*slips into my big chair*
Well someone has been a busy boy haven't they *wicked smile*
duranduran wrote:here i am for my update. First off i would like to say i missed your post for day 2 Banquo... When i read this its evening here. I dont know in which timezone you are, but im living in belgium so it might be a bit of a timedifference? (i tried to find your country but could find it)
So I have to tell you i couldn't perform your task :( I will be doing this tomorrow and tonight as i lay in bed for as long as i go to sleep.
This is fine *smiles* though if you can, it would be a good idea for you to check the site at some point during your morning, I live in Britain so we have a similar timezone I believe.
However, i still promised to report, so here i am. I hope my way of reporting is satisfying. If you need more info about any topic, please let me know and i will supply. However, im not the best at story telling and such but im trying my best.
Monday - day 1
woke up, did the ritual but was pretty dazed by the heavy weekend i had. I positioned myself on my knees with my face on the ground and hands behind my back resting my face on one side of my head. 5 minutes flew by for some reason as i was eager to start shaving.
Went into the shower and got al nice and shiny for you. I had shaved myself before but it was such a long time i almost forgot how it felt, and i must say, it felt damn good.
TO WORK!
I really like your choice of position. Well done *smiles*
11:00 after some coffees or 3 i decided, well... better get it over with. Went to the 'little boys room' and got to work. however, for some strange reason it was rush hour there so i could get going. I was hard but would make to much noise if i would go through with it so i had to quit after 5 to 5 minutes in...
14:30 Work was pretty intense since my co-worker is on a leave. but at this time i finally got some alone time again! I didnt take too much time as i didnt have much, and actually didnt need much anymore ;)
Since i was at work and didnt want to get the smell all in the air as people might notice something i had to 'get rid of it'. and so i did. after being done with this i was 'back to normal' without too much of troubles as i only just started the practices and i had my last orgasm on saturday.
16:15 I made a special note on this time just to say my boy stuff was leaking heavily and when i walked around i could feel it rolling in its own mess down there. It arroused me a bit and made me feel funny, as in, dont really know how to handle this...
17:30 second drip. when almost there i got disturbed up to 4 times. so i had to stop but couldnt just cum yet. This was kind of frustrating as people were close and i had to be safe since i cant be caught... After i was done i had no satisfaction. But i also didnt feel that denied,... yet. as i went on to go train for my sports i, again, needed to get rid of it... and so i did with little hesitation though...
23:45 Partner went to sleep so i fire up the laptop and watched some of my favorites... after dealing with myself for quite some while it was time to ruin it once again for the last time today. Massive ammounts came out dripping all over the place... as a token of my gratitude for this whole contract/deal i took my mess and wrote a 'B" on my lower stomach to represent your name.
Fantastic!!! Well done, I really like what you did with the B thing *chuckles*
I went to sleep pretty sensitive. Life was good...
I was thinking, oke, i made it trough day 1. how bad can day 2 be?? i was about to find out in an hour or 8.
You did great on day 1
duranduran wrote:up to day 2.
I, as promised, started with the ritual. In the same position, but leaning on the other side of the cheek. The words i need to say starting to get at me as im beginning to get a better understanding as to what they really mean... I shave myself nice and tidy and get my ass to work.
10:00 till 11:00 i regularly think about dripping this hour and when i do i start to feel a cold chill up and down my spine. Lucky for me work i busy and i dont get a lot of time to think about it... however, experiencing this is spelling doom for the next days to come for me.
I wonder if a quiet day would be a little more difficult for you *wicked smile*
13:15 My first drip of the day, again in the bathroom. There arent much other places i can do this at work. Since im swamped with sportstraining this week and need to work i have to do this here. The sensation of getting caught/needing to be on my guard is pretty exiting though. as i cant afford my smelly smell all over the place i eat it without hesitation this time.
Please be careful that you are not caught, I can tell you like the feeling of being caught, so continue to carry on this way, as long as you are mindful.
14:15 My pants are really getting soaked by this time. its one wet sensation down there as i think some cum still got out after i went back to my desk. Im really tempted to go for my second drip but i dont think i can ruin this one so i dont go for it as i would probably fail this challenge then :( the feeling however is nice and im just a bit frustrated, but nothing to worry about. im a big boy and can handle quite something (i tell myself in my mind)
Poor boy *chuckles*
16:00 My second drip. Lucky me its a 'low personel' day today so i can go quick about this setting a record time as im quite horny. I didnt time it, but it was from soft to ruin within 3 minutes i guess. I smeared some on my balls and ate the rest.
Very Good!!! You must be pretty horny to be ruining so quickly!
17:30 I decide to get a litttle crazy. I am going to give you a gift. An edge in the restroom. However, not in the stall but in the urinal part were everyone could see if they came in. I know its late on the day but there are still people working late and i cant get my boner in my pants within a second or 2 without someone noticing. I edge and barely hold it in. as i washed my hands and try to look normal, i walk out the restroom and when i open the door the cleaning crew enters... thank god i was done on time.
What a wonderful gift....do you like edging?
Now, as i write this post, it is 22:45ish. I still feel a tingling sensation in my pants. I need to do one more. Im slightly getting desperate for a good orgasm. However. I WILL stay strong for you. I will not succumb to failing you.
That's right, stay strong, don't cum! Revel in your denial feel the urge to orgasm increase and ride the tidal wave of frustration.....it will be over soon, won't it? *wicked smile* or will it?
Tommorrow i will report on my, hopefully, last day of ruining and dripping. This however, is totally up to you. I can only hope i am a good boy.
I look forward to it *smiles*
duranduran wrote:posting times and events is reporting according to my definition.
I also want to share with you my state of mind untill now.
Times are not so important as how you feel *smiles* that is what I really want to hear from you, are you feeling desperate to cum? are you feeling submissive?
Day -1As sunday passed. I didnt have an orgasm I normally try to squeeze one in everyday, but time wasnt on my side so i couldnt.
What a shame *wicked smile*
Day 1 - Starting on monday was easy. as the day went on i started feeling more things. not a total state of submission or respect for my master. I did notice i was held back with the ruined orgasms and parts of my body start feeling weird. Sometimes my legs and arms, other times my tip of my cock. At this time im not fully aware of my commitment i guess so i can handle it as im not totally aware of me being dominated.
Day2 - normally im quite the horny-boy. However, i start to see more things. My desperation to look down the cleavage of my coworkers starts to grow. Lucky me there are quite a lot female workers and i get to do regular stuff with them so its not uncommen for me to be at their desk handling documents with them. Them sitting down me standing next to them. this makes it easy to look down into their cleavage. Im almost certain they know i do this. I am a rather handsome man (if i may say so myself, not too special but certainly not ugly) so i think they are teasing me and they dont really mind me watching them for some reason.
This is 'normal' behaviour as i describe it. now on day 2 its getting worse, i need to stop myself from not walking up to them and starting rubbish talk just to look at them. I'm almost happy when i get another document to discuss with them. a bit too happy this day...
Such a naughty boy *chuckles* I wonder what they would think if they knew you were being denied and ruining your orgasms
I think my mind/attitude is slightly slipping into submission (or something of this nature). Until now, i haven't felt like this ever. its weird... im almost scared for tommorrow. as said, i need one more ruin today. im not really looking forward to it. but i will for my master. i will not disappoint him, no matter what.
sorry for the double update kind of thing. i just had the feeling i had to share this...
The double report was fine I enjoyed reading it, I look forward to hearing about your next day *smiles*
