Another Dice Game

[Endorphin7fbs]

ss, Today I got a new toy and if you message Me I will share. I'll do public correspondence for the game, but some details I choose to keep more private.

Anyways....After a long day I stood in front of porn and stroked my cock for a bit before concentrating on edging. After about 5 or 10 minutes I stroke faster and focused on edging. The first was a really close call. I thought I might spill, but I didn't. The next few times I went easier with the edges, trying to be more careful. The 6th edge was also a bit of a close call. Afterwards I spent over an hour with My sub and that creates a slow boil that will only make things worse for Me. Right now I am certainly horny, but I still feel in control. I am still in that spot where I embrace the thrill of being horny much more than the pleasure that cumming would bring. I'm sure it will change soon. It will certainly change with my first edge tomorrow. It will change in the heat of the moment, but I am more curious about the urge that will resonate, the urge to cum that will start when I wake and stay with me throughout the day.

Edited to add: My balls are boiling right now.

[Endorphin7fbs]

ss, I woke in the middle of the night with my cock begging for attention so I gave it a little. Just before I got up in the morning..er..well, afternoon..I edged 4 times, but figured I would save the rest for later. After I went to the gym a few hours later, I took a shower and stroked to the edge once. I do love a good shower stroking. A few hours later, and a few hours ago, I finished off my requirement for the day by doing 4 more edges. I am certainly horny today, but I am still just enjoying it. It may start to get tough tomorrow when I wake to the thought of feeling my body prepare for orgasm 12 times only to have it taken away every time.

[Silent.sub]

Good to hear you are enjoying yourself Endorphin. Horny you say.... well I guess I shouldnt post some gifs I found today they might make you a little horny But I think I might anyway as a little reward for doing so well

[selfbound]

Good to hear you are enjoying yourself Endorphin. Horny you say.... well I guess I shouldnt post some gifs I found today they might make you a little horny But I think I might anyway as a little reward for doing so well

Oh, Silent, these picture are so beautiful!

- Selfbound

[Endorphin7fbs]

silent, those are some lovely gifs. I like the first one best. I woke this morning and wanted to get all 12 out of the way early on. I know there is no easy way to do it, but I wanted to spend the rest of the day knowing it had been a success. The first one was so difficult as I felt my body readying to let my spunk go. Each one after was really mentally challenging because the desire to cum had built up enough that I had to work on staying focused on denying myself the pleasure. I stopped at six because I feared I just didn't have the will to make it further at that point. My balls are starting to ache and I have 6 more to do.

I see you have a challenge to do. I hope it really makes you ache. you deserve a puffy pussy to go along with my blue balls. Call it spiteful or not, but I hope you lose.

Edited to add that all 12 are now done. I finished my final six moments ago. I did them all in a row while watching porn. Now, I can relax for the day....er..try to. Maybe I'll catch up on Boardwalk Empire for the finale tonight. That should distract me. It's not like I'm going to see a bunch of fully naked women.

[Silent.sub]

silent, those are some lovely gifs. I like the first one best. I woke this morning and wanted to get all 12 out of the way early on. I know there is no easy way to do it, but I wanted to spend the rest of the day knowing it had been a success. The first one was so difficult as I felt my body readying to let my spunk go. Each one after was really mentally challenging because the desire to cum had built up enough that I had to work on staying focused on denying myself the pleasure. I stopped at six because I feared I just didn't have the will to make it further at that point. My balls are starting to ache and I have 6 more to do.

I see you have a challenge to do. I hope it really makes you ache. you deserve a puffy pussy to go along with my blue balls. Call it spiteful or not, but I hope you lose.

Edited to add that all 12 are now done. I finished my final six moments ago. I did them all in a row while watching porn. Now, I can relax for the day....er..try to. Maybe I'll catch up on Boardwalk Empire for the finale tonight. That should distract me. It's not like I'm going to see a bunch of fully naked women.

Good Job Endorphin You are doing fantastically

And yes the scheme has begun.... Which will be verrrrry interesting.

[Endorphin7fbs]

silent, This morning I woke a little early. By the time my alarm went off I was focused enough to play with my cock. It didn't take long to get hard and reach my first edge of the day. I managed 8 before the snooze alarm went off and then I got up and got ready for work. I stroked a bit in the shower as well, but I did not edge. My balls have felt pretty plump all day, but not very sore. I still have 7 more to do today, but I will go to the gym first. I was going to just wait and report after I did all 15, but I figured breaking it up into two reports might make you want to touch twice.

[Endorphin7fbs]

Day 4 update:

silent, I went to the gym and while I was on the treadmill I could feel my swollen balls rub up against my legs. I read that rubbing the balls increases testosterone and that running, because of the balls being rubbed, does so as well. I exercised to get more fit, but it is possible that with each stride I made my denial more difficult. When I got home I put in some porn with Asa Akira, a very hot Asian girl and I stood and stroked to her scene. I have been trying a bit to not make my situation worse than it needs to be. you may know from your own experience that during denial there can be urges to make it even more extreme. I have taken some measures that will make it worse, but not so much with the intent, but rather just due to being horny. I stood in front of Asa and just wanted to enjoy the feel of stroking without rushing to get my edges done. In the long run it will make it worse, but I just wanted to enjoy the stroking. I lubed up with Astroglide warming liquid and started stroking. I didn't need more than one application because my even slicker precum was flowing enough to keep me well lubed. I stroked my entire cock for maybe 10 minutes, just enjoying the feel until I felt possibly close to the danger zone where an edge, and an accident, might come from nowhere. Then I focused on using my thumb and two fingers to jerk. That way I was more able to feel myself get closer without a surprise. I could feel my groin gradually respond to the stimulation and did my best to give authentic edges while avoiding a spill. After each edge I would do 10 kegel exercises since I have been devoted to doing them recently. This also provided a cool down that would require me to 'work up' the next edge rather than just ride one edge after another. It does make it a bit easier to be safe from an accident, but it also tends to increase the urge to cum as I feel the process. I am very horny right now and I realize that now the difficulty really begins. This morning I was 1/3 of the way there, but only in days, certainly not in level of difficulty.

[Endorphin7fbs]

Day 5


Just did 3 edges in the shower and I am feeling the effects. Off to work.

[Silent.sub]

I would like to reward you Endorphin with more pictures but Im in a bit of a terrible mood at the moment so a good job and a virtual kiss will have to keep you happy until tomorrow

You really are doing fantastically.

[Endorphin7fbs]

Oops.

[Silent.sub]

Oops.

Oops?

[Endorphin7fbs]

silent, I did and up spilling...I made a mess. I lost all will to really type more. A spill replaces horniness with shame, even with just a friendly game. I didn't care to type more at the time, but now I will tell you a bit more about the experience. Day 5 was the day where my horniness was ramped up. The 3 edges lingered with me throughout the day. I kept looking at porn related things on my phone at work. I felt an ever dull ache. I saw a woman in a loose dress bent slightly over and I thought of hiking that dress up and taking her from behind, despite knowing I was not attracted to her. In other words, I was horny enough that a wider range of women could create little spikes in my desire. When I got home I was so eager to stroke. I was very tired and knew I had to be careful, but I also didn't have the luxury of spreading edges out too much. I would have liked to have done more in the morning, but I had a very hard time just getting out of bed. Anyways I started slow with my later edges. I spent some time just enjoying stroking to porn. I'd edge, do some kegels, and edge again. After 5 straight I took a bit of a break and gifted you a video . Then I went on to my next 5. On the 5th edge I felt in danger after I let go. I squeezed tight, but started to think a spill was inevitable. My hand still removed, I shot out spurt after spurt of thick white cum.

Thank you for rolling the dice and offering encouragement. I may be tempted to try again, but not right away. I do enjoy a bit of teasing and denial, but I don't really pursue being a sub anymore. One reason why is that it is difficult with my job and long commute. I tried to be careful, despite my urge to get it done with (I was very tired and really wanted to try to relax and make up for a very poor night's sleep). I doubt I would have made it through the 9 days, but I would have liked to have felt more and shared more with you.

Thanks again. I hope you enjoyed it a bit. Maybe sometime soon we can have a bit more fun.

[Silent.sub]

Well I am glad you gave it your best shot. Don't feel bad you did very well, and thank you for trying your hardest. I'm usually found hanging around in chat. But it was lovely to meet you and get to know you a little.

I hope you had a lot of fun even though you didn't quite make it to the end.

See you around no doubt - Silent

[Silent.sub]

Hello YI

Welcome to my little game. *laughs evilly* Maybe you will be the first to complete it.

I wish you the best of luck and frustration.