I want to provide a quick update. I am slowly making my way through this thread. Very slowly. I am bit worried that I have gone through fewer photos than new photos have been posted. But, that is ok. Some days will be more than others. I am really trying to focus on enjoying the stroking, edging, twists, and find photos to post. It is tough, but I am trying not think about having an orgasm, or doing this to accomplish a goal. I want to enjoy being horny. I want to enjoy being frustrated. I want to enjoy being teased. I want to enjoy the lack of control. I just want to enjoy each day.
I really liked reading about Della's experience in Learning to Drip. I was surprised about your shyness. It is too bad because I think there are a lot of people that would love to read more and are really captivated by hearing about your experience. I don't think it is gawking, but rather a way to get to know you better. I think it is sort of like what you put in your profile about your fetishes - if you want to know about them get to know me (sorry, that may be really bad paraphrase).
Misty I am looking into the video issue, will fix them as soon as I can.
Goodman I am glad to see you back and your insights into my experiences on the dripping thread are interesting. I guess I am so used to he regulars in chat knowing me pretty well that I that I did not think of the fact that some people might want of know me better. I know people are not gawking. Also I am intensely shy offline, sometimes it creeps into my online life, that is very true of me talking about my tasks for Banquo in public. For that matter I have a hard time talking about scenes between Oda and I.
Kamil: you are gonna have to beg better then that.
Good luck to the rest of my players.
Della
"To anyone who has stood at someones side and looked into the abyss and found both charm, attraction and love, for we are not made up only of our light and happiness but also our darkness and sorrow. To deny the darkness of yourself is to deny half of who you are, and when you love, truly love, you need to love the whole person not just the part that smiles and waves, but the part that thinks murderous thoughts and knows that pain is both pleasure and temptation, but still thinks puppies are really cute" -LKH
"I am Nature's arm. Her spirit. Her will. Hell, I am Mother Nature, and the time has come for plants to take back the world so rightfully ours! 'cause it's not nice to fool with Mother Nature.- Poison Ivy
"I pray you pass out drunk with your best friend and wake up with his and her tattoos"- Jared and the Long Road to Love
"You do what we want, or I will peel your mind away like the layers of an onion. You DO believe I can do that, don't you?"- Nikolaos
Della,
I can understand that you wouldn't want to share too much of your relationships.
I am surprised that you are shy, based on what I have seen, which is admittedly limited. I am also surprised that you are more comfortable in chat. Honestly, I find the chat very intimidating.
Della please. 12 days and no cumming. 39 edges. I bed you please. Or ruin my orgasm. Whatever but pleasee I can't hold it. My balls are so full that I think only about it all day. Please I beg you Della. I will do everything you say. Pleaseee