15 edges done. Now if only mistress had not made me lock up my cock... apparently she thinks is't fun if I am allowed to cum by Della but can't because of the cage...
so even though it feels wierd doing so...
Please, please, please Della may I cum? I am soo very horny after this game, please?
Pretty please with sugar on top, may I be allowed to cum?
tooteee wrote: I'm feeling a little more emotional than usual... desperate to cum yet feeling mentally chastised.
That happens sometimes in denial, it sometimes hits me really hard so I know how tough that can be. Just don't let it get the better of you. Hang in there, you're doing well.
Haldirkd wrote:15 edges done. Now if only mistress had not made me lock up my cock... apparently she thinks is't fun if I am allowed to cum by Della but can't because of the cage...
so even though it feels wierd doing so...
Please, please, please Della may I cum? I am soo very horny after this game, please?
Pretty please with sugar on top, may I be allowed to cum?
hmmmmmm no orgasm for you. For not telling me you a mistress(I will assume you had her permission, if not then I would be must upset) you have gotten the pleasure of searching for another 15 edges.
Della the Devilish
"To anyone who has stood at someones side and looked into the abyss and found both charm, attraction and love, for we are not made up only of our light and happiness but also our darkness and sorrow. To deny the darkness of yourself is to deny half of who you are, and when you love, truly love, you need to love the whole person not just the part that smiles and waves, but the part that thinks murderous thoughts and knows that pain is both pleasure and temptation, but still thinks puppies are really cute" -LKH
"I am Nature's arm. Her spirit. Her will. Hell, I am Mother Nature, and the time has come for plants to take back the world so rightfully ours! 'cause it's not nice to fool with Mother Nature.- Poison Ivy
"I pray you pass out drunk with your best friend and wake up with his and her tattoos"- Jared and the Long Road to Love
"You do what we want, or I will peel your mind away like the layers of an onion. You DO believe I can do that, don't you?"- Nikolaos
tooteee wrote: I'm feeling a little more emotional than usual... desperate to cum yet feeling mentally chastised.
That happens sometimes in denial, it sometimes hits me really hard so I know how tough that can be. Just don't let it get the better of you. Hang in there, you're doing well.
Kyle
i second what Kyle said. Denial can have a funny way of hitting like that. I know my saying no had to be hard. But your are doing well and I think this shows great persistence. You will get there soon or later it rely is. Pity that I can't post pictures at the moment because of computer issues. But here is a video foe every one:
"To anyone who has stood at someones side and looked into the abyss and found both charm, attraction and love, for we are not made up only of our light and happiness but also our darkness and sorrow. To deny the darkness of yourself is to deny half of who you are, and when you love, truly love, you need to love the whole person not just the part that smiles and waves, but the part that thinks murderous thoughts and knows that pain is both pleasure and temptation, but still thinks puppies are really cute" -LKH
"I am Nature's arm. Her spirit. Her will. Hell, I am Mother Nature, and the time has come for plants to take back the world so rightfully ours! 'cause it's not nice to fool with Mother Nature.- Poison Ivy
"I pray you pass out drunk with your best friend and wake up with his and her tattoos"- Jared and the Long Road to Love
"You do what we want, or I will peel your mind away like the layers of an onion. You DO believe I can do that, don't you?"- Nikolaos
Haldirkd wrote:15 edges done. Now if only mistress had not made me lock up my cock... apparently she thinks is't fun if I am allowed to cum by Della but can't because of the cage...
so even though it feels wierd doing so...
Please, please, please Della may I cum? I am soo very horny after this game, please?
Pretty please with sugar on top, may I be allowed to cum?
hmmmmmm no orgasm for you. For not telling me you a mistress(I will assume you had her permission, if not then I would be must upset) you have gotten the pleasure of searching for another 15 edges.
Della the Devilish
*gulp* I was allowed yes :) She laughed at this and said have fun :)
Oh and told me to ask you about those twists that some players have.
tooteee wrote:
starting at page 298... seems like I've been stroking forever, I've only had one extra edge which adds up to 21 edges, my target doesn't seem to be showing up...
All this stroking is making me hornier than ever, my cock is rising to the slightest stimulation and I'm feeling a little more emotional than usual... desperate to cum yet feeling mentally chastised.
I can relate to that. I experienced this last time i had a long run. (17 days) At some point i was also feeling down. Depressed would not be the right description, but it felt strange. How can something you crave make you feel the opposite.
The fact you don't know when your target will show up again, might also influence your state of mind. And don't forget, coping with denial is easier on a day you feel strong than if not.
Recacha wrote:coping with denial is easier on a day you feel strong than if not.
Couldn't agree more....
And I salute you on that 17 day run!!!! I hope I could reach there someday
Thanks for the support Della Eventhough you're the reason behind all of this!!!! couldn't let me cum the first time, could ya!!
lol someone is snarky. No I could not let you cum. I enjoy watching people beg far too much. You were just "lucky" in the fact that you give me a reason t say no ad torment you a bit more lol.
Haldirkd wrote:
DellaRoss wrote:
hmmmmmm no orgasm for you. For not telling me you a mistress(I will assume you had her permission, if not then I would be must upset) you have gotten the pleasure of searching for another 15 edges.
Della the Devilish
*gulp* I was allowed yes :) She laughed at this and said have fun :)
Oh and told me to ask you about those twists that some players have.
twists are an added little bit of frustration that players can either ask for or be given b/c I am in the mood to be wicked. Then can be pleasurable or painful. They are triggered by another image that the player is looking for. They have proven to be interesting to say the least.
"To anyone who has stood at someones side and looked into the abyss and found both charm, attraction and love, for we are not made up only of our light and happiness but also our darkness and sorrow. To deny the darkness of yourself is to deny half of who you are, and when you love, truly love, you need to love the whole person not just the part that smiles and waves, but the part that thinks murderous thoughts and knows that pain is both pleasure and temptation, but still thinks puppies are really cute" -LKH
"I am Nature's arm. Her spirit. Her will. Hell, I am Mother Nature, and the time has come for plants to take back the world so rightfully ours! 'cause it's not nice to fool with Mother Nature.- Poison Ivy
"I pray you pass out drunk with your best friend and wake up with his and her tattoos"- Jared and the Long Road to Love
"You do what we want, or I will peel your mind away like the layers of an onion. You DO believe I can do that, don't you?"- Nikolaos