Day 15 Report
Edges Today: 2
Edge Total: 15!
Today was amazing. Absolutely amazing. Not only did I get to edge but I found a second image (that I had to stop at

) that might be my target but I'm not certain and at this state of the game the thought of making a mistake is... inconceivable to me. I just can't let it happen. After clarification it is indeed my target. *grins*
I have noticed I've become more and more sexually submissive as the days have passed, not only do I try harder every single day but I only want to be controlled more, dominated even. Several very dirty fantasy have been creeping into my mind as of late. Things I never would have considered to have been turn ons only days ago. Things I never would have thought of doing, to achieve orgasm only days ago now seem well within reason, wanted almost.

It's hard to describe, as it's not just being willing to do things only days ago I wouldn't have, but that I also want to do those things.
Images of a specific type, have really gotten me going. I find it very hard to not edge just stroking to them slowly. I constantly wonder if that's exactly what Della had in mind with the way the game works and then I think of my target and blush.

Not only my target itself but other images from semi-related ones to images far removed from my target increase my arousal dramatically now. On the other-hand, my 'twist' has very different emotions attached to it. Not all bad, as you might think from reading some of my posts, but complicated I think is the best way to put it.
When I seen my target, oh I shivered. I felt thrilled, I gripped tighter, blood rushed into my throbbing cock, pre-cum dripped and I took long deep strokes staring at it. My edge rose up, finally an edge! that's all I could think, I didn't have to stop, it wasn't my twist I could edge! YES! It began building and I felt the pleasure surging, on the upstroke I slid my hand off looking down and watching my cock throb in time with my pulse. I can't tell you how impossible this would have been if I was trying to do this alone. If I didn't have to report about it, I would never had the will to let go during that edge. It's not easy to deny that feeling rising up but without the motivation of the game, or a partner/Mistress denying it would be all but impossible. My legs trembled after the edge, my proud cock pointing up, the tip with a bead of pre-cum sitting on it.
I've noticed I produce alot more pre-cum now. I mean way more. It's difficult to describe the difference, I literally leak in anticipation of stroking now... and during it and sometimes after it.
The biggest change however is my reaction to my target, I absolutely love seeing my target now. It's a focus of pleasure, a real treasure. Both thrilling and nerve wracking at the same time, like hoping into bed with a new partner for the first time. I've been programmed to feel pleasure every time I see it
The anticipation of the 15th edge now is amazing, I feel like a kid at a birthday party waiting to unwrap my presents. At the same time, I know it's entirely up to Della what that present is, or if it's a present at all. Somehow that simply adds to the excitement.
The second edge was a delicate game of cat and mouse, like trying to touch something on a cliff without knocking it over. I only just touched the edge before I withdrew all contact. I didn't want to risk any accidents on the very final one :S
In short, I am desperate. More needy than ever. Frustrated and often times aroused but at the same time, much more pliable and willing to serve. So my sincerest thanks goes to Della for running this game and the community as a whole as someone stepping exploring their sexuality for the first time, games like this + chat and the site on the whole really make it a step worth taking. So you have my thanks.