Diary: Days of Denial with Amy

[Tobias23]

Day 9
- no webtease today -

So I survived today, somehow. I really really really wanna do a webtease and have a session again. It's been three days now without, two more to go. Well over the halfpoint I guess, thats something positive.

I have no idea how some people manage to do this for weeks.

[tikiliz]

Just saw this thread and I think you're doing great!

Self-imposed chastity (as well as orgasm denial) definitely is one of the hardest things in my experience. Even doing it with a series to guide you through it, it keeps being hard. For me it really depends on the mood I'm in at that time, sometimes I can go for weeks and other times there's an 'accident' right away.

Thumbs up for you for keeping this going, especially after the 'accident' which I generally find to be a breaking point. Keep it up!

[Tobias23]

Woohoo a new supporter, thank you tikiliz!

And you are correct, it is haaaard. I can't just do it anyday I want. I can't describe it, it's just one day I feel it, that submissive side growing strong, and if it doesn't go away the next day and after a few orgasms, I just know I will be in the right mindset to go through with something like this. And well I started this series.

Another thing that gives me strength is the fact that there is a goal. After nine more teases with Amy it's over, so I can summon all my strengh and reserves to reach that goal, and then just collapse and recover afterwards

So seriously, having a visible and reachable goal helps me alot. Anyone the same feeling? Can't quite describe it.

[Tobias23]

Day 10
- no webtease today -

That day went by like a breeze, I was very busy during the day, and in the early evening we got a nice five man team together for league of legends. We had alot of fun and played for like six hours?! Darn I feel nerdy. Anyways all that flaming and gaming and the constant talking on teamspeak really kept my mind off sex. Wooohoo!

[Tobias23]

Day 11
- no webtease today -

Well, I don't know how to say this, so here i goes: I met someone special yesterday. We chatted for hours, it felt like we had a strong connection. All night long, until 6am in the morning, I was so tired I fell asleep as soon as my head hit the pillow. I never slept that good the past 10 days.

We will meet again today, and then we will see where it leads us.

[sub3604]

Day 11
- no webtease today -

Well, I don't know how to say this, so here i goes: I met someone special yesterday. We chatted for hours, it felt like we had a strong connection. All night long, until 6am in the morning, I was so tired I fell asleep as soon as my head hit the pillow. I never slept that good the past 10 days.

We will meet again today, and then we will see where it leads us.

Well that is a fair reason to discontinue being locked up would be kind of hard to explain to a new girl. If you do continue though and I worked it out right you have a web tease tomorrow.

[Tobias23]

Well ...

Games are fun, and I wanted to finish this, but she is just epic! I hope I never ever have the chance again to finish this series, because it feels like she could be 'the one'! We were talking for over 10 hours yesterday, and it was just awesome. I don't know, I never talked to someone that long and not get bored. I can't stop thinking about her.

[youaswell]

Well ...

Games are fun, and I wanted to finish this, but she is just epic! I hope I never ever have the chance again to finish this series, because it feels like she could be 'the one'! We were talking for over 10 hours yesterday, and it was just awesome. I don't know, I never talked to someone that long and not get bored. I can't stop thinking about her.

Huh, well I guess I know why you stopped PMing me... whatever, I guess I can take it. I mean, I have better stuff to do anyway I guess sometimes I mean like whatever...

:/

[Tobias23]

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[sagrathdevil]

I am doing this tease for the first time. Still in the first day. But i think this one will be hard.