgasm videos, and then played the Webtease “Naughty”. It was the first time I've ever put clothes pins on my nipples. I did so, and was thinking “No big deal” as I followed the stroking instructions, they began to sting. It felt really good to remove them. Slapping my swollen balls when instructed, did not feel good at all.

Finally, the time came to ruin my orgasm. I squeezed a gob of Icy Hot onto my palm and began rubbing the head of my dick. The burning was so intense, I didn't think I would even get hard, let alone close enough to an edge to ruin an orgasm. I put on the video “Yikes the babysitter is a tranny”. After 48 minutes of agonizing, burning punishment (there were little balls of skin rubbing off the head, which then exposed more new skin to the burning lube) i was close to the edge. I grabbed a saucer, and rubbed myself one stroke at a time, until with a single twitch, a steady stream of watery liquid ran from my cock. The pressure was lessened, but I felt no sense of relief.

Grabbing a syringe (the new liquid medicines from “Target” come with a syringe like measuring device.) I slowly sucked the mess up. It measured just over 3ml. I'll let you guess how I disposed of the mess <grins>. In summation, I ruined a perfectly good orgasm, palming with Icy Hot for lube, while watching transsexual porn, and then cleaned up my own mess. Does that sound as perverted to you as it felt to me?

Later I logged into Chat, for a while, getting slowly aroused by the goings on, and then left to make some pizza dough. It was now four hours since my first ruin, so I decide it was time to stroke to another ruin. I read a couple of stories on Literotica.com, and reached for the Icy Hot. Lubing up my thumb and two forefingers, I start to stroke. Five minutes later, I'm approaching the edge. I switch to just stroking one finger on the underside of my shaft. Leaking a steady stream of precum (there is a string of it connecting my dick to the saucer), I manage to ride the edge for two minutes, before my dick twitches, I stop stroking, wait a second, it twitches a second time. I then feel the delicious sensation of ejaculate slowly flowing up my penis. It runs out and lands on the saucer. This time instead of just being milky in color, it has some strands of pearly white mixed in.

Sucking it up in the syringe, there is a little less than 1.5ml this time, I dispose of the sample, lick the saucer, and go wash the Icy Hot from my burning body. As I wash, I notice, my balls are noticeably smaller, but throbbing as if to say, “There's plenty more where that came from.” Overall I feel better, but still horny enough that I'd fuck a tree, if someone told me there was a snake in it. Using the Icy Hot to lube on my shaft was not nearly as painful as rubbing it into the head of my penis.

Eight hours from now, I will try to ruin another, while making sweet love to my pillow.

(Update) I was playing Ultima Online, and got into some good gaming. It was 2am before the moment that I had been looking forward to / dreading all day long arrived.

I turned out the lights, removed my clothes, and gathered my sweet, sweet pillow. I stood with my pillow cradled in my arms, like you cradle your lovers legs when plowing her while standing. In a matter of minutes I was hard and leaking precum. For some reason the friction felt fantastic. Approaching the edge, I slowed down, making sure I was rubbing in the center of the pillow. I would thrust and pause. It wasn't long before I felt the pleasure of a building orgasm. I trembled as I thrust once more, and then held rock steady, resisting the urge to thrust myself home to paradise, it felt like a steady stream of “happy juice” was slowly flowing up my urethra and dribbling onto my pillow.

No point in wimping around now, I think as I quickly lay the pillow on the bed, and put my head on it. The puddle was against my left cheek, right by the ear. I slip my face through it, insuring an even spread across the entire side of my face. It was humiliatingly exquisite.

I was so turned on, that sleep eluded me for almost two hours, I was so sexually frustrated, my balls felt cheated, my erection refused to go away. It was so sensitive, the slightest touch by the blankets, brought forth, another string of semen laced precum. When I decided to turn over, I discovered that my face was glued to the pillow.

Thank you Princess, for allowing me the opportunity to relieve some of the buildup, and insuring that whatever pleasure that was felt during the day, would be offset, by the humiliating finale.