The Deck of Denial

[shell]

For surtr

It is around 10 PM as I came to shut my PC down and I took a quick look at this thread.
As I read down through your two posts........I sit now....on the brink of orgasm. I am breathing.....forcing that orgasm down.......I teeter toter on a choice.....I have a free orgasm that I can use, any time I please......but I want to hold on to it.....but dear God....my clit is twitching....

*reads it again......*

I have to say that this is a deliciously frustrating task that you've laid out for me Miss Shell. The urge to orgasm gets just a little bit more intense with each day that passes, and my cock gets that much more sensitive. This means I have to edge more slowly, or risk having an accident, which only means that I can get fewer edges done each day, further extending my period of denial. This only makes me feel even more denied, because I want to do more edges than my body will let me. And, when I I do edge, I stay horny for longer, feeling frustrated that not only can I not cum, but I can't edge either. It's a very effective mindfuck, and makes me feel very needy and submissive *blushes*

I edged once more in the shower, and then left for work. I have to say I've noticed that edging now, after 11 days without an orgasm is considerably more intense than when I started this task! During each edge, it feels like electricity is pulsing through me in anticipation of waves of pleasure that never come. I'm not certain that I can accurately describe the feeling I get after stopping just shy of the brink. Every fibre of my body aches in frustration at not getting what it had been anticipating. It leaves me a horny, dripping, needy mess, edge after edge....*moans*

*takes deep breaths........* fuck...fuck....fuck...............................leans my head back......gives in to the sensations...............allows....................oh fucccccckkkkkkkkkkkkkkk..........cummmmmmmmmmingggggggggggg!!!!!! *moans.................a deep...need driven moan of climax...........................*

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Thank you Master for my orgasm.....and thank you surtr for being so frustrated......and sharing that frustration with me..........................
*pants................and .......feels a delicious warmth all over.........and a soft giggle escapes as my cheeks turn pink*

[surtr]

I was going to post an update on how the rest of my evening went, but instead I saw this...

It is around 10 PM as I came to shut my PC down and I took a quick look at this thread.
As I read down through your two posts........I sit now....on the brink of orgasm. I am breathing.....forcing that orgasm down.......I teeter toter on a choice.....I have a free orgasm that I can use, any time I please......but I want to hold on to it.....but dear God....my clit is twitching....

*reads it again......*

Spoiler: show

I have to say that this is a deliciously frustrating task that you've laid out for me Miss Shell. The urge to orgasm gets just a little bit more intense with each day that passes, and my cock gets that much more sensitive. This means I have to edge more slowly, or risk having an accident, which only means that I can get fewer edges done each day, further extending my period of denial. This only makes me feel even more denied, because I want to do more edges than my body will let me. And, when I I do edge, I stay horny for longer, feeling frustrated that not only can I not cum, but I can't edge either. It's a very effective mindfuck, and makes me feel very needy and submissive *blushes*

I edged once more in the shower, and then left for work. I have to say I've noticed that edging now, after 11 days without an orgasm is considerably more intense than when I started this task! During each edge, it feels like electricity is pulsing through me in anticipation of waves of pleasure that never come. I'm not certain that I can accurately describe the feeling I get after stopping just shy of the brink. Every fibre of my body aches in frustration at not getting what it had been anticipating. It leaves me a horny, dripping, needy mess, edge after edge....*moans*

*takes deep breaths........* fuck...fuck....fuck...............................leans my head back......gives in to the sensations...............allows....................oh fucccccckkkkkkkkkkkkkkk..........cummmmmmmmmmingggggggggggg!!!!!! *moans.................a deep...need driven moan of climax...........................*

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I'm at a loss for words.... That you had an orgasm because of my denial..... I can't think I'm so horny. I want to touch so badly, but I don't think I can without cumming. So instead my cock is being left to twitch and strain to be stroked.....fuck.....*moans*

Thank you Master for my orgasm.....and thank you surtr for being so frustrated......and sharing that frustration with me..........................
*pants................and .......feels a delicious warmth all over.........and a soft giggle escapes as my cheeks turn pink*

You're welcome Miss Shell. I'm glad that you take pleasure in my frustration. Knowing this only intensifies the feeling.

I don't think I can post very coherently about tonight. The night got away from be a bit, so I only did one more set of edges, doing them right after just barely making it to 60 seconds on the bathtub. And I only got to five before I needed to stop again.

Here are the totals as they stand right now:

Day 11
Edges done: 14
Edges owed: 862

[shell]

I was going to post an update on how the rest of my evening went, but instead I saw this...

Spoiler: show

It is around 10 PM as I came to shut my PC down and I took a quick look at this thread.
As I read down through your two posts........I sit now....on the brink of orgasm. I am breathing.....forcing that orgasm down.......I teeter toter on a choice.....I have a free orgasm that I can use, any time I please......but I want to hold on to it.....but dear God....my clit is twitching....

*reads it again......*

I have to say that this is a deliciously frustrating task that you've laid out for me Miss Shell. The urge to orgasm gets just a little bit more intense with each day that passes, and my cock gets that much more sensitive. This means I have to edge more slowly, or risk having an accident, which only means that I can get fewer edges done each day, further extending my period of denial. This only makes me feel even more denied, because I want to do more edges than my body will let me. And, when I I do edge, I stay horny for longer, feeling frustrated that not only can I not cum, but I can't edge either. It's a very effective mindfuck, and makes me feel very needy and submissive *blushes*

I edged once more in the shower, and then left for work. I have to say I've noticed that edging now, after 11 days without an orgasm is considerably more intense than when I started this task! During each edge, it feels like electricity is pulsing through me in anticipation of waves of pleasure that never come. I'm not certain that I can accurately describe the feeling I get after stopping just shy of the brink. Every fibre of my body aches in frustration at not getting what it had been anticipating. It leaves me a horny, dripping, needy mess, edge after edge....*moans*

*takes deep breaths........* fuck...fuck....fuck...............................leans my head back......gives in to the sensations...............allows....................oh fucccccckkkkkkkkkkkkkkk..........cummmmmmmmmmingggggggggggg!!!!!! *moans.................a deep...need driven moan of climax...........................*

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I'm at a loss for words.... That you had an orgasm because of my denial..... I can't think I'm so horny. I want to touch so badly, but I don't think I can without cumming. So instead my cock is being left to twitch and strain to be stroked.....fuck.....*moans*

Thank you Master for my orgasm.....and thank you surtr for being so frustrated......and sharing that frustration with me..........................
*pants................and .......feels a delicious warmth all over.........and a soft giggle escapes as my cheeks turn pink*

You're welcome Miss Shell. I'm glad that you take pleasure in my frustration. Knowing this only intensifies the feeling.

I don't think I can post very coherently about tonight. The night got away from be a bit, so I only did one more set of edges, doing them right after just barely making it to 60 seconds on the bathtub. And I only got to five before I needed to stop again.

Here are the totals as they stand right now:

Day 11
Edges done: 14
Edges owed: 862

*Just smiles....giggles and blushes......and smiles again.....*
So, you have two 60 minutes in a row now, right?

[surtr]

Sorry for not posting yesterday Miss Shell, I had plans in the evening that went much later that I'd anticipated.

While it's relatively short, here is my update for yesterday:

Day 12

For me, the most difficult time of the day is the morning. I wake up with a raging erection, and a need to cum like nothing I've ever had to deal with before. It is incredibly intense, and a very frustrating way to start my day. Yesterday morning was no exception. After doing 12 edges, the need to cum was overwhelming. I couldn't be still. The knowledge that you had cum to my denial and frustration was still fresh in my mind, and only made this worse (or better, depending how you look at things). I was hard and dripping the whole morning and got to start the day with a nicely damp pair of underwear, driving home a feeling of submission, as I knew that I wouldn't be getting to cum any time soon.

As I was out late, those were the only edges that I was able to get done.

*Just smiles....giggles and blushes......and smiles again.....*
So, you have two 60 minutes in a row now, right?

Yikes! I hope that's supposed to be seconds, otherwise I'd have no hope at all! To answer your question though, I was at two 60 second sets in a row. But I missed last night, so I have to start again . The good news is that I have a few days off work, so I should be able to make serious progress on the edges that I do owe.

So, after day 12 this is where things stand:

Edges done: 12
Edges Owed: 850
Consecutive 60 second bathtub sits done: 0/4

Day 13

This morning I tried simply ignoring my raging hard-on in an attempt to get a bit more sleep. This didn't work, and I ended getting blue balls, and getting up anyhow. I can still feel last night, so haven't been doing any serious edging; I've gotten to a total of 6 so far. I expect this afternoon I'll be able to get some better progress and will update this post accordingly.

Edit #1

I lost count of how many edges that I had done around 20. I can barely think I'm so horny. My cock is throbbing, and my balls are tight and want to cum so badly. I need to take a break for a while. I think even a light breeze would send me over the edge at this point. *moans with need*

Edit #2

Well fuck... I've been edging for, well, I'm not really certain how long. Al I know is that I kept getting closer and closer to cumming, but stopping just short every time.... The feeling of need and frustration is so intense! In fact, it seems that it was so intense that I completely forgot to keep track of how many edges I did I need a break, and then will try to do some more, and actually count them this time...

[shell]

Spoiler: show

Sorry for not posting yesterday Miss Shell, I had plans in the evening that went much later that I'd anticipated.

While it's relatively short, here is my update for yesterday:

Day 12

For me, the most difficult time of the day is the morning. I wake up with a raging erection, and a need to cum like nothing I've ever had to deal with before. It is incredibly intense, and a very frustrating way to start my day. Yesterday morning was no exception. After doing 12 edges, the need to cum was overwhelming. I couldn't be still. The knowledge that you had cum to my denial and frustration was still fresh in my mind, and only made this worse (or better, depending how you look at things). I was hard and dripping the whole morning and got to start the day with a nicely damp pair of underwear, driving home a feeling of submission, as I knew that I wouldn't be getting to cum any time soon.

As I was out late, those were the only edges that I was able to get done.

*Just smiles....giggles and blushes......and smiles again.....*
So, you have two 60 minutes in a row now, right?

Yikes! I hope that's supposed to be seconds, otherwise I'd have no hope at all! To answer your question though, I was at two 60 second sets in a row. But I missed last night, so I have to start again . The good news is that I have a few days off work, so I should be able to make serious progress on the edges that I do owe.

So, after day 12 this is where things stand:

Edges done: 12
Edges Owed: 850
Consecutive 60 second bathtub sits done: 0/4

Day 13

This morning I tried simply ignoring my raging hard-on in an attempt to get a bit more sleep. This didn't work, and I ended getting blue balls, and getting up anyhow. I can still feel last night, so haven't been doing any serious edging; I've gotten to a total of 6 so far. I expect this afternoon I'll be able to get some better progress and will update this post accordingly.

Edit #1

I lost count of how many edges that I had done around 20. I can barely think I'm so horny. My cock is throbbing, and my balls are tight and want to cum so badly. I need to take a break for a while. I think even a light breeze would send me over the edge at this point. *moans with need*

Hello surtr *smile*

This will be short, cause I don't have much time.....

First.....it's okay if you miss a day of posting because of things going on in the outside world. I really do understand. *soft smile* No more apologize for that please. *smile*

Second....FUCK! What an intense read, once again!!!

Third....if the reason that you didn't get the 60 SECONDS *giggle*.....on that one night, was because you were dealing with the outside world...that doesn't count.....and you are to act as though there wasn't a pause and keep going, from before that point. *smile*

You are doing great......and wow......what exciting posts you give me to read.... thank you. *moans and smiles*

[surtr]

Hello surtr *smile*

This will be short, cause I don't have much time.....

First.....it's okay if you miss a day of posting because of things going on in the outside world. I really do understand. *soft smile* No more apologize for that please. *smile*

Second....FUCK! What an intense read, once again!!!

Third....if the reason that you didn't get the 60 SECONDS *giggle*.....on that one night, was because you were dealing with the outside world...that doesn't count.....and you are to act as though there wasn't a pause and keep going, from before that point. *smile*

You are doing great......and wow......what exciting posts you give me to read.... thank you. *moans and smiles*

You're most welcome for the posts Miss Shell, knowing that you're excited by my posts makes me even more willing to be denied for you.

To your third point: This is very generous, thank you Miss Shell, you're very kind.

Final Update Day 13:

So, I went back for one more crack at edging today, but was still very sensitive from before. I managed to do another seven edges before I ran out of time and went out for the evening. It's probably a good thing, too. I was so frustrated that I just wanted to keep stroking and feel the sweet relief of an orgasm. Each time I stopped my frustration only got worse.....fuck...*moans* Thankfully I was able to stop in time, but I might have to go a bit slower tomorrow. Got home earlier this evening, and just managed my 60 seconds, only 1 day left!

Here is the final tally for day 13:

Edges done:????
Edges I actually managed to count: 33
Edges Remaining: 817

[surtr]

Day 14

This will probably be a short start to today's update. I did 13 edges in the space of about 45 minutes this morning, leaving me too horny to think. 20 minutes later, I'm still hard and barely able to focus on anything other than how much I want to cum right now. It's been two weeks and I still have a lot more edges to do...fuck...I don't know how much needier I can get than this. I don't know when I'm going to be able to do more edges today, right now I can't imagine being able to stroke without an accident, let alone trying to edge. It really is an amazing feeling Miss Shell, thank you for letting me be needy and denied for you.

Update 2:

Oh fuck..... I didn't think it was possible to be this horny. I tried edging again, but only got five done before needing to stop again. I know I've said it to you before Miss Shell, but having to stop just before an orgasm, after anticipating it through the intense pleasure of the edge leaves me with a really powerful feeling of neediness and submission. This is an exquisitely frustrating task that you've come up with, and I'm enjoying every minute of it!

Update 3:

Some not so great news for my last update of the day. I wanted to knock a few more edges off my total, and, being as sensitive as I was didn't think it would be a good idea to do edges, instead I tried doing some ball swats. After only 8, I couldn't handle any more and needed to stop. I still wanted to try and get a few more in, so I decided to gamble, and edge. I got two done, barely avoiding going too far, then on the third I went just a little too far.... I stopped before it ended up as a complete disaster, and it wasn't a full ruined orgasm. There was absolutely no pleasure, and no relief either. That being said, about 1/8-1/4 tsp of cum dribbled out . I'm really sorry Miss Shell, I should have known better, and not taken the chance. Is there a way that I can make up this accident to you? I would like to get to the full number of edges, though I'll be sure to not take any chances going forward.

Edges done: 20
Edges owed: 797

[surtr]

Day 15

I realised this morning that there is a bit more bad news from yesterday; that being that after my brush with near disaster that I completely forgot to do my last 60 seconds , I was mortified at almost failing that it completely slipped my mind, which really isn't much of an excuse. I'm sorry Miss Shell, I didn't do very well for you yesterday.

However, today is going much better. Already I've finished my first 60 seconds, and have done 24 edges. Hopefully I can continue this pace, and make up for yesterday's poor showing.

[shell]

For surtr

Day 14

This will probably be a short start to today's update. I did 13 edges in the space of about 45 minutes this morning, leaving me too horny to think. 20 minutes later, I'm still hard and barely able to focus on anything other than how much I want to cum right now. It's been two weeks and I still have a lot more edges to do...fuck...I don't know how much needier I can get than this. I don't know when I'm going to be able to do more edges today, right now I can't imagine being able to stroke without an accident, let alone trying to edge. It really is an amazing feeling Miss Shell, thank you for letting me be needy and denied for you.

Update 2:

Oh fuck..... I didn't think it was possible to be this horny. I tried edging again, but only got five done before needing to stop again. I know I've said it to you before Miss Shell, but having to stop just before an orgasm, after anticipating it through the intense pleasure of the edge leaves me with a really powerful feeling of neediness and submission. This is an exquisitely frustrating task that you've come up with, and I'm enjoying every minute of it!

Update 3:

Some not so great news for my last update of the day. I wanted to knock a few more edges off my total, and, being as sensitive as I was didn't think it would be a good idea to do edges, instead I tried doing some ball swats. After only 8, I couldn't handle any more and needed to stop. I still wanted to try and get a few more in, so I decided to gamble, and edge. I got two done, barely avoiding going too far, then on the third I went just a little too far.... I stopped before it ended up as a complete disaster, and it wasn't a full ruined orgasm. There was absolutely no pleasure, and no relief either. That being said, about 1/8-1/4 tsp of cum dribbled out . I'm really sorry Miss Shell, I should have known better, and not taken the chance. Is there a way that I can make up this accident to you? I would like to get to the full number of edges, though I'll be sure to not take any chances going forward.

Edges done: 20
Edges owed: 797

I will have to be quick in my response.....I am running short on time today.

Sometimes when we get so excited, like this....we don't think as clearly as we should. First, you have done the important thing...you have apologized. So, for starters, you are forgiven. *soft smile*

Okay....If I had calculated correctly, you should have one more balls to the tub to go...and that will knock your number down four hundred. And this time....if I am wrong...just work with me here. *lol*

I want you to cum on Friday the seventh.....this is NON NEGOGIABLE.
I am going to assume that you WILL get that last 60 seconds today and that you will have 797-400=397 to go.
With your last report being Sunday....I will assume you will get to see this before Monday is over. You are to swat your balls every day twenty times. That is going to bring the number....down to this....and no...don't do the math.....just go with it. *giggle*

You will be doing 24 edges each day, without argument. You will NOT ruin another one...you will make your cock obey me. And after that 24th one on Friday, you WILL cum! *sweet smile*

Sound good to you??? *wicked smile* Only one right answer here. *giggle*

EDIT *chuckles* We were posting at the same time...

[shell]

Spoiler: show

The Deck Rules

Take a deck of cards, including the jokers, and shuffle them. Then draw a card. After drawing your card, return it to the deck. Do the task for that card, BEFORE drawing another card.

Aces = Edge twice and draw again.
King of Hearts = Edge once, while watching 30 minutes of your favorite porn.
King of Diamonds = Edge, and then watch 30 minutes to one hour of porn without touching your self.
King of Clubs = Edge, rest for thirty seconds, and then edge again. Do this until you have edged five times.
King of Spades = No touching your genitalia or nipples for two days, except to clean, but do so quickly.
Queen of Diamonds = Twenty minutes of spanking to your ass, or until it has a nice pinkish glow to it.
Queen of Clubs = Put on nipple clamps. Rotate them every ten minutes. Edge after each rotation, until you have edged five times.
Jack of Hearts = Edge with your favorite toy, or if you don't have any toys, edge using only your non-dominate hand.
Jack of Diamonds = Edge Use ice cubes on your nipples, or on the outside or inside of your genitalia or anus.
Jack of Clubs = Do any two teases at Milo, but do not cum.
Jack of Spades = Edge three times, in the shower or bathtub.
Number Cards = If you draw a 2 through 10, draw a second card, continuing to draw past face cards, until another number card comes up.
The first number card is how many edges you must do each day. The second number card is how many days you have to edge.
Addendum to the number cards rule.
If you have limitations and can not, for what ever reason, do a long period of denial, then you may do the following.
If you draw a number card, that is how many edges you will do. The next card represents the days you have to do the edging. You can subtract the number of days that you can do the edging for, from the second card. What ever amount is left, add that to the number of edges, and do that many edges for the amount of time you will be doing them for.
Example: You can do the denial for the weekend - two days. You draw a 3 and a 8. Subtracting two from eight leaves six. Add the six to the first card and that gives you nine edges to do, in two days.

Jokers = This card doubles everything.
Queen of Spades = Get another deck of cards. Take the Queen of Hearts out of the new deck, and shuffle the two decks together.
When you have the two decks, if you draw a number card, now you have to draw four cards instead of two. The first two cards are added together and the third and forth cards are added together. The same instructions for numbers cards from above, apply.
The Joker instructions still apply. So, if you draw a joker, before that first number card, that would double it to 26 edges a day, for 36 days.
Set aside the cards you have drawn - they will get shuffled back in to the deck, if you draw the Queen of Spades again.
Only two decks should be used in this game.
Queen of Hearts = You get to cum any way you want, as long as you enjoy it.

Be safe!!

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Shell's Shell Game

You can play this game, if you on a break from the Deck game....
OR
For those of you that are trying to get to the Queen of Hearts.......this is a way for you to try and get there faster. You will have a 1 in 3 chance of getting it.

Here is how it works.......

Here are the three cards....



Each of them mean what they mean in the Deck game....
King of Clubs = Edge, rest for thirty seconds, and then edge again. Do this until you have edged five times.
King of Diamonds = Edge, and then watch 30 minutes to one hour of porn without touching your self.
Queen of Hearts = You get to cum any way you want, as long as you enjoy it.

*I turn the cards over and shuffle them all around*



It's simple……
You say...."Miss Shell I choose the *BLANK*(inserting right, middle or left) card."
Then you wait until I respond.
When I do....you will get to do which ever card you have chosen.

I will shuffle the three cards here on my desk....and tell you which one was the one you chose.

You may do this as often as you like.......or not at all. *Smile*

Have fun and be safe. *Smile*

[surtr]

I will have to be quick in my response.....I am running short on time today.

Sometimes when we get so excited, like this....we don't think as clearly as we should. First, you have done the important thing...you have apologized. So, for starters, you are forgiven. *soft smile*

Okay....If I had calculated correctly, you should have one more balls to the tub to go...and that will knock your number down four hundred. And this time....if I am wrong...just work with me here. *lol*

I want you to cum on Friday the seventh.....this is NON NEGOGIABLE.
I am going to assume that you WILL get that last 60 seconds today and that you will have 797-400=397 to go.
With your last report being Sunday....I will assume you will get to see this before Monday is over. You are to swat your balls every day twenty times. That is going to bring the number....down to this....and no...don't do the math.....just go with it. *giggle*

You will be doing 24 edges each day, without argument. You will NOT ruin another one...you will make your cock obey me. And after that 24th one on Friday, you WILL cum! *sweet smile*

Sound good to you??? *wicked smile* Only one right answer here. *giggle*

Thank you Miss Shell, that does sound good. You're very kind to me.

As I wrote earlier, I had already done 24 edges by the time I read your post so the rest of today was spent not being able to edge. It was a very different day than the previous two weeks, where I could edge to my heart's content. Today though, whenever I found myself hard and wanting, I could only sit and watch my cock strain for stroking that it wouldn't get. I tried to use my ball swats as a way to calm down, but that was unsuccessful. It felt too good, and only ended up making me want to edge even more. *takes notes not to use all my edges at once again*

[shell]

Thank you Miss Shell, that does sound good. You're very kind to me.

As I wrote earlier, I had already done 24 edges by the time I read your post so the rest of today was spent not being able to edge. It was a very different day than the previous two weeks, where I could edge to my heart's content. Today though, whenever I found myself hard and wanting, I could only sit and watch my cock strain for stroking that it wouldn't get. I tried to use my ball swats as a way to calm down, but that was unsuccessful. It felt too good, and only ended up making me want to edge even more. *takes notes not to use all my edges at once again*

You are very welcome....and yes, I agree...I am being very kind to you. *eyes twinkle as I smile*

Yes, it was funny to see your post, just as I was posting, knowing that you had somehow done the exact number of edges that I had already written down as your allotment for the day. *giggle*
When I saw that.....I knew that you would get to experience some intense denial....and well, to be honest....I LOVED that! *wicked smile*

I'm glad you are in agreement with me that on Friday...your cock will erupt with extreme intensity. *wicked smile*

Oh and yes.....unless you want to feel some intense denial for hours....again......best to spread out your edges. *grin*

[Sam86]

Finally found some time to make a post in here. Been very busy over the last two days after being away for a few days.

May I ask to cancel the 4.day task you gave me Miss Shell? I just don't have enough time to carry it out properly a the moment.
If this is ok for you I would like to switch over to a new round of the Deck of Denial and I would be very honoured if you would draw the cards for me again Miss

[shell]

Finally found some time to make a post in here. Been very busy over the last two days after being away for a few days.

May I ask to cancel the 4.day task you gave me Miss Shell? I just don't have enough time to carry it out properly a the moment.
If this is ok for you I would like to switch over to a new round of the Deck of Denial and I would be very honoured if you would draw the cards for me again Miss

Consider it cancelled. *Smile*

*shuffles the cards*

The card I draw is the Jack of Hearts.

Jack of Hearts = Edge with your favorite toy, or if you don't have any toys, edge using only your non-dominate hand.

Have fun, Sam. *Smile*

[Sam86]

Consider it cancelled. *Smile*

*shuffles the cards*

The card I draw is the Jack of Hearts.

Jack of Hearts = Edge with your favorite toy, or if you don't have any toys, edge using only your non-dominate hand.

Have fun, Sam. *Smile*

Thank you Miss
First edge is done, I wonder how many more are to come