The Deck of Denial

[Sam86]

*warm smile*
Good to hear something from you Miss
I hope everything went well over the last days for you

[shell]

*warm smile*
Good to hear something from you Miss
I hope everything went well over the last days for you

It did Sam, thank you. *warm smile*

[PlayfulGuy]

Hi gang. I'm relatively new here. I discovered Milovana about 6 months ago, read the first couple pages of this thread, and made note of it as something to try some day. About a week ago I tried the "Roll a Dice" tease. It was good, but I've been re-writing it to make it better. Anyway, it got me thinking about this game again, so I went out and bought some cards and started reading this thread from the beginning (87 pages!). I'm on page 44 now. Half way. I was going to wait until I read the whole thing before posting, but I just can't wait any longer.

You people rock! And Shell, I love you! I would give much to have a woman like you in my life. Banquo and Mat, you guys are machines. I salute you. I'm looking forward to joining in on the fun, reading the rest of the thread and seeing what the future holds. Those of you that are going to inspire me in the next 44 pages I will salute later :)

So, with the dice tease and all the excitement of buying some cards and the thrill of reading about peoples experiences with this game I had many edges and three orgasms over four or five days. I also modified the Deck rules slightly to combine a few different variations I saw in the thread and to adjust a bit to my preference. Around day four/five I woke up about 1:30 in the morning horny as hell and masturbated again. Having had several orgasms it took more than usual to reach orgasm, and I ended up with a small patch of minor chafing on my cock. Ah well.

Not one to be put off, on Wednesday (Nov 14) I decided to draw my cards. I must admit I was more than a little afraid of what might come up. I shuffled and shuffled then spread my cards out on the table and drew the first - a 9! Holy. 9 edges a day! With some trepidation I drew again. Another 9! Nine edges a day for nine days. Whew! That actually was a relief and seemed manageable for a first attempt. I was eager to get started.

I did edges 1 and 2 with a tease at Milovana, then did 3 more on my own. I took a shower intending to save the other four for night but ended up edging again in the shower. Totally fucking horny! 6 Down. I had to work, and other real life stuff until about 9pm. It was good to get away and cool down. I finished my last 3 edges a bit later then needed to cool down again before bed. Should have done them earlier.

Thursday I didn't work until 4pm. I spent a couple hours enhancing the Roll A Dice tease and got super horny so went to do some edges. I did 3 and ended up having a ruined orgasm on the third edge. Using my slightly modified rules I had to add a day due to the ruined O, so now I'm up to 10 days.

I worked on other stuff for a few hours then did 3 more edges. 6 down three to go. It was difficult getting
to that first edge. After work I tried to do my remaining edges but I can't even get myself to the edge. Having overdid it the past couple days that bit if chafing on my cock is irritated so I can only stroke through my panties and it just wasn't working. Didn't finish my 9 today.

Today - Nov 16 - I decided that I need to take the day off and let my cock heal so I can stroke properly. I will use lube when I start again, and will restart the entire 10 days :(. I'm totally horny and looking forward to starting again, hopefully tomorrow.

Well, off to work now. I'm really looking forward to my playtime with all of you.

Cheers!

[PlayfulGuy]

When I made my last post I didn't realize that this thread has sat idle for two months. Sorry if I'm bringing up an old thread, but it's so hot I just want to participate. Unless someone tells me stop I'll keep posting, and maybe spark a new round of players.

After some good healing time I was ready to start tonight. Checking my calendar I realized that I would not be able to do 10 days as this would take me into next weekend when I will have visitors, so I've used the number cards addendum to adjust and I'll be doing 12 edges a day for 7 days.

I started with doing the random tease that came up on the webteases page (surprise for you, sissy). I actually enjoyed that one more than I thought I would. Being the woman in the video on pages 4/5 is one of my fantasies, except that I'm ordered to do it by my dom/domme. I had my first six or seven edges during that tease. Afterwards I did up to 11 edges just looking at pictures I found in threads and reading bits and pieces. btw I used a timer to time 1 minute breaks between edges.

After my 11th edge I went into the kinky games chat room hoping to chat with someone while I had my last edge. No takers. One person replied to my hello saying they were bored. I said I was playing the deck of denial and there was no further response. As I sat there stroking myself, not getting a response was more exciting than getting one. After a couple minutes with no response I was whimpering like a baby - please talk to me... please! Why won't you talk to me?

I loved it! It brought me nicely to my twelfth and final edge for the day.

Good night Milovana.

[dr.d]

When I made my last post I didn't realize that this thread has sat idle for two months. Sorry if I'm bringing up an old thread, but it's so hot I just want to participate. Unless someone tells me stop I'll keep posting, and maybe spark a new round of players.

its ok with me if you keep posting , just be safe and have fun

[PlayfulGuy]

Thanks Dr D. I'm good at keeping myself safe, and I'm definitely having fun so no worries there.

Today I had a busy day and only had a window of a couple hours mid-afternoon to do my edges. I started with a tease picked by just flipping through pages until something caught my eye - Self Punishment Lesson.
I Loved it, and will definitely do it again when I've been naughty :) but it didn't get me to the edge. After that tease I just used other teases as sources of arousing pictures or videos, and worked through nine edges, timing a minute of no touching after each edge.

Then I got the bright idea to go see if anyone was in the kinky games chat room. There were a couple members present, so I shared what I was up to, and they indulged and encouraged me while I finished my last three edges. It was totally hot! The final edge was particularly intense since I knew I had a few people waiting to hear that I was done, encouraging me, and because I knew it would be the last one until tomorrow.

I ended up taking well over an hour to do all 12 edges, but had a great time. Afterwards I had to go into work for a short (5 hour) evening shift. On the way my balls were tingling, and every involuntary contraction of my pc muscle sent shivers through my body. As I stopped for a coffee on the way I was in a lightly euphoric state. It felt delightfully naughty knowing that the people around me had no idea what I had been doing only minutes earlier.

I probably won't get to do my edges tomorrow until about this time (10pm), so it will be well over 24 hours since my last set. I'm already yearning for more, so it will be a day of delightful anticipation.

Bye for now.

[shell]

Well, my goodness!!!! *bright smile*

Hello PlayfulGuy...(to be called Playful from this point forward). *smile*

I don't get around here much on the weekends.....and imagine my surprise to come in and find someone playing happily on Master's game! *bright smile*

I'm glad you have decided to give this a go. And I look forward to reading each and every post you make.
I enjoyed the line where you talked about how you felt, being around people and they had no idea what you had been up to.....that excites the hell out of me!!! *moans softly*

[PlayfulGuy]

Hello Miss Shell, It's an honour to make your acquaintance. This thread had been idle long enough I wondered if anyone would even notice, and I'm delighted you and Dr D have.

Yesterday went as expected - a delightful day of anticipation and not getting home till around 10pm. Before I started my edges I made the "mistake" of popping in to the Kinky Games room to see what was going on. I ended up having a great game with another member there. I finished 9 of my edges while we played, but by that time it was after midnight so I had to sign off and finish my other three offline.

It was very liberating to be able to explore this side of myself with someone else. It was great fun and I'm happy I popped into the chat room.

Today I'm a little tired from being up late and then up early for work, and being so horny I didn't sleep well. I woke with my cock eagerly encouraging me to play with it, which I did while I brushed my teeth and made breakfast (it's always fun to start the day naked, going about my morning routine and stopping to stroke myself to a nice erection now and then).

Anyway, yesterday I was wondering about do my edges all at once so I had more time to recover, doing them earlier so I'd sleep better, or taking advantage of the days when my work is light and spreading them out through day, and then it hit me that 12 is divisible by every number on a standard die except 5. So, I decided to let the dice rule my fate. Whatever I rolled I could only do that many edges at once, then I'd have to take a break before doing the next set.

This morning I rolled a six, so two sets of six during the day. I've just finished my first while enjoying the tease "Fun2" by Bill1993. It gets a 4/5 from me. You need 1 1/2 to 2 hours for it probably. I ran out of edges fairly early in the tease, so I just stroked my way through to the end. It was great fun and I'm suitably horny and aching for release now. Thanks god I've got another set for later.

When I decided to try this game I was a little afraid of pulling some big numbers and a joker, but I've realized over the last couple days that larger numbers are better. If I had pulled a two and then a 9 and only got two edges a day I'd be horribly frustrated. I think that would be harder than doing 10 or 20. But I've been wrong before Some day I'll probably find out.

Well, that's it for now. Will report as time permits.

Playful

[shell]

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Hello Miss Shell, It's an honour to make your acquaintance. This thread had been idle long enough I wondered if anyone would even notice, and I'm delighted you and Dr D have.

Yesterday went as expected - a delightful day of anticipation and not getting home till around 10pm. Before I started my edges I made the "mistake" of popping in to the Kinky Games room to see what was going on. I ended up having a great game with another member there. I finished 9 of my edges while we played, but by that time it was after midnight so I had to sign off and finish my other three offline.

It was very liberating to be able to explore this side of myself with someone else. It was great fun and I'm happy I popped into the chat room.

Today I'm a little tired from being up late and then up early for work, and being so horny I didn't sleep well. I woke with my cock eagerly encouraging me to play with it, which I did while I brushed my teeth and made breakfast (it's always fun to start the day naked, going about my morning routine and stopping to stroke myself to a nice erection now and then).

Anyway, yesterday I was wondering about do my edges all at once so I had more time to recover, doing them earlier so I'd sleep better, or taking advantage of the days when my work is light and spreading them out through day, and then it hit me that 12 is divisible by every number on a standard die except 5. So, I decided to let the dice rule my fate. Whatever I rolled I could only do that many edges at once, then I'd have to take a break before doing the next set.

This morning I rolled a six, so two sets of six during the day. I've just finished my first while enjoying the tease "Fun2" by Bill1993. It gets a 4/5 from me. You need 1 1/2 to 2 hours for it probably. I ran out of edges fairly early in the tease, so I just stroked my way through to the end. It was great fun and I'm suitably horny and aching for release now. Thanks god I've got another set for later.

When I decided to try this game I was a little afraid of pulling some big numbers and a joker, but I've realized over the last couple days that larger numbers are better. If I had pulled a two and then a 9 and only got two edges a day I'd be horribly frustrated. I think that would be harder than doing 10 or 20. But I've been wrong before Some day I'll probably find out.

Well, that's it for now. Will report as time permits.

Playful

It sounds like you are having a delightful time. *wicked smile*

[PlayfulGuy]

OMFG! WTF just happened? I got home from work around 9:30, had a snack and got ready to do my edges. I've been using this playtime as an opportunity (excuse?) to try more teases on Milovana. So, I innocently poke around through the teases opening a few that catch my eye, looking at the first couple pages to decide if it looks interesting, and then I see this beautiful blue-haired doll in "Bound to the Flame". I actually really like blue hair on a woman. Call me weird, but I do. So, in I go.

Warning to any who read this: If you haven't done that tease and might want to try it don't read the spoiler below. It will seriously spoil the tease for you if you know what's coming. Go do it now, then come back. You'll thank me later. Maybe....

Spoiler: show

Now where were we..... Ah yes, beautiful blue-haired doll. My 'friend' tells me that she needs a bunch of sexual energy (Okay count me in!) to cast a spell (huh?), so if I'm willing to help her out by getting really horny (Okay count me in!) she can cast her spell (yeah, sure, spell, horny, okay count me in! God I love your hair!). Before I know it I'm naked and happily stroking for my "friend". She has me stop and start a couple times to help build up energy, then edge a couple times, and then she reveals that I am actually the subject of the spell (WHAT!?), that this will be my last chance to orgasm ever (YOU FUCKING BITCH!), and afterward I'm doomed to a life of sexual frustration, forever unable to reach orgasm (IF I CAN EVER STOP STROKING MYSELF I"M GONNA FUCKING KILL YOU!).

The model is absolutely gorgeous, I have a thing for blue hair, the writing in this tease is incredible, and it's timed to perfection. And, strangely enough, it contained exactly the number of edges I needed. I was actually crying during parts of this tease, whimpering like a baby at other times, and telling her I'm going to kill her at others.

It was absolutely amazing! Mind-blowing even. In case you haven't read the spoiler I'll repeat here that the tease is extremely well written and well timed. It fed right into my arousal and drew me right into it. Being so aroused there was a part of me that believed what I was being told. As though I was hypnotized, I knew it was "just a game", but at the same time the feelings that surfaced were like it was totally real.

I may not be able to sleep tonight, and although I had a thing for blue hair, I may have a new thing for blue hair now.

Did I mention that the model was gorgeous?

[PlayfulGuy]

Rolled the dice again this morning and got a 2. I have about 6 hours so that's 2 per hour. Just finished round 4. The edges seem to be harder to get to today, but are more intense when they arrive. After doing my two and then having to stop the frustration is intense. I want to come so badly! Still having fun though and enjoying all the sensations.

Playful

[slavetubs]

Hi Playful

I've been reading your posts with great interest, I love the full descriptions you post

I also have a thing for blue hair, think this may have been the start of mine though



Just a thought, what happens when you roll a 5 on your dice? Maybe you should suffer some kind of forfeit instead.....

[shell]

*Reads....and smiles*

[surtr]

Hmmmm... It seems as though the internet has eaten my previous posts, so I shall re-write them here as best I can:

First off, I wanted to stop in and offer my sincere apologies to the wonderful Ms. Shell: I rather unceremoniously dropped off the face of the earth back in September. I had just gotten a new job, and things were very busy, quite stressful, and things haven't slowed down until now (well, they're not so much slow, as I've gotten used to the new pace of things and can better manage my time).

Regardless of all this, it was very rude of me to disappear without so much as a word, especially given all the time you had put into giving me my own version of your card game. I'm quite sorry about this, as I very much enjoyed playing it.

I had mentioned in DellaRoss's thread, that I would be interested in participating in her game, when she popped in here, and I was reminded that just before I left, I had promised Shell that I would attempt the original 36 days of denial that I had drawn way back in August. I would like to still make good on my promise, I had wondered if I might be able to participate in a modified versions of Ms. DellaRoss's game, wherein I would only be allowed to beg for release after I completed the denial period (and any other tasks owed to Ms. Shell due to my extreme tardiness) rather than after completing 15 edges.

To those of you who are celebrating today, happy Thanksgiving! I hope you have a great holiday, and that anyone heading out shopping tomorrow stays safe.

-S

PS: Good luck Playfulguy, I hope you enjoy this game as much as I did!

[PlayfulGuy]

@ surtr - Thanks, and I am.
@slavetubs - Thanks. The blue eyes make her kind of spooky looking. I like it. If I rolled a five I would do 5/5/2. Would make that last 2 extra something (special? frustrating? maddening?).

So, today is day 7/7 (YAHOOOO!). I didn't get a chance to post yesterday so I will catch up. Both yesterday and today were busy days with limited time between work and other activities to fit in my edges, but I managed. Yesterday I did 4 in the morning, then the remaining 8 during an hour or so I had at home in the afternoon. I did those with one minute rest after each edge. Intense.

Today I had to be up and going in the morning, then got back home for a couple hours. I had a lot to do in that time though, so I let myself do one edge, set a timer for ten minutes during which I worked on, and repeat until I finished 6 edges. The next 6 will be done after I'm finished here, and tomorrow morning I get the prize!!! Then company arrives

I'm still enjoying that naughty feeling of doing something that most people would be shocked at. Yesterday however some other feelings surfaced. After my 4 morning edges I was out running various errands with my balls feeling delightfully full, and those little shivers of excitement occasionally coursing through me when I had the thought that this must be kind of what an addict feels like.

Me: Hi. I'm P.G. and I'm a sex addict.
Group: "Hi P.G." "Welcome P.G." "Hey P.G."
Me: So, I've been using again, but it's leaving me unsatisfied. I just don't get that same high anymore. It's like I need more and more all the time. The high doesn't last as long, and before I know it I want another hit.

That's what it's like. After doing a set of edges, for the next few hours I'm wishing I could do more, or just play with myself for a while, or rub my crotch, or fuck something (here pup, come on good girl :) After a few hours it subsides and daily life takes center stage again, but the desire to orgasm is never too far in the background.

It's totally different than masturbating to orgasm all the time. Someday soon I want to try doing one or two edges like every hour through the day. Should be an "exciting" day :). I also ran across silent.sub's "Another Dice Game" thread and totally want to try that dice game. And then, maybe rehab. Sheesh! I need a girlfriend!

That's it for this update.

Bye for now