The Deck of Denial

[shell]

Yep....make them up, plus 4 for being late with them. *wicked smile*

*GULP* That means 18 for today...I'm at 6 now...ohw my...

sinks in he's powerless...you're far too kind Miss Shell...

*bright smile* Why thank you tik *giggle*

[tikiliz]

Sad to say edge 17 today was too much. I ruined it, but failed anyways. Disappointed in myself now...

[shell]

Sad to say edge 17 today was too much. I ruined it, but failed anyways. Disappointed in myself now...

You were sooooooooooooo close!!!

*gentle smile* *I place my finger under your chin and lift your head* Please tell me you are sorry, and once you do...know that forgiveness is yours.....and move forward. *warm smile*

[tikiliz]

You were sooooooooooooo close!!!

*gentle smile* *I place my finger under your chin and lift your head* Please tell me you are sorry, and once you do...know that forgiveness is yours.....and move forward. *warm smile*

Kneels, says "I'm sorry Miss Shell, thank you for your forgiveness".

Think I want to give this game another try, probably best to wait at least till tomorrow though.

[shell]

You were sooooooooooooo close!!!

*gentle smile* *I place my finger under your chin and lift your head* Please tell me you are sorry, and once you do...know that forgiveness is yours.....and move forward. *warm smile*

Kneels, says "I'm sorry Miss Shell, thank you for your forgiveness".

Think I want to give this game another try, probably best to wait at least till tomorrow though.

*bright smile* Okie dokie!

[surtr]

*moans as I read this......your desperation.....making me wet*

Oh god. The thought of my denial getting you wet makes me instantly hard. I feel like I'm nearly on the edge without touching at all.

Good boy!!! I bet your balls thought you had lost your mind. There is no bruising today, right?

No, though thank you for the concern Miss Shell, it's very kind of you.

VERY, VERY good!!! *bright smile* See!!! I told you that you could do it!!! And 62 seconds even!!!! Very good boy!!!!

So....your math is off a bit a good bit. Here are you new totals. *smile*
Final edge, or equivalant to an edge tally: 387
Edges remaining: 637

Okay.....now.....we are going to do a little test. You did 62 seconds....if you go to 64.....I will take off..yes....another 300 edges. It's worth a little discomfort.....*wicked smile*....pain......to get more edges taken off, bring cum day, just that much closer...........isn't it boy??? *wicked smile grows*

So whatcha waitin for.....set a timer for 64 seconds....and go.....squash them for me........for yourself. *wicked smile*[/quote]

I don't want to raise this and sound like I'm not happy with this arrangement Miss Shell, but originally you had written that:

If you straddle something ...say a bathtub side, resting your balls on it...and your weight on your balls, once a day for four days, for a total 60 seconds,

Which I took to mean 4 consecutive days of 60 seconds of 'sitting'?

In any event, I suppose it doesn't particularly matter, as I just missed it tonight, stopping at what I thought would have been enough time, but turned out to only be 58 seconds . I tried again right away, but only managed to last ~45 seconds. I'll try again in the morning, and hopefully make it the full 64.

Today was kind of frustrating. I was pretty horny all day, and dripped a good amount of pre-cum just thinking about edging. Sadly though, I didn't manage to get a huge number in today, since I got home later in the evening. I got to 15 edges before I didn't want to chance having an accident and going too far.

Each one felt so good, but so frustrating. I was dripping the whole time, and after I let go at each edge my cock was twitching and straining, looking for just a bit more stroking that it couldn't have.*moans* I can feel the cum built up in my balls, but can't do anything about it. It's an amazing feeling.

So, here's how things stand after today:

Day 8
Edges complete: 15
Edges owed:622 (922?)

[Sam86]

Sorry Miss Shell for not posting in the last few days...I've been pretty busy with life (and edging ).
Thank you for giving me the option of reducing the number of edges by some ball slaps
I tried to do so but I just couldn't stand slapping those balls in the state of blue they're in at the moment so the number of edges wasn't reduced

But I've been pretty successful reducing them so there are only 28 left
Maybe I can finally have an orgasm tonight, if not then it will be tomorrow
God I can't wait to feel this feeling again

I won't have time to start the follow-up task though as I will be away again from Thurday to Sunday! Will start this the next Monday then it this is ok Miss

[shell]

For surtr

Shell wrote:

*moans as I read this......your desperation.....making me wet*

Oh god. The thought of my denial getting you wet makes me instantly hard. I feel like I'm nearly on the edge without touching at all.

I'm glad you like it that the things you are experiencing are exciting me. That will only make you work harder to be frustrated, so that my excitement will grow, won't it? *wicked smile*

Shell wrote:

Good boy!!! I bet your balls thought you had lost your mind. There is no bruising today, right?

No, though thank you for the concern Miss Shell, it's very kind of you.

I'm so glad....thank you for being safe. *warm smile*

Shell wrote:

VERY, VERY good!!! *bright smile* See!!! I told you that you could do it!!! And 62 seconds even!!!! Very good boy!!!!

So....your math is off a bit a good bit. Here are you new totals. *smile*
Final edge, or equivalant to an edge tally: 387
Edges remaining: 637

Okay.....now.....we are going to do a little test. You did 62 seconds....if you go to 64.....I will take off..yes....another 300 edges. It's worth a little discomfort.....*wicked smile*....pain......to get more edges taken off, bring cum day, just that much closer...........isn't it boy??? *wicked smile grows*

So whatcha waitin for.....set a timer for 64 seconds....and go.....squash them for me........for yourself. *wicked smile*

I don't want to raise this and sound like I'm not happy with this arrangement Miss Shell, but originally you had written that:

If you straddle something ...say a bathtub side, resting your balls on it...and your weight on your balls, once a day for four days, for a total 60 seconds,

Which I took to mean 4 consecutive days of 60 seconds of 'sitting'?

I am going to give you a choice....you can go for the four days in a row.....OR, you can act as though I never said that, and just go with the most recent thing I said, acting as though I must have forgot...which is what I did in fact do....... *giggle* Your choice. *grin*

In any event, I suppose it doesn't particularly matter, as I just missed it tonight, stopping at what I thought would have been enough time, but turned out to only be 58 seconds . I tried again right away, but only managed to last ~45 seconds. I'll try again in the morning, and hopefully make it the full 64.

I am curious.....are you setting a timer that you can see? This really will help you. If you had seen that you were almost there...you would have pushed yourself those extra few seconds.
You may try one more time...............make that....I want you to try one more time. *smile*

Today was kind of frustrating. I was pretty horny all day, and dripped a good amount of pre-cum just thinking about edging. Sadly though, I didn't manage to get a huge number in today, since I got home later in the evening. I got to 15 edges before I didn't want to chance having an accident and going too far.

Each one felt so good, but so frustrating. I was dripping the whole time, and after I let go at each edge my cock was twitching and straining, looking for just a bit more stroking that it couldn't have.*moans* I can feel the cum built up in my balls, but can't do anything about it. It's an amazing feeling.

*moans with desire and need...thinking about how full your balls are getting...how needy you are*

So, here's how things stand after today:

Day 8
Edges complete: 15
Edges owed:622 (922?)

The number is up to you......................*wonders what the boy will do........knowing there is no right or wrong decision.......my curiosity is peaked*

[shell]

Sorry Miss Shell for not posting in the last few days...I've been pretty busy with life (and edging ).
Thank you for giving me the option of reducing the number of edges by some ball slaps
I tried to do so but I just couldn't stand slapping those balls in the state of blue they're in at the moment so the number of edges wasn't reduced

But I've been pretty successful reducing them so there are only 28 left
Maybe I can finally have an orgasm tonight, if not then it will be tomorrow
God I can't wait to feel this feeling again

I won't have time to start the follow-up task though as I will be away again from Thurday to Sunday! Will start this the next Monday then it this is ok Miss

You mean your balls are sensitive??? *wicked smile* Gosh, I would never have guessed that. *giggle*

I'm glad you are moving along....and glad you will get to cum again soon. *smile*

And yeppers.....Monday is just fine. *smile*

[shell]

Spoiler: show

The Deck Rules

Take a deck of cards, including the jokers, and shuffle them. Then draw a card. After drawing your card, return it to the deck. Do the task for that card, BEFORE drawing another card.

Aces = Edge twice and draw again.
King of Hearts = Edge once, while watching 30 minutes of your favorite porn.
King of Diamonds = Edge, and then watch 30 minutes to one hour of porn without touching your self.
King of Clubs = Edge, rest for thirty seconds, and then edge again. Do this until you have edged five times.
King of Spades = No touching your genitalia or nipples for two days, except to clean, but do so quickly.
Queen of Diamonds = Twenty minutes of spanking to your ass, or until it has a nice pinkish glow to it.
Queen of Clubs = Put on nipple clamps. Rotate them every ten minutes. Edge after each rotation, until you have edged five times.
Jack of Hearts = Edge with your favorite toy, or if you don't have any toys, edge using only your non-dominate hand.
Jack of Diamonds = Edge Use ice cubes on your nipples, or on the outside or inside of your genitalia or anus.
Jack of Clubs = Do any two teases at Milo, but do not cum.
Jack of Spades = Edge three times, in the shower or bathtub.
Number Cards = If you draw a 2 through 10, draw a second card, continuing to draw past face cards, until another number card comes up.
The first number card is how many edges you must do each day. The second number card is how many days you have to edge.
Addendum to the number cards rule.
If you have limitations and can not, for what ever reason, do a long period of denial, then you may do the following.
If you draw a number card, that is how many edges you will do. The next card represents the days you have to do the edging. You can subtract the number of days that you can do the edging for, from the second card. What ever amount is left, add that to the number of edges, and do that many edges for the amount of time you will be doing them for.
Example: You can do the denial for the weekend - two days. You draw a 3 and a 8. Subtracting two from eight leaves six. Add the six to the first card and that gives you nine edges to do, in two days.

Jokers = This card doubles everything.
Queen of Spades = Get another deck of cards. Take the Queen of Hearts out of the new deck, and shuffle the two decks together.
When you have the two decks, if you draw a number card, now you have to draw four cards instead of two. The first two cards are added together and the third and forth cards are added together. The same instructions for numbers cards from above, apply.
The Joker instructions still apply. So, if you draw a joker, before that first number card, that would double it to 26 edges a day, for 36 days.
Set aside the cards you have drawn - they will get shuffled back in to the deck, if you draw the Queen of Spades again.
Only two decks should be used in this game.
Queen of Hearts = You get to cum any way you want, as long as you enjoy it.

Be safe!!

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Shell's Shell Game

You can play this game, if you on a break from the Deck game....
OR
For those of you that are trying to get to the Queen of Hearts.......this is a way for you to try and get there faster. You will have a 1 in 3 chance of getting it.

Here is how it works.......

Here are the three cards....



Each of them mean what they mean in the Deck game....
King of Clubs = Edge, rest for thirty seconds, and then edge again. Do this until you have edged five times.
King of Diamonds = Edge, and then watch 30 minutes to one hour of porn without touching your self.
Queen of Hearts = You get to cum any way you want, as long as you enjoy it.

*I turn the cards over and shuffle them all around*



It's simple……
You say...."Miss Shell I choose the *BLANK*(inserting right, middle or left) card."
Then you wait until I respond.
When I do....you will get to do which ever card you have chosen.

I will shuffle the three cards here on my desk....and tell you which one was the one you chose.

You may do this as often as you like.......or not at all. *Smile*

Have fun and be safe. *Smile*

[Sam86]

You mean your balls are sensitive??? *wicked smile* Gosh, I would never have guessed that. *giggle*

I'm glad you are moving along....and glad you will get to cum again soon. *smile*

And yeppers.....Monday is just fine. *smile*

Oh I'm glad about that too
I'm working on finishing up he last edges for you Miss

[surtr]

I'm glad you like it that the things you are experiencing are exciting me. That will only make you work harder to be frustrated, so that my excitement will grow, won't it? *wicked smile*

*Blushes, looking sheepish* Yes Miss Shell.

*reads a bit farther and sees*

*moans with desire and need...thinking about how full your balls are getting...how needy you are*

*moans* This only makes me feel even needier...

I am going to give you a choice....you can go for the four days in a row.....OR, you can act as though I never said that, and just go with the most recent thing I said, acting as though I must have forgot...which is what I did in fact do....... *giggle* Your choice. *grin*

...

The number is up to you......................*wonders what the boy will do........knowing there is no right or wrong decision.......my curiosity is peaked*

Well, it doesn't seem particularly honest to take advantage of a momentary lapse in memory. It is after all, already a very generous offer. So, I will stick with the original deal, and owe 922 edges. I don't mind the challenge.

I am curious.....are you setting a timer that you can see? This really will help you. If you had seen that you were almost there...you would have pushed yourself those extra few seconds.
You may try one more time...............make that....I want you to try one more time. *smile*

I'm using a stopwatch, but at the time was grimacing a bit, and wasn't paying much attention to it. I waited what I had though was enough time, but, well apparently it wasn't. I'll try again tonight and hopefully make it.


I woke up rock hard, dripping pre-cum, and edged 8 times before I got up. I'm not really sure that was the best idea I've had, because I was horny all day. I could feel the tightness in my balls, and I was hard and dripping the whole time I was at work, with my damp underwear as a reminder of my denial.

This has been a busy week, so I was out for a while again after work, and only just got home. This doesn't give me a whole lot of time for edging tonight. I will update this post with a final count before I head to bed later.

update

My plans for a solid night of edging were foiled, as I had some friends drop by for a spontaneous visit. I only had about 15 minutes of edging time before I needed to get to bed. Edging as quickly as I could while avoiding any accidents, I managed to get an additional 11 edges done all while drooling pre-cum all over myself. My cock is pretty sensitive these days and it doesn't take much to get it close to the edge. Each time, my body thinking that it will get the relief it craves, and each time getting denied at the last moment. It feels so good to be denied for you Miss Shell, thank you.

Now for the bad news. Unfortunately, tonight after I had finished my edges I ended up with blue balls and thus was very sensitive when I went to sit on the bathtub edge. As much as I wanted to reach the goal you had set for me of 64 seconds, I just couldn't make it. It feels so good to take the pain, but tonight it was too much, and out of my three tries, the best I could do was 43 seconds. I'm very sorry Miss Shell, I really didn't want to disappoint you. For my four consecutive sittings, I'm going to do them before any edging. I think this will ensure that I'm able to do a better job for you.

So here are where things stand after tonight:

Day 9
Edges done:19
Edges owed: 903

[shell]

For surtr

I wrote:

The number is up to you......................*wonders what the boy will do........knowing there is no right or wrong decision.......my curiosity is peaked*

You wrote:

Well, it doesn't seem particularly honest to take advantage of a momentary lapse in memory. It is after all, already a very generous offer. So, I will stick with the original deal, and owe 922 edges. I don't mind the challenge.

*bright smile* As you wish boy....as you wish!

I wrote:

I am curious.....are you setting a timer that you can see? This really will help you. If you had seen that you were almost there...you would have pushed yourself those extra few seconds.
You may try one more time...............make that....I want you to try one more time. *smile*

You wrote:

I'm using a stopwatch, but at the time was grimacing a bit, and wasn't paying much attention to it. I waited what I had though was enough time, but, well apparently it wasn't. I'll try again tonight and hopefully make it.

I woke up rock hard, dripping pre-cum, and edged 8 times before I got up. I'm not really sure that was the best idea I've had, because I was horny all day. I could feel the tightness in my balls, and I was hard and dripping the whole time I was at work, with my damp underwear as a reminder of my denial.

This has been a busy week, so I was out for a while again after work, and only just got home. This doesn't give me a whole lot of time for edging tonight. I will update this post with a final count before I head to bed later.

update

My plans for a solid night of edging were foiled, as I had some friends drop by for a spontaneous visit. I only had about 15 minutes of edging time before I needed to get to bed. Edging as quickly as I could while avoiding any accidents, I managed to get an additional 11 edges done all while drooling pre-cum all over myself. My cock is pretty sensitive these days and it doesn't take much to get it close to the edge. Each time, my body thinking that it will get the relief it craves, and each time getting denied at the last moment. It feels so good to be denied for you Miss Shell, thank you.

Now for the bad news. Unfortunately, tonight after I had finished my edges I ended up with blue balls and thus was very sensitive when I went to sit on the bathtub edge. As much as I wanted to reach the goal you had set for me of 64 seconds, I just couldn't make it. It feels so good to take the pain, but tonight it was too much, and out of my three tries, the best I could do was 43 seconds. I'm very sorry Miss Shell, I really didn't want to disappoint you. For my four consecutive sittings, I'm going to do them before any edging. I think this will ensure that I'm able to do a better job for you.

So here are where things stand after tonight:

Day 9
Edges done:19
Edges owed: 903

Okay....first off.....life happens....and sometimes the outside world steps in and changes our sexual plans. *soft smile* Always know that I understand this, better then most.....and will always hope that the plans that came along, were enjoyable and that you do not let them make you frustrated that you weren't able to proceed as planned. *gentle smile*

Now....for the balls to the tub thing.....keep trying.......I will raise the number to 400. If you do it four days in a row, for 60 seconds......you can take 400 off the total. However, you may only try one time a day. So....push yourself......you can do this!!!!

You are doing great......and I am really proud of you!!! *bright smile* I think someone is beginning to like this.....heck....when it's time to cum, you might actually beg me for just one more day. *wicked smile*

[surtr]

Okay....first off.....life happens....and sometimes the outside world steps in and changes our sexual plans. *soft smile* Always know that I understand this, better then most.....and will always hope that the plans that came along, were enjoyable and that you do not let them make you frustrated that you weren't able to proceed as planned. *gentle smile*

Not to worry Miss Shell, I had a very pleasant evening out with friends. However, it seems that at this rate, it may well be 36 days before I get to cum!

Now....for the balls to the tub thing.....keep trying.......I will raise the number to 400. If you do it four days in a row, for 60 seconds......you can take 400 off the total. However, you may only try one time a day. So....push yourself......you can do this!!!!

Yes Miss. I'll make sure not to squander my chances.

You are doing great......and I am really proud of you!!! *bright smile* I think someone is beginning to like this.....heck....when it's time to cum, you might actually beg me for just one more day. *wicked smile*

*blushes* Thank you Miss Shell. I do enjoy feeling horny and denied, and I'm glad that you're enjoying my frustration too. I'm don't know if I'll end up begging for more denial, I suppose if I was feeling lucky I could try my luck and see if I draw the Queen of Hearts. Though, it may be a while before I have to make that choice

Day 10

I have to say that this is a deliciously frustrating task that you've laid out for me Miss Shell. The urge to orgasm gets just a little bit more intense with each day that passes, and my cock gets that much more sensitive. This means I have to edge more slowly, or risk having an accident, which only means that I can get fewer edges done each day, further extending my period of denial. This only makes me feel even more denied, because I want to do more edges than my body will let me. And, when I I do edge, I stay horny for longer, feeling frustrated that not only can I not cum, but I can't edge either. It's a very effective mindfuck, and makes me feel very needy and submissive *blushes*

This morning is a prime example of this. I woke up early, and tried to get back to sleep, but was too distracted by my hard, throbbing cock and tight, full balls. After trying to ignore it, I gave in and started edging, but had to stop after only four, leaving me a horny mess as I got dressed for the day.

The rest of today hasn't really been much different. I spent most of the day hard; at this point even a gentle breeze is enough to get me hard and leaking pre-cum! Thankfully, tonight should be a quieter night than I've had in a while, so I hope to get a good number of edges done tonight. I will update this post later with my tally for the evening.

Update:

I was able to get an ok number of edges done tonight, though I ended up needing to take long rests in between groups of them to calm down. In total, I managed 25 edges tonight; in my first set I finished 12 edges in about 45 minutes, and then needed some time to cool down. I was dangerously close to a ruined orgasm after six edges in my next set, so I stopped for a break to prevent anything bad from happening. In my last set I managed to get seven done before having to take some time to calm down before going to sleep.

I was more successful with sitting on the bathtub today, too. I was able to go for just over a minute (61s), but it still counts! Only three more nights and I can knock of 400 edges!

So, after today my totals are as follows:

Edges done: 29
Edges remaining: 874

[surtr]

Good evening, Miss Shell (and happy spanking day!)

Here is my update so far for today:

Day 11

It seems that I'm starting to settle into a bit of a routine now. I woke up about half an hour early hard as a rock. I tried to ignore it, and go back to sleep. I failed miserably at this and actually ended up edging by grinding against my bed *blushes*

I edged once more in the shower, and then left for work. I have to say I've noticed that edging now, after 11 days without an orgasm is considerably more intense than when I started this task! During each edge, it feels like electricity is pulsing through me in anticipation of waves of pleasure that never come. I'm not certain that I can accurately describe the feeling I get after stopping just shy of the brink. Every fibre of my body aches in frustration at not getting what it had been anticipating. It leaves me a horny, dripping, needy mess, edge after edge....*moans*

I just spent quite a while edging this evening, but I got a bit lost in the intensity of it all and stopped counting each one. Oops. I remember the first seven, so I guess that's what I get to count. I'll have to pay more attention going forward. In the meantime, I need a bit of time to calm down before I keep going...