Della,
I am so sorry to say this but unfortunately I am here to admit failure.
I was doing an edge and it somehow got out of hand and became a ruined orgasm. In a way it was th strangest ruined I've ever had, definitely the "most" ruined, least enjoyable I've had. I knew I was approaching the edge and let go, but somehow my body kept moving towards orgasm, with no stimulation. I'll bet ten or 12 seconds passed after I let go then my cock just started oozing cum. It didn't spasm really and didn't shoot at all, but with the amount that came out and how thick it was, this was certainly an RO. (I was actually amazed how much there was) It was like nothing else I've ever experienced, in terms of the period of time after I let go until it happened, and also in that it was thoroughly unenjoyable and unsatisfying; moreso than ruineds usually are for me. I don't know, maybe just since it's been so long since I came and I'm not used to going so long. I don't mean to sound like I'm making excuses though; I failed and I feel terrible. I'm hugely dissapointed in myself, partly because I had set out a goal and was so close to it. I was planning on getting to 50 edges then begging for release again. What a bummer; I'll always wonder how far I could've made it.
anyways, I know the rules say the RO is the end of the game for me. I will live with the consequences. Again, I'm so sorry.
Status
last (full, real) orgasm: 10 October
Date I joined this awesome game: 14 October
Targets found/edges for Della: 46/??
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