The Deck of Denial

[Mat]

*leaves a little message.......before shutting down my computer...*

Happy Birthday Mat!!!!!

*warm smile*

Thank You

[Banquo]

Hi everyone, happy birthday Mat by the way.

So Earlier on I pulled out the Queen of Clubs..

Queen of Clubs = Put on nipple clamps. Rotate them every ten minutes. Edge after each rotation, until you have edged five times.

I decided to use clover clamps for this,

I set the timer, placed one on each nipple and loaded some porn, when the timer went off I took the clamps off, rotated them and I started stroking slowly to the edge, because of the pain it did not take long
The pain was intense. and once I edged it was hard to stop myself from touching as I waited for the timer to go off again...
I repeated this until I edged five times, and now my nipples are on fire mmmm
The edges were very hard to stop at, and I'm now once again a horny leaky mess

I guess now is the time to pick my next card, part of me doesnt want it to be the queen of hearts, so that I can stay denied...but I would say that is about 10% of me, 90% of me wants to come right now!
Here goes nothing....
6 of hearts...


followed by...

5 of clubs


So another 5 days of denial, with six edges per day Wish me luck folks...
I have decided to go without the cage for now, and simply use my will power. I will do my 6 edges for today a little later.

Banquo
~x~

[A]

Well, I've done my 10 edges for today. I actually lost the count somewhere at half so it might be 11... or 12, I don't know. Have to start writing them down I guess.... =/

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Did them all in like one hour by watching some random porn. After like 5th edge I get soft and then when I started to masturbate again I was almost instantly back to edge and I was't even hard yet. That never happened with me before that I am on the edge while being soft, that's new. I actually was holding that edge and keeping to touch while it become hard after like some 5 sec or something. I almost passed the the edge, I didn't but some cum come out without any contractions. I guess it took away some tension cos after that I didn't get to edge while I was still soft and also to hold them was a lot easier. It made me even hornier.

Damn, I already feel like been doing it for two weeks even it's only 2nd day. =/

[Mat]

Happy birthday Mat by the way.

Thank You

[Banquo]

6 edges for the day are done, think it was a bad idea to use arousal gel though, was so sensitive. was very hard not to roll over the edge without thinking. and so hard just to stay away from the edge for a few seconds.



Banquo
~x~

[shell]

Gosh...I am so far behind................and it probably isn't going to get much better for the rest of the week......

Banquo

And yes I did enjoy handing control over to you. I should tell you a story about when I first started out in the chat. I remember I had just finished a forum game for Jennifer, and had been denied for a whole week, I was in the midst of starting something with someone else, when you asked if I would deny myself for just one more day, for You. I declined, luckily you gave me the chance to explain my reasons to you. But I have been kicking myself since that day.

*wicked smile* I imagine you have. Oh well.......maybe there will be another offer made.....................one day. *wicked smile grows*

I enjoyed reading about the clover clamps. *moans softly*

A

You are doing great!!!! *big smile* I'm glad you joined the game.
How on earth did you find this little game, after only joining the site yesterday, I think it was?

Mat

You have been doing fantastic! I'm glad you have been frustrated.....bet you will be glad to touch tomorrow. *wicked smile*

[shell]

6 edges for the day are done, think it was a bad idea to use arousal gel though, was so sensitive. was very hard not to roll over the edge without thinking. and so hard just to stay away from the edge for a few seconds.



Banquo
~x~

yes...stay away from it for a few seconds....don't think about how exciting it is for me......when you get so close that you almost cum....don't think about what it would feel like if I took my index finger and rubbed it over the slit......of your cock.....back and forth.......and then began to make little circles......yes...don't think about any of that. *wicked smile*

[Mat]

Thank You Miss for the day of no stroking it's been... hard...

I don't mean to be rude and I realise you are busy but you commented that I made you nervous and haven't commented on my reply, also I think I've asked one or two questions since then that you've yet to reply to, I'll put my comments/replies/questions in a spoiler below to save you hunting for my questions,

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You need to know that, that comment made me really nervous. The fact that you are having to be so secretive, down to getting another glass of ice......that is not sitting well on me.
You are not, repeat NOT to do anything that jeopardizes your relationships in the outside world, for me. Period! *gentle smile*

I replied with

I understand, it's just that if I got a full glass of ice on a cold day people would more than likely ask why and it would be a bit awkward to explain the truth, I'd rather my parents not now about any of *THIS*, I hope you can understand, and no, I wouldn't let *THIS* effect anything in my outside world, I may be horny and aroused but I do have SOME sense left...

again, not sure how far to go into this... I'll put it in a spoiler and I'll delete it if you want me to...

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I'll try to keep this short, but i'm guessing it might end up being quite long,

A long while a go I asked my mum a question about sex, she replied with "go and ask your dad", I can't remember the actual question but it was pretty general, but I also knew that my dad would have given me pretty much the same response, and in ninteen years (on Tuesday) that is the ONLY 'conversation' involving sex, a week later my mum gave me a book about sex with tons of info in it, it was a good book but I would have prefered to have been able to talk about stuff instead of having to google everything, it's not that I HAVE to be secretive, it would be nice to be able to be able to talk about things, I know that if my friends found out about *THIS* it more than likely wouldn't bother them at all, and I get the feeling my parents would accept it, they're good parents and I doubt they'd be that bothered, it's just that they don't talk that much that's the irritating thing, if they did find out it would just be awkward to explain especially when it's obvious they aren't very comfortable talking about such things. That's my reason for trying to be as secretive as possible with *THIS*,

Sorry for making you nervous, I hope you understand, If you wish me to stop playing this game then I will.

Since I posted that I'm feeling the need for secrecy slowly lessen, although it might still be a little awkward if my parents found out.

and there was this one:

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After that.....I am releasing you back to your normal stuff.

Does that mean that you don't want me to draw another card, or just that I don't have to but I can if I want to......

and I'm still in two minds about whether or not to have my release before my appointment, I'm enjoying this game and I really don't want to have to start from the beginning again after I said I was aiming for the queen of hearts, I feel that to cum would be more of a punishment.... and a REALLY bad one..., and as it's only for the morning I doubt it would matter to keep in denial,

As I put here, I don't think it would matter if I have my release before I go into to hospital or not, but I wondered what your comments were on this, I don't want to have my release just yet but I will if you ask me to

I just remembered, I need to draw some cards again,

Nine of Hearts
Four of Clubs

Since I'm not touching tomorrow I guess the four should become a three and start on wednesday...

Did I work this out right or should I say four days from Wednesday

Again, I go to post to realise the thread has been updated...

You have been doing fantastic! I'm glad you have been frustrated.....bet you will be glad to touch tomorrow. *wicked smile*

Thank You Miss, and yes, I will be VERY happy to be able to stroke again, sorry if it's irritated you that I've re-posted some missed posts, I just thought that this way it would be easier for you to reply to...

[Banquo]

yes...stay away from it for a few seconds....don't think about how exciting it is for me......when you get so close that you almost cum....don't think about what it would feel like if I took my index finger and rubbed it over the slit......of your cock.....back and forth.......and then began to make little circles......yes...don't think about any of that. *wicked smile*

*whimpers*

[Mat]

yes...stay away from it for a few seconds....don't think about how exciting it is for me......when you get so close that you almost cum....don't think about what it would feel like if I took my index finger and rubbed it over the slit......of your cock.....back and forth.......and then began to make little circles......yes...don't think about any of that. *wicked smile*

That was meant for Banquo but f**k that's made me horny

[A]

A

You are doing great!!!! *big smile* I'm glad you joined the game.
How on earth did you find this little game, after only joining the site yesterday, I think it was?

Well, maybe doing great for now but wonder how long, it's 18 days to go. =/

I joined the site two days ago actually. How I find it? I have no idea, I just started to browse some random forum threads and somehow I get here. ^^

[A]

yes...stay away from it for a few seconds....don't think about how exciting it is for me......when you get so close that you almost cum....don't think about what it would feel like if I took my index finger and rubbed it over the slit......of your cock.....back and forth.......and then began to make little circles......yes...don't think about any of that. *wicked smile*

That was meant for Banquo but f**k that's made me horny

Actually it made me horny too.

[dr.d]

I need to check this thread more often .
Banquo , Mat and A I hope that you do draw the Queen of Hearts .....sooner or later , I just want to remind every one that is playing to be safe and have fun

[dr.d]

yes...stay away from it for a few seconds....don't think about how exciting it is for me......when you get so close that you almost cum....don't think about what it would feel like if I took my index finger and rubbed it over the slit......of your cock.....back and forth.......and then began to make little circles......yes...don't think about any of that. *wicked smile*

That was meant for Banquo but f**k that's made me horny

Actually it made me horny too.

Shell has that effect on people

[Banquo]

I need to check this thread more often .
Banquo , Mat and A I hope that you do draw the Queen of Hearts .....sooner or later , I just want to remind every one that is playing to be safe and have fun

Thanks Dr.D, and I'm having great fun and being safe

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As for today's edges, I took an hour and fifteen minutes to go 6 edges, stroking so very slowly *whimpers*
I did not use arousal gel for my edges today, but did make sure I was fully soft and calmed down before slowly stroking to edge. at the very last edge, I held it and ran my finger over the slit and drew four circles around the cock head just like you described yourself doing Miss Sell.... God I want to come now At the very least four more days of denial left though (including today.)

I found it so hard not to touch yesterday after my edges had been done that I have given in and locked myself back in the cage. I have not taken an easy route though I have lubed up my cock for this using the arousal gel, and its not safely locked away from my fingers, even though it is now hyper sensitive and yearns to just be touched.