Days of Denial with Amy fail...

[solotort]

The last 7 days have been madness, following her every instruction, sleeping with the bluest balls from the beatings, and and well...

i made it through Days of Denial with Amy all the way through the six days, only to find myself referred to the next series for more fun, the More Days of Denial with Amy, and i was on the last 5 edges, and on edge number 4 after all i have been through, i lost it... i came so hard all over myself.

its over, i failed, i closed the tease, put away the handcuffs, the bowl of ice, the ruler, the high heels, the panties, the clothespins, the shoestring, the deepheat (oh how i hate that stuff), and my chastity cage...

i am lost, and chaste no more.

solotort

[solotort]

so i guess i wonder.. what now? what do i do?

take a few days off, revel in my orgasm, it was so intense after so many edges and punishments...

start over on day of the original series, but think of some way to make it harder on me?

start again on the more series? this feels like cheating since i failed...

go to another series altogether, knowing that Amy has permanent dislike of this failed sub.

oh well, its all choose your own adventure i suppose, but input is welcome,

hehe, sub on the run! i am a sub on the run,

solotort

[domsarah]

You pathetic little sissy... panties, and handcuffs, and deepheat.

I insist you begin again, double the doses of that deepheat stuff that you hate. I guess she says put some on.... well to redeem yourself you should double coat it. Only then should you feel that you have earned the right to move on from one of Amy's teases to the next.

Also, maybe you should repeat the first six, you know just because you are so stupid to let yourself go like that. You need to learn your lesson, you need to learn to control yourself. What I mean sissy, is to do that series twice in case you wondered. I hate having to repeat myself.

That's what I'd do with you anyway,

Domme Sarah

[guzzi123]

I agree with domsarah. This is like my favorite series on this site, one of the very few that you can feel the dominance out of. I've tried to finish it like 3 times (always from the day 1) and each time I failed during the second week. Wish I had balls to confess here, might have even gotten some encouragement to finish it properly. Good luck! Don't give up on this series.

[solotort]

i am not sorry domsarah... and guzzi...

looking at Amy again, i just can't begin it. Nope. Knowing now what is in those six days. i just can't. all i see in her eyes is immediate disapproval, and why have i come back. And really double the heat, put it on your own clit, and you know why i won't on mine. hehe.

i am not proud, but nor am i so masochistic that that road holds any more joy for me.

Sorry Amy, you win.

solotort

[domsarah]

solotort,

Turn in your submissive card right now, all you are doing is topping from the bottom. your silly little "hehe" show you are not really in it for the journey that true submissives find and follow, the surrender and lack of control requires even more of you if you are playing alone, which it sounds like you are.

And really, you can't take a double dose, is your pain threshold so low? you know nothing solotort.

Domme Sarah

[solotort]

oh Mistress Sarah,

Please allow me to offer, that yes, i returned to Amy not once but twice today, and both times i did as you bid, applying the heat twice when directed. i find myself more energeticly pursuing her punishments this time around... i can tell you unequivocally that my balls are aching right now, and i brought myself to tears on both run throughs of the day 1 Days of Denial with Amy.

And now i am locked up again...

respectfully solo