One Month - Motivation

[atatflo]

Hey,
I've been trying to deny myself for a lot of times, but eventually I fail after 3 or 4 days, because I just can't keep my hands off... There have been times, when I made it for like 2 weeks or something, but now I want to deny myself for 1 whole month. I want to start on 24th of November and have my orgasm on December 24th.

For me the problem with a webteases which deny me for a month is, that it's just not motivating enough.. I want to talk about how I feel, I want to be able to beg for mercy and webteases just don't react on my personal feelings...

Do you know of any good motiviation techniques? Please help me, I crave this experience so much...

Thank you!

[jackstock]

use k9 web protection software (free) and block yourself from looking at porn for a month

[atatflo]

Hey Jackstock, I just downloaded K9, but how can I store the password for x days, so that I can't access it?

EDIT: I will use carlilock and upload a picture of the password... Does anyone want to control my porn habits?

[crazyxxx]

For me the problem with a webteases which deny me for a month is, that it's just not motivating enough.. I want to talk about how I feel, I want to be able to beg for mercy and webteases just don't react on my personal feelings...

It seems to me that it is not the motivation you are lacking, but a second person that could set targets for you, motivate you to reach them and discuss your feelings with you. If you don't have SO or your SO is not into these things, maybe you should find an online Dom/Domme.

[jackstock]

EDIT: I will use carlilock and upload a picture of the password... Does anyone want to control my porn habits?

I could do that for you

[atatflo]

I'd prefer a female.. :P but I've come up with the following rules:

- Anal stimulation only
- Porn only every third day
- Trying to find a Mistress? Every day ;)

Thank you!

[jackstock]

Not easy to keep up that kind of rules. Perhaps the program i mentioned might have some settings for that.
otherwise you wont be able to keep it up!

[atatflo]

Hey, I wanted to give you a little status update...

I'm currently on day 5 of my self-denial, because I didn't manage to cum on November, 23rd... I tried to stick to the rules, but it didn't work out.. Yesterday I have been fucking my ass for like 3 hours and then I just couldn't stop myself, touched my cock and edged a few times. I instantly locked myself up, drove to some friends and left the key at home...

There needs to be some kind of reward system, otherwise it's too monotonious.. I need to use this horny mood - willing to do anything just to be allowed to touch my cock. Any ideas?