*slips in, lost to my Master's submission*
I was to do one of these tasks today, as part of my T&D for the week. I am lost in the fog of submission, so please excuse anything that isn't written properly.
I will post this under a spoiler, as to not ruin it for others...
I woke to find Master's orders this morning. He wanted me to do task 2 which is the following:
Mini-Task #2: Symphony of Pain and Pleasure – 30 minutes
Get a bowl and fill it with ice cubes and get your vibrator. Undress completely and make yourself comfortable, this task will last for 30 minutes. Use a watch or clock to keep track. You will give your clit your complete attention during those 30 minutes. It must be in permanent contact with either the vibrator (turned on maximum) or an ice cube. You will want to use the vibrator most of the time, but if you have to avoid an orgasm, exchange it with an ice cube. Use the vibrator or the ice, whatever you are currently using to stimulate your clit, a symphony of pain and pleasure.
Master added his own wickedness to this. I was to keep track of how many times I put the ice to my clit. Then after I write this, I am to go edge that many times. Dear God, don't let me cum!!!
This is taking me forever to type...I can't think...everything is fuzzy....as I swim in the submission my Master has dropped me into.
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This was probably one of the most frustrating tasks I have ever done for you Master. Frustrating on several levels. I knew it would be difficult, because I like ice play, but I wasn't sure how difficult, until I got into it, about five minutes.
Because I was expecting difficulty, I planned ahead. I took a bowl of ice, but I also took one of these.
It is a tube that you put in the freezer, that goes into a water bottle, instead of using ice.
This was a good and bad idea!!! *blushing*
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So, I had everything ready and turned on the timer. I began that Hitachi. Programing my mind not to edge, was wild at first...I almost forgot what I was doing and actually had one..."on purpose", but stopped in time.
Then I took an ice cube and put it to my clit. Oh fuck! All that did was push me so close to the edge I almost couldn't stop it.
It was a combination of the cold and the water droplets that dripped down that caused the unbearable reaction.
From that point on I used the freezer stick. This came with it's own set of problems. Because it is tubular shaped.....all I could think about what sliding it inside. *blushing* Fuck! Fuck! Fuck!
So, began my torment. I knew I couldn't edge and because of that, there were times I had to have both the Hitachi and ice off of my clit. I hated that because I felt like I was not doing the task properly......I wanted so desperately do as I was told. But I also was told to be safe and I know Master, that means my emotional safety as well. I know I would have been emotionally distraught if I had edged or worse, came.....so I had to be free of sensation several times to get through the thirty minutes.
I would guess that it was probably a total of 10 minutes, in all, that I did not have one or the other on my clit.
I do not know if doing this on a none T&D week would change anything and I seriously doubt that it would.
The sexual frustration, wanting to edge...wanting to cum.....was/is so great!!! If you were online right now......even though I would regret it later, I would probably end up begging you to let me cum. *blushing*
So it wasn't a task performed perfectly, but you only expect me to do my best and I believe that I did. I know that if you are not pleased, you will deal with me privately about that.
Master, I was able to put the ice/freezer tube to my clit 15 times for you. *blushing* And I am going to move forward with the rest of your orders, to edge, even though I am not happy with my performance through this task. I would rather move forward, then not obey you....and accept the consequences later, if there are any, then to not obey you. *respectful smile*
*moans so loudly......* God...I want to cum so badly!!!!!!
Master thank you for the opportunity to do this task for you. *gentle smile*
And Banquo thank you for creating such an intense task!!!!! *blushing smile*
Am excited to report that Master has agreed to let me complete this task which some of his adaptations. So firstly thank you so much Master, I can’t wait to do this for you and thank you Ban for a fabulous tease that I have been looking at and wanting to try for some time.
My first day was Friday, so please excuse all the posts as I now have 3 days to report on, but have put them all in spoilers, so not to spoil any details of the mini tasks or to take up too much room!!
I undressed and put on my collar, I knelt next to my bed holding the dice in my hands, kissed them and rolled feeling Master sat on my bed watching my every move. The first roll was a five, I say the first as Master has told me I will be carrying this task out 3 times.
Started the day with the massage which, I was sure wouldn’t be too tricky for me as I was used to doing this every morning up to a few months ago. How wrong I was, after about 3 minutes the first edge came and they got harder and harder to get down from as his clit was so swollen, sensitive and needy. I had to take a few breaks to recover and stop myself from going over, I totalled about 11 edges and in all this took me about 30 minutes.
After a few coffees to calm down, I inserted my ben wa balls and completed my kegels, this were not too tricky as I do these quite regularly as I like to keep things nice & tight. As I gripped upon the balls, I wished so much that it was Master’s cock that I was holding deep inside me and this made his pussy soaking wet and his clit so desperate to be touched, but I resisted and managed to complete them without too much trouble!
Today for my mini tasks I rolled a 6, 5 & 2. So, I got dressed in to my sports bra, vest top, knickers & lycra half leggings and went off to the gym to kill some frustration. On my way in I stopped off in the disabled toilet to complete task 6. I pulled my knickers and leggings to my knees, opened my legs as far as I could and started to slowly circle his clit, in only about 30 seconds it started throbbing and pulsing so I slowed down and teased myself to a slow frustrating edge which made it so hard to pull back up my clothes without any other stimulation.
For task 5, the next roll was a 6, so 6 edges with my vibe. Completed all of these indoors, bedroom 1, 2 & 3, lounge, dining room and bathroom. The first two left his pussy soaking wet and desperate to feel the vibe inside and his clit so very swollen & needy, I realised that the vibe had been on high and decided that to complete the other 4, I needed to turn the speed down as the edges were getting hard. Having done this, I completed them but was a shaky, horny, desperate mess by then end. I remember thinking at this point I so hope his clit doesn’t get much more attention today! I hadn’t yet read number 2!
Whilst reading this task, I felt his clit throb at the thought of ice and realised that the vibe had to be high which made me nervous. I managed 6 minutes of the vibe on high and so many edges that gradually got more and more intense, until I really struggled and my body started to shake about the go over the edge, so I replaced the vibe with ice and enjoyed the numbing sensation on his clit. This helped me get off the very sticky edge but still let me enjoy some more frustrating edges everytime I pressed harder or replaced the ice.
Thank you Master & Ban for a fun filled if very frustrating first day!
Question – Can I touch at any other time outside the tasks or not? I haven't yet as not sure I could take any more frustration, but just in case my hands wander....
Snoopy x
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“It is always by way of pain one arrives at pleasure.” Marquis de Sade
Woke this morning feeling wet, horny and really wanting to touch but I resisted as still wasn’t sure if I was allowed. Having had a good month out of denial, day 2 felt like it had been a week without feeling the pleasure of going over the edge and just the thought made his clit start to throb.
As soon as I was able, I started the massage and his clit pulse pretty quickly and I could feel the edge quickly building inside of me. His pussy was so wet by the 5th minute, I could feel the juices seeping down my legs and again I needed to stop quite a few times to get down from some hard edges with my body shaking, so desperate for release yet knowing that it is at best 7 days away if the dice are kind. Am enjoying the return of the emotional feelings of denial and knowing I will only feel what Master wants me to feel and that this is about his pleasure not mine. I am completing all tasks wearing his collar as it makes me feel close to him and safe.
Kegels morning and evening completed today with my rampant rabbit vibe and again dreaming of being allowed my Master’s cock inside me as I beg to cum for him yet am denied as he cums over and over again.
My 3 tasks today are: 2, 11 & 3.
After I had finished work, I was excited at the thought of playing with ice again so soon! Today, I decided to use the ice for the whole 30 minutes, I just loved feeling the cold numbing sensation on his clit and kept pressing harder and harder against it which just made me edge over and over again. Although as his clit was numb the edges fade away much easier than with the vibe, but feels almost more frustrating as I don’t always reach the top of the edge. This frustration was driving me mad and I was so desperate to feel a full edge so decided the complete the last 12 minutes with my vibe. I managed 5 before getting stuck on a hard edge and as I struggled and wriggled to get down I had to swop back to the ice for a minute to get down and then finished with the vibe. I completed this task a shaky, horny, very wet mess in more ways than one!
For task 3, the story that I liked was (http://www.literotica.com/s/teased-and-denied). I started with the clit massage as instructed, which seems harder everytime at the moment, his poor clit was just throbbing so hard so desperate to go over and just so sensitive to every circle. Reading my story, I turned my focus towards finger fucking his pussy, feeling how wet it was and feeling it contract at every edge as gripping my fingers deep inside hoping for some relief. I had to stop a few times, especially at my favourite points in the story!
I really enjoyed then fucking his pussy with the hairbrush, using my PC muscles to grip it hard and wishing it was his cock thrusting deep and hard against my G spot, needless to say these thoughts did lead to a few breaks as his pussy needed some time to cool down. Watching his clit getting more stimulation was a new experience for me, actually seeing it swell and throb as it got nearer and nearer the edge just made me feel more horny in the knowledge that I am doing this to please him even though my body is now aching to cum and feel some pleasure. Even though, I know this is not what my mind wants as I want to always be his perfect sub. The vibe on his clit was torture, I really could not stay away from the edge, so needed to take lots of breaks but did make a full 10 minutes in about 40 minutes!
Completed my last task just as I went to bed, so I undressed and laid naked on my bed (wearing just my collar) on my back with my knees bent and my legs wide open. All I had to hand was baby oil so I massaged up my inner thighs which made me wriggle so desperate again to feel some stimulation on his clit or pussy. I enjoyed the 20 minutes of massaging although I did edge more times than I could count even when I slowed my pace right down. Was hard to stop touching his smooth, silky pussy and took me a good hour to be relaxed enough to sleep.
Snoopy x
Last edited by Snoopy76 on Sun Oct 21, 2012 8:44 pm, edited 1 time in total.
“It is always by way of pain one arrives at pleasure.” Marquis de Sade
Awoke this morning and without realising started circling his clit, so I do apologise if this wasn’t allowed, I did stop as soon as I noticed what I was doing. Just made me feel so submissive to have to stop what I wanted to feel so badly, so quickly put on my collar and started the massage. So so many edges and was almost in tears by the end fighting myself to get down as my body wriggled and shivered so so close to what it craved yet still knowing I am far away and that deep down I love this feeling of utter frustration and the emotions it engenders. It is so good to feel submission again. In this place I really feel warm and safe in Master’s arms and think this is what got me through these 20 minutes.
Kegels today were with my balls and I just love the feeling of them rolling inside me, teasing my inner most places and tensing my muscles against them as I refuse to give in to the temptation they offer as they roll in to my g spot.
My 3 rolls today for mini tasks were: 11, 12 & 4
For the tit task, I undressed and put on my collar. I lay on my bed and caressed, circled and squeezed my nipples until they were perky & hard, I ran my fingers over the lips of his pussy and already could feel the wetness from within, so I inserted my 8” dildo and applied the pegs. As I massaged my breasts, I imagined having Master beside me now dripping wax over my pegged nipples and then slapping them hard until the pegs broke off as I applied and removed the pegs. After this, I edged everytime I removed or re-applied the pegs and was so desperate to touch his clit or pussy, was just so needy and soaking wet.
For the public task, I got myself dressed in to a knee length dress, imagine a long polo neck jumper dress in red with a black belt round my waist, I left off my tights and knickers, inserted my balls and put on my black knee high boots. I drove to my local supermarket as I needed a few groceries, I parked up towards to back of the car park where it is quieter, next to a trolley bank and circled his clit hard and fast with my finger. As I was still as horny as hell, the edge came just as hard and fast and taking my hand away was so so so hard, at that moment I would have begged and pleaded to be allowed to cum, but I know that’s not really what I want. So, off I went in to the supermarket, washing my hands in the bathroom on my way in!
Which at last gets me up to date! Its 9.30pm Sunday night as I write this part, and am lying in bed, naked except for my collar. I have my bottle of oil next to me and I have covered my inner thighs and his pussy in oil, my body is wriggling with anticipation of the sensations ahead, my mind a frenzy of knowing the most pleasure I can hope for is to feel the pleasure of an edge and then the emptiness and frustration as it ebbs away. But, I love knowing Master’s pussy will be soft, wet and so very needy for him to use very soon.
Snoopy x
“It is always by way of pain one arrives at pleasure.” Marquis de Sade
Very good Snoop! I will allow you to touch but you are only allowed to touch 3 times and they are touch=on the spot edge no exceptions. So be careful with them!
I am happy you are happy baby, and I can't wait to fuck my silky wet pussy.
Wow Snoopy! I am glad you are enjoying my little game *grins* I for one really enjoyed reading your reports. Keep up the good work. I do so hope that these mean little tasks don't get you to desperate for release *wicked smile*
Banquo
We are all in the gutter, but some of us are looking at the stars - Oscar Wilde
Banquo wrote:Wow Snoopy! I am glad you are enjoying my little game *grins* I for one really enjoyed reading your reports. Keep up the good work. I do so hope that these mean little tasks don't get you to desperate for release *wicked smile*
Banquo
Yes Ban, am sure thats exactly what you hope will happen!!
Already feels like about day 10 of denial on day 4, am so out of practice!
Snoopy x
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“It is always by way of pain one arrives at pleasure.” Marquis de Sade
