The Deck of Denial

[Mat]

Os gwelwch yn dda - Welsh

How on earth do you pronounce that.....

welsh confuses me greatly....

[shell]

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I'd just like to say that when I started this post I was a bit down and then I got a lot happier,

I don't want you to hold back, (I think that was Mats mistake)

You definitely hit the nail on the head with that, it's awkward...

I want to be so frustrated that I can't think about anything else yet at the same time life is intervening...

The college I went to only marked a quarter of the work I did over two years so now I've found another college to mark my work and I'm sending in work whilst doing it at home,

I got another hospital appointment... April 5th, which means on my birthday I'll more than likely not stop worrying about it, therefore I asked for edges, thinking that it would distract me (if only briefly) from my appointment, but then I realised that if you gave me tons of edges I wouldn't enjoy them as much, and if I did the standard of my college work would plummet, therefore I asked for denial, thinking that if I didn't have enough time to do any edges on my birthday then it wouldn't matter, maybe you would give me an exceptional amount of edges to do the day before my birthday so not touching myself would be even more frustrating, (I would love that by the way, more than anything) although I didn't want to beg for it because of my work.

I've also been having trouble thinking of things to beg for because as I said I want to be frustrated but at the same time I know that my work will suffer for it,

sorry if I have disappointed you with yet another post with a lack of begging but I can't think of anything that I would truly enjoy that you could give me...

*sat, silently thinking for 30 mins...*

*feels happier as the bad emotions fade, just as rain clouds must fade, allowing him to think clearly*

Please Miss, give me frustration for my birthday, the day before my birthday (Monday), I would love to spend the day edging for you, getting so hot and horny, so aroused that my legs shake and I have to wait half an hour to be able to stand without falling, I want to be kept awake at night, unable to sleep because of my hard cock, dripping precum, then on my birthday, not a single stroke, my cock being hard and frustrated expecting to get release but instead getting absolutely.... nothing... make me so frustrated that I wish I'd never asked this of you.... Please Miss give me edges and then make me suffer....

I also looked at my work, there's barely any left to do, besides, my work gets my full concentration and I won't allow any amount of frustration to change that, as for my hospital appointment, they've cancelled it five times already, having thought about it, it would be more a relief than anything to finally get it done and over with

I wondered about only posting the last half of this but I thought that you'd want me to be honest, and only posting the second half of how I felt (I thought) would be just as if had lied to you, again sorry for mixed emotions, hope you don't mind me posting it all...

*moves up to you and wraps my arms around you....embracing you..............for awhile*

First, I'm sorry you were down. I do understand when you want so badly to do things a certain way and life makes it difficult to do exactly what you want to do. *compassionate eyes*

***

Okay, let's review things.....
Your new cards and tease began (on my time) Wed Mar 28, 2012 10:36 am.
8 edges for 4 days.
So your last day should be Saturday the 31st.

You are determined to draw another set of cards.....no one is forcing you to do that, remember that. You can stop at any time. *soft smile*

Yes, you will probably draw number cards...there are more of them then anything else.
So, yes, the possibility of being on some form of tease on your birthday, and the day of your hospital trip is great.
First, you have the freedom to do as you please. But I am suggesting that you consider cumming on the day before your hospital trip and getting a good nights sleep. I am actually HIGHLY suggesting this.
Remember the number one rule Master gave for this tease....that you be safe. *gentle smile*
I personally do not think it is safe to go into the hospital without release and a good night sleep. Please consider this for me. *soft smile*

***

Now as for your begging.....WELL DONE!!! *bright smile*
I will tell you this...you begged for two things......one - the relentless teasing on Monday and the second -no touching on Tuesday. I have decided to AT LEAST grant one of those, but I am not telling you which one.
Each day before Sunday evening, my time.....you need to beg very well, not copying and pasting, but begging for the same things again...worded differently. I want to see the desperation. *Wicked smile*
Maybe, just maybe...if I like what I see.....you might just get both of what you want. *wicked smile grows*
Good luck!!!

[Banquo]

Os gwelwch yn dda - Ors gwel ooch un tha (ch is a sound like trying to cough up phlegm)

[shell]

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Take a deck of cards, including the jokers, and shuffle them. Then draw a card. After drawing your card, return it to the deck. Do the task for that card, BEFORE drawing another card.

Aces = Edge twice and draw again.
King of Hearts = Edge once, while watching 30 minutes of your favorite porn.
King of Diamonds = Edge, and then watch 30 minutes to one hour of porn without touching your self.
King of Clubs = Edge, rest for thirty seconds, and then edge again. Do this until you have edged five times.
King of Spades = No touching your genitalia or nipples for two days, except to clean, but do so quickly.
Queen of Diamonds = Twenty minutes of spanking to your ass, or until it has a nice pinkish glow to it.
Queen of Clubs = Put on nipple clamps. Rotate them every ten minutes. Edge after each rotation, until you have edged five times.
Jack of Hearts = Edge with your favorite toy, or if you don't have any toys, edge using only your non-dominate hand.
Jack of Diamonds = Edge Use ice cubes on your nipples, or on the outside or inside of your genitalia or anus.
Jack of Clubs = Do any two teases at Milo, but do not cum.
Jack of Spades = Edge three times, in the shower or bathtub.
Number Cards = If you draw a 2 through 10, draw a second card, continuing to draw past face cards, until another number card comes up.
The first number card is how many edges you must do each day. The second number card is how many days you have to edge.
Addendum to the number cards rule.
If you have limitations and can not, for what ever reason, do a long period of denial, then you may do the following.
If you draw a number card, that is how many edges you will do. The next card represents the days you have to do the edging. You can subtract the number of days that you can do the edging for, from the second card. What ever amount is left, add that to the number of edges, and do that many edges for the amount of time you will be doing them for.
Example: You can do the denial for the weekend - two days. You draw a 3 and a 8. Subtracting two from eight leaves six. Add the six to the first card and that gives you nine edges to do, in two days.

Jokers = This card doubles everything.
Queen of Spades = Get another deck of cards. Take the Queen of Hearts out of the new deck, and shuffle the two decks together.
When you have the two decks, if you draw a number card, now you have to draw four cards instead of two. The first two cards are added together and the third and forth cards are added together. The same instructions for numbers cards from above, apply.
The Joker instructions still apply. So, if you draw a joker, before that first number card, that would double it to 26 edges a day, for 36 days.
Set aside the cards you have drawn - they will get shuffled back in to the deck, if you draw the Queen of Spades again.
Only two decks should be used in this game.
Queen of Hearts = You get to cum any way you want, as long as you enjoy it.

Be safe!!

[shell]

Now all I want to do is stroke.... I can't get that out of my head..... and I can't touch for another hour and a half

*Wicked smile*

[shell]

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Thank you for this extra teasing Miss Shell

I am so very grateful for it, and I hope you don't think me ungrateful by begging for more

but please please please give me more I want to be on my knees with frustration, I want to be so completely mad with desire mmmm oh crumbs i'm thinking about your panties again....I hope they are still wet...
If there is anything I can do to make them wet please ask...

and I beg you please keep me frustrated and desperate to come ohhh please Miss Shell...

I don't know what else to say except please, I can say it in other languages if that pleases you...
s'il vous plaît - French
Os gwelwch yn dda - Welsh
Ok so my language skills aren't great but PLEASE please keep me squirming for you...

I feel so lucky to have been given this chance. to beg you yet again thank you Miss Shell x

Banquo
~x~


ps do i need to do the previous instructions every day when my cage is on?

First, yes...the previous instructions are still in place. *smile*

***

You are a greedy little thing aren't you.

Okay, remember....you asked for this..............*wicked smile*

Your OLD number of teases a day WAS 10.......................

Your NEW number of teases a day IS 40!!! I do soooo love the number "four".

So, now let's see what you do....will you say thank you and whimper away to do the thirty to catch up for today......or will you still beg for more..............??? *wicked smile*

This very well may be my last post for the evening.............maybe..................
Think long and hard......................remember I like the number four......and no telling what I will do if you beg me again. *wicked laughter*

[Banquo]

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Thank you for this extra teasing Miss Shell

I am so very grateful for it, and I hope you don't think me ungrateful by begging for more

but please please please give me more I want to be on my knees with frustration, I want to be so completely mad with desire mmmm oh crumbs i'm thinking about your panties again....I hope they are still wet...
If there is anything I can do to make them wet please ask...

and I beg you please keep me frustrated and desperate to come ohhh please Miss Shell...

I don't know what else to say except please, I can say it in other languages if that pleases you...
s'il vous plaît - French
Os gwelwch yn dda - Welsh
Ok so my language skills aren't great but PLEASE please keep me squirming for you...

I feel so lucky to have been given this chance. to beg you yet again thank you Miss Shell x

Banquo
~x~


ps do i need to do the previous instructions every day when my cage is on?

First, yes...the previous instructions are still in place. *smile*

***

You are a greedy little thing aren't you.

Okay, remember....you asked for this..............*wicked smile*

Your OLD number of teases a day WAS 10.......................

Your NEW number of teases a day IS 40!!! I do soooo love the number "four".

So, now let's see what you do....will you say thank you and whimper away to do the thirty to catch up for today......or will you still beg for more..............??? *wicked smile*

This very well may be my last post for the evening.............maybe..................
Think long and hard......................remember I like the number four......and no telling what I will do if you beg me again. *wicked laughter*

mmmm thank you miss shell...I will do the rest of the edges straight away *whimpers* then I will lock up for the rest of the night I hope you have a nice evening, and that when you read this tomorrow you smile.
I am hesitant to beg for any more frustration....
Just in case I cannot handle it.....but...I do want a challenge, ohh i don't know what to do now Miss Shell, because I think it would please you if I did beg for more, and end up having to beg you for mercy tomorrow....

P L E A S E

Miss Shell do with me as you wish, if you wish me to be even more frustrated I will gladly do it, I want to push myself as far as I can. So, yes please Miss Shell give me more...


Thank you so much for all the frustration you have blessed me with already, and I hope you see it fit to give me the gift of even more

thank you x *whimpers*

Banquo
~x~


p.s 4 is also a special number for me...though my favourite number is 14

[Banquo]

oh and how could i forget... I just did the new instructions..the ice and the elastic bands..
and i managed the four minutes *whimpers* my balls ache now I hope you like that x

Banquo
~x~

[Banquo]

Oh my....
Just finished the extra 30 edges you asked for, and literally just in time for midnight.
I tried to do them like before (slowly and teasing) for as long as possibly, but as time seeped away from me, I was forced to speed up. *whimpers* I came so very close to ruining so many times, and my ribcage is marked with little scratches from my fingernails as i tried to shift my focus onto pain to stop myself from coming

oh my giddy aunt I asked you for intense Miss Shell, and I can tell you that was intense...

My poor cock is still tingling and throbbing

*whimpers*

I have already begged for more again and I am eager to see if you will grant me some extra frustration, and also to see how much further you can push me. The 10th of April seems such a long way away now.
I am still determined to stay to my rule of not coming till the Queen of Hearts shows up. I know the odds are stacked against me, but I want to push myself.
Thank you for enabling me to test my resilience.

Banquo
~x~

[Mat]

*moves up to you and wraps my arms around you....embracing you..............for awhile*

First, I'm sorry you were down. I do understand when you want so badly to do things a certain way and life makes it difficult to do exactly what you want to do. *compassionate eyes*

Thank you, very much,

Okay, let's review things.....
Your new cards and tease began (on my time) Wed Mar 28, 2012 10:36 am.
8 edges for 4 days.
So your last day should be Saturday the 31st.

You are determined to draw another set of cards.....no one is forcing you to do that, remember that. You can stop at any time. *soft smile*

Again Thank you, I understand that I can stop, it's strange, at the moment I don't even feel the need to masturbate... It's only when I'm actually masturbating that I feel a strong urge to cum, it'd be nice to feel at least a little niggle throughout the day but there's nothing at the moment...

Yes, you will probably draw number cards...there are more of them then anything else.
So, yes, the possibility of being on some form of tease on your birthday, and the day of your hospital trip is great.
First, you have the freedom to do as you please. But I am suggesting that you consider cumming on the day before your hospital trip and getting a good nights sleep. I am actually HIGHLY suggesting this.
Remember the number one rule Master gave for this tease....that you be safe. *gentle smile*
I personally do not think it is safe to go into the hospital without release and a good night sleep. Please consider this for me. *soft smile*

If I draw the queen of hearts I'll more than likely ignore it and draw again, I'd like to at least beat my 9 days from last time, since I didn't cum on Tuesday, next Wednesday would be the 9th day, I should also point out that whether I have release or not I won't be able to get a good nights sleep, last time I got to sleep at around 3am and had to be up at 6:30 am, and I'd hate it if I had my release and then they cancelled it, if anything I might get a better nights sleep being denied and instead of thinking about my appointment, thinking about you being tied down, your soaking wet pussy being agonizingly slowly fucked by a machine, keeping you aroused yet not letting you orgasm...

Now as for your begging.....WELL DONE!!! *bright smile*
I will tell you this...you begged for two things......one - the relentless teasing on Monday and the second -no touching on Tuesday. I have decided to AT LEAST grant one of those, but I am not telling you which one.
Each day before Sunday evening, my time.....you need to beg very well, not copying and pasting, but begging for the same things again...worded differently. I want to see the desperation. *Wicked smile*
Maybe, just maybe...if I like what I see.....you might just get both of what you want. *wicked smile grows*
Good luck!!!

Thank you for changing it from every post to every day...

Although without begging....

Surely having one without the other wouldn't be as much fun, if you deny me touching on my birthday then I won't be sufficiently aroused to miss stroking without the teasing beforehand, and if you give me relentless teasing (:-D) on Monday then whenever I felt the need to stroke on Tuesday I could thus it wouldn't be half as frustrating as it could have been, so in order to give me effective, and truly maddening levels of frustration, and also giving you the knowledge that although I'll be talking to my friends my mind will keep.... drifting.... you have to give me both.....

*realises that he's more than likely going to get neither than both...*

Please Miss, I want to be frustrated, I want to go through my ninteenth birthday whilst not being able to go an hour without thinking of You and Your fantasies that get me so horny that I feel that I HAVE to stroke, except I've been doing my edges early morning just after midnight, so I can do nothing but sit in my chair, hands on the armrests whilst my cock gets harder and harder as I read through them, I know that I can experince more frustration, I want to get to the state where I'm so frustrated 10 ruined orgasms in a row would be positively pleasureable, I want my balls to be aching and blue for You, like they were on the night before I ruined all those orgasms for You, I know you would enjoy seeing me in such a state, completely dominated by my arousal, begging that I'd do ANYTHING for an orgam, on your profile you've put

I enjoy listening to a submissive beg for me to do things to their bodies that they might not normally want done.

I want you to make me so horny that I'll beg for whatever you want me to beg for..

[Banquo]

Morning, Miss Shell, everyone,

Just a quick morning report, just woke up well I should say just turned the laptop on, I have been awake since 6am because of my cock trying to get hard, it did manage to get kinda hard, it wasn't what I would call an erection, but my cage was filled and it was pulling at my balls causing a lot of pain for an hour or so, I couldn't calm down or get rid of the "hardness" it would just not subside. eventually at around 7am I logged on, and read some articles on the bbc, then did a list on my mp3 thread and managed to get myself calmed down

I thought I would share a quote of my list, because, the rule of my mp3 thread is that you put your mp3 on random and then right down what comes out. This list was done in this way...but look at tracks 3, and 4 I couldn't believe it when they popped up

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I will pick personal jesus, though I prefer the Johnny Cash version.

1. Fez: Being Born - U2
2. Orange Wedge - Chemical Brothers
3. 40 (live at red rocks) - U2
4. Horny - Mousse T
5. Tonight - Joe Cocker
6. Hello Conscience - The Zutons
7. One of the boys - Mott the hoople
8. Change - The Lightning Seeds
9. Pounding - Doves*
10. Sacred Love - Sting

Wow windows media player must be sensing my mood this morning. Fez: Being born then 40 followed by horny....
And pounding by doves too. it's really hard to pick a favourite, but I will plump for Pounding at this moment in time.

Banquo
~x~

Anyway, I will start my epic run of 40 edges at around 9am this morning, I will try and do them like I did the ones yesterday, but time will be a factor (I have to go out at 11-30am, so that will be 3 hours to do the edges, and 30 minutes for waiting to re cage) So wish me luck

Banquo
~x~

[Banquo]

Miss Shell,

I have done all 40 edges, I started out doing them slowly and trying to stay away from the edge, but as time went by I got more nervous that I would be busy later in the day and that I wouldn't finish them.
So after about 15 edges, where I let my dick go soft before starting again I started doing them quicker and without going soft.

Sorry I could not do them as teasing as yesterday. But I needed to give myself enough time to wait for the cage to be put back on, and calm down a little bit before I drive But to be honest I am more frustrated because the number of edges has been quadrupled. Again there were many times I thought I was going to ruin, and at one point it was only one hard fast slap to my balls that stopped me from coming.

I am not a horny leaking mess I hope this pleases you, I am desperate to come, but who knows when I will get the chance.

Once again thank you to Dr.D and Yourself for providing me with a wonderful way of being denied.

And thank you Miss Shell for allowing me to beg for ever more frustration x

I will now wait the 30 minutes to put my cage back on *whimper* then when I get in later on I will do the instructions you gave me about the elastic bands and the ice.

If I don't see you I hope you have a wonderful day.

Banquo
~x~

[Mat]

Today I woke up at around ten, not horny, not hard, but I felt really desperate to stroke, except once again I couldn't as I did my edges before getting to sleep, I was going to give my cock five strokes to ease the frustration but instead sat on my hands which only made it worse,

Soo, last night instead of porn I just used my imagination...

I imagined being tied down with one hand free to stroke my cock, You walk through the door and kneel accros my face, keeping your naked pussy just out out of reach of my tounge, then you turn on your Hitachi and make yourself wetter and wetter, having me underneath you, unable to do anything but watch and get harder and harder as I hear you moaning softly, after a while you stop and fetch a gag...

http://www.lovehoney.co.uk/product.cfm?p=13529

...and strap it to my face, and facing away from me you slowly lower yourself onto it, You start playing with my nipples knowing how much I love it, knowing it will frustrate me even more, "start stroking your cock boy... slowly, don't edge" you match my agonising pace, after a few minutes of this sweet torture, which seems more like hours to me, you lift yourself off the dildo and turn around to look at me seeing for the first time in my eyes just how desperate I am, a wicked smile spreads accross your lips, "would you like an orgasm?" I immediately start nodding, not caring whether it's ruined or not, "Tough, you begged me for this, for frustration... how many times can you edge within five minutes," You start slowly sucking the dildo while I quickly edge, wait thirty seconds and edge again and again, all whilst watching you lovingly caress the dildo strapped to my face, wishing it was my cock, when you finally stop, I'm hot, sweating, horny and shaking, you untie me and remove the gag, lightly tapping my blue balls as you speak, "you thought that was hard tonight... *wicked smile returns* what about on Monday when I have you edge all day for me..." I whimper at the thought, how can It possibly feel to be more frustrated than this, *Goodnight... Boy"


I get the feeling I could have written that better had I done it last night, while I was still horny, although thinking it through again has made me want to stroke again, I really should have saved three edges for the daytime...

[shell]

Banquo wrote:

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I am hesitant to beg for any more frustration....
Just in case I cannot handle it.....but...I do want a challenge, ohh i don't know what to do now Miss Shell, because I think it would please you if I did beg for more, and end up having to beg you for mercy tomorrow....

God, I love the turmoil......not knowing what I will do....tell you to do.....*smiles brightly*

P L E A S E
Miss Shell do with me as you wish, if you wish me to be even more frustrated I will gladly do it, I want to push myself as far as I can. So, yes please Miss Shell give me more...

You are a greedy little thing. *grin* You remind me of my boy....he is a greedy little boy too. *wicked smile*
I will give you what you ask for.........with a twist.......at the end. *wicked smile*

Thank you so much for all the frustration you have blessed me with already, and I hope you see it fit to give me the gift of even more
thank you x *whimpers*

You are very, very welcome. *warm smile*

***

oh and how could i forget... I just did the new instructions..the ice and the elastic bands..
and i managed the four minutes *whimpers* my balls ache now I hope you like that x

Thank you for remembering. *Smile* And yes, boy....I like it that your balls ache!!!!! *moans softly*
How about this, from here forward..... after the ice, slap your balls four times, before removing the cage. *wicked smile* I can't wait to hear out that feels....your cold aching balls, getting slapped....*shivers, as I feel my clit twitch*

***

Oh my....
Just finished the extra 30 edges you asked for, and literally just in time for midnight.
I tried to do them like before (slowly and teasing) for as long as possibly, but as time seeped away from me, I was forced to speed up. *whimpers* I came so very close to ruining so many times, and my ribcage is marked with little scratches from my fingernails as i tried to shift my focus onto pain to stop myself from coming

As you become more frustrated, remember to adjust where your stopping point is, so that you do not go over. I would rather you not find yourself apologizing to me, for cumming.

And....you are to find something else to do, other then use your nails on your ribs. That didn't please me at all. *disappointed eyes*

oh my giddy aunt I asked you for intense Miss Shell, and I can tell you that was intense...
My poor cock is still tingling and throbbing
*whimpers*

*chuckles* Yes, I can dish out intense in huge doses, as you are finally beginning to see. *wicked smile*

I have already begged for more again and I am eager to see if you will grant me some extra frustration, and also to see how much further you can push me. The 10th of April seems such a long way away now.
I am still determined to stay to my rule of not coming till the Queen of Hearts shows up. I know the odds are stacked against me, but I want to push myself.
Thank you for enabling me to test my resilience.

You are welcome. I will be very curious to see how you handle your new orders below. *wicked smile*

***

I have been awake since 6am because of my cock trying to get hard, it did manage to get kinda hard, it wasn't what I would call an erection, but my cage was filled and it was pulling at my balls causing a lot of pain for an hour or so, I couldn't calm down or get rid of the "hardness" it would just not subside.

God, this is such a turn on.........my clit is swollen, twitching and so ready to be touched!!! *moans* I'm sure Master is very pleased at how wet and needy you are making me. *blushing smile*

***

I have done all 40 edges, I started out doing them slowly and trying to stay away from the edge, but as time went by I got more nervous that I would be busy later in the day and that I wouldn't finish them.
So after about 15 edges, where I let my dick go soft before starting again I started doing them quicker and without going soft.

First...do not apologize for the following. I would prefer, from here forward for you to use the word "cock", or just about anything other then "dick". I'm not sure why, but I am not fond of that word. Thank you. *smile*

Second....I love it that you were forced to do them faster!! *wicked smile*

Sorry I could not do them as teasing as yesterday. But I needed to give myself enough time to wait for the cage to be put back on, and calm down a little bit before I drive But to be honest I am more frustrated because the number of edges has been quadrupled. Again there were many times I thought I was going to ruin, and at one point it was only one hard fast slap to my balls that stopped me from coming.

I'm glad you are so frustrated......and I LOVED to find out that slapping your balls, takes you away from cumming...*wicked smile* Thank you for sharing that.

I am now a horny leaking mess I hope this pleases you, I am desperate to come, but who knows when I will get the chance.

It does please me, very much!!!! *bright smile* You are a very good boy!!

Once again thank you to Dr.D and Yourself for providing me with a wonderful way of being denied.

And thank you Miss Shell for allowing me to beg for ever more frustration x

You are very welcome. *bright smile*

I will now wait the 30 minutes to put my cage back on *whimper* then when I get in later on I will do the instructions you gave me about the elastic bands and the ice.

Good boy!!! *Smile*

***

Okay.....here are your new orders. If you decline......you must do so by first begging me to stop....and then calling "red".

Starting today....you are to do the following.
Friday the 30th - edge 80 times
Saturday the 31st - edge 80 times
Sunday the 1st - edge 80 times
*
Now you have just dropped your end of this particular card choices, down to the final day being at the end of the 7th.

Monday the 2nd - edge 160 times
Tuesday the 3rd - edge 160 times
Wednesday the 4th - edge 160 times
*
Now you have just dropped your end of this particular card choices, down to the final day being at the end of the 4th.

So, yes....if you do all those edges, you can move your end date from the 10th, all the way to the 4th.

Sooooooo??????? How frustrated do you really want to be boy???? Hmmmm???? *wicked smile*

[shell]

Mat wrote:

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Again Thank you, I understand that I can stop, it's strange, at the moment I don't even feel the need to masturbate... It's only when I'm actually masturbating that I feel a strong urge to cum, it'd be nice to feel at least a little niggle throughout the day but there's nothing at the moment...

Goodness......we are going to have to fix that a little........*taps chin* I will tell you what I have come up with.....at the end of this.........reply. *wicked smile*

If I draw the queen of hearts I'll more than likely ignore it and draw again, I'd like to at least beat my 9 days from last time, since I didn't cum on Tuesday, next Wednesday would be the 9th day, I should also point out that whether I have release or not I won't be able to get a good nights sleep, last time I got to sleep at around 3am and had to be up at 6:30 am, and I'd hate it if I had my release and then they cancelled it, if anything I might get a better nights sleep being denied and instead of thinking about my appointment, thinking about you being tied down, your soaking wet pussy being agonizingly slowly fucked by a machine, keeping you aroused yet not letting you orgasm...

*one eyebrow raises*
So....you would want to change the game again......to suit your needs? I don't think so!
If you should draw the Queen of Hearts, you WILL NOT ignore it. You will cum and you will enjoy it! That is an order!!!!!

Did you really, really think of me being tied down.........and got excited from that thought..... Hmmmm...... *eyes widen at you...and then begin to squint.....as I stare at you*

Surely having one without the other wouldn't be as much fun, if you deny me touching on my birthday then I won't be sufficiently aroused to miss stroking without the teasing beforehand, and if you give me relentless teasing (:-D) on Monday then whenever I felt the need to stroke on Tuesday I could thus it wouldn't be half as frustrating as it could have been, so in order to give me effective, and truly maddening levels of frustration, and also giving you the knowledge that although I'll be talking to my friends my mind will keep.... drifting.... you have to give me both.....

*realises that he's more than likely going to get neither than both...*

Please Miss, I want to be frustrated, I want to go through my ninteenth birthday whilst not being able to go an hour without thinking of You and Your fantasies that get me so horny that I feel that I HAVE to stroke, except I've been doing my edges early morning just after midnight, so I can do nothing but sit in my chair, hands on the armrests whilst my cock gets harder and harder as I read through them, I know that I can experince more frustration, I want to get to the state where I'm so frustrated 10 ruined orgasms in a row would be positively pleasureable, I want my balls to be aching and blue for You, like they were on the night before I ruined all those orgasms for You, I know you would enjoy seeing me in such a state, completely dominated by my arousal, begging that I'd do ANYTHING for an orgam, on your profile you've put........

I want you to make me so horny that I'll beg for whatever you want me to beg for..

*big smile* Oh boy....you have no idea just what I am capable of making you beg for. *wicked smile*

Have you considered the possibility of begging me to MAKE you use an ice cube up inside your bottom again? *wicked smile grows*

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Today I woke up at around ten, not horny, not hard, but I felt really desperate to stroke, except once again I couldn't as I did my edges before getting to sleep, I was going to give my cock five strokes to ease the frustration but instead sat on my hands which only made it worse,

Good boy!!! *bright smile*

I imagined being tied down with one hand free to stroke my cock, You walk through the door and kneel accros my face, keeping your naked pussy just out out of reach of my tounge, then you turn on your Hitachi and make yourself wetter and wetter, having me underneath you, unable to do anything but watch and get harder and harder as I hear you moaning softly, after a while you stop and fetch a gag...
...and strap it to my face, and facing away from me you slowly lower yourself onto it, You start playing with my nipples knowing how much I love it, knowing it will frustrate me even more, "start stroking your cock boy... slowly, don't edge" you match my agonising pace, after a few minutes of this sweet torture, which seems more like hours to me, you lift yourself off the dildo and turn around to look at me seeing for the first time in my eyes just how desperate I am, a wicked smile spreads accross your lips, "would you like an orgasm?" I immediately start nodding, not caring whether it's ruined or not, "Tough, you begged me for this, for frustration... how many times can you edge within five minutes," You start slowly sucking the dildo while I quickly edge, wait thirty seconds and edge again and again, all whilst watching you lovingly caress the dildo strapped to my face, wishing it was my cock, when you finally stop, I'm hot, sweating, horny and shaking, you untie me and remove the gag, lightly tapping my blue balls as you speak, "you thought that was hard tonight... *wicked smile returns* what about on Monday when I have you edge all day for me..." I whimper at the thought, how can It possibly feel to be more frustrated than this, *Goodnight... Boy"

I get the feeling I could have written that better had I done it last night, while I was still horny, although thinking it through again has made me want to stroke again, I really should have saved three edges for the daytime...

I think it was great!!!!! It was cool seeing how submissive you are in your fantasy's. *bright smile*

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Now for your orders for today, but only today......from the time you see this, until you go to bed, in addition to what your normal edges are.....you are to do one edge every thirty minutes for me.
If you are out somewhere, excuse yourself to the rest room and take care of it there. *wicked smile*

Can't wait to see what you say about that, tomorrow. *wicked smile grows*