walkietalkie wrote:So today. Got to 15 edges yay! The awful, really unlucky news? Guess what happened after that last edge? Yes, and yes I ruined it
I was just thinking, a little bit more, hold it, just to celebrate... Oh no!
Although one thing that cumming made me realize was how much easier it was for me to focus on my uni work. One thing that's been happening these last three days is me waking up at like 5am, and then only being able to think about sex/porn/this game all day. As I usually go to sleep between 1-2 that means I barely get any sleep. Today I was so much more productive. I think for the sake of my degree I should bow out here.
I'm really sorry Della. This is a great game, but for me, who's never denied himself before, it's just a little too much for me to handle without risking my professional prospects. So I guess for cumming and for quiting early I owe you a huge punishment eh? I'll stick around too see what you want to do to me. I feel quite guilty, so I'll try to do whatever you want, no matter how extreme, as an apology. I'll save the rest of my cum in case you need to "use" that in the punishment.
I think I'll stick with Milo though. This is a great site. I guess if I start playing loads of the webteases and other stuff I could train myself to get better at orgasm denial. Maybe then, after I finish my degree, you might have me back in your amazing game?
Here's a thought, maybe a game or a function or something where new members have to train themselves at edging/orgasm denial would be a good addition to the site? They could choose a number of days to go without cumming, and then be rewarded if they make it, and punished if they don't? Could be fun. I know I'd use it. It could even be a webtease with a random punishment/reward generator for the participants?
Sorry again Della, and sorry everyone else playing.
*sits in the corner naked, shivering and glaring at his stupid, untrained cock, as he waits for a punishment.*
walkietalkie,
Let me take a minute to share some of my thoughts. Don't beat yourself up too much. For somebody new to denial, you did a pretty good job in my humble opinion.
First off, these accidents happen to everybody. The edge is just that, the 'edge'. It's right next to a cliff and going to far does happen. It isn't fun, always is a let-down and it sucks. In time, you get used to it. Oh, accidents will still suck, but with experience, just like with practicing anything, you'll get better at avoiding them.
i've been engaging in denial play for over a decade. i
still have accidents. Sure, they're fewer and farther in between than they used to be, but they still happen.
Regarding the side effects of denial, the distractions during our time in the vanilla world where we are totally distracted by a Woman's clothed breasts, can't walk past a lingerie store without staring, zone out and daydream about kinky stuff, and so forth: Just like with edging, you get used to these things to. They get easier to cope with. They'll always be distracting, and for many of us it becomes a fun diversion while we're in the vanilla world of day-to-day life.
Sleeping also gets easier, also. Sure, there will likely always be some rough nights.
i totally understand your wanting to concentrate on school/your degree. Doing so is definitely prudent, but it doesn't mean you can't allocate some "fun time". i'm neither saying you should stay in the game, nor that you should quit. Just this: "Denial" will always be there, when you've got the time for it. If it needs to be on a backburner for the moment, that's okay.
Stick with denial and Milo. Give 'em both a chance. Denial is one heck of a fun roller coaster ride.
This boi enjoys having to ruin his orgasms. Also, do this boi a favor and force boi to lick up his nasty jizz.
