Looking for ideas - Ongoing T&D

[BriefsBoy36]

Few more ideas just came to me, relying on luck for outcomes is really exhilarating, like maybe Mistress is bored and wants to update her blog. So without having anything particular come to mind she decides that if the Celtics win tonight she'll post a picture of me wearing normal clothes and introduce me as hers, but if they lose shell post an embaressing pic of me in "proper" attire ad introduce me as a Sissy. The rush of not knowing what will happen is exhilarating. Or something simplier, I'll go on cam and start stroking as told, then with a deck of cards we play red light green light.

Also, Playing games or making bets can also get my heart pounding, like if I can do 100 pushups I can cum, If I fail I have to edge with a dildo in both ends, if I don't attempt then I have to sleep with a buttplug, whitey tighties wedgied up my bum, and handcuffed with my hands between the front leg holes of my undies with the key on a necklace around my neck, so to get the key I have to give myself a frontal wedgie. So no matter what I have a small feeling of control over myself, but in reality either way I'm entertaining my Mistress, and having that carrot waved in front of my face(permission to cum) obviously ill attempt at anything, so knowing this can be used just to watch a slave have that look of disappointment when the realization that I had the opportunity to earn my release but, failed and knowing that my struggling is just amusing entertainment to my Mistress always keeps me in my place.

Sorry, but blueballs makes this slave very creative and imaginative, after all when I finally do get a release I know it'll be that much better of an orgasm if I keep fuel to the fire, if you know what I mean.

Oh, last thing, when it come's to having an orgasm I'd love to be on cam being instructed on how to have the orgasm, after all it just keeps me on edge knowing that even my orgasms aren't for my pleasure, they're a way to be controlled by my Mistress, and it would be extremely disappointing a simple if I was simply told to cum however I wanted, because the main motivator in this relationship is that I'm earning/begging/pleading/ and even crying for an orgasm so when finally able to release I want my Mistress to give me the quality of orgasm she deems appropriate. Maybe I've been the best slave ever and my Mistres even goes on cam to tese me with her perfec body guiding me toa slow,but long and enjoyable orgasm, or maybe I've been good, but not great so she teases me on edge over and over only to end it with a ruined orgasm with 3 ball slaps just as I cum. Never should control EVER be given back to the slave, because if I'm told to do what I want, I know ill jerk 2 min to a porn video and blow my load and my Mistress is no longer on my mind or in charge at this point.

Ok I'm done. Silly fantasies of mine.

[CruelNatalie]

wow you sure are wordy. You should format your paragraphs so we can read it easier.

Professional domination sessions are great if someone has a set scene they like to explore. It's a concentrated time period- one or two hours and expensive. I have found that some people need more, especially guys into feminine control.

Online/phone training is great because its more personal yet private. We can each have our own world but share a separate world together. I have personal relationships that are D/s. In fact I don't have any vanilla relationships and find vanilla sex boring. But my online/phone training not only provides me with income but a a variety of relationships. Because I can also make a living at it I have more time and can actually live the lifestyle of a Goddess. At the same time I'm not here to serve anyone. Just because you tribute me for my time doesn't mean I'm your puppet. It means that you step into MY WORLD. The information I gather is used to control you deeper. I want to know what makes that cock rock hard, what scares you and how best to milk devotion from you.

Thank you for coming over and giving feed back. Now get back to your assignments.