Jana's chastity boy

[erotusmaximus]

Is 7:30am and I slept almost nothing last night... Is the toughest things I ever did related to pain and I already had kidney stones. This panty task, grabbing and holding the pillow as if it was you, as I smelled the sweet scent of perfume completely broke me. It was too much for me. I was even hopeful before going to bed that my cock was flaccid and I thought to myself "I might be able to get through the night if my little buddy is tired from last night". I was very wrong. As I grabbed the panties and smelled them my cock jumped with such a force that it was hard and completely perpendicular to my body not caring it was inside the damn chastity cage! My nuts got so pulled, stretched and compressed that it was as if I was tied from my balls to the roof and left hanging in mid air!... And this was just the first minute of the night. I truly don't know how I made it... I keep repeating over and over that this was meant for you Jana but it was really too much... I know now I wont be able to hold until the 31st. I have come to be realistic and this is well beyond what I can do. I know you asked me several times if I was realistic and sure about this but I wasn't thinking... I got carried away by the amazing month I had with you and of how much I had overcome my limitations to hold from cumming that I was actually hopeful that I could experience such a breakthrough in chastity. Don't get me wrong, I only survived this night because of my devotion to you but I'm afraid this is not a willpower thing that I wouldn't do for you, maybe is a physical thing. I've read how other people can last for months! And I truly admire them, I hope one day I will be able to achieve such an endeavor but maybe I'm not ready yet. Maybe is the ring, maybe the whole cage design, maybe my cyst on the left nut, I don't know... I just know that 10 more days are beyond me. I did broke last time record of 2 and a half days (I unlocked myself in the middle of the third day) with 4 full non-stop days, plus teasing, plus having your scented panties with me so is not an absolute failure I think. I think I could try changing the ring size for a bigger one but I remember the cage could be removed when flaccid so maybe I should try to sell it and get something like the holy trainer... I don't know... I just feel terrible. I haven't cut the lock as I would like to BEG you first for your understanding. I really really reaaaally tried and I am terribly sorry. I will understand if I just get cut and don't hear from you as I know you told me if I walk away the deal was off.

I am very sorry Jana, I truly am... but I can't continue.

E.M.

[Jana]

Well boy, understandable, but unfortunate.

Cage off, and hands off, until you can properly begin the 2nd month with me. After your 4 day ordeal and sharing of details, I know you can be trusted to do this.

Actually, a treat for when you take the cage off... make sure you do it when you have some privacy, then get my scent nearby, then give me nice, very slow strokes, then building up... building up... building up... to 1 glorious edge at the end of this video: http://tinyurl.com/5cggt4

THEN, hands off. For a long while.

Keep me in your bed when possible at night, and get some rest boy...

~Jana

[erotusmaximus]

I thank you Jana. I thank you so so much for your kind words. Are the sweetest and most caring words I ever got and I REALLY needed them. I feel very tired and weak from all the crying and silent sobbing I did last night… it seemed to be the only thing to actually lessen a bit the pain but it just kept me arouse as I only arrived at the realization that there was noting I could do to stop this and that this was meant for you. I can't find any emotional strength at this moment except your words. I do need very much to rest and as soon as I recover I will take a look at the video and worship every single slow stroke to your name. I won't cum until I'm able to do the 2nd month.

Thank you once again from within my soul, as you the only person who has seen it.

Love,
E.M.

[erotusmaximus]

Well, seems I found what the problem was…

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Just for the record, no one should feel sorry for this… it was still the best thing that happened to me and I would do it all over again!

I will take some time off the site… I need to finish some stuff an let this heal a bit.

Peace,
E.M.

EDIT (1+months after):

Ok, just felt like writing this for those interested in chastity device but might be newbies like me. The picture I posted is the one my balls were clean but there was plenty more blood in the wounds. I just didn’t want to upset anyone.

But nevertheless it could be helpful to know what led to this. So some points to take into consideration when getting a chastity device or using one:

1.- No lube, not enough lube, not lubed correctly: try to apply plenty of lube, do it several times to avoid pain, and make sure to reach every place possible. Specially the tight places as I didn’t and it wasn’t good.

2.- Design of the ring (counterfeit?): My chastity device is the CB6000 and I've found that the shape of the ring has a “H” extrusion form. This shape was not favorable to me as the skin got inside the “H” form and is easily pulled. I went to check the website of the manufacturer and their pictures don’t show the “H” extruded shape, they show a rounded “O” shape. That is probably better as bacteria also accumulates very easily in the “H” shape ring. Mine I got from amazon for some $15usd so lesson learned: cheap is expensive.

3.- Scrotum sac: My sac is still some what tight so that could also have contributed to my skin to get trapped in the device ring. Anyway, probably you will want to go slowly using the chastity device letting your skin get more elastic and stretched, or perhaps a bigger ring? Could be, I think it will depend on your situation and how comfortable you feel.

4.- Cleaning and drying the skin: This is important as when you shower and the skin is not dry, it tends to get soft and rips easily. I later found out that people also use a hair dryer. Just make sure every tight spot is dry or you'll get the risk of ripping the skin.

5.- Chastity device rigidity: My CB6000 is rigid so when the erections comes, everything moves. Including your balls. If you have a tight scrotum like mine, you might find attractive to use a more flexible device made with silicon. I don’t know about those but I might give them a try in the future. I was thinking about the Holy Trainer but I need to save some bucks first. Or maybe a custom metal cage? That could also be. I’m no expert, but take this into account if you're planning to buy a chastity device.

6.- Most importantly: If your Mistress is the hottest, sexiest, and more devilish of all time, you have no chance to survive any chastity device. Just go with it and enjoy!!

[erotusmaximus]

Hey there,

I’m back :) Its been an extremely busy month but I’m finally able to connect to the site again.

Ok, just began the new series and I’m very exited about it.

Cheers everyone!

E.M.

[erotusmaximus]

Ok, I don’t know where should I put this, so I will just write it here.

Confession…

Well, I’m not proud to say this but I came during the last month and a half that I was supposed not to cum.

I was able to endure 15 straight days without cumming but my mind was not focused and I needed to deliver some important deadlines. This was also the reason why I decided not to come to the site unless I delivered and ended 2 important projects I had.

Anyway… after that it was just downhill... like breaking a food diet telling myself “what the heck… I didn’t managed to hold the whole month so why not…” and so I came a couple of times more.

After closing 1 of the important deadlines and having gathered some air and sleep, I decided to continue once again with my promise. So I did yet another 15 days straight.

This last 15 days were really tough as I was on a town that was on the seaside and there were many many gorgeous girls with bikinis and small shorts… damn! I had a lot of trouble trying to hide my hard on in several occasions.

To make things worst I only had a shower with cold water so after a night moving up and down trying to fight the urge in a shared bedroom, I woke up to the sad realization that no even a private shower could help me get some release.

The bad news is that as the days in this trip were coming to an end, my left nut began to hurt increasingly. By the time I took the airplane back it was hurting in a non healthy way so I did a drain as soon as I got home last sunday.

Well… this is my confession. I just want to begin the new series with a clear conscience. Is such a bliss and thrill to have Jana back in my life and have her instruct me to do what I must want: be controlled and freed from the burden of deciding when to cum. During all this time I must also confess that I felt empty and incomplete without Jana.

As the series go on I think I will be diving little by little into the forum to catch up with the activities, trying not to look too much ahead.

Cheers,
E.M.

[Quiet Linda]

You get credit for honesty. We know that Jana prizes that trait.
hugs
Jana's little girl

[erotusmaximus]

This post may contain information about the tease, read if you did the series or just don't care to read spoilers.

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Hey Little Girl! Nice you stopped by this neighborhood

And thanks for the support!

So what have you been up to in the post-Jana era? I'm so exited to begin the series but also know that in one month or so I will have to say good-bye... I don't think it will feel nice at all.

So far the series have begun incredibly! wow, a night track!!! can't wait!!!! that is going to be amazing! Tonight is the first one so I hope I don't sleep too heavily.

I can tell you a secret? Ok, I’m sure you won’t tell… I will getting a thong for Jana and I just hope I will be able to control the frustration without a wet dream… we will see.

Oh one thing, did you took a look at the post I did about the “Les Miserables”?… I did mention you you know? I thought the other guys were going to notice it also…

Anyway, I’ll get ready to see what the night track is about… is going to be great I’m sure!!

Cheers!
E.M.

[Quiet Linda]

Relax, forget your filter and enjoy the dream enhancer.
It rocks little girls dreams.
Life after day 60, not to spoil anything
allows Jana addiction if one chooses wisely.
Effort is it's own reward.
hugs
little girl

[erotusmaximus]

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OMFG!!! that was amazing!!!

I felt soooo frustrated and excited like never before!!! The other night with the chastity cage was reeeeeally intense but it was more pain oriented… But this time!!! omg, I couldn’t sleep between being excited to the extreme hearing my own heart beat at the echo created in my ear with the earphone hoping for the next edge to come and the whole idea of being hopeless and I could not cum under no circumstance! The edge sound could take some 15 or 30 mins to hours to come! To make things even more frustrating I wore a silk shinny cream pantyhose with a very nice white shinny thong! That was for me the top maximum if you include also the smell of Jana’s perfume! fffffffak I was desperate to cum aaaaaall night!! Begging for the hours to go quicker but it seemed like an eternity. I could imagine Jana being there with me and as I was about to go to sleep and I heard the sound, I brought the scented panties right to my nose and did the edge. The smell is so strong in me and made everything so damn powerful. I was dripping like crazy with each edge and incredibly frustrated to put my cock back inside the pantyhose under the thong.

My my… and if that was not enough… the session!!! Finding those images in what seemed to be the never ending best pictures of google bondage images!! the pictures and videos were sooooo damn hot and the game was devilish as hell!! After the frustrated night to have the task to hand pick the requested images was something that I was only able to achieved thinking “this is not for me, is for Jana” And so I kept dripping and dripping and hoping to find the damn pictures! I was in complete and deep desperation for a release! In the end I was able to find 7 of them and I was exhausted and just begging inside for mercy. The task after finding the pictures were beyond my concept of limit. To edge and hold it?! after all this? But I did it for Jana. To stroke 500 times?!?! I would have never thought of that specially after such a night and lengthy search… but… yes, I did it for Jana. And so with the other tasks.

I definitely saved the URL to Deckers gallery, is so awesome! I saw some videos that made my whole body shiver in frustration.

Just wanted to share this. I wish I had the words to explain my sensations but it was too extraordinary to transmit it in words. I’m soooo very thankful for this opportunity given to me by Jana and Decker. And the thought of having just 4 days in this new series makes me extremely fearful of what is going to come in all 26 days left with the level of horniness I have right now. I don’t know if I will make it to the end to be honest. The whole night teasing is extraordinarily powerful… I will need some rest before trying it again. I will try the short one to gather some energy back.

Immensely thankful, grateful, and horny!
E.M.

[Quiet Linda]

Dream enhancer while in chastity, for me, produces very vivid dreams.
Often of Jana or some dark mystery man. In all of them, little girl aches to please them.
You can do it again.

[erotusmaximus]

I'm currently at the point in "Jana's Lounge 2013" were you are telling about the dream you had with Jana and it was very sexy! say, would you care to describe also your dark mystery man dream? To be honest picturing you in chastity was quite arousing

[Quiet Linda]

"The dark Mystery Man is an indirect reference to the creator of our beloved series.
Done to show submission to them, not just a porn star."

[erotusmaximus]

I see!! Got it

[erotusmaximus]

This post may contain information about the tease, read if you did the series or just don't care to read spoilers.

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Today I chose the Alarm Track for the first time and came to the realization that the sleep tracks are meant to be subliminal noises during sleep (dahh) It all came to me when in between a dream I started hearing the sounds of the alarm but since they continued to play and I was still trying to recover my senses I decided to count them and said “I will do them in a second…” But I kept counting and counting and said to me
“wait… really??… holy shit!!!... neeeee.... I think what is going on....” So now I know

This is a very good thing because although it was very intense to keep track of every single sound in the night and do the command, it was for next day extremely hard to coordinate anything with the head or body. I felt like having a very heavy party last night and now a terrible hangover, with headache, chills, humming ears, etc. I had to rest the whole day to recover from the first all night track. It was incredibly fun!!! but maybe not to do it too often as it may seem more like a sleep deprivation program… maybe in the future? hehe

Anyway, now the nights will have more all night stimulation and I think they are going to have a very interesting effect that I just started noticing a moment ago. I could swear I was hearing the stroking sound coming from somewhere so I checked the browser to see if the website was left open or my phone had the flash still running… and nothing only delusions! It should be very fun to see what happens next time I enter a store with that doorbell For sure the nights are going to have very interesting dreams as well.

Only a technical advancement to notice. I was able to use my phone to play the flash tease so I don’t have to take the whole laptop to the bed. This is going to be very handy for the rest of the month.

In a different matter, I will be doing a fake shift from my fake team since I don’t want to wait two days without Jana I will do it from 17hrs to 18hrs. That task seemed to have been a lot of fun when you guys played it… is too bad I wasn’t there

Ok, so long for today.

Cheers!
E.M.