There is something I have been thinking about a few days now. I am not really sure if the following explanation, well, explains it, but here it goes.
A while back, I created my profile here. Never actually logging in, just going through the teases, I did not need it and was happily lurking along. Until now.. The past week has been amazing. I felt things I have never felt before, reaching new levels of frustration all the time. The way you talk, tease, humiliate.. wow.. The going to bed ritual yesterday truly was one of the highlights.
At the time my profile came to life, I was really worked up (the good kind of way :) and chose one of the first things that came to my dirty mind as my name: notworhthytocum.
It still is quite fitting I think. But seeing how much effort you have put into us, I have come to the conclusion that you deserve to know a bit more about one of the guys you have wrapped around your beautiful manicured finger. Sharing is caring after all.
However, as this is still a public game and keeping the privacy of my personal life in mind (the land of tulips and windmills is rather small), sharing too much would be.. unwise of me. Hopefully I am being clear Princess.
^Gets on his knees in front of Princess Penny´s throne for his confession^
Dear Princess Penny,
honestly I can´t say for sure, what exactly my darkest fantasy would be, but I can tell you a scenario I would truly love, but on the other hand would be ashamed of.
This fantasy starts with meeting a beautiful and seductive lady, who slowly twists me around her finger. We would begin a relationship and she would take over control very slowly without me even noticing. She would make me do all the chores for her, let me make sure her shoes are clean and she would deny me whenever she felt like it, while at the same time having their orgasms whenever she likes.
She would give me a chastity cage for my birthday (just like you did ;) ) and I would be forced to wear it 24/7 if not told otherwise. It wouldn´t be a regular chastity cage, it would be remote controlled. So whenever she wantes, she could vibrate or shock me to get her way. Even at work I would be completely dependent on her mood.
She would take it off a few times to tease my cock a bit and then lock it away again for good.
I would be forced to wear female clothes around the house, including her worn panties.
Slowly she would control me even in public, I would get on my knees and lick her shoes clean in the mall, massage and kiss her feet while shopping and carry her home on my shoulders.
Whenever she felt horny and didn´t think I deserved to have sex with her, she would bring over her girlfriend(s) and have sex with them in front of me. I would wear my chastity cage while watching them, bring them refreshments or their sex toys, lick their dildos and fingers clean. At the end they would both make me lick their pussies clean and let me clean up all the mess they made.
I hope you liked this dark fantasy of mine, Princess Penny. I promise, you are the first person I chose to tell about this fantasy and I am happy to confess this to you.
Later on I will be doing the 2 remaining ruined orgasms I still owe you and touch myself for 1 hour (which will be tempting without the permission to edge). Thank you for hearing me, Princess Penny.
^kisses Princess Penny´s shoes and slowly crawls back ^
Since I trained myself to eat all (or most) of the cum I produce, I've been longing to get more and more of it. The amounts I am able to produce are rather small, so I began fantasizing about getting it from other guys.
In my fantasy, I became cum hungry enough to risk a trip to local glory hole. I sneak into a booth and soon I get my first dick to suck. I'm not doing the best job, since it's my first real dick to suck, but the guy is very horny and cums quickly in my mouth, pumping a lot of sperm which I happily consume.
Another one follows soon after, then another and another. I notice that all of the dicks I suck are very big, much bigger than mine. One of them wants to fuck me (they still don't know that I'm a guy), so I take off my clothes and let him fuck my ass, hoping he won't notice the difference. Pounded in the ass by his huge member I notice another dick in the hole on the other side of the booth. I bend down and begin to suck it. I have two big dicks in my holes and I'm in heaven.
But the guys get suspicious (maybe it's because of my lousy cock-sucking skills) and break into my booth. Seeing me there they get angry and decide to teach me a lesson. They humiliate me, calling me cocksucker, fag, cumslut etc. Then they fuck my ass and my mouth for hours. They make me beg them for their cum, but I don't get any. When all of them have had enough, then make kneel on the floor with my face up and mouth open. Then each one comes into my mouth but they don't let me swallow it. They order me to stroke my dick until I come. Then I'm ordered to swallow all the filthy cum in my mouth and lick my own cum from the floor.
They leave, telling me never to come back and taking my clothes with them, but I know I will be back very soon.
As for my 60 minutes of touching, 20 of it was spent during typing the above story. I was typing with one hand and stroking with the other. I had to stop a few times to not get an edge. After that I went to read some of my favorite stories: http://www.literotica.com/s/the-barbeque-1 (2 parts) and http://www.literotica.com/s/trapped-and-trained-ch-01. You may notice they are similar to my fantasy :) It was very hard not to get too excited during reading and stroking. I had to take several breaks, but every time I stopped I paused the timer so that I get exactly 60 minutes of touching.
Erections report:
- morning wood
- reading Princess' posting
- writing about my Darkest Fantasy.
*Anxiously approaches Princess, sinks to his knees and softly kisses her precious, stocking clad feet*
Princes, this goes back to the time where I think my submissiveness first emerged. Me and my girlfriend at the time would sometimes play with a bit of denial (for me). When we were having sex, she would tell me not to cum and when it was over, we spooned, me the big spoon. My cock nestled between her thighs and she would straddle it, tickling the sweet spot under the head making me want it so bad, I loved it. However, this only happened a few times.
It grew into a fantasy I often think about. It's about me, living with my girlfriend who, one day, meets a dominant woman who seduces her and takes charge. She would completely take over my innocent, sweet girl and when she found out about my own weak spot for domination, laid down the law to both of us. From that point forward, my girlfriends pussy, ass, tits and mouth belonged to her. I was not allowed to have any sexual contact with her without her permission. My girlfriend, totally under the spell of this very dominant woman, did not even seem to care.
Her Domme visited us often to use her slut, as my girlfriend was now called, and while she was being used, I was ordered to lay on my bed and listen to the moaning, groaning, slapping and fucking going on outside the room. Sometimes I was allowed to wank off, sometimes not. And the times where I was granted this permission, I was almost never allowed to cum.
She invited other people to take part, both male and female. However, I would never know exactly who, as I was confined to the bedroom all the time. Some days, I could hear the front door of my own house open and close several times and I could only guess who was going to do god knows what next to my poor, but very willing girl.
When the bedroom door opened afterwards, the Domme walked towards the bed, her slut crawling beside her. Gagged, plugged, mascara running down her cheeks, she was ordered to slap me in the face and lay next to me so we could spoon. Sometimes, the Domme would order me to put my cock in whichever one of her holes that was not plugged and tie us snuggly together, not leaving any room for me to thrust.
During the day, where ever I was, I was tormented by pictures and texts showing just how far my girlfriend's submission to this woman went. Sucking cocks, licking pussies, being punished, being tied up, dildos filling her up, it went on and on and on.
The fantasy doesn't really have an ending and it gets me so hot every time I think about it.. I have never written it down before and I was hard almost throughout the entire thing. Thank you for allowing me to share this with you Princess. I am once again dying to feel something other than the aching, but I will not stroke yet just to add that extra little bit of frustration.
*Thanks Princess again, gets up from his knees and reluctantly removes himself from her presence*
So... how i feel today? Horny of course, especially after the one hour of slow stroking. I did that at once... well... somekind of at once. I needed to stop a few times along the way, so that i didnt risk an edge,.Always waited one min or two and then get back to stroking. Went pretty good like that, but still was very frustrating... but hey.. at least i got to touch.
My night with my pillow. It was... distracting to say the least.it was very uncomfortable to feel the cum and to smell it ( i highly dislike the smell and the taste of cum, even if i do eat it, when commanded from my domme). So not really easy to get to sleep, knowing what i was laying on. As i managed to fall asleep it went better and i had a nice rest.
And now my confession...
*crawling towards you as you sit on your thrown and looking down on me. As i reach you i stay on my knees, not daring to look up. I go down and place on each foot a gentle kiss and go back to kneel before you... still looking down.*
My deepest fantasy would be to serve a wonderful and carring domme as an puppy. I love petplay and i love pleasing my domme. Treated like a pet... eating from a bowl.. sitting beside my domme on the floor.
Of course that includes to have a nice collar. In my fantasy it is a custome made one. I dont know, but i think it is something what should be very personal. So i would really enjoy that.
I would be the best puppy i could be for my Domme and hope i can please her, but that any punishment she think i earned.
I would love to lay with my head on her lap, while she pets me and watches a movie. Licking her feet, after she had a stressful day. Giving her pleasure with my tongue when she needs an orgasm.
I would listen to her and just cum when she allows it. Wearing a chastity belt, when she thinks that would be necessary.
To sum it up... my fantasy would be to be a pet for my domme and make her life a bit better with my actions. Showing her i am worth her love.
"That will never happen."/ Quote (and most amazing words i ever heard) by an very close friend of mine
I was so happy for the opportunity to do some touching.
Quite a lot of my budget was used up early on in the day due to so much no touch. When I did do a little stroking, I found near edges were coming quite quickly and I had to stop, and some of the stroking sessions had to be cut quite short. To keep track, I made a 6x10 grid on a bit of paper and had to cross my minutes of pleasure away. This turned out to me more frustrating than I was expecting
No REDs today, but quite a few briefly stimulated but ultimately unsatisfied erections.
I´m happy to tell you that I am finally up to date with my tasks.
I finished the remaining ruined orgasms just now, so I did 3 of them in total.
It´s quite a strange feeling, I didn´t really appreciate ruined orgasms that much before, but now I really treasure these. I didn´t have much pleasure from them and they didn´t produce too much cum, but they at least gave me some sort of release. I mean, I´m even hornier than before, but somehow the pressure has subsided a bit.
I did the 1 hour of stroking just before the third ruined orgasm while watching a few videos with lesbians (including Kendra James) having lots of fun with each other.
It was fun to watch (much more fun than last time, when I was on no touch), but I really wished for a few edges along the way. That was quite frustrating, every time I came close to an edge, I had to stop a few moments and then continue.
But it was a pleasure to do this for you, Princess Penny.
I am so happy to have joined this game, being your subject is the best thing ever.
God Princess, today was very, very, very difficult for me. After having confessed my fantasy to you my arousal suddenly sky rocketed and the frustration that swept through me was so powerful, it almost made me feel sick.
I managed to come back down to earth and very carefully stroked for 15 minutes. I dared not do it while I was in that blinding state, it would have only made things worse. Having repeated that process 3 more times, the last stroke was finally done.
I consider being a subject in Your Kingdom to be a most valuable gift from you Princess. Today, I realized that this gift might, just might, become too much for me. However, my devotion to you and the fact that I tremendously enjoy you pushing me on make me determined to keep going for as long as you let me.
- Woke up, checked thread
- While thinking about how to write down my fantasy: 3 times
- While actually writing down my fantasy, seeing the words appear on screen: continuously
- Frenzy of lust: lasted about 20 minutes
- Thinking back to the frenzy during the day (careful not to slip back in it): 4 more times
It was quite messy sleeping in a puddle of cum....got it all dried into my hair (I've got long hair, so really had to wash that our immediately after getting up to avoid questions ^^)
Bed sheets are changed now as well, so no one should ask about it
Those 60 minutes of stroking today without edging proved to be very difficult...I didn't make it easy on myself as well.
I watched this video:
Not easy to hold back on that...Had to split it in two sessions to avoid edging.
The third minutes I finished a few hours later so I was a bit cooled down.
For fantasies...hmm it's probably not too dark.
I think it would be quite an experience to meet up with someone randomly maybe at a concert or festival (I rarely go out other than music stuff). She would slowly just get closer to me, giving me smiles...teasing me with moving in front of me, maybe get close enough sometimes that we touch.
Afterwords we may talk a little, maybe have a few drinks...all leading to a long night of passionate lovemaking...ending with her satisfied and me maybe not so much (now that is up to her ).
She'd tell me not to pleasure myself until the next time we meet, a week later or so. This could include a chastity belt as well depending on if she trusts me not to touch.
How the story goes on? I don't know, maybe I will someday
Reds for today: Morning wood, visiting the thread, choosing the video, randomly x2, right now
Sorry to hear that... If you need to talk I'm around! :)
Princess Penny;
As related above; I did my first 10 minutes right when I woke up.
Unfortunately there isn't much of a report for that part of todays task; as I simply did it each time I got a RED until I was out of time. I hoped we would run into each other in chat so I could ask if you would like anything special to be done, but t'was not to be.
I approach your throne, kneel and kiss your feet...time to confess to you Princess, my deepest, darkest sexual fantasy.
I have always had the fantasy of being with more than one lady at a time, and more recently have been having fantasies about being tied up and taken by a powerful woman to let her do whatever it is she wishes to me. I guess when I really stop to think of it I think I would absolutely love the idea of two dominant women taking control of me in the bedroom...or wherever they want this to happen. Maybe I met one of them at the bar and she took me back to her place only to find her roommate there as well...she was dressed in leather and she is delighted to see what has been brought home for them to play with. Maybe I am a little tipsy from the drinks and before I know it they have me completely naked and they start to play with me... One of the giggles and says "get the rope!" They tie me up and start to have their way with me. Stroking my cock.... Edging me over and over again but not letting me cum. One gets naked and sits on my face as the other begins to tie up my balls while teasing the head of my cock. This fantasy could go in many different directions from here but my biggest fantasy of all would be not knowing what is coming next. The unknown and the anticipation of what would be in store for me during the weekly "sessions" with these two would be the biggest fantasy of all.
Yes, you are always quite right and I will perform the pillow task again very soon as I am ready to go to bed.
However, before that please find my dark fantasy:
Our eyes meet while attending the party. I am attracted to you and get the faint idea that you paused a little more than just normal in my direction as well. As my eyes break contact with yours, I spot the key on a small necklace and my eyes look at the key for a little too long. When I look back up at you, I see the small devilish smile, and I know that you know…. that I know.
"What do you think of the key" you say simply.
"Lucky man I believe".
You hesitate and then say, "I have room for another in my stable of loyal subjects if you believe you can handle it".
And that's how it starts….
I would love to find a key holder of a chastity device. However, not as a 24/7 kind of lifestyle, but a way of adding to a very spicy erotic affair.
We leave the party and you need to build my frustration. Back at your place, I am tied to a bed and you come back into a room, dressed in the black corset, gloves, heels, and nothing else. I stare at your beautiful erotic form, not believing the position I am already in.
You have your way with me for several hours. I am teased by you, brought to countless edges, intermixed with making you orgasm several times with my tongue. I am practically spent physically when finally give me the ultimatum.
"Would you like me to stop the teasing…?"
"Yes!" I beg… breathless, eyes pleading… "I will do anything… please!"
You smile. You know you have me at this point. You know I will do anything at this point.
"Anything….." you say with a sly voice.
"yes please!!! Anything…."
You start to stroke me more and more…. edging again…. holding…..holding…. then you take me over the edge and I scream as I cum… However, you hesitate, then stroke me more creating a post orgasm torture session. I plead and beg to stop…. and you just smile and say "You said anything…."
This goes on for a couple of minutes. Then, as you finally stop, you take a warm wash cloth and clean me a little. I am so thankful and close my eyes feeling your care. However, next I feel some lube, then the ring, then the tube around me, and finally the click as the lock is closed.
"Let's start with a couple of days. Of course, you will service me anytime I desire while you are locked…."
I look at you, the key around your neck is now mine…. and I am yours….
^Strides into my room wearing a Pink silk Bathrobe^
Hello Hello Boys, I have had simply a wonderful day reading all about what you boys really really want. ^bites my lip^ In the deep dark recesses of your minds.
^Smiles^ Now I bet you are all wondering what I have on under this itsy bitsy robe ^toys with the edge of it^
Well if you really want to find out then get down on your knees and beg me to show you... ^taps my foot and crosses my arms over my perfect Cs^ I am waiting boys.
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^Pouts^ I can't hear you!
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^Smiles^ That's better, now that wasn't so hard was it?
So I know quite few of you have commented on the things I wear and how teasy they are. So I figured I would give you boys a task centered around clothing.^unties the sash of my robe and lets it slide down my body, reveling 2 censor bars made of Bondage tape^
What do you boys think of my new look? ^giggles and runs my hands over my hips^ yeah I will admit it, I am out of ideas.
^pouts^ So today, I want you boys to find me a picture online that you would love to see me in and I would love to wear. Also since we are talking about clothing... ^turns around and wiggles my hips at you^
^bites my lip^ I want you to send me a description of an outfit that you own that you think I would like to see you in. I want a detailed Description of the clothing you are picking for yourself and I Want pictures for the one for me.
While you are looking for pictures for me you are allowed to touch but as soon as you post your report you are on no touch ^licks my lips^ that is gonna be sooooo frustrating. You can mix and match pieces from different outfits and don't forget my Favorite part of the outfit.
^hops onto my bed and crosses my legs^ ands now on to your reports:
Jp: I am sad to see you go but I understand your reasons after we spoke earlier.
Arthurb: what Celebs? And what did they have you do? ^giggles and strokes my tape clad breasts^
mike: Well that is quite the intricate fantasy, but I have to wonder if she was wet before you started or if it was all your skills?
Arushita: mmmmmm mind control! ^bites my lips and slides my hands lower^
mmc: ooooooooooh you want your ex to cockold you? Mmmmm that is so so yummy
notworthytocum: thank you for the gift of your name, and then your girlfriend gets dommed and so do you. Kinky lol
lynchy: ownership is always s nice one.
Crazy: living up to your names I see ^moans and slides my fingers around the tape^
oda: Oh we have a puppy in our midst.... I hope you are house broken ^giggles^
sam: so you want a random girl to take ownership of you, ^taps my lip^
own me: two girls....... So what time shall Julia and I swing by ^moans and closes my eyes^
knees: you are the only one to put me in your fantasy and I get to torment and then lock you...... I like it!
As Della and jp can probably confirm; I just wasn't very horny tonight at all. I had a long day and wasn't much in the mood.
This was proving problematic for tonight pillow task, and my mind wandered... then I started imagining it wasn't pillows I was fucking, but that it was Princess bent over instead... I really really got into it and nearly didn't catch myself before edging, I know if I had of edged I wouldn't have stopped there... It was so close to losing control..
I am so so sorry for imagining Princess in this way without her permission.. You are my Princess, not a sex object!
I will complete the task as soon as I have the time tomorrow.
Please don't get bored with us Princess; we would do anything for you..
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(I've got long hair, so really had to wash that our immediately after getting up to avoid questions ^^)
