Day 9 Report
Edges Today: 3
Edge Total: 12
I started today, so close to the end of the thread. I have a feeling of worry, maybe fear over the idea of coming to the last page still being so far from any chance of release. It was also arousing, although everything seems to be more and more arousing as time passes.
I have found myself focusing so much on my target just the idea of it has become a turn on. When I found my first target today, I felt my cock pulse, throbbing in my hand. I actually let out a gasp, haha. I was terrified I'd accidentally cum and ruin all the effort I have put in so far. I took hold and took every single stroke carefully, the moment I felt the edge I let go. It was so intense, a real sexual rush. The next target was slightly different, It was exciting as I edged I felt my hips almost moving of their own accord, trying to hump my fist.

I had to let go, I was so horny, so desperate I just wanted to
fuck something.
I was trying to be careful, but I couldn't I was just so filled with lust, my tight fist was a blur sliding on my shaft as I pumped over and over scrolling through the thread. I seen my third target, and I caught myself realizing just how close I was to losing control. I slowned down and the moment I felt the edge put both hands up in the air for fear of being unable to control msyelf. Looking down I watched the head flare and bounce with the rhythm of my pulse.

I had managed to avoid any mistakes :D
I went for a quick shower after that. It didn't help much when I gripped my cock and began stroking, I clicked and clicked again and found myself staring at the last page. Nothing left to see and my heart sank.

12/15... Oh come on! I wrapped back up and wanted to stamp my feet in frustration. I've never felt so pent up before, so needy, so wanting. I'll have to wait and see what tomorrow brings.